Chapter 135

Chapter 135

135: A New Beginning – H

-Swish.

Through the shyly parted crevice, Luthion’s penis gently probed its way in. The moment El felt Luthion’s manhood, so different from her fingers, stirring inside her, she let out a sharp scream. “Aaaagh!” The insertion of a male member, a first for her, was more painful than she had vaguely imagined. Despite sufficient foreplay, a pain like being stabbed with a knife spread through her lower abdomen. A hot liquid, different from her own fluids, flowed between her flushed labia. The moment Luthion penetrated her, she felt as if her body was being torn apart. Overwhelmed by a pain she had never experienced before, El felt her whole body involuntarily stiffen. “Kuh…” Was it because she had suddenly tensed up? Luthion groaned softly at the sensation of her sheath tightening around him. Though not as much as El, Luthion, who had penetrated her, also felt a throbbing pain from his lower body. This was because El, who had mastered martial arts, possessed physical abilities that could surpass not only ordinary women but also most men, even if she was less powerful than Layla. It was only natural that Luthion, an ordinary man, would feel pain as he was held captive by her body, which had been trained with internal energy. Still inside her, Luthion hurriedly spoke. “Ugh, w-wait. Relax a little.” At this rate, he felt like he would really break. Reading the pain in his voice, El was startled and released the tension in her lower body. “Ah… s-sorry….” Even as her beautiful face was contorted in pain, El’s expression was filled with apology towards him. Having never experienced a relationship between a man and a woman before—in any sense—El was flustered, wondering if she had hurt Luthion, and asked him anxiously. “A-are you… okay…?” El asked this because she was worried about Luthion, who seemed to be in pain, but her attitude only fueled the fire in Luthion’s heart. “Y-yeah.” Luthion looked down at El, who was beneath him. Her red eyes, long, dark eyebrows, and fair face came into view. The face that had once held a sharp edge now seemed infinitely gentle. The desire to distort that gentle face with pleasure, to fill her red eyes with joy, and to make moans of ecstasy flow from her red lips was, perhaps, only natural for a man. He nodded, answering in a low, husky voice. “…Yeah. I’m okay now.” “Huh…? Luthion, your voice… Haaah!?” El tried to question Luthion’s suddenly lowered voice, but she didn’t have the chance. Luthion’s penis, deep inside her lower abdomen, pressed gently against her innermost depths. It was a sensation El had never experienced before. A bizarre foreign feeling that made her shudder, a sharp pain, and a pleasure that gently bloomed from her lower abdomen, winding around her body along her spine. “Augh, Luthion… Haaah!?” Her spread legs wrapped around Luthion’s waist, and her arms, which had been supporting her on his shoulders, embraced his neck. Each time his penis penetrated her narrow flesh and pressed deep inside, El’s shapely legs wrapped around Luthion’s waist as if to bind him. “Hngh, it hurts… Haaah!?” Unintentionally, El was completely entrusting herself to Luthion. She desperately called out his name, accepting the proof of his manhood with her whole body. Though she said it hurt, it wasn’t just pain. Within her moans of pain, there was a strand of ecstasy. “Haaah, just a little, slowly… Aah!?” At that moment, El was focused on the sensation of pleasure blooming in her lower abdomen. Thoughts of Layla and Emily had already been erased from her mind. What dominated her mind now was the man penetrating her and all the sensations she felt with him. No matter how much she had been a man in her previous life, after living in this world for twenty years, she would sometimes forget that fact. Her heart was weathered by the passing years, and her mind adapted to her body. There were many people whose mental form did not change, but El was not that kind of person. Although she had been an otaku obsessed with anime and characters in her previous life, or rather, precisely because she had those memories, she was proud of her beautiful appearance. It was El’s way of accepting her form in this world. Perhaps that was why. She was accepting even her current self at this moment, even if it meant being beneath Luthion, moaning.

-Squish, creak.

“Hngh, sob….” Each time Luthion’s hips moved, El let out a sobbing moan. It wasn’t just because of the pain. Each sensation she felt while being one with him was so vivid and overwhelming. The rough breathing echoing in her ears, the hot breath on her neck, the firm muscles felt through their embrace, the warm temperature of their touching skin, and the overwhelming foreign object inserted into her lower abdomen— All those sensations mixed together in her mind and spread throughout her body. The sensations mixed with her drunken stupor relentlessly violated her, making it impossible for her to even resist. It hurts, it’s scary. Just as she thought that, a sweet voice flowed into her ear. “…If it’s too hard, should we stop now?” It was Luthion’s voice. Her consciousness was blurred in the midst of a feast of sensations she had never experienced before, but strangely, she could hear that voice clearly. “Tell me if it’s too hard. We can stop anytime.” Along with the warmth of his hand stroking her back, the man’s gentle voice was etched into El’s ear. Hearing that voice, El shook her head while embracing him. It hurts, it’s painful, but I don’t want to stop. It’s scary, but it’s not the pain that’s scary. What’s scary is that I don’t know how far I’ll go. The stimulation that’s gradually intensifying is scary because I don’t know where it will take me. “N-no….” Her voice was hoarse and didn’t come out well. But El strained her voice again and continued. “Keep… going….” She didn’t want to stop now. // “Haa, haa….” After a bout of ecstasy, a warmth heated by the two people’s body temperatures was felt in the inn’s bedroom. El and Luthion lay with their backs to each other, covered by only one blanket. Both of them were naked. If they were in their prime, they would have been exploring each other until they collapsed from exhaustion, but Luthion, who had already come several times, no longer had the strength to move. “….” And El also didn’t have the confidence to continue either. It wasn’t that her body hurt. That had already healed. Having mastered the Blood Shadow Demonic Art, she might not have the iron body like Layla, but she possessed excellent physical abilities and recovery power. Even if that area was delicate, she could quickly heal any abrasions by focusing her inner energy. The reason she couldn’t continue was a mental issue. To be precise, she was overwhelmed by a feeling similar to self-loathing. ‘….I’m crazy.’ It resembled the phenomenon where a man is temporarily freed from lust and worldly desires after climaxing. However, El was not in a state where she could seriously consider the female equivalent of post-coital clarity, so she couldn’t recognize it. Of course, a more direct reason was that her drunken stupor had somewhat worn off after moving her body so much. ‘Why did I have to drink? No, but I was going to do it sometime anyway… Yeah, I’m twenty years old, it’s weird that I haven’t done it yet. Right…. right?’ Her mind was quite troubled. Along with a sense of emptiness as if she had lost something, there was also a strange sense of elation from being sexually satisfied, though it made her feel a little bad. Recalling that she had been rolling around in the same bed with him just a moment ago, El blushed and muttered to herself again. ‘….Seriously, no way.’ Her first time having sex made her realize many things. It wasn’t just a matter of being embarrassed or not, hurting or not. It was different from the vague imagination of it being just good or a little painful. While being intimate with a man, with Luthion, she felt as if she was communicating not only physically but also mentally. Or perhaps it wasn’t just an illusion. When they were connected and looking into each other’s eyes, she felt as if her heart was being opened up. ‘To think you can do this with just anyone….’ El was suddenly filled with respect for Layla. It was something El herself could never do. She was already turning her back on Luthion, whom she knew and thought she had feelings for, so the thought of spending a night with a man she had just met was something she couldn’t possibly do. However, at least one thing they had said was true. ‘….Ugh, but Emily was right. It hurt, but… it was good….’ Because it wasn’t just painful and unpleasant, El’s mind was even more troubled. In fact, she couldn’t even understand her own feelings accurately. She had no idea why she was feeling depressed, why she couldn’t look at Luthion’s face, and yet why a slight smile occasionally crept onto her lips. ‘….Is this what a woman’s heart is like?’ One of the secrets she thought she would never know in her life was revealed so easily. It’s no wonder I didn’t know, it’s such a mess. El muttered to herself and sighed. “Haa…” Something reacted behind her at that sigh.

-Twitch.

El sensed the awkward movement, but she didn’t know how to react, so she could only stay still. It was her first time being naked with someone—or rather, with anyone—and she didn’t know what to do after a man and a woman had passionately explored each other. ‘Ugh, awkward…’ It would have been nice if they had had a short conversation, but not knowing that, El could only lie still and wait to fall asleep. ———= Author’s Notes ———= Novel scene… one end… story…. continues….