Chapter 84

“Mmph…. Mmm…. Ngh….”

I couldn’t resist the tongue that entered my mouth and just accepted it.

In my mind, I clearly thought I should resist, but my body kept accepting his tongue.

“Mmph…. K… Kyle….”

I shouldn’t be doing this so easily…. A deep kiss, if I keep being subjected to this, my mind will surely go strange.

Even now, as I was receiving Kyle’s kiss, I felt my mind going blank.

Was that why?

I couldn’t resist Kyle who was kissing me.

“Mmph……”

It was as if the kiss we had before was nothing.

Completely different from then, when our lips had merely touched lightly.

I could feel the difference so clearly even as I was being kissed.

“Phwah…. Haah…. You….”

“What.”

“What…! Why are you suddenly kissing me?!”

I was really surprised.

He suddenly approached me and started kissing me…. This isn’t my fault, it’s really Kyle’s fault.

Even though we’re lovers now…. such a sudden kiss is too much.

“I wanted to.”

“Ugh….”

Kyle answered with a nonchalant face.

His expression showed he knew exactly what he had done.

“Is it wrong to kiss? We’re lovers now.”

“No, that’s true, but….”

“Then there’s no problem.”

“Still….”

How should I respond to Kyle?

Yes, there’s no problem…. Kissing is something lovers do, after all.

But that doesn’t mean suddenly giving a deep kiss like just now is….

“Or did you dislike it?”

“No….”

That… wasn’t it.

I liked it.

That’s the problem.

My head going blank from that kiss just now, and the fact that it was just our tongues intertwining but affected me so much is the problem.

“Then there’s no problem.”

“Ugh…. Just move away a little….”

I tried to speak.

But I couldn’t finish my sentence.

Kyle, who was pressed against me, started putting his tongue in my mouth again.

Chu…. Churup….

*

“…”

After parting with Kyle and spending the rest of the day, that night.

I was lost in thought alone.

I…

“Why am I so stupid….”

I was beyond stupid, I was pathetic.

I really couldn’t help but think that way.

“You crazy bitch….”

After that, I was kissed by Kyle several more times.

Yes, up to this point, it was understandable.

As a woman, it might be hard to keep your senses when being kissed by a handsome and wonderful man like Kyle.

Even men can lose their minds when kissed by a very beautiful woman.

It was understandable.

But what came next was the problem.

“Why did I accept the ball invitation….”

While Kyle was kissing me, he brought up the ball.

Actually, I don’t remember it at all…. but apparently that’s what happened.

I was so lost in the kiss that I was just making strange sounds like “wooht,” “uung,” “heuup,” and apparently when he asked if I would go, I said yes.

“Ha…”

I clearly had no intention of going…. Rather, if I went, it would only cause trouble for Kyle.

Why did I accept?

I was truly a crazy bitch.

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!”

I screamed while burying my head in the pillow.

Crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch crazy bitch…

“You crazy bitch!!!”

Does it make sense to lose your mind after being kissed a few times!?

Even if I’m an idiot and can’t think straight when kissed, this is too much…

“How am I supposed to go to a ball….”

How am I supposed to go to a place that only nobles attend?

Kyle is being so unreasonable.

If Kyle had any sense, he would know that I shouldn’t go.

“Yes, I’ll say I don’t have the right size!”

I’ll say I don’t have a dress that fits because of these uselessly large breasts!

Wouldn’t that be a good reason not to go?

Yes, it wasn’t a bad plan.

“I need clothes to go to the ball.”

Not just any clothes, but a dress, right?

They’re extremely expensive, and anyway, it won’t work.

Anyway….

*

“We can just order one specially.”

“….”

“I mean, we just need to ask a tailor, that’s all.”

“….”

Damn…. I failed.

Yesterday I was too distracted to remember that they have a lot of money….

“Do you really not want to go that badly? You said you wanted to yesterday.”

“….”

The Imperial Princess sitting next to me was covering her mouth and laughing.

It’s unfair…. I would have to save my salary for years to afford the dress they’re talking about….

“Hmm…. Sofia?”

“Yes?”

“By the way, I heard you kissed with Young Master Kyle?”

“Eh!?”

I reflexively looked at Kyle.

I couldn’t help but look.

“Kyle…!”

“…. Haha.”

Kyle laughed awkwardly while looking at me.

How could he tell the Imperial Princess about what happened yesterday….

How could he do that…?

This is too much….

“It was my first time… and he told you about it….”

I’m embarrassed.

To think that someone else would know about my private life, more precisely, that the Emperor’s daughter would know I kissed….

It’s fucking embarrassing.

“Well, I’ve heard a lot from the Young Master for a long time now.”

“Ugh….”

“By the way, you don’t have a dress that fits your size?”

“Yes.”

“Well, as we just said, we can just order one specially.”

“….”

“Well…. with Sofia’s chest size, it might be hard to find in ordinary places.”

“S-so I won’t be going to the ball….”

Can’t we just leave it at that?

Rather than me going along and strange rumors starting about Kyle….

“So! Let’s all go back to the capital together!”

“What?”

To Borussia?

Why?

“Anyway, this ball is being held near the capital, and we need to make a dress. What do you think?”

“I think that would be good.”

“Eh?”

I can’t follow the flow of the conversation.

Suddenly going to the capital?

“We have a friendly tailor at the imperial court…. We can ask that person.”

“Hmm…. Your Highness, when making the dress, would there be physical contact…?”

“There won’t be, so don’t worry, Young Master.”

“I see.”

*

“….”

“By the way, the Young Master has good initiative.”

“Thank you for the compliment.”

Fuck.

They’re crazy.

Both of them are crazy….”How can we leave the very next day after bringing it up….”

“We don’t have much time until the ball. We need to go quickly to make the dress, right?”

“Haha….”

Right now…. I’m sitting in a carriage.

Not just any carriage, but one with a duke and an imperial princess.

If others saw this situation, they would be concerned.

Logically, anyone would be if they saw a commoner sandwiched between a duke and an imperial princess in a carriage.

“….”

It’s not like before when I went with Kyle alone.

The Imperial Princess’s attendants are coming too, and there are more servants following for Kyle, who is now a proper duke.

That makes it even more embarrassing.

“Could I not travel in a separate carriage…?”

“Sofia, your speech.”

“Can’t I use a different carriage…?”

It was extremely burdensome.

How could it not be…? I think I’m actually doing well just feeling embarrassment in this situation.

Of course, it’s not that Kyle being a duke is burdensome, or that the Imperial Princess is intimidating.

But how would it look to others?

It’s not even official that I’m dating Kyle.

It would surely look strange.

Not just for me, but for both of them too.

“No, you cannot.”

“…. Tsk.”

But my request was denied.

Well, even as I was asking, I knew I would be rejected.

When Kyle first confessed to me, did he perhaps think like this?

“By the way, I’m worried we might be bringing too many people.”

“Young Master, you’re a duke now, why are you so worried?”

“Haha…. I haven’t left the domain that often.”

Both Kyle and I were feeling a bit awkward and uncomfortable right now.

That’s because he had never taken the servants of Eristirol and gone far before.

For the previous debutante, Kyle had insisted on bringing few people, so we went just the two of us.

As always, concerned for Kyle’s well-being, I had said we should bring other servants, but.

“Other nobles sometimes bring even more people than this, you know.”

“Haha…”

Why is he just laughing?

This is why people need to go out more.

This is what happens when you stay cooped up in Eristirol.

“Your Highness, what about accommodations?”

“Accommodations…. Well, you two will share a room…”

“What?”

“You’re lovers, aren’t you? If you’re lovers, it’s only natural to share a room.”

“……”

I think I’m screwed.

Yes, that’s definitely how it seems.

Every neuron in my brain was acknowledging that.

Share a room with Kyle continuously?

“Is that really necessary? We have plenty of money, so one more room…”

“No way.”

“….”

“I want to see… Sofia’s really awkward face when you two wake up in the morning.”

“….”

It’s not like I’ve never slept in the same room as Kyle.

When we went to the capital before, we shared a room several times.

Of course, Kyle sometimes got separate rooms, but mostly we slept together.

Back then, I had no reservations about sleeping with Kyle.

I didn’t even recognize that Kyle liked me.

Ah, so that’s why Kyle insisted on having separate rooms sometimes.

“Kyle…? You won’t do anything strange, right?”

It wasn’t a question but essentially a plea and a request.

The day before yesterday, Kyle suddenly gave me a deep kiss.

At this rate, he might suddenly in the room…

I mean…

Suddenly push me down while I’m sleeping in bed…

Put his hand between my legs and do strange things.

Even when I touched myself a little before, my head buzzed and felt strange…

If Kyle, with his extremely warm and large hands, mercilessly torments me all over…

I would surely lose my mind like last time.

“If Sofia behaves well?”

“……”

One thing is for sure, I need to listen to Kyle well during the trip to and from the capital.

Otherwise, what I just thought would happen… would happen…