Chapter 138: My Beloved 5

Cazeros gently caressed my manhood before slowly lowering herself to remove my trousers.

Her hands moved with a blend of urgency and tension.

I felt a surge of arousal alongside a tinge of embarrassment.

This was my first intimate experience with a woman in my current or previous life.

The fact that it was with her, the one I truly loved, filled me with immense joy and profound tension.

‘I had not entirely dismissed the thought, but I never imagined this day would actually come… that Cazeros and I would truly engage in this…’

With trembling hands, I watched Cazeros diligently undress me.

Her flushed face betrayed her own sense of awkwardness and shyness, yet she did not falter.

Her demeanor was both endearing and adorably cute, prompting an involuntary smile to form on my lips.

‘I think I understand why men struggle against women…’

Historically, there have been many instances where a single woman shaped national affairs or altered crucial trajectories.

While I had often scoffed at such tales, I could now somewhat empathize with their sentiments.

How could one refuse if this person were to plead with such coquettish charm?

Meanwhile, as I pondered this, Cazeros fixed her gaze upon my now fully erect manhood, already aroused from our earlier intimacies.

Its imposing size was such that even I, accustomed to its presence, wondered if it might be excessively large.

Especially considering my original incarnation’s vocation as a chaste knight, sworn to abstinence.

‘Truly, to have been struck down without ever experiencing this… While merely a background detail in my past life, it seems a bit of a pity.’

Regarding my erect member with fascination as I indulged in such whimsical musings, I instinctively averted my gaze in slight embarrassment.

Even with my beloved, blatantly observing such an intimate area felt awkward.

Then…

As I turned away, a sensation prompted me to automatically glance back towards Cazeros and my manhood.

“Ca…Cazeros?”

“Haah… Slurp… Slurp…”

The sight before me…

Cazeros was tenderly licking my erect length, her expression tinged with shyness.

Unlike the videos from my previous modern life, this was an unfamiliar, inexperienced attempt…

Somewhat clumsy and unnatural motions, yet her best earnest efforts to pleasure me.

Nevertheless, witnessing her sincerely lavishing my manhood with her tongue, messily taking what she could into her mouth, I was overwhelmed by an unprecedented intensity of rapture.

And shortly after…

Like a surging volcano, I felt an unstoppable tide of ecstasy rapidly building within me.

And then…

“Hngh!”

“Haah!”

In a gushing torrent, my essence burst forth, coating Cazeros’s face.

Her features were utterly defiled, prompting a fleeting pang of dismay within me.

“Ah… I’m… sorry… I couldn’t control myself…”

So immersed in the exhilaration of her ministrations, I had lacked the presence of mind to warn her.

Apologizing profusely, I hastily retrieved a towel to wipe her face.

“Are… Are you alright?…”

“Yes… I’m… I’m fine. Forgive me… As this was my first experience… I merely followed what I had read about in books – that this would please men…”

“Ah… Umm… Yes… I… I see…”

While based on secondhand knowledge, it was not entirely incorrect, so I responded somewhat awkwardly.

Then, Cazeros regarded me with an expression tinged with expectation as she inquired:

“But… since we have now consummated our relationship… does that mean… I will… become… pregnant?”

“…Hm?”

“That is… I mean a child… From what I understand, if a woman receives a man’s emissions… that sticky fluid from earlier, into her womb, she can conceive a child…”

Cazeros slightly parted her lips, revealing a trace of the viscous white essence remaining.

Momentarily stunned, I quickly regained my composure and responded:

“…Ah… no… that… that’s… certainly true, but…”

While not entirely wrong, her assumption did not apply to the present situation.

I found myself in an unexpectedly precarious position.

‘Receiving a man’s emissions… Umm… While not incorrect, could it be… Cazeros’s understanding of sex extends only this far…?’

In a world without visual media, such knowledge would naturally be sorely lacking.

Moreover, Cazeros had no prior experience, relying solely on sparse, incidental information.

Considering her noble upbringing, with its emphasis on propriety, her ignorance was hardly surprising.

‘While her information is somewhat distorted… Well, she’s not entirely wrong. It’s merely a matter of which orifice receives it…’

Observing Cazeros’s expectant expression as she awaited my response, I asked with a solemn tone:

“…Forgive me for asking, but… Cazeros, are you truly prepared? I refer to bearing my child.”

“Yes, of course, Lord Santana. As I have mentioned before, my life has been entirely devoted to you since leaving Milano.”

Cazeros answered without hesitation.

As a princess of the empire, her statement carried considerable implications.

Furthermore, given my existing fiancée, whom I needed to address first, the notion of impregnating Cazeros posed significant risks.

However…

In this moment, I steeled my resolve.

Or rather, I had no choice but to do so.

‘I have waited far too long already. If another complication arises, who knows how our circumstances might unfold next time? It may be prudent to establish a bond between us now.’

While a child could be a potential complication, it could also serve as an unbreakable tie binding us together.

In these uncertain times, having a child seemed advisable, if only to secure our relationship.

The issue, however, was that I would first need to properly educate Cazeros about intimacy.

‘Well… we’ll make it work somehow. In our current situation, practical lessons can accompany the theory… That’s somewhat fortunate… I… suppose?’