Chapter 11

Chapter 11

I Installed a Dating App and Girls from Another World Became Obsessed with Me.

Episode 11: Return.

A person’s mind was more fragile than one might think.

Even if it seemed strong, it often crumbled with the slightest trigger, forcing a choice between two options.

Either become a waste of a person, or depend on something.

Overseas, it seemed common to rely on drugs made from the blood and flesh of magical beasts, but in Korea, where such things were hard to come by, people generally relied on things like games, the internet, or religion.

The earlier stages were still somewhat manageable. With proper counseling and medication, recovery was swift.

However, if the mind became ill and festered, things got complicated.

“Hyeon-u, you won’t leave me behind, will you? Right?”

“…”

[13:24]

‘I have to leave soon, though?’

Even someone who lacked perception sharpened their senses when their life was in danger.

Survival instinct tended to work that way.

Iris, holding my wrists tightly with both hands and looking up at me quietly, was insanely beautiful.

Since the height difference between Iris and me was about a head, I naturally looked down at her.

Perhaps because of that, even though she was wearing a dress that revealed little, the valley of her breasts, clearly visible in my sight, drove me crazy. If I stayed like this, I felt like I would bring a mortar to this other world, causing a setting collapse.

Of course, it was a difficult situation, but it was definitely a situation that any man would find hard not to smile at. However, my back was drenched with cold sweat.

My instincts had been screaming at me to run away from here since a while ago.

‘…This is driving me crazy.’

To reiterate, I was a mage.

Although I was just a measly 1st circle mage, I could feel the mana of nature and the mana of others.

In other words, I had awakened what people commonly called the sixth sense.

Being able to feel what ordinary people couldn’t feel meant that I was no longer ordinary, and to put it nicely, if I went back to Earth and continued to grow, I could grasp wealth and honor that others couldn’t obtain even with a lifetime of effort.

However, if you asked if this was all good, I could firmly say NO in this situation!

The distance between Iris and me was close enough that I didn’t need to reach out.

Thanks to that, I could watch and experience her incredibly beautiful face, her breasts that I wanted to touch, and even her fragrant scent from a VIP seat, but on the other hand, Iris’s mana, which I had been feeling for a while, was not normal.

Iris’s mana was fluctuating like an active volcano about to erupt.

It was fluctuating so strongly that my skin, which was close by, tingled as if pricked by needles, and the afterglow of the flowing mana made my brain ache.

‘This is her mana suppressed state…?’

It’s really out of the blue, but it’s time to review what I just learned.

Basically, a mage received the mana of nature, went through a self-conversion process, and converted it into mana.

The mana converted in this way gathered in the fuel tank called the heart and became the fuel for using magic.

Perhaps because of the special nature of gathering in the heart, mana was quite directly affected by the mage’s emotions.

Sadness, regret, hatred, resentment, self-blame, jealousy, anger.

The stronger the negative emotions, the stronger the mana fluctuated.

Just like a rough sea with strong waves was more threatening than a calm lake, there was a merit that the output of mana increased with strong negative emotions, but there was a problem of rapid mana consumption and being detected by the opponent, so mages took maintaining an unwavering mind at all times as the basis of the basics.

This was something Iris emphasized several times during class.

“Hyeon-u, what are you thinking?”

Iris was dangerous right now.

It meant that an 8th circle archmage was so immersed in negative emotions that she forgot the basics of the basics.

In a situation like this, anything could happen.

“Nothing in particular…”

“Liar, your voice gets strangely low when you’re in trouble or want to avoid talking.”

Her green eyes, shining brightly as if they were lit even in the dark cave, turned to me.

Her gaze, sweeping from head to toe, made me feel like my whole mind was being exposed.

Then, Iris’s left hand brushed past my cheek.

“Just like now.”

My current feelings were very simple and straightforward.

‘…I think I’m going to piss myself.’

If I were an ordinary person, I wouldn’t be trembling like this. At most, my legs would be shaking a little?

All of this was because of the mana circle that was created, allowing me to feel mana.

To me, who can feel mana, Iris right now was like an 8-ton truck with a broken engine.

It meant that I didn’t know when she would crash into me.

Of course, Iris wouldn’t take such extreme actions, but… you never know what will happen in life.

‘I think she’s misunderstanding something…’

This was a problem that could be solved with proper explanation.

I didn’t know what she was misunderstanding, but her condition had been bad since I said I was going back, so I thought I was right.

It was true that the current situation was difficult, but if you think about it the other way?

It could be interpreted that Iris didn’t like the situation where I went back.

‘…I shouldn’t smile.’

The corners of my mouth kept trying to go up.

However, if I smiled in this serious situation, the atmosphere would be completely ruined.

Even if I had no sense, I had that much sense.

“Iris, it’s not that─”

“It’s okay not to say anything.”

I decided to explain the situation properly and break this ice, but what came back was a slender index finger pressing down on my lips.

“I understand. You have your own life, Hyeon-u, and I can’t just force you.”

At that moment, the mana that had been fluctuating in her body became calm as if it had fallen asleep.

“Instead.”

Iris came closer, her face flushed red as if it was about to burst.

“…Kiss me.”

According to a post I saw on a community site a while ago, a first kiss felt like hot pollack roe coming into your mouth.

To be honest, I didn’t understand what it meant at all.

Hot pollack roe? I had never even eaten regular pollack roe, let alone hot pollack roe.

The metaphor was so strange that it seemed like something an engineering student wrote.

The reason I was thinking about this all of a sudden was that.

“…”

I think I was about to have that first kiss.

Iris, her whole face flushed red as if it was about to burst, closed her eyes tightly and held out her lips towards me.

I didn’t like repeating the same thing, but this was real.

‘She’s so damn pretty…’

There was a guy in my high school class who was so obsessed with idols that he skipped classes to follow them to concerts, autograph sessions, and even their schedules.

I thought he was crazy back then, but now I understand a little.

I dare say that no ordinary idol could stand next to Iris.

Just like a slightly pretty squid didn’t become a fairy by standing next to one.

“Shall we… do it?”

There was no particular answer, but not avoiding it was enough of an answer.

‘…Just a moment.’

Ha, ha. I secretly checked if I had bad breath, and thankfully, I didn’t.

Just when I thought it was all set, another worry suddenly crossed my mind.

‘…But what’s the limit here?’

I was sure it’s definitely not okay to just give her a deep kiss like in porn.

Then, the most basic bird kiss?

But considering that Iris even allowed me to touch her breasts, wasn’t a bird kiss too childish for us?

No, it’s more important to resolve a more fundamental question first.

Was it okay to put my tongue in or not?

‘Iris asked me to kiss her first, so wouldn’t it be okay to put my tongue in?’

That thought was dominant, but the more I thought about it, the more I realized that women’s hearts are not that simple.

Just like the saying goes, ‘A’ is different from ‘Oh,’ there’s a saying that you should never blindly believe and follow a woman’s words and actions.

‘…Let’s not take any risks.’

Even though it’s a bit disappointing, let’s not ruin things by being impatient.

After all, time was on my side.

Rather, if I suddenly put my tongue in and suck, and the atmosphere turned sour, there seemed to be no other option than to bury my face in the water and commit suicide.

“Hoo…”

Flustered! Iris reacted excessively to the sigh I let out in my nervousness.

As you can tell from her red face, Iris was extremely nervous.

Iris, who seemed to be at least 170cm tall, had to bend her waist slightly to match my eye level, which was around 190cm.

I saw Iris, her lips tightly closed, at a lower eye level than usual.

‘Her eyelashes… are really long.’

Thump, thump, thump.

That’s strange.

My heart didn’t beat this loudly when I touched Iris’s breasts.

Now, it was pounding so hard that it wouldn’t be strange if my mana circle exploded at any moment.

As our distance got close enough to feel each other’s breath, I carefully grabbed her chin with my hand.

Soon, I lost my mind at the same time as I felt a delusion that my nose would be paralyzed by the fragrant scent emanating from her.

Smack.

I lost my reason.

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“Slurp, smack, ha… Hyeon-u…”

Red flesh tangled together.

The sticky saliva that I couldn’t swallow completely stretched out like a thread and then broke off.

It was like a honey pot that never dried up, even if you swallowed it greedily.

It was actually sweet.

I felt dizzy as if my head was filled with fog.

The little worries from a moment ago were long forgotten.

Squeeze!

“Huh…?! Hyeon-u??”

When I grabbed her butt, Iris seemed surprised with a shrill voice.

But she didn’t shake off my hand.

“…Smack.”

Her appearance, concentrating on the kiss again without any particular restraint, felt like implicit consent to me.

Even while mixing our tongues mindlessly, my hands didn’t know how to rest, and I rubbed and teased her buttocks. Her firm and soft butt was really big.

It was impossible to grab with one hand, and the skin under her thin dress was very stimulating, just like when I touched her breasts.

“Hoo, huh, eu…”

As time passed, my touch became more and more reckless.

I didn’t just rub her butt, but also stroked her waist like a lover, or intentionally gathered the area commonly called the ‘butt line’ to feel the bouncy texture like jelly.

Every time I did that, Iris just flinched, but she didn’t stop me. Rather, she clung to me as if asking for more.

Then, I suddenly became greedy.

No matter how thin it was, wouldn’t it feel much softer and better to touch her bare skin directly than to touch it through her clothes?

My time was short, and my actions were quick.

While stroking her thighs, I slowly stroked her dress up as well.

The dress, which had been blocking exposure, rolled up, revealing her white ankles, shins, knees, and then her fair thighs.

“Hyeo, Hyeon-u, that’s…”

Iris, who seemed like she would stay still no matter what I did, called me with a slightly trembling voice.

I understood. Her dress had already turned into a miniskirt.

If I went up a little further from here, the entrance to the secret garden that no woman should show to anyone would be revealed.

‘Tch… is this the end?’

It was a bit disappointing, but I didn’t feel like pushing someone who said no.

No, I would have just pushed another woman, but Iris’s innocent eyes stimulated the triangle of my already worn-out conscience.

Perhaps because of Iris’s voice that caught me, I felt the hot atmosphere cool down.

It wasn’t just me, Iris’s expression reminded me of that.

“…I’m sorry…”

“N-no!”

I bowed my head briefly.

Just like when I touched her breasts, I suddenly gave her a deep kiss and even touched her butt as I pleased.

It was a clear mistake.

“…Please raise your head. I’m really okay.”

Her appearance, generously forgiving my mistake, even made me feel a strange deja vu.

As I looked into Iris’s kind eyes, my lower body, which had been swollen to the point of pain, started to throb.

“Then can I touch you again?”

“N-not now…!”

Tch, that’s a shame.

But saying not now means she’ll allow it later, so I guess it’s a somewhat positive reaction?

Just as I was lost in my own delusion of joy, I suddenly remembered the time limit and hurriedly took out my phone.

[00:03]

“Ah.”

[00:02]

I definitely didn’t do anything other than kiss and a little skinship, but I spent more than 10 minutes on that.

[00:01]

“I-instead, next time, to th-the… end…!”

[00:00]

[Returning to Earth]

Just like the power of the monitor showing the colorful screen was cut off, I was back in my room the moment the timer reached 0 seconds.

“…I couldn’t say goodbye.”

I’d be able to see her again soon, but I was still a little disappointed that I couldn’t say goodbye properly.