Chapter 100: Breaking Point

Chapter 100: Breaking Point

Stupid.

I was mistaken.

Scarlett’s madness, and her obsession.

And how much Scarlett wanted to break me down.

I shouldn’t have simply thought of it as the forced obsession of a foolish noble lady.

In any situation, I shouldn’t have let my guard down.

Because of this foolish choice, I-

“Come.”

Ziiiiiiik-

“Hieuk, Keuk..”

At her hypnotic voice, my abdomen immediately contracted.

Simultaneously, the lewd fluid that spurted out filled my diaper.

I trembled my neck and felt extreme pleasure.

It wasn’t just the feeling of climaxing.

“At first, you resisted… but now you listen so well. Good girl… Good girl.”

Swish, swish-

The praise she uttered while kindly stroking my head.

This blissful moment slowly eroded my consciousness.

Feeling my vulva parting inside, I panted heavily.

And then I gazed at Scarlett, her face filled with satisfaction.

My consciousness was blurry.

My body trembled, and I was anticipating the sexual stimulation Scarlett would give me next.

“Since you listened so well, I’ll touch your vulva now. Wait.”

At the word ‘vulva,’ my heart began to pound.

It was a bit dark outside the window.

After dinner, it was approaching bedtime.

In that time, I was being consumed by her.

‘I shouldn’t be like this…’

Since I realized I hadn’t been drugged before.

I felt my mind slowly loosening.

It was as if the goal I had been holding onto with gritted teeth had suddenly disappeared.

I hadn’t completely given in. I was still maintaining my sanity.

I hadn’t been ruined instantly like when I was drugged.

But, as time went on.

I was slowly, and surely.

Breaking down.

“Hieup, Heup..”

“Oh my… You came quite a lot today. Was my voice that pleasing?”

I didn’t say anything.

No, I couldn’t speak out of shame.

Even so, the happiness bloomed in my heart.

Which made my mind even more confused.

Scarlett looked at me with a gaze full of amusement.

Then, for some reason.

She brought her lips close to my ear.

“Haaaaa..”

Then, I heard her breathy voice.

My ears tickled, and a part of my chest throbbed.

For some reason, my body started to heat up.

Lick-

Then, as she breathed into my ear and licked it.

Pfft, pfft-

My body immediately reacted.

“Hack, Heek..”

My mind went blank from the sudden climax.

And Scarlett didn’t miss that small opening.

She inserted her finger into my vaginal entrance and, with much rougher movements than usual, began to twist her wrist vigorously.

Squelch, squelch, squelch, smack-

Simultaneously, I felt a pleasure that felt like my head was burning.

Chaahak!

With my body covered in sweat, I climaxed again.

I felt like I was going crazy. Even without drugs, this sensitivity was too strange.

“You came again. Does having your ‘vulva’ poked feel that good?”

Twitch.

It’s happening again.

Every time the word ‘vulva’ is mentioned, my body reacts as if a switch has been flipped.

Even though my mind is screaming no.

Come to think of it, there was a commonality in how Scarlett trained me.

It was the consistency of the pattern.

Three meals a day, touching my vulva.

And always starting the sexual stimulation by saying, ‘I’ll touch your vulva.’

With that consistent pattern, my body reacted to Scarlett like Pavlov’s dog.

This never happened before.

Even if I reacted, it was mostly while I was under the influence of drugs.

There wasn’t enough time for such a pattern to be deeply ingrained in my mind.

“Hoo, Hoo.. Hu..”

“Hmm… It seems your body has mostly given in… but your mind is resisting unnecessarily.”

Scarlett, looking at me, stroked her chin.

As if she were a researcher looking down at a test subject.

But then, her expression became lively.

Exuding a fresh atmosphere.

“Well… it’s okay. There’s still plenty of time.”

Scarlett said that and stroked my head.

Just by stroking my head.

My chest swelled as if I had been given drugs.

‘If this continues…’

At that moment, I instinctively felt it.

If I were to be tamed by her just a little more like this, there would be no turning back.

Drugs can be reversed.

If isolated, the process is difficult, but there is a possibility of expelling them.

But if it’s ingrained in my clear mind like this.

Once remembered, it can never be undone.

“Then… it’s time to read a fairy tale now.”

And Scarlett knew that fact much better than I did.

Scarlett, smiling brightly, picked up a book.

How long will it take for my mind to be completely conquered?

I suddenly thought that only Scarlett would know.

*****

“Mmm, Huuk..”

My lower body felt strangely hot, so I immediately woke up from my sleep.

My vision was blurry. But I couldn’t rub my eyes.

I twitched my neck and looked around.

The room was dark. I must have woken up in the middle of the night while sleeping.

‘Inside… it’s hot…’

Soon, I realized the cause of the heat that was tormenting me.

It was the heat inside my vagina.

I had definitely fallen asleep after receiving sexual stimulation.

But even so, I couldn’t overcome the rising sexual desire.

“Hah… Hah..”

Lately, perhaps due to the repeated sexual stimulation, my libido has been growing significantly.

Before, I would just have sex whenever I felt aroused.

But now, that’s not the case either.

She told me to speak up if I wanted something, but I didn’t want to fall for that ploy.

Yes. I will never fall for it.

But, unfortunately, my thoughts and my body were completely out of sync.

“Mnyaa.. Cecil..”

My gaze turned to Scarlett, who was sleeping while hugging me.

She looked truly happy.

And Scarlett’s touch was the main reason for this state.

A sweet scent wafted to my nose.

Lately, Scarlett had started wearing perfume.

It was a sweet scent, one that made you want to keep smelling it.

It didn’t seem to contain any narcotic ingredients.

But with this constantly wafting sweet and fresh scent.

My body remembered this fragrance.

“Huk, Euk.. Hu.. Hah.. Hah..”

I tried to take deep breaths to shake off the scent.

But it was a foolish act. There was no way I could shake it off.

I felt like I was going crazy. I desperately wanted to relieve this heat.

And so, as I trembled my neck, I found.

Lucy’s presence.

“Lu, Lucy… Lucy..”

Since I couldn’t move my body, I desperately called out to Lucy.

I wasn’t so inconsiderate as to wake someone who was sleeping soundly.

But Scarlett’s training prevented even that sliver of reason from functioning.

How many times did I call out to Lucy?

“Ugh, Ugh..?”

Lucy perked up her ears and got up with sleepy eyes.

She still looked groggy, her dazed expression was cute.

Lucy looked at me for a moment.

Poof-

For some reason, she hugged me tightly as if I were precious.

For some reason, her body heat was reassuring, and I let out a faint breath.

“Ugh.. Young Lady.. Hehe..”

After a while, Lucy rubbed her face against my cheek.

With a truly happy expression, she licked her lips.

Her tail wagged erratically, indicating Lucy’s mood.

It seemed she was having a good dream.

‘She seems still half-asleep…’

“Lucy, Lucy.. P-Please, wake up.. Huh..?”

I called out to Lucy, who was smiling sweetly, with all my earnestness.

As if my earnestness reached her, Lucy reacted immediately.

Her eyelids fluttered.

Then, she looked directly into my eyes and suddenly pulled away, startled.

Her eyes held a strange emotion.

At least, it wasn’t the straightforward gaze she used to give me.

It wasn’t that she hated or disliked me.

But her gaze held hesitation.

“Young.. Lady.”

Lucy, looking at me, opened her mouth with difficulty.

Very quietly. I could feel her trying not to wake Scarlett.

I stared at Lucy and said briefly.

“Lucy.. I, I, my lower body… it’s too difficult..”

At first, Lucy didn’t understand what I was saying.

She straightened her body and brought her ear to my mouth.

I didn’t want to say it directly like this.

I had tried my best to hold it in.

But if I confronted it head-on, it was only a matter of time before I lost.

I swallowed dryly and whispered in a trembling voice.

“My.. vulva.. please, p-please touch it..”

“Y-Yes..?”

Lucy looked at me, startled.

For a moment, a deep light flashed in Lucy’s eyes.

But then it returned to normal.

Lucy paused for a moment.

And then, she firmly shook her head.

“…No.”

“Why, whyy..?”

I asked with a slightly bewildered expression.

Her answer was too firm. Why was she cutting me off so decisively?

Seeing my expression of disbelief.

Lucy spoke with a sad face.

“Young Lady… Scarlett… told me never to do it.”

“Whyyy.. I, I’m so uncomfortable.. It, it keeps… my lower body is hot… I feel like I’m going crazy..”

Panting, I looked up at Lucy.

Then, Lucy’s eyes wavered slightly.

For a moment, she squeezed her eyes shut.

And bit her lip with an expression full of complex emotions.

“…No, Young Lady. If I touch you-“

“Why.. Why..? Just a little… really, just a little… it’ll only take a moment…”

But compared to Lucy’s emotional change, my burning body was more important.

I felt like I was about to climax, and my insides were throbbing and aching.

I couldn’t think of anything else.

With the most desperate and alluring voice, I pleaded with Lucy for climax.

To have to beg like this for mere sexual desire.

It was a pathetic act, but I had no reason to care about that.

“Please… K-Kiss… Even just a kiss is fine…”

“..Kiss?”

I felt like I was going crazy, so I blurted out anything.

But Lucy reacted to the word ‘kiss.’

“A k-kiss, perhaps…”

Then, Lucy made a face as if she had no choice.

She glanced at Scarlett to see if she was awake.

Then she lay down gently beside me.

Lucy’s breath touched me at close range.

“Just a little bit. Okay..?”

“Okay.. Okay, so hurry..”

Lucy nodded at my words and then stroked my cheek with her larger hand.

And then she lightly kissed my lips.

Kiss.

We shared a light touch of body heat, and then another kiss.

Then, our lips met, and she lightly pressed her tongue against my teeth.

“Mmm.. Smack..”

As I opened my mouth, her sweet and soft tongue carefully entered.

And then we began to mingle our tongues.

Desperately, trying to savor this blissful feeling.

My lower abdomen grew hotter.

I pressed my lips together and savored Lucy’s deep kiss as much as possible.

“Euk.. Paha.. Al-Already..?”

How long had we been kissing?

Lucy, her face bright red, pulled away.

Why are you only doing this much?

I gazed at Lucy with a slightly resentful look.

“Now… s-stop. Young Lady might wake up…”

A silver thread of saliva hung from Lucy’s pink lips.

It was good until a moment ago.

I wanted to kiss again, feeling so regretful.

But Lucy turned her body away and lay down.

‘If she just falls asleep like that…’

This is bad.

Because we stopped kissing midway, my desire hadn’t been satisfied; instead, it had intensified.

But Lucy wouldn’t know that.

And so, feeling the throbbing sensation inside, I barely managed to fall asleep.

And when I woke up, my insides were drenched in arousal fluid.

*****

“Oh my… It’s this much without even touching…”

Scarlett smiled and gazed at the diaper smeared with sticky arousal fluid.

Then she lightly licked it with her finger.

And smiled with flushed cheeks.

“If you’re going to suffer this much, wouldn’t it be better to just ask me to touch you?”

“No…”

For a moment, I almost fell for Scarlett’s sweet offer.

But after all this time I’ve endured.

Why have I been enduring?

‘Huh..?’

No. I’ve been enduring this to escape.

But can I really escape?

I can’t do anything right now.

With a body that can’t even move a finger, how can I escape?

For some reason, my mind felt like it was slowly loosening.

My mind, pushed to its limit, tried to find an escape route.

I wore a blank expression without a word.

After all, today will pass with my mental erosion, just like usual.

Biting my lips, I forced myself to turn my head to the side.

Scarlett watched me.

As if it were almost time, she gave a sly smile.