Dream? (Jinmae)

Hands and feet are heavy. Not just heavy, but they won’t move properly.

Breath catches in my throat, and my chest feels crushed.

‘Am I having sleep paralysis?’

I don’t think I’ve had sleep paralysis since I started possessing this body, so I must be really tired.

Back in my school days, I used to get sleep paralysis two or three times a week due to fatigue and stress, so it wasn’t that scary.

I got so used to sleep paralysis that I became quite skilled at breaking out of it.

It varies from person to person, but focusing on moving the tips of your toes or fingers gradually releases the paralysis.

I wiggle my index finger.

Once, twice, three times…

My index finger moves better than I thought. It doesn’t even feel like sleep paralysis.

‘Huh, it’s not working.’

Maybe it’s because it’s been a while since I’ve had sleep paralysis, but it’s not going away like it should.

My chest is still heavy.

“Hey, I thought you were sleeping. I even used magic…”

I hear a voice. It’s a voice I’ve heard somewhere, but I can’t remember who it is.

My thoughts change rapidly, as if I’m swimming in the boundary between reality and dream.

Come to think of it, I definitely opened my eyes, but why can’t I see anything?

“W-what…”

I try to make a sound. Is it coming out okay? I’m not sure if I’m actually speaking.

I feel something twitching on my chest.

As my eyes adjust to the darkness, I spot a figure on my chest.

I feel like I know who it is, but I don’t.

“Is this a lucid dream…”

This is a first.

“I-is this a dream?”

The presence on my chest reacts to my mumbling.

“Who… are you?”

I ask the other person’s identity in a fading voice. Then, the black figure comes close to my face.

The figure is only visible as darkness, as shadows.

It whispers something in my ear. I can’t even tell what language it is, but the words keep ringing in my ear.

After whispering for a while, the figure rises and distances itself from me.

“What do you see now?”

With the voice, I could see the person who was on top of me.

Shining red eyes, a black ponytail tied up high, and a face with a triumphant smile.

“M-Master?”

My Master, whom I thought I had parted ways with forever, was sitting on my chest.

With her face flushed red.

“Master?! How are you here?”

“Master, huh…”

It’s definitely Master’s appearance. I carefully engraved that image in my eyes and chuckled.

She looked down at me at my laughter. She must be wondering why I’m laughing all of a sudden.

“Did I miss you so much that you’re even appearing in my dreams like this?”

“I-is that so?”

Master’s words are very cautious. She treats me as if she’s seeing me for the first time.

“Master, why are you talking like that?”

I asked about the unignorable distance between us, and Master closed her eyes for a moment and placed her palm on my head.

“Talking like what?”

“Why are you suddenly using honorifics?”

“Ah, i-is that so? Haha, it suddenly felt awkward.”

I was wondering if I should point out the strangeness I felt even though she changed her tone, but who cares? It’s just a dream anyway.

“So, what brings you to my dream? Is the Black Heaven Cult safe? What about Youngma?”

Because it’s a dream, it’s nostalgic and welcome. Because if it’s not a dream, I might never see her again.

“S-stop. Don’t ask so many questions at once.”

I closed my mouth for a moment at the awkward informal speech.

“Haha, you’re right. I was just too happy. If Master is appearing in my dreams, I must have been lonely.”

“Lonely?”

Master’s eyes widened.

“I was lonely. You may not know it, Master, but I am lonely. No one understands me.”

“Doesn’t understand, I understand you…”

“You don’t really know, do you? My secret.”

“……..”

The vitality drained from Master’s face like a withered flower.

“Don’t make such a face. It’s because I didn’t tell you.”

“Anyway, could you come down a bit? To be honest, it’s a bit heavy… Ugh!”

Suddenly, I couldn’t breathe.

Master’s lips, descending like a kite, covered my lips.

Rough breaths in and out, repeatedly entering and leaving my mouth.

A clumsy kiss.

It was very different from the sensations I had felt when I kissed her dozens of times.

Is it because this is a dream too?

“Why, why did I come, you asked?”

She took her lips off with a “pah” sound, wiped the saliva from the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand, and said.

“Y-you said you were lonely? I came to make you not lonely.”

“Huh?”

“T-that’s why! Se… Se…”

“Se?”

“Let’s have sex!”

Master’s face was very red, as if she was ashamed of something.

Why is she so embarrassed? We’ve licked and sucked each other day and night.

Awkward movements. The rough hand movements lacked delicacy.

There was no gentle touch that teased and tormented people.

I heard that sensations are dulled in dreams, so maybe that’s why.

Hesitation was evident in every movement.

It was like someone who boldly challenged a bungee jump, but couldn’t do it when they actually got on the jump platform.

I wondered if I should move myself, but maybe it’s because it’s a dream, but I couldn’t move my arms and legs.

It felt like I was tightly bound to something.

“Y-you feel good, right?”

She said, rubbing her face against my chest, which was exposed as she lifted up my clothes.

I stared blankly at her, and she seemed to be annoyed by my indifferent face, making an “eek!” sound and moving on to the next action.

Be-

She sticks out her tongue and starts licking my body. A slick, snake-like tongue coats my chest with saliva.

It’s like a baby kitten drinking milk from a plate.

The clumsy appearance looks more like a child than erotic.

Now her nose lingers on my neck, repeating breaths in and out.

“Are you ready now?”

After enjoying herself for a while, she got up and pulled down my shorts.

I felt a coolness in my lower body.

“Hmph, you were standing still like a log, so you’re actually… no, you’re also looking forward to it, right?”

She smiled, seeing something slightly protruding over my briefs.

I thought about explaining that it was just blood rushing in naturally due to stimulation, but I closed my mouth because I knew it wouldn’t work.

“How long are you going to keep quiet?”

She says, lowering the waistband of my underwear.

“If you don’t want to talk, that’s fine. You’ll enjoy it anyway.”

The last remaining barrier disappeared, and my vaguely swollen thing was revealed.

“Y-you’re too big.”

She paused slightly when she saw my thing.

Then she cleared her throat and shook her head.

“Ahem. Well, it’s time to feel good now.”

She jumped up and started pulling something down.

The something that slowly went down got caught on her ankle, and its identity was white underwear.

“G-going in?”

She slowly came down, and soon we touched.

I felt a crack on the pillar.

Swish, swish

She moves her hips back and forth.

“Ugh, haa… Ugh…”

Swish, swish

The slightly stinging sensation had become moist and soft.

“Hmph, euheheut.”

Is she feeling it?

She closed her eyes and made a nasal sound, put the end of her top in her mouth, and started rubbing her chest.

“Ugh!”

After caressing herself for a while, she stopped her hands and took a breath, as if the pleasure had momentarily overflowed.

“Hoo…”

She took a long breath and lifted her hips, precisely adjusting her position.

“T-this is just the beginning.”

I think she was trying to say it coolly, but it wasn’t.

Top is on, but the bottom is missing, a deformed state.

Smooth buttocks and the crack between them, dripping with fluids little by little.

I could tell how excited she was.

The same goes for me. My thing was engorged with blood and erect due to her stimulation.

She grabs my thing and puts it in the crack.

Is the aiming finished? She took her hand off and put both hands on my stomach.

“Hoo… Heu…”

Whether it was because her excitement had reached its peak or because she was nervous…

I couldn’t guess why she was hesitating.

As she slowly lowered her waist, my thing dug into her.

“Kkeuheut…”

A sound of pain, unlike before.

I could feel the strength in the hands placed on my stomach.

“Ahheut…!”

A moan full of pain leaked out from between her clenched teeth.

“…Does it hurt?”

I spoke to her for the first time since starting this relationship.

But as if she was more stimulated by my words, she widened her eyes and started moving up and down slowly.

“I’ve never forced myself.”

I thought that answer was a bit like Master.

No, she’s Master, so it’s natural, but what am I saying?

Master sped up her up-and-down movements, as if competing with something.

“Ugh… Haa… Ugh, haa…”

“I won’t lose.”

“Next time, I’ll make my face come out.”

She made strange noises in between moans.

Her relationship with me lasted for a while, and I was not at all satisfied until she collapsed on top of me, exhausted from the pain.

-Chirp chirp

I hear the birds singing, announcing the morning.

I open my eyes and reflexively move my arms and legs.

Unlike the dream at dawn, I am free.

“Did I have a restless sleep?”

Looking at the time, I hadn’t slept that long.

Maybe my body has become accustomed to the homeless life pattern.

“Ugh- I feel so stiff.”

I stretch and get up.

Somehow, my body aches.

“Is she asleep? She didn’t even eat dinner, should I wake her up early and feed her something?”

I gently knock on the door where Seong-a is.

-Knock knock

As expected, there is no answer. Well, if she woke up at this time, she wouldn’t be Kim Seong-ah…

“What.”

I hear her voice from the other side of the door.

Not a sleepy voice, but a very clear voice.

“Oh, you were awake? I’m going to make breakfast, do you want some? How about a simple ham and cheese toast?”

“…Okay. Let me know when it’s ready.”

“Okay, I got it. Sleep a little more.”

“Uncle.”

I was about to go down to the first floor when Seong-a stopped me.

“Yeah?”

“Um… Did you sleep well?”

“I think I had a restless sleep. I think I had a lot of dreams too.”

“Do you remember the dream?”

“Um… I don’t remember. But why?”

“It’s nothing. I was just… just asking.”

“You’re so bland.”

Ah, I’m hungry. Why am I so hungry?

I need to make breakfast quickly.