Ecstasy in a Fantasy

<Side : Patient Forbidden>

My wife and I first met long ago, at the academy.

I was a professor teaching Creation Studies at the time, and she was a temporary lecturer hired for a short period.

And in my memory, she always remains a figure filled with warm light.

The moment I first saw her is still vivid. Her appearance as she entered the faculty meeting room instantly captivated my eyes, which were tired from lectures and research.

Her long hair flowed softly over her shoulders, and her hair shone subtly as if it had received sunlight. Her eyes had a deep and soft light, giving the feeling that time had stopped in that gaze.

Contrary to her attractive appearance, she always had a small smile on her lips, and that smile naturally made me feel at ease.

Our first conversation was not that special. It was a routine and formal greeting at the academy.

“Professor, hello. I’m Arc Derilla, the new temporary lecturer.”

Her voice was calm and clear. I looked at her, hesitated, and barely answered.

“Nice to meet you. I’m Patient. I teach Creation Studies. You must be the person Headmaster Beatrice mentioned.”

At that moment, her eyes sparkled slightly, and that reaction seemed to foreshadow that something special was about to begin between us.

As time passed, we often ran into each other due to the same meetings or lecture preparations. She carried out her role calmly and diligently each time.

And each time, I fell for her intelligence and gentleness. Her words and actions were always cautious, as if she didn’t want any moment to be wasted.

I remember one time when she came to my lab after a lecture. She looked particularly tired that day.

“Professor Patient.”

Arc said to me.

“Time is so strange. Even though we know that all our moments are limited, the more deeply we understand it, the more contradictory it feels.”

Hearing her words, I was reminded of my own worries while studying Creation Studies.

“Creation is similar. Even though we know that everything created will inevitably pass and disappear, we continue to create it.”

She nodded and accepted my words as if she understood.

That’s when we began to understand each other. She was not just a scholar, and I was not just a Creation Studies professor.

From then on, we promised to marry and exchanged rings promising love. Although we couldn’t hold a ceremony due to lack of time, we secretly whispered love and spent affectionate moments.

But the happy days did not last forever. Misfortune comes suddenly, at unexpected moments.

Arc loved nature. She wanted to turn barren lands or endless deserts into lush forests. Arc’s eyes always sparkled whenever she saw small sprouts emerging and green trees growing on dry land.

Arc and I always talked about her dream. It was an absurdly huge goal, but I believed she would achieve it.

However, as time passed, she gradually ran into the wall of her talent.

At first, she just seemed tired. She often stayed up all night immersed in research, and her burning passion gradually cooled.

Headmaster Beatrice gave her increasingly difficult tasks, and she also had to teach other students.

Arc began to feel impatient. She wanted to achieve the great task of sprouting nature, but there were limits to her efforts. She was anxious, and sometimes I could see the fear of failure consuming her.

Moreover, she was a temporary lecturer. If her employment period ended, she would have to leave the academy. This meant that she would not be able to utilize the academy’s latest facilities and ancient knowledge.

Then one day, strange rumors began to circulate among the academy’s students. It was said that stimulant-laced cigarettes that enhanced concentration were being distributed.

They said that smoking it dramatically increased work speed and maximized creativity. As someone who studied medicine and taught Creation Studies, I immediately realized it was dangerous.

I immediately warned about the cigarettes and issued an official notice not to touch them under any circumstances.

But Arc was different. She was anxious that she would die without achieving her dream, and that anxiety gradually gnawed at her heart.

I can’t forget the day Arc first touched those cigarettes. She came to me, smiling, and said.

“Patient, they say that smoking this cigarette increases concentration several times.”

The moment I heard those words, I sensed that the cigarette would bring terrible consequences.

“Arc, that’s dangerous. Relying on that cigarette will cause fatal side effects on your body. The black spots that have appeared on the students who smoked it cannot be cured even by renowned doctors. Never, ever smoke it.”

“Don’t worry, Patient. I… I’ll be fine. I’m lucky.”

I grabbed her and pleaded earnestly. But Arc’s eyes were already looking elsewhere.

She was relying on herself when she was with that cigarette, not on me.

After that day, Arc began to rely more and more on cigarettes. At first, she said she only smoked a few times. But as time passed, her behavior gradually changed.

The time she spent immersed in research increased, and black spots began to appear on her fingertips each time she smoked. At first, they seemed small and insignificant, but gradually they spread to her arms and legs.

The black spots ate away at her body day by day. The tension that spread across her face each time she smoked, and the way she smoked more strongly each time the spots increased, were deeply etched in my mind.

I tried to stop her, but it was already too late. Her obsession with her dream, I thought, was greater than the love she had for me.

“It’s okay, Patient. If I do a little more, I can finish it all with this. I can create the world I dreamed of.”

Her words felt increasingly uneasy, and I could no longer find her in those words.

Then one day, she collapsed. Her body no longer moved according to her will, and her skin was already rotting.

I hugged her and cried. I couldn’t just watch my wife collapse like this. Arc’s hands were already cold, and her lips had turned black.

“Patient…”

When she called my name and mumbled for the last time, I couldn’t say anything anymore.

“Instead… complete my dream… for me.”

My wife Arc eventually lost both her body and mind to that cigarette. The dream she wanted to achieve eventually disappeared into that black smoke.

The woman I loved so much was no longer in this world.

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『Martyr’s Moon – 11th (Lunch)』

【Day 1 of Imperial Invasion】

[Please take care of me. Councilor♥ The sight of you crawling on the floor was very impressive♥]

I gritted my teeth and tried to get up, but I was still caught in the confusion that my body was my wife’s.

My hands were unfamiliar, slender and delicate, and that fact was creating a lump in my body.

“Elaine… the Princess’s guard.”

[Ah… I used to be. But it’s already a vanished past for me. Now I am… a Slave and child of the Goddess♥ One who taints this world with Depravity♥]

Elaine looked at me and walked slowly. Her attitude was relaxed and leisurely, as if she was sure that my existence posed no harm to her.

“Goddess… So that’s the ringleader who changed you so much…”

[Hmm… The title of ringleader isn’t pretty♥ If you have to call me something, call me Master. Councilor♥]

Elaine stopped masturbating, came to my side, and gently lifted my chin with her finger.

I felt a strong revulsion at that cold touch, but at the same time, I knew there was nothing I could do, so I could only look at her helplessly.

[That body. It’s the appearance of your dead wife♥ And you miss that person who left, don’t you? Her name is Arc Derilla… The same name as your daughter♥]

Elaine was smiling. Her seductive and sly attitude was still the same.

“Don’t… Don’t dare to call that name with that lowly body…!”

[AHAHAHA♥ Getting angry doesn’t scare me at all♥ Well, it wasn’t scary even when you were a male… But seeing you say that as a helpless female, even in the body of your dead wife. It just makes me laugh♥]

I felt a surge of anger at her mockery, but at the same time, I also felt the despair of not being able to escape this situation.

“Where is this…! Elaine. What are you, and why are you plotting this!”

[Ah. Here? This is in a fantasy♥ In other words, it’s a space in your unconscious. What happens here is not reflected in reality. It starts here and ends here. How about that? Simple, right?]

Elaine began to tell an absurd story.

[This is also thanks to the Goddess’s great power♥ Even a worthless nerd like you can have such an attractive body♥ If you wait a little longer… you’ll be able to get back your vanished Dick♥ A Dick that’s much bigger than your original one, maybe even bigger and smellier than mine♥]

“Shut up…! What is that Goddess you’re talking about that you’re trying to mock even the honor of the dead…!”

My current body is the body of my dead wife. To have something as monstrous as Elaine’s attached in this state…?

That’s an insult to my wife, and it’s an act that has no respect for the dead.

[Yeah. I knew you’d say that. Most people say that♥ Then I have to do what I have to do, right?]

The smile on Elaine’s face cracked. The ease that had been there until just now disappeared from her slightly narrowed eyes, and a terrible murderous intent and chill hung over her.

[They all add unnecessary words. You can just say you don’t like it. You don’t have to bring up our great Goddess and try to enforce your own justice]

Elaine’s huge arm muscles tremble thickly and firmly, creating tension.

The muscles from her wrist to her elbow, and from her elbow to her shoulder, move irregularly, giving the feeling that they have life in themselves.

“Kuh, euuuaht…!!”

That arm tightly grabs my neck in front of me, forcibly lifting my neck into the air.

My nape is pulled, and the moment my body floats into the air, my face contorts in pain, and it feels like I can’t breathe.

[Those who are full of anger and resentment sometimes forget their situation and run their mouths. That’s really annoying to me. Councilor Patient. I’m talking about weaklings like you♥]

The hand that’s grabbing me tightens more and more, and the force that feels like it’s going to break my bones is transmitted, and even the surrounding air feels compressed.

“L, let go…!!”

[It’s cute that you’re shouting for me to let go in a cute voice♥ But I can’t. You have to pay the price for insulting the Goddess♥]

–Kwaaaaak…!!

“Aaaaaaak…!!”

As my neck is squeezed tightly, my face becomes increasingly pale, and my eyes become blurred and confused.

As my breathing is cut off, the strong pressure that surrounds my neck spreads throughout my body, and I struggle weakly with no strength to resist.

A dazed sound rings in my ears, my vision blurs, and my body slowly loses strength in the air.

[Kyahahahaha♥ Where did the momentum from earlier go? Councilor♥ Even if your body has become a female, your mind is still a male♥ You should be able to overcome this much, right?]

My head becomes confused, and my consciousness fades as if I’m submerged in cold water.

–Puhuk…!?

“Keuhat…”

At that moment, Elaine’s heavy fist suddenly penetrates my lower abdomen, giving me a shock that’s enough to break my back.

I tried to endure it, but due to the pain that this body could never tolerate, something flowed out from my lower abdomen.

“Ha, aht……!?”

–Jjorureureuk……

[Puhah♥ Did you wet yourself? In your wife’s body? You’re really a councilor whose mouth and body don’t match♥ You told me not to insult your dead wife, but you’re pissing in your dead wife’s body♥ Did you really love your wife?]

A sense of shame from wetting myself envelops my body, but my mind is already fading, and only a vague fear and despair remain in my heart.

“A, Arc euut…… Keuhat…”

As I repeated my wife’s name, the pressure that had been surrounding my neck disappeared, and I quickly inhaled the cold air.

My breath comes out roughly as I cough, and my confused mind slowly begins to return.

[Atonement blow♥ Good. Now, shall we really start~]

But the moment of tension is only temporary, and Elaine’s tremendous force lifts my body and throws it into the air.

In the short moment of flying through the air, the fear of falling covers my entire body.

“Ha, haaak…!”

A frail body that seems like it will shatter if I fall. The body of my wife, who is flying through the air due to her transcendent physical abilities, was weaker than I had imagined.

I couldn’t even speak properly because my neck was strangled and I was shocked by the blow to my stomach…

–Kwaaaang……

My body, which had been flying defenselessly, eventually crashed violently to the ground.

The impact pierces my entire body, my back touching the ground first, and the pain spreads like lightning. Not stopping there, my body rolls out due to the impact of the fall, and I roll on the ground several times, scratching my skin.

My nerves continue to scream in pain. The collision eventually stopped, but I was sprawled on the floor in pain as if my whole body was breaking.

“Keheuk… Keut…!”

As I was lying on the floor, gasping for breath in pain, a rough hand suddenly grabs my hair.

[It hurts, right? But don’t worry. I told you from the beginning. This space is a fantasy. No matter how bruised you get, no matter how much your head feels like it’s going to break, when you wake up, it will be like nothing ever happened♥]

My head is strongly tilted back, and a sharp pain spreads through my neck. Surprised, I reflexively reach out to grab her hand, but Elaine’s monstrous strength is overwhelming.

As my panicked eyes shake greatly, something hot is forcibly pushed into my mouth.

“Euheup……!?”

[In reverse, that means… no matter what happens to you here, Councilor, you won’t be able to take even a small piece of memory and will enjoy a peaceful daily life♥ As an ignorant human, you will watch the empire become the Goddess’s♥]

The sensation of a male Glans as hot as an ember touches my lips.

The Glans, as big as a fist, is filled with an unbearably sweet smell, and at the same time, the stench of sticky semen rushes into my nasal cavity.

“St, smell……!”

Before I can even catch my breath, I’m overwhelmed by the sudden pressure of the smell, and I open my eyes wide and struggle, shaking my head, but…

[You better get used to it♥ From now on, the world that the Goddess will create will be breathing in this scent♥]

The end of the Glans. A transparent and sticky liquid flowing from the urethra. It’s a mucus called Cowper’s fluid that’s secreted when a male is aroused.

From the huge Dick that can be described as grotesque and violent, an amount of Cowper’s fluid that can’t even be compared to that of an ordinary male… is constantly flowing down towards my throat.

“Kuhut…! Keuuut…♡”

[Ahahat♥ How’s the taste? Does my Dick look healthy to you, Councilor? I’d like to hear your opinion as a doctor♥]

The taste of the Cowper’s fluid pouring into my mouth was unexpected.

What I thought was a dirty and sticky liquid unexpectedly began to spread a sweetness in my mouth and envelop my tongue.

Of course, due to my medical knowledge, I knew what this Cowper’s fluid was… but the more I swallowed Elaine’s, the more I felt like the common sense I knew was being shattered.

I paused in surprise at one sip, but that sweetness soon sent shivers down my spine.

Each time Cowper’s fluid filled my mouth, the strange sweetness felt at the tip of my tongue became stronger and stronger, spreading throughout my body as if my senses were exploding.

–Pusyuuut…♡

“Ah, euat……♡”

[Hmm♥ I’ll be satisfied with your opinion as you squirt your Tide♥ You’re the first female I’ve seen who gets so turned on by just Cowper’s fluid and squirts Cunt Juice♥]

I feel that I can’t resist this sweetness, and without realizing it, I want more, a deeper taste of the water.

I know this is dangerous. I know it… but my body won’t listen.

Perhaps… the reason my wife couldn’t quit smoking was because of this kind of addiction, I briefly thought.

“Gulp… Gulp…”

Each time it goes down my throat, the sticky sweetness permeates deep into my body like pleasure, and my mind begins to fade.

The suffocating fear and the pain I had cast aside are all forgotten, and captivated only by this strange sweetness, I continue to swallow the Cowper’s fluid.

That sweetness stimulates my brain, and a feeling that I can’t escape dominates my whole body…

[Councilman, do you perhaps want to taste something more flavorful? Without even realizing it, you’re even licking and stimulating my Glans♥]

As the lingering taste of Cowper’s fluid in my mouth slowly disappears, Elaine’s words fill my mind with a different thought.

Not Cowper’s fluid, but a more intense and flavorful taste. The next fluid that will inevitably come from the male genitalia after Cowper’s fluid.

“S, Semen…”

[Semen, huh? That’s a good word too… Hehe♥ We’ve both become vulgar enough, so let’s use a more refined vocabulary this time. Not semen… Cock juice♥ You want Cock juice that’s so sickeningly sweet, it’ll never leave your memory, right?]

My tongue began to crave the sensation of wrapping around and coating my mouth with stickiness. An incessant desire filled my mind.

It felt like just one sip would relieve this stuffiness and thirst.

It was then that my mouth slowly opened like a thirsty animal.

“Cock, juice… Ah, ahh…”

[But don’t forget. Councilman. That body you have right now… is the body of your dead wife, and no one else’s♥]

“………!”

However, in the midst of endless desire, Elaine’s one sentence put on the brakes.

While imagining the intense viscosity and sweetness of the semen clinging to my lips, the situation I was in began to dawn on me.

“Arc… Arc…”

The temptation was that strong, but to cling to someone else’s male genitalia with my wife’s body and desire semen…

Just imagining it pierced my heart.

And just as I barely managed to pull myself together, Elaine wore an expression as if she had accomplished something.

[Good. Suggestion complete. With this, the ecstasy in your fantasy is over. Councilman♥]

“W, What do you mean…”

[What else could it be♥ It means wake up from your dream and slowly watch the empire collapse♥ Ah, or is it a little different for you?]

Elaine took her Glans out of my mouth and turned around.

Elaine’s healthy, brown-toned buttocks are a perfect harmony of muscle and elasticity.

While maintaining elasticity, the smooth curves form undulations, and the firm muscles are clearly revealed.

The moment I saw Elaine’s thing, which felt balanced just by looking at it, my eyes were taken away and a strange sensation began to rise again in my lower abdomen.

[Because you, Councilman, will be on the side of invading the empire, just like that daughter of yours♥ As sisters and Slaves like me. As loyal Servants of the Goddess… that is♥]

“What…”

I heard Arc mentioned, and the declaration that I, too, would fall into the same category as Elaine.

[Well then… have a good lunch♥ Ah, and if you stare at my butt like that, even if I’m dull, I’ll know. You lecherous, perverted, male Councilman♥]

As Elaine snapped her fingers, the mind that had been clear until just now instantly sank into darkness…

And before I could offer any resistance, my eyes closed and I collapsed…

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