Chapter 10 : Let’s do it with a clear mind for the first time. Got it?

Right in front of the bathroom door.

“Huaaah…”

Maybe it’s because I’m only wearing underwear.

I’m starting to shiver.

I have to put it on, but…

Sigh…

The dolphin shorts in my hands.

I rub them gently—so soft.

There’s something strangely addictive about touching them.

Weren’t dolphin shorts kind of cheap-looking?

At least, that’s how I remembered them.

For a pair of dolphin shorts, seriously…

‘…’

…I know.

Pointless thoughts like this…

They won’t help at all.

I steel myself and search for another excuse.

“…Yeah, well, there were guys who wore dolphin shorts too… there were…”

Sigh…

This is too pathetic.

I just shut my mouth.

Let’s be honest.

Would I go back to being a guy?

If someone walked up to me and asked that?

Of course, I’d refuse.

Getting into the academy, meeting Yena there—

It was all possible because I was a girl.

‘I don’t want to go back.’

Yeah. Being in a girl’s body is better.

But.

But…!

This is just… way too…

These shorts are too revealing…!

That’s when—

“Hayul, what are you doing? Need help?”

“Ah, nooo! Absolutely not! Stay away!”

“Huh? O-okay…”

Suddenly, Yena’s voice rang out.

Like a bucket of cold water, it snapped me back to reality.

I ended up answering too hastily.

I was still in my underwear.

If Yena came in now, what would happen?

She’d walk in and suddenly just…!

“This is your fault for tempting me!”

“Kyaaa! Somebody save me!”

At the same time, I remembered what happened at the movie theater.

She barely put her finger in my mouth, and yet my whole body overheated.

When I touch myself, there’s barely any reaction.

But when Yena does it…?

A woman’s body is so strange.

When I touch myself, there’s no real sensation, just weakness.

Is it just me? I don’t know.

But back then…

Yena barely touched my tongue, and yet—

“Ahem! Ahem.”

Anyway, I can’t stall any longer.

Getting caught in front of the bathroom door like this…

Considering Yena’s recent behavior, she might actually do something.

“Okay. I’ve worn skirts before. This is no big deal, right?”

I place my feet inside the shorts, take a deep breath, and pull them up all at once.

Shhrrk—

They slide up easily— but then catch slightly around my thighs.

A small tug, and they slide on completely.

I’m definitely wearing them, but it feels like I’m not.

How is this even considered pants?

They’re barely the size of my palm.

And yet, the waistband reaches just above my belly button.

Since it’s sitting so high, more of my thighs are exposed.

“Ugh… how do people even wear these…?”

The breeze slips right through.

This feels so awkward…!

And worst of all, the underside of my butt—

you know, what they call the “underbutt” on the internet—

is completely exposed.

I step back into the bathroom and look in the mirror.

The reflection staring back at me… honestly.

Even I think I look kind of…

You know.

My chest, still exposed, the curves of my hips, the way the dolphin shorts cling to my body…

“This is… too much.”

I lower my hands and pull at the fabric slightly, revealing the pink underwear beneath.

I was hoping the matching color would make it less noticeable, but instead, the contrast of the two different fabrics makes it stand out even more.

I shake my head—no, no, no.

I’ve gone too far. Stop thinking about it.

“Haaa…”

With a deep sigh, I step out of the bathroom.

I throw on an oversized t-shirt, and just like that, the perfect “pantsless” look is complete.

After drying my hair roughly, I head into the living room.

Yena is sitting on the sofa.

“Uh, Yena…”

“Hm? You finished changing?”

“Yeah…”

“…You look cute. It suits you.”

“Ugh…”

That doesn’t make me happy at all…!

She’s acting all reassuring with that gentle voice, but I can feel her staring at my legs!

How could she not notice?

The moment I stepped out, her eyes went straight to my bare legs.

For a second, our gazes met—then her eyes dropped lower.

‘Geez, she’s acting like some teenage boy…!’

Tap tap—

Yena pats the seat next to her, gesturing for me to sit down.

“Come here, you’ve had a hard time, let’s rest a bit.”

“Uhh…”

I quietly sit next to Yena.

There’s no reason to refuse.

“Yena.”

“Yeah.”

“…Did you shower?”

Yena’s scent had become stronger.

Just getting closer, a fruity scent stings my nose.

“I already did earlier, why?”

“Well, then. Two bathrooms…?”

“There are two bathrooms. Well, technically, there’s a bathroom and a toilet, right?”

“Eh…”

“It was a little cramped, but I wanted to shower too.”

‘…Should I just propose right away.’

A house with two bathrooms.

Is it hers…?

Oh, no.

Even if it’s rent or a deposit, it doesn’t make sense.

Yena.

What if a student lives alone in such a fancy house?

I can’t stand worrying about it.

Would you consider getting a husband, Yena?

I’ll be good and listen well.

“Umm, why are you staring at me like that?”

“Ahaha… It’s just. It feels like another world?”

“Really? Want me to show you a real different world?”

She raises her wrist and wiggles it.

Suddenly, an uneasy feeling overwhelms me.

Of course, it’s already too late to run away.

“Kyahh…! It, it tickles! Ahh, heehe!”

“Eh, eh! What were you just thinking?! Huh?!”

“Tha, that’s enough! Hyaak!”

I had no idea what was going on, just getting tickled.

“I’m sorry! Hihik! I really am, sorryyy! Ugh!”

I could only stop after apologizing repeatedly.

Tch… What did I do wrong?

Bad.

After that, nothing really happened.

We talked about different things, and time passed.

When I started feeling a bit hungry,

Ding-dong-

“Wait a second?”

At the doorbell, Yena quickly stood up and headed toward the door.

Curious, I followed her.

In front of the open door, there was an envelope.

Sniff sniff-

The thick smell of meat tickles my nose.

I checked the logo on the envelope.

This… this is…!

“Jokbal!”

“Heh, right. Let’s go in quickly. Do you want to eat at the table?”

“Yeah! Sounds good!”

Wha, jokbal delivery…!

A top-tier menu that doesn’t even come with school lunch!

The smell, which stimulates human instincts, makes my mouth water.

When did she order this?

While I was showering?

Yena lifted the heavy-looking envelope and moved it to the table.

What I saw behind it were, meats that would make anyone happy just by looking at them.

They were so fresh they were still steaming in the plastic wrap.

Next to it was some buckwheat noodles.

My mouth was trembling in anticipation.

Then I heard a click from the side, and Yena approached holding a yellow can.

“Want a drink?”

“Oh, huh? Is this alcohol?!”

“Lemon highball. It’s alcohol, but it’s sweet.”

“Wow, there’s such a thing…?”

“Mm… Take a sip, and if it’s too much, you don’t have to drink it.”

In other words, it was a ‘scared?’ moment.

I… just got a scratch on my pride.

“I drink well! It’s, it’s fine!”

“Good. I bought a lot just in case.”

“…Then! Should we drink it all tonight?”

I accepted the suggestion, pretending to be bold.

Actually, I wasn’t really scared.

It just looks like a regular drink.

When I looked closely, I noticed the label said 5%.

5%… is that weak? Huh, what’s this? It’s weak!

I can totally drink it all. Hehe.

Yena helped set the jokbal, and we sat down facing each other at the table.

Click- the sound of the can opening echoed cheerfully.

“Cheers…!”

“Cheers.”

First, a highball.

‘…!’

It’s delicious!

What is this!

This is alcohol…?

The first taste is like sweet lemonade.

The sweet flavor fills my mouth.

Then the sharpness of the alcohol shakes my mouth.

Just like Yena said,

It was really, really delicious.

Sip, sip.

I couldn’t stop using my chopsticks…!

The jokbal’s tender meat just melts in my mouth.

The greasy taste conquers me, and at that moment, I bring the can in my left hand closer to my mouth.

“Kyaah…! It’s so good!”

“You’ve already finished one can…? Wait a second.”

“Hehehe. Bring more alcohol!”

This is so good!

Give me more! All of it!

“Seoul~! Bring more alcohol~.”

I’m embarrassed.

Two cans of highball.

After just those, Hayul was already drunk.

“Ugh…”

I tried to feed her a bit and ask some things.

But in just 10 minutes, she was out cold.

“Hayul, Hayul!”

“Hehe… Hi, Yena~.”

She suddenly snuggles up to me in a cute way.

It’s warm, almost hot.

A certain image came to mind.

A puppy lying on its back and flattering its owner.

Seeing Hayul snuggling into me, I felt a strange sense of satisfaction.

“Hehehe, it’s so warm… I like it…”

“Yeah, okay…”

I gently ran my fingers through Hayul’s black hair.

Her hair feels nice. She doesn’t seem to take much care of it.

“Ubuub!”

“Uht,”

“Soft and squishy! Sss, pffuu…”

“…”

She buries her face in my chest while blowing out air.

Through the thin fabric, her lips touch my chest.

She’s not wearing a bra. Does she know that?

“Ubuubu, buuubb…”

“…”

“Nehe…”

“…Do you like it?”

“Mm! I like your chest! I like it so much…”

What should I do…

I pressed my index finger with my nails.

My wrist started trembling.

“…How much do you like it?”

“Kkyah! I like it so much! Hehehe.”

“…”

I can’t predict her.

It’s the complete opposite of how she is when sober.

I slowly moved while still holding her in my arms.

From the way she’s acting, it seems like she doesn’t even know where she’s going.

“Ubum, bbb… hehehe…”

“…Can I hit you once?”

“Hit me? My husband? You wanna get punished…?”

“Heh.”

‘…My husband? Punish? You?’

I can’t believe it. Hah, really.

She’s basically asking for it.

Her tail is swaying, and my patience is burning.

My brain starts to make assumptions on its own.

Hayul is being dragged wherever my hand goes…

It’s probably an ecstatic feeling.

Should I just do whatever I want?

‘…Hah. I’ll hold back.’

Non-consensual sex is a crime.

Of course, I don’t think she would report it, but she’d probably cry and cling to me…

But I didn’t want to take away her first experience forcibly or coercively.

She won’t understand anyway, but I softly whisper in her ear.

“…Let’s do it for the first time, while sober, okay?”

“Mm… I don’t know, hehe…”

“Sigh, seriously.”

My patience isn’t that strong.

I probably heard a snap in my head.

I lowered the hand that had been holding Hayul’s shoulder down.

Slap-

I lightly slapped her butt.

The juicy sound rang out. Nice.

This is the punishment for teasing her.

“Kyaa. What’s this, hehe.”

“…”

Such a strange reaction.

This isn’t right.

I couldn’t even think of pulling my hand away, too flustered.

As I left my hand there, she started rubbing her butt against my palm on her own.

‘Crazy.’

She’s openly teasing me.

You’re the one who teased me, right?

I squeezed her tighter.

“Eww…”

I felt the satisfaction fill my palm.

I gently rubbed again, savoring that feeling.

On the other hand, Hayul was just giving a lukewarm reaction.

So, she was just rubbing unconsciously?

‘…’

That’s enough.

What am I doing to a drunk person.

Just as I was about to give up,

“Stupid… If you keep doing that… I’ll walk away…”

“…Walk away? What do you mean?”

“What do you mean, of course…”

“Of course?”

“Keer…”

“…Hypnosis, huh… Seriously.”

Both of her wrists trembled at the same time.

She suddenly said something creepy, and I tensed up.

Then, just like that, she falls asleep…?

I don’t like this. Really.

Somehow, we had arrived at the white bed.

I let out a deep sigh and laid her down on the bed.

“Ugh, I must be crazy. I’ll never drink again.”

Once I confirmed that she was properly asleep,

I quietly slipped away and tidied up the table.