Chapter 246: Petunia Titi (10)

Evan said he was coming for counseling.

I knew what meaning was hidden in those words. If he had really intended to ‘counsel’ normally, he wouldn’t have seduced me with that kind of smiling eyes. He wouldn’t have spoken to me while seductively craning his neck, nor would he have observed me leaving with a satisfied smile.

I knew all about Evan’s sordid desires and what was about to happen. It was easier than predicting a child’s behavior. Evan would knock on the door, and the moment I opened it, he would reach for my chest.

He would grab my breasts, push me towards the bed, and then start caressing me while putting his hand inside my pants. My sensitive cleft, having climaxed several times since morning, would skillfully accept his fingers, and I wouldn’t even be able to resist telling him to stop before climaxing once again.

And then Evan would take off his pants and whisper to me while rubbing his cock against my naked lower body.

“Can I put it in?”

He would undoubtedly say that with a smile, even though he knew I couldn’t say no. Once he confirmed I couldn’t refuse, he would naturally push his cock all the way in, and I would climax once more, feeling the deep impact hitting my uterine wall.

“Haa……! Haa……!”

Just thinking that far made my face flush. All the scenarios I had imagined must never happen. The answer was already decided. I would grab an arrow, and the moment Evan opened the door, I would throw the arrowhead into his heart.

Evan, who would enter rubbing his lustful cock without knowing anything, would die instantly with his heart pierced, and I could have protected my love and loyalty to Wolf. I could have protected the beautiful love I dreamed of.

But did I really want that?

Was my heart pounding now, filled with desire for Evan’s cock, truly due to a succubus’s brainwashing? What if I really loved Evan? What if I liked Evan more than Wolf, and this was the only chance to truly find my love?

I shook my head, trying to think about Wolf. Because I wanted to erase the absurd fantasies about Evan.

I tried to recall Wolf once more. What was he like the last time I saw him?

Right. I remembered his dirty lips, smacking his lips, twitching and wriggling with pig-like bristles. Food particles clung to his dirty, wrinkled lips, making anyone who saw them feel disgusted.

“No.”

I tried hard to think of something better about Wolf. I thought about the time Wolf’s eyes scanned my body. After Fabian died, he had become a weak being with a fragile, wavering gaze.

“No.”

I recalled Wolf pulling up his pants. His belly fat jiggled slightly as he fastened his belt. I tried my best to find merits in his body, removing the disappointing aspects. Sagging skin, thin muscles, and a dull gaze. If I erased all his flaws, the hero Wolf wouldn’t remain. Now, Wolf was the flaws.

“No. Surely, surely there must be something good.”

Thinking that, I tried to find Wolf’s good points. I tried to think if Wolf had even one advantage over Evan right now. The first meeting and the last meeting. What did Wolf say at the very end?

[Stay the night. Please stay the night. I’ll prepare a room… a room for you.]

“Ah…”

Tears streamed down my face. I couldn’t recall any good memories of Wolf. I still had affection for him, but it was a strange feeling, my heart constantly wavering whenever I compared him to Evan. It felt like my head was telling my heart to give up on that kind of man. And this feeling, whispering that Evan wasn’t a better man.

Lost in a strange feeling that couldn’t be clearly expressed in words, I sat down on the spot, tears flowing.

I believed love came before sex. I wanted to genuinely believe those words, and I believed that no matter what hardships Wolf and I faced, we could overcome them.

Creak

Creak

Creak

I heard the sound of footsteps climbing the stairs. These light footsteps belonged to Evan. The stairs were old and decrepit, screaming as if they would die even under the weight of a light man like Evan.

I wanted to scream too. Because Evan’s footsteps had crossed the hallway and reached my door. I looked at the arrowhead placed in the corner of the wall. After glancing back and forth between the door and the arrowhead several times, I ultimately couldn’t move from my spot.

Knock

Knock

Knock

And then, Evan’s voice came from beyond the door.

“Open the door. Petunia.”

I knew what meaning was hidden in those words. If he had truly come for counseling, he wouldn’t have shown such brazenness and lewdness. He wouldn’t have breathed seductively as if tempting me, nor would he have spoken with his lips pressed close to the door.

In the end, it was all my fault. Because I was a lewd and vulgar elf, I ended up wanting Evan. Because I was a piece of trash who, despite having someone I liked named Wolf, ended up yielding my body to Evan, this situation had come to pass.

Everything unfolded exactly as I had anticipated. I opened the door for Evan, who had knocked. As if he had been waiting, Evan grabbed my breasts and pushed me towards the bed.

I could have resisted, but I didn’t. I simply put on a pitiful expression and let myself fall onto the mattress as he led me. As my feet left the ground and my body floated up, I thought for a moment that time had slowed down. As the soft mattress enveloped me, I was overcome by the illusion that I was sinking into a swamp.

“Ugh…! Mmm…!”

And then he kissed me. He thrust his tongue in without hesitation while rubbing my breasts with his other hand. He kissed me more fluidly and intensely than I had seen in my dreams, breathing into me. As he ravished lips I had never even allowed Wolf to touch, pouring his saliva in, I shut my eyes tightly and stroked his hair.

“Ughh……! Huk…! Ah…! Paa…! Aaa…!”

Then the hand clutching my breast began to stimulate me, drawing small circles. I whispered into Evan’s ear.

“I shouldn’t……! I… I… Wolf……!”

Was I really saying this because I wanted Evan to stop? I couldn’t tell. I was just mechanically uttering the words I felt obligated to say. Whispering those words to him as if I hoped he would continue rather than stop.

“It’s okay.”

Evan said the words I wanted to hear and put his hand inside my pants. Leather pants that clung tightly because I had been training until just a moment ago. Inside them, Evan’s fingers were teasing me with movements I couldn’t have imagined. He skillfully unbuckled the belt, creating an opening, then pulled the pants down below my thighs. He lightly brushed my cleft from side to side with his fingers, then gently rolled them over my protruding clitoris.

“Ah…! Ahh…! Ugh…! N-no…! Ah…!”

The words ‘I don’t want this’ slipped out, and I covered my mouth without realizing it. Evan seemed indifferent to my emotional display, silently stroking my cleft before inserting his fingers.

“Ah……!”

His thin, long fingers grazed my vaginal walls. He found spots I didn’t know existed, pressing or stroking them gently, manipulating me.

“Ahh! Ugh…! Ugh…! Ah…! Aang!”

And every time I cried out, he seemed delighted, accelerating his movements. Evan was licking my nipples while looking at me. Even the way he looked up at me made me excited. While it felt sad that I was doing this with Evan and not Wolf, a strange pleasure surged from my lower body.

“Hieuk…! Ah…! Ahh…! W-what is this…! I’ve never…! “

Pleasure unlike anything I’d ever felt during masturbation washed over me like waves. My vision turned white, and my legs tingled intensely. Lubricant flowed from between my legs spread wide shamelessly, my back arched involuntarily, and strange sounds escaped my mouth.

“Ah…! Ahg…! Uh, s-something…! Something’s coming…! Ah…! Ahh…!”

Then my vision flashed brightly, my hips trembled, and I came. My legs stretched out completely, unable to hold any strength.

“Ah…! Aaaaaaaaaaaah!”

A scream-like sound escaped my lips with my last breath. I could only stare at the ceiling. My eyes wide open, I could only breathe raggedly, unsure of what I had just experienced.

My ragged breaths filled the room, and my spinning vision slowly focused. Evan, having pulled down my pants, spread my legs and climbed on top of me. Then, rubbing his cock against my core, he asked.

“Can I put it in?”

Evan didn’t seem inclined to explain the ecstasy I had felt. Nor did I want to hear any explanations from Evan at this moment. I simply wrapped my legs around Evan’s body, demanding deeper pleasure. Evan, as if he had been waiting, thrust his hips hard.

“Ah, ahg! Ahh….! Ah!”

I gasped again, letting out strange sounds from the pleasure that felt like it was striking my lower abdomen. Evan seemed satisfied with my initial reaction, stroking my head as he spoke.

“It’s okay. It’s natural.”

“Ah…! Ahh……!”

Each slow movement sent a shiver-inducing pleasure down my spine. Amidst it all, I called out Wolf’s name.

Wolf.

I love you, Wolf.

But me.

I don’t think I can go back now.