What’s Done Cannot Be Undone

 

Mom and I were at a loss for words when we saw dad lying desolately on the sofa after returning home.

‘…Hmm.’

Only then did I realize what I had forgotten, but what’s done cannot be undone.

Looking at my mom beside me, it seems she had also completely forgotten about dad’s existence.

Thanks to that, some of my guilt disappeared, and I

“…Dad, want some bungeoppang?”

I approached dad and handed him the bag of bungeoppang I was holding.

“Yes… thank you, Ara.”

Dad’s voice sounded like he would have cried if we had been a little later.

“It’s delicious… Yes. It’s warm and delicious. Thank you, daughter… even in the cold, you thought of dad and brought bungeoppang too sniff!”

As dad took out the bungeoppang from the bag I handed him and ate it while desolately thanking me, an indescribable guilt washed over me.

“”…….””

Mom and I remained silent.

If we mentioned that the bungeoppang dad was eating was actually bought for mom and me to eat…

“This is delicious… Is it because my daughter bought it thinking of dad? It’s really delicious. Haha…”

It seemed like it would crush dad’s remaining hope, so we couldn’t say anything.

“Honey, come and eat with our daughter. It’s too much for me to eat alone?”

“…Y-yes.”

“H-h-h should we?”

“Why are you being so cautious around me? Eat.”

“Mmm? No, what do you mean being cautious. Nom nom…”

“What do you mean we’re being cau-cautious…? Omnom…”

Ara’s family was harmonious and peaceful today as well.

♦♦♦

After returning to her room, having reluctantly eaten bungeoppang while watching her dad’s reactions due to her extremely guilty conscience, Ara.

[22:12]

“Haah… Should I wait until tomorrow?”

Looking at the clock, she saw that there were less than 2 hours left until midnight, and she considered not showing up at all.

“…Hmm. Let me shower first and then think about it.”

Ara said this and left to take a shower.

By the time she returned to her room after warming her body with hot water, the hour hand was pointing to 11.

Unable to decide whether to turn on the stream or not during her shower, I decided to continue thinking while lying on the bed.

-Flop

It was too late to play games now, and I couldn’t think of any suitable content.

I threw myself on the bed, picked up my smartphone, and opened the BB-bic app.

‘Hmm… No one’s streaming except Tina… and Reina is streaming.’

I immediately noticed that only Christina and Reina among my acquaintances were streaming.

[3121]

[Confession Time with Tina and her Disciples]

[2697]

[Sorry I’m Late, Jerries~]

‘….!’

Looking at their stream titles, content came to mind.

Inwardly thanking Reina and Christina,

I turned on my PC and

[Choosing a Fan Name]

started the stream.

— This fucking bitch finally turned it on

— (fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)

— The weather is quite cold… Shall we set a hot fire?

— (fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)

— Burn it! Burn it more!!

— What face do you have to turn on the stream at this time? Explain yourself, Lucy.

— Fan name my ass. You’re only deciding this now?

— Shut up and set fire~ (fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)

Ara was moved by the viewers who vigorously welcomed(?) her as soon as she turned on the stream.

“Hello~”

She greeted the viewers who warmly welcomed her.

— Hello? Not sorry?

— Apologize first! You fucking bitch!

— [Female Language Translator]: That’s right!! Apologize first!!

— (fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)

— Manager is crazy lolol I like it

— (fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)

In the early days of streaming, Ara wouldn’t have even blinked at viewers asking her to apologize.

Perhaps because she had grown?

“Sorry?”

As she apologized for the first time on stream,

— ….That’s it?

— Hey, surely not…

“Well, now that I’ve apologized. Today’s stream will…”

— (fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)

— You’re fucking with us, bitch, you call that an apology?

— (fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)

— [Female Language Translator]: She really was a fucking bitch lolol

— [LucyHacker]: I want to doxx her;;

— Lucy red pill? Let’s go

— Making even the managers angry… What is wrong with this girl?

Viewers started flooding the chat with their outbursts.

“…so. Today, as written in the stream title, we’ll decide on a fan name.”

However, Ara steadfastly said only what she wanted to say despite their outbursts.

— Hah… Fine. Do whatever you want.

— Getting angry only hurts us. Fuck lol

— She’s consistently like this, which is good.

— [Female Language Translator]: She’s naming the fan club now when it’s been almost 3 months since her debut, stupid bitch

— Sigh… At least she said ‘sorry’

— That’s indeed major progress ㅇㅇ

The viewers had no choice but to stop setting the chat on fire.

As a result of watching Lucy’s streams, this wasn’t the first or second time this had happened…

They knew Lucy was the owner of a steel mentality, to the extent that their anger wouldn’t even leave a scratch on her mental state.

So why did they get angry?

It was unavoidable because if they didn’t vent this anger immediately, they felt they might cause a major ‘disturbance’ to their parents in the main room.

Well. Anyway.

Satisfied with the fact that Lucy had ‘apologized,’ they were about to dive deeply into her stream.

“Then, post good fan names on the fan cafe.”

— ? What?

— You want us to decide?

— (fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)

— (fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)(fire)

At least until Lucy told them to come up with the fan name.

From this day on, there was a rumor that Yeji grabbed the back of her neck once when she heard the news that ‘Arsonist’ was added as a nickname in Lucy’s Namuwiki entry…

But that was something the current Ara didn’t know.

Returning to Lucy’s stream in the present.

— You’ve got to be kidding!

— You should decide, why should we decide!

— As expected, you fucking bitch, if you were in front of me, you’d get beaten once every three days

— Gasp. 31… shudder

Ara tilted her head at the viewers’ reactions, which were different from what she expected.

While Ara had the natural thought that a fan name should be created by fans,

The difference arose from the viewers’ thinking: Why should we create the fan name? You should create it, you fucking bitch!

Of course, it was common for the stream owner to think of a fan name and give it to the fans…

‘Wait, it’s the name they’ll use, so why should I worry about creating it?’

Ara was the owner of common sense that differed from regular streamers.

“Then should I decide as I see fit?”

— That’s the obvious thing to do, you fucking bitch

Ara said that and without showing any sign of contemplation.

“Really? Then how about ‘Demon’?”

She halfheartedly proposed ‘Demon’ as a fan name to the viewers.

— ? No no no no

— Ah lol if it’s a fan name like that I won’t be your fan

— Are you saying we’re demons now?

— Are you going to give us a shitty name?

— Forget it, don’t bother

— Die die die die

— Looking for people who want to strangle the streamer (1/9121)

— But the twist is that posts are being uploaded to the fan cafe even at this moment lolol

— Fuck; who uploaded ‘Family Destroyer’?

— Argggh it’s an AoE, an AoE attack!!

The viewers naturally showed resistance to such an uncute fan name, and they told her to take back the ‘Demon’ fan name, saying they would create it themselves.

“What? You told me to decide. Then how about ‘Devil Race’?”

— Fuck off

— We’ll handle it. So our Lucy should just shut up and stay still, okay?

— Stop messing around.

— [Female Language Translator]: Don’t let her name your child when she gives birth (This message has been deleted.)

— [LucyHacker]: No shitty talk

— lolol Slave No. 1 got cut!

— The level of Lucy’s stream where managers debate about childbirth in chat. Is this really okay?

— If it’s not okay, what are you going to do about it, idiot? lol

When Ara didn’t show any sign of properly naming the fan club, the viewers, fearing that evil words like ‘Devil Race’ or ‘Demon’ would become their fan name, said they would name it themselves.

“Tsk. You complain whether I do it or not. You handle it yourselves.”

— …I really want to kill her

— You fucking bitch, someday your karma will hit you hard

— [Female Language Translator2]: Hacker you bastard why did you kick me out!! (This message has been deleted.)

— She decides on a shitty fan name, managers fight amongst themselves… Is this right?

— No. So what are you going to do if it’s not, idiot? lol

As they waited for the day to take revenge on Lucy’s viciousness…

———

Fan Name That Perfectly Suits Lucy’s Viewers

How About This?

Lucy’s Naming Sense is Absolute Garbage Tsk;

SEXSEXSEXSEXSEX

———

They were writing posts on the fan cafe about the fan name they would use.

Well… the fact that the ratio of posts insulting Lucy to posts related to the fan name was 8:2…

“Hmm~ I’ll evaluate how good your naming sense is.”

Current Ara did not know.