Chapter 32: You’ll Feel a Little Better When You Wake Up.

Chapter 32: You’ll Feel a Little Better When You Wake Up.

Eujeuk!

I bit my lip with all my might.

“Hiyat?!”

Blood spurted, and Scarlett’s expression instantly turned flustered.

Her eyes widened as she stared at my face.

I didn’t know what had happened either.

But perhaps it was due to the stinging pain.

A little rationality returned to my previously blank mind.

Feeling a sticky, metallic taste, I pulled my body back.

“I, I don’t want to eat it.. Haa.. Haa..”

I opened my mouth and laboriously uttered the words.

Scarlett’s expression hardened for a moment, then.

She sighed.

Just for a very brief moment.

A glimpse of a suit hem appeared at the edge of my vision, then disappeared.

‘This is the only time I will help you like this.’

At the same time, the man’s words flashed through my mind.

He said he would only help this once.

Really, he said that, but it was obvious he was very kind-hearted.

I wiped my lips and curled up my heated body.

Just looking at that pill still made my lower region tingle, but.

I barely managed to hold onto my rationality.

If I took that, something truly terrible would happen.

I wiped the cold sweat from my bright red face, then panted and continued speaking.

“I don’t.. want to.. eat that..”

“..Alright. Come here.”

Then Scarlett obediently nodded and spread her arms wide.

I weakly approached her and nestled into her embrace.

Then she gently pressed my lips with her finger.

Saaaa-

A green light spread, and my lips slowly healed.

I could feel the pain subsiding and the wound closing in real time.

When the healing was complete, Scarlett kissed my lips.

“You have to cherish your body. Even if I can use healing magic..”

If you treat it roughly, something bad will happen. She added.

I gently closed my eyes as the strength drained from my body.

Scarlett hugged me and kissed me again.

However, this time, it ended with her putting her tongue in my mouth and mingling it a couple of times.

Just as my head became hazy from her lovely scent.

Peck.

Scarlett kissed my forehead and hugged me tightly.

A sweet scent stimulated my nose.

Would she not try any other tricks like this?

It was strangely honest, which was scary in its own way, but.

I silently closed my eyes.

My body was already broken beyond repair.

My mind, too, was slowly reaching its limit.

If things continued like this, what would my end be?

Wouldn’t it be better to die than to be drugged and lose my rationality, breaking down completely?

Pushing such thoughts to a corner of my mind.

I fell into a sleep as if fainting.

****

“This is breakfast today. You must have had a hard time yesterday, so I specially brought the Head Chef’s best dish.”

I sat blankly, staring at the steaming pizza.

However, there was no pineapple on it.

So pizza was the Head Chef’s most confident dish.

Well, that’s why I didn’t get tired of it even after eating it for a whole month.

Today’s meal was pizza topped with meat.

Various vegetables were well mixed, making it look very appetizing.

I picked up a slice of pizza and put it in my mouth.

Chew, chew.

The vegetables had a really good texture when chewed.

And the pizza had no taste at all.

Why? Even after taking a second bite, it was the same.

Third. Fourth.

The pleasure that swept through my body was still transmitted, but.

I felt no taste at all.

Thud.

I then weakly put down the pizza.

Then Scarlett made a slightly cautious expression.

“You don’t have an appetite.”

She said briefly and immediately walked to the bed and lay down.

My face, reflected in the window as I walked, was very haggard.

It wasn’t that I had lost a lot of weight, but.

Dark circles were deeply etched, and my face lacked vitality.

Was it somewhat comfortable that I didn’t have to question why?

I flopped onto the bed, burying my face in the blanket that still carried Scarlett’s scent.

As I closed my eyes, I felt a familiar warmth on my back.

“..I’m sorry.”

Scarlett said softly.

However, I didn’t react. No, I didn’t even have the strength to react.

I didn’t want to think about anything anymore.

I silently turned my body and rummaged through Scarlett’s pants pocket.

“Haeu..”

Scarlett, who had initially gasped, thinking I was going to have sex.

Soon, when I took a pill out of her pocket.

She made a slightly surprised expression.

The pill was white. I didn’t know its effect, but I put the pill in my mouth anyway.

“Chyuheup.. Paah..”

Then I slowly mingled tongues with Scarlett.

Perhaps because of the yoni on my tongue, happiness churned in my head.

Gulp, I swallowed the pill down my throat.

I hoped this medicine would erase all the terrible feelings completely.

Wishing that, I buried my face in Scarlett’s embrace.

Thump.

As expected, my heart began to pound.

It was the same medicine I had taken yesterday.

My head tingled, and my mood floated upwards.

“Haha..”

Laughter came naturally.

“Haha.. Hahahahaha..”

It was enjoyable. I wanted to continue this feeling forever.

“Haha.. Hahaha! Hahahahahaha!!”

Smelling Scarlett’s scent, held in her embrace.

I just laughed like crazy.

Tears streamed down my eyes from the burst of laughter.

How long had it been since I laughed until tears came?

Continuously, until my breath hitched and choked.

I laughed endlessly.

****

“Now.. carefully.. come here.”

My whole body was weak.

I staggered, holding Scarlett’s hand, and headed somewhere.

Click-

When the door opened.

There was a steaming bathroom.

A bathtub occupied a corner of the spacious bathroom, and warm water continuously flowed from a thick faucet.

Those were all magic tools.

About 3 hours had passed since I took the medicine and fell asleep.

Scarlett probably thought I would feel better if I cleaned myself.

Whatever.

I surrendered my body to Scarlett’s hands as she undressed me, then.

I weakly sat on the bathroom floor.

“Ah, if you sit there, your butt will hurt. Sit here.”

Then Scarlett handed me a small bathroom chair.

A very low, slightly wide chair.

I gently sat on it.

For some reason, my butt felt warm, perhaps it was also a magic tool.

My mind felt strangely at ease from the water-scented steam.

“You’ll feel better if you soak in the water.”

Scarlett spoke brazenly, as if she didn’t even remember what she had done.

However, every single one of her gestures was lovely.

I twisted the corners of my lips and smiled.

Yes. I’ll feel better after a bath.

“Come here.”

The spacious bathtub was already full of water.

But it was standard practice to wash your body first before getting in.

Scarlett meticulously washed my body, then cleaned herself as well.

Scarlett’s smooth skin, wet with water, shone glossily.

‘Smells good.’

A floral scent wafted from the bathtub where I stood to get in.

To be precise, it seemed something had been added to the water.

Splash-

As I put my foot in the water, a warm sensation enveloped it.

Splash-

Then I stepped into the bathtub and relaxed my body.

Perhaps because of the good-smelling water, the tension in my body eased.

“I’ll come in too..”

Scarlett swallowed dryly, looking at me.

She also slowly lowered herself into the bathtub.

Her hair, wet and clinging to her, her slightly flushed cheeks.

Perhaps because of the steam, Scarlett looked incredibly beautiful.

I silently stared at Scarlett.

Then her face turned bright red.

Her defense was still weak.

Swish-

After lightly batting away the floating flower petals with my hand.

I slowly hugged Scarlett.

“Well.. Cecil..?”

Scarlett fidgeted with her hands, looking flustered.

The more she reacted like that, the tighter I hugged her.

Her body odor was faint because of the water’s scent.

I buried my face in her neck and gently bit her, then.

I raised my head and pressed my forehead against hers.

“Euhh.. Too close.. if we stick together..”

Scarlett’s pupils trembled, as if she was very embarrassed.

I stared directly into Scarlett’s eyes and.

“I love you.”

I whispered my love.

“Ye, yes? Huh? Euh? Huh? Huh?”

At such a surprise attack, Scarlett’s eyes widened like saucers.

Thump. My heart kept pounding.

All those emotions I had denied and rejected until now.

Even though I was just drugged.

Even though the symbol was forcibly carved, making me feel affection and loneliness.

Even so, even if it was just that.

I thought I loved her.

In addition, this emotion burning deep in my chest was.

Hatred.

Squeeze, I tightened my arms around her.

Our skin touching felt strangely erotic.

Feelings of love-hate swirled in my mind.

I hugged Scarlett like that for a long time, then.

I slowly pulled away.

“Well.. that..”

Scarlett was still stunned.

It was hard to imagine that this was the expression of someone who usually broke and manipulated my mind.

Who killed and hurt those around me.

Who tried to forcibly subjugate me.

“..Kiss me.”

I slowly grabbed Scarlett’s cheek and mingled our tongues.

Was it her scent, or the scent of the flower petals mixed in the water, that lingered fragrantly?

I felt that anything was fine.

The lingering scent made my heart ache.

“Chyuheup, peuha.. Haa..”

Swish, Slosh.

Every time I moved my body, the water sloshed, making a strangely erotic sound.

Fill me, who is empty like a blank canvas.

If no one can remain around me.

Become a person so great that you can fill all of that for me.

My dazed mind yearned for love tenderly.

“Puha.. Haa..”

My breath hitched from the frantic kiss.

I gasped for breath and buried my face in her shoulder.

Her gently licked neck tasted sweet.

“Hyaeut..”

At the same time, a cute moan spread.

I continued to caress her soft skin, and with my other hand, I playfully tapped Scarlett’s pussy.

Then I slipped my finger into her twitching opening, and.

Slowly, I stirred inside as if massaging her.

“Euaat, aheut.. Euh..”

Her soft vaginal flesh intertwined with my finger as if flirting.

I kissed her lips briefly, and recalling my past sexual experiences with Scarlett, I pressed her sensitive spot.

“Heueueueu..”

Then Scarlett trembled and moaned softly.

Inside, up, down. And stimulated all around.

She twisted her body and moaned, then put her hand into my pussy too.

As we splashed and poked each other’s pussies, slowly reaching climax.

“Haa, haa..”

Splash-

Scarlett, her eyes drenched in lust, got out of the bathtub.

Then she continued speaking in a voice mixed with moans.

“Next.. let’s do it in bed..”

It seemed she wanted to take her time with the main event in bed.

I roughly shook off the dripping water, then left the bathroom as I was.

Scarlett, with a flushed face, followed me out.

About 2 hours later.

The bed was drenched with the smell of water and each other’s arousal.

The sheets were completely soaked.

****

My eyes opened on their own.

I got out of bed and slowly sat on the edge of it.

Scarlett was sleeping with a satisfied expression.

I blankly stared into space.

“..It’s been a long time.”

“Have you been well?”

The man was there.

As usual, with a handkerchief covering his neck.

He quietly sat in the rocking chair in front of me, then slowly swayed his body.

I said nothing to his question.

I just moved my lips, then.

Brought up a different topic.

“Mister. Do you know something?”

The man silently shook his head.

“About four days ago.. I met a girl.”

Even though I spoke without preamble, the man listened patiently.

“She was so cute. Always bright and lively.. Seeing her somehow made my difficulties better.”

Lucy’s voice flashed through my mind.

“But, I made a mistake.”

I bowed my head deeply, and.

Twisted the corners of my lips into a forced smile.

The warmth of Lucy, who had been trembling, was still vividly in my hand.

“It wasn’t a big mistake. No, was it a big mistake… Haha.”

My voice began to tremble slightly.

I didn’t even know what I was saying anymore.

But my already opened mouth, as if confessing my guilt and fear.

Continued to speak endlessly.

“I was stupid. I should have just, noticed something like this..”

The man continued to nod, listening to me.

“Because.. I couldn’t do that. Her tongue was cut off.”

Drip.

Something fell to the floor.

It was a tear.

But my expression didn’t contort, nor did my breathing quicken.

Just naturally. Like raindrops falling.

Drip, drip.

Tears continued to flow.

“Mister.”

And then.

In a low voice.

“I.. feel like I’m going crazy.”

I continued in a voice mixed with laughter.

Perhaps, just like this. Wouldn’t it be an easier path to commit suicide with magic?

Just as that thought reached me.

He fidgeted with his hand without saying anything.

Then, he placed his index finger on my forehead.

At the same time, I felt a sticky drowsiness.

“…It’s not your fault.”

Thud. My body swayed and I fell backward.

I stared at the man through my closing eyelids.

Did I see wrong?

His own head, which was on his neck, had a very sad expression.

The man, biting his lip tightly, barely swallowed his surging emotions, and.

“When you wake up, you’ll feel a little better.”

He said in a low voice.