Crossroads (6)

[Title: Cam broadcast with a really really pretty guest]

[‘Elderin’ is broadcasting.]

Whiskey must have been a much stronger alcohol than I thought.

As soon as I sat next to Elderin, I started feeling tipsy.

Perhaps surprised by my alcohol smell, Elderin opened a notepad on the broadcast monitor.

Are you okay?

Didn’t you drink too much?

“I’m… fine. I just reached the point where I feel good.”

– ???: She says she feels good now

– Wow, but who is she really?

– There’s talk that it’s Gawol

– Stop bullshitting, there’s no way she’s pretty

– The voice does sound similar?

The chains that were binding me are being scraped away.

As negative emotions are washed away, I can smile a little.

It seems choosing the power of alcohol was indeed the right decision.

Sometimes my eyes lose focus, but there’s no problem reading the chat.

Elderin is looking at me as if asking what I’m going to do.

Everyone might think I’m deliberating, but my decision was already made.

I’ll go for it.

Because if not now, I won’t be able to do it.

Even if I end up kicking my blanket in bed tomorrow, I’ll enjoy this moment.

“Yes, I’m Gawol. Unni said she’d let me on the broadcast, so I followed along. Pfft… Are you disappointed? Am I not good enough?”

Ah, what a relief.

It wasn’t as painful as I thought.

Although I still stutter, I don’t feel like scratching my neck with my nails.

My mind didn’t get sucked into some deep place.

It feels a bit colder, but I could still bear it.

“I don’t like that… Quickly tell me I’m pretty. I’m scared, you know.”

“How is it? This is my dongsaeng that I brought with great difficulty, isn’t she really pretty? I told you, didn’t I? She’s so pretty that you’d be at a loss if you didn’t see her.”

“Unni, can you give me some water there…”

“Sure, here.”

– Those eyes just can’t be not pretty, right?

– Why hasn’t she broadcasted until now with that face

– No no, we need to see her without the mask to know if she’s pretty

– I’m a fan from today

– For real lol How many times have we seen magicians?

I drank water through a straw inside the mask.

Somehow my throat felt very dry.

Maybe it’s because I’m very nervous.

Unlike in the game, trembling preceded excitement.

I anxiously clenched and unclenched my fist, and took deep breaths.

Then occasionally, when someone in the chat said ‘pretty’

“Hehe…”

The corners of my mouth lifted without me realizing.

It’s good I wore a mask for this too.

I didn’t want to easily show such a wide grin.

It would make me look too easy, wouldn’t it?

A girl who was just thinking about her death date until a moment ago.

If I show that I can’t bear my heart pounding, I’d look too ridiculous.

[Imaemangnyang donated 50,000 won]

[Gawol-nim, you’re very different from in the game]

This is a familiar nickname again.

I didn’t know, but this person was Elderin’s regular viewer.

Should I say it suits them, or doesn’t suit them?

“In, in the game I’m the strongest. But not here. If you tease me for being a loser… I’ll come for you.”

– Loser

– Loser girl

– Total loser

– Outcast

– Loser-nim, I like your thighs

– Loser

“Stop the chat for a moment. I’m going to write down everyone.”

“Okay, here. I’m sorry to everyone, but today I’m going to do everything Gawol asks.”

“Pfft. Everyone, if you’re coming to the New Continent, come prepared.”

I copied the chat IDs and sent them to my personal message.

With this, I’ll be able to find them even when I go home later.

This is why you should separate your internet ID and game nickname.

Meanwhile, Elderin’s gaze slightly lowered.

Wondering what happened, I realized I was fiddling with her skirt hem.

Since when?

I was startled and removed my hand, but then I felt somewhat empty.

It’s like an oddly uneasy feeling that won’t go away.

I needed to hold something in my hand for now.

I grabbed the water bottle again and took a drink.

– So when are you taking off the mask?

– (Blocked chat: Why do you go around causing trouble in the game?)

– Wow that jawline damn

– Please show your face

– If you don’t show your face I’ll cause trouble

It seems my jaw was visible when I put the straw inside the mask.

Suddenly the chat started going crazy.

My body felt like it had been electrocuted.

Actually, wasn’t what I drank not alcohol but something dangerous like drugs?

It seemed like some pleasure substance was flowing through my veins.

From around my chest to my back. A hot sensation rises in various places that are difficult to explain.

Even the breath rising from the end of my throat somehow felt hot.

My lower abdomen tingled, making my toes curl unnecessarily.

My hands feel too empty.

So I grabbed Elderin’s skirt hem again.

Holding and fiddling with something made me feel a bit more at ease.

“The mask… you want to see me take it off? Wh, what should I do…”

I move my hand as if I’m going to pull down the mask, then don’t.

I pull the mask down to the bridge of my nose – then put it back up.

Conversely, I lift the bottom to show my jawline and then restore it.

I burst out laughing at the commotion caused by my single hand gesture.

“Ah, ahaha! This is fun. Hehe… You want to see more? I don’t want to. I won’t show you.”

– Since you didn’t show, I’ll cause trouble

– I think the retired ninja beats the legendary ninja

– Menaldo vs Hoshi

– Show your nape too

– Any scars?

“Ah, no trouble please. This is unni’s broadcast, you know. Pfft. Nape? Why the nape? There are no scars. It’s clean.”

– Won’t believe until you show

– Do you guys know about the rank of Junwei?

– Showshowshowshowshowshowshowshow

“Heh, naughty things won’t do. Is the nape borderline safe? Unni, what do you think?”

“Wouldn’t it be too stimulating?”

“She says so? Then I won’t show. Hm, I’m very obedient, you know.”

I tightly wrapped the clothes I was wearing.

Even hiding skin that was already visible.

Of course the chat exploded, but that was enjoyable in its own way.

By the way, how many people are watching now?

Oh… the number is a bit strange.

I’ve rarely seen such numbers while watching internet broadcasts before.

Like Inbu’s official pro league, or showcases of popular games.

It showed 20,000 viewers, a number difficult to surpass unless it’s an exceptionally special case.

No. If it goes up a bit more, it might go even higher than that.

“Uh, uh…? Ma, many people came. Why is this happening. Unni, you’re a huge corporation.”

“Right now, they’ve come to see you, not me. Looks like the news has already spread somewhere. Even I’m seeing these numbers for the first time.”

“Eek? If it’s like this, I don’t want to take off the mask…”

Isn’t this too much no matter how you look at it?

Now it’s become difficult to check the chat even with my peripheral vision.

Only the occasional (fire) emoji catches my eye.

It seems donations are constantly coming in too.

Once it got backed up, I don’t know which ones I should respond to first.

“Unni. What should I do? I didn’t see the ones that came first…”

“I’ll show you one by one.”

“Right… they asked to see my nape. Since I forgot, I’ll show you just a tiny bit.”

I slightly pull open the collar I had wrapped tightly.

Inserting my index finger towards the shoulder.

I pushed my white neck and collarbone forward so it’s clearly visible to the camera.

“Don’t… spread this elsewhere. It’s embarrassing.”

– Last time you showed even your panties, why are you so shy now?

– How about showing your armpit too?

– SoftsoftSquishSquishSoftsoftSquishSquishSoftsoftSquishSquishSoftsoftSquishSquish

“Ar, armpits, why do you like them so much. I really don’t get it. You all seem like perverts. Pfft… I don’t like thighs.”

I can’t move my legs, so that’s not possible.

The alcohol was gradually hitting me more.

It’s good that I borrowed the power of alcohol, but I think I borrowed too much.

Is it because I mentioned it?

There were a lot of chat messages asking to see my armpit.

Feeling like I couldn’t refuse – I opened my arm while holding my neck.

“Really, you like this? You’re crazy. You all are quite the perverts. Then, do you like this too?”

The hidden flesh between the armpits that isn’t easily seen.

I brought my finger to the deep part and gently rubbed it.

The soft flesh squished and then quickly returned to its original shape.

Gently pressing and kneading with my fingers.

I spread it open as if revealing the skin with my index and middle fingers, then removed my hand.

Seeing the chat explode – I felt loved.

This is dangerous.

I need to be careful. My head is getting dizzy and I can’t think straight.

“You want me to wet it? No. It’s annoying to wipe it again. I’ll do it next time we meet.”

There were game-related questions among the donations.

What happened with the war, are you going to keep playing with Soolbbang.

Do you really have no thoughts of going pro.

Pfft, I don’t like that either. I won’t answer.

That way they’ll come to see me again next time.

Because I still want to be loved more.

“Oh right, I had something to say. Should I say this and then take off the mask? Hm…”

I still have a few weeks left.

With that time, I should be able to handle the first castle siege easily.

Since it might be Gawol’s last battle, I wanted to make it as spectacular as possible if I can.

“I wonder if Gyocha-nim is watching? Guild Master Cross.”

Phew.

I took a breath for a moment.

“Don’t, don’t mess with me. You balding old man. You, you’re just trash now. I… can beat you even with my feet. If you kneel before me and beg desperately, I’ll let you lick my toes.”

After saying that, I took off the mask.

I was a bit scared, so I looked at my face broadcast on the screen.

Fortunately – it was wearing a bright and playful smile.

– It really is Gawol

– You really are Gawol