Chap 120&121-Censored Version

 

This is the censored version for underage readers.

If you have read chapters 120 and 121, you can skip this.

There may be awkward parts because many descriptions have been cut out…

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“I’m just kidding, Yeon. I would never find you disgusting, would I?”

With those words, Lina’s warm embrace enveloped me.

As if nothing had happened, her expression returned to its usual kindness.

She smiled as if all her previous words and actions were just a light joke.

My heart, which had been frozen in fear, seemed to melt little by little.

Yes, you… at least you…

“But… what about other people?”

“What if… people find out?”

Other… people?

Revealing my Unique Ability to others?

Bella, Professor Emilia, Nabi, and… perhaps even Master, who is recovering in the spirit world.

Everyone finding out that I’m that kind of person…?

If even they reject me.

I…

Lina stared intently at my face.

My trembling eyes, my stiff expression.

As if enjoying it all, she slowly raised the corners of her lips.

“What are you going to do, Yeon?”

She whispered, sweetly yet coldly.

‘No… that can’t happen…’

At her command, my fingertips began to move on their own, lowering the hem of my clothes.

I could feel the clear desire in her eyes.

Yes, if I just followed Lina’s words… she would definitely keep it a secret.

Swish-

I just need to satisfy Lina.

After all, Lina was… my favorite character…

So…

So, it can’t be helped.

The sight of me taking off my clothes to somehow satisfy the other person was so miserable.

I tried to rationalize it somehow…

But the movements of my hands undressing became slower and slower.

The thin prison uniform felt as heavy as iron.

‘No. This isn’t what I wanted.’

Once again, hot tears streamed down my cheeks.

Her eyes, devoid of love or affection, filled only with pure desire.

The pure emotions she used to show when she looked at Yeon Bennet had now become a terribly twisted obsession, unrecognizable.

Lina’s emerald eyes grew closer and closer.

In those clear and shining eyes…

I saw my own reflection, tearfully and humiliatingly taking off my clothes.

In Lina’s eyes, I was no longer a person.

A sex slave who could be used to satisfy her desires whenever she wanted.

No, even less than that.

Just an object that could be used and discarded at any time, without any will of its own, whenever the owner wanted.

“Yeon…”

With a whisper, Lina leaned in.

Her shadow filled my vision, and her lips overlapped with mine without a moment to breathe.

“Ugh…!”

A short moan escaped.

Suffocatingly hot breaths mingled at the corners of our mouths.

I tried to resist with the last of my pride, but…

The fear that my secret as a Masochist might be revealed instantly quelled everything.

My lips slowly lost their strength.

Not missing the opportunity, Lina’s tongue plunged in.

“Mmm…! Hngh…!”

Lina’s tongue was neither gentle nor delicate.

As if only trying to satisfy her own desires, she recklessly plunged in and stirred as if scratching.

Each time her tongue forcibly swept through every corner of my mouth, a strange sensation of shame and pleasure washed over me.

It was as if my lips, my tongue, even my breath had all become hers.

I desperately tried to twist my body, but for some reason, my Unique Ability, which always activated in miserable situations, was unusually silent this time.

In the end, I had no choice but to close my eyes tightly and helplessly accept her desire.

Thick saliva flowed down my throat, making it difficult to even breathe, and moans kept leaking out from her rough movements.

A sticky exchange of tongues continued.

‘…This is the worst.’

To have my first kiss, in both my past and present lives, be like this.

A first kiss stolen in Lina’s obsession, filled only with desire, without love or affection.

My heart ached as if it were tearing apart.

It wasn’t the tongue that was suffocating me, but the miserable reality.

Hah-

Lina released my lips, and the breath that had been held back burst out.

‘I-Is it over…?’

Any more was dangerous.

“…Are you satisfied, Lina?”

I asked in a trembling voice.

The kind Lina I had seen in the game, and continued to see even after possessing this world.

If even a little of her remained, I desperately hoped she would stop here.

But Lina didn’t answer.

She just gave a strange smile, then suppressed my trembling body and lowered her head.

And then.

Swish.

Lina’s fingers plunged into my lower region without hesitation.

“Hee…!”

My whole body twitched as if electrified.

I instinctively reached out to block her wrist, but…

“Take your hands off, Yeon.”

That cold word bound my body like chains.

I squeezed out the last of my strength to struggle, but in the end, my will to resist crumbled.

My fingertips trembled and weakly released.

‘T-This… isn’t right…’

‘Please…’

‘Lina…’

But my desperate wishes were meaningless in the face of her obsession.

Swish—

Lina’s relentless touch.

“Hngh…!”

A voice leaked out without my knowing.

I was suffocated by embarrassment and shame, but even so, her hand didn’t stop.

And finally.

She reached the most secret place.

There was nothing I could do.

I could only sob and beg for her mercy.

“Yeon. Should I stop?”

Lina asked, as if mocking me.

A cruel smile was on her face.

Knowing that she had no intention of stopping, I desperately nodded.

“The people who were harmed because of you, the people who died…”

Lina whispered softly.

“…They must have wanted you to stop, right?”

With those words, she pushed her hand into me without hesitation.

“Hngh…”

And…

…

“Hee…!”

At that moment, Lina’s touch stopped.

She slowly pulled her hand out of me.

Then, she stared blankly at my blood on her fingers.

Her eyes were shaking as if an earthquake had struck.

“You…”

She asked in a trembling voice, as if she couldn’t believe it.

“You were a virgin…?”

“Yes! Kissing too… this kind of thing too… it’s all my first time!”

I shouted, sobbing.

The sorrow I had been holding back burst out all at once, and my voice trembled.

“Sniff… Sniff…”

Tears fell in drops.

However, the sadness that flowed down my cheeks soon turned into a twisted pleasure, swallowing my will.

Even so, I grabbed onto the last of my sanity and shouted.

“Why? Did you think I was a slut who sleeps with anyone, like the rumors say? Did you think I would like it if you forced me like this…”

Slap—!

A stinging shock hit my cheek directly.

Tears flew and my head turned to the side, but I couldn’t say anything.

“Don’t misunderstand, Yeon.”

Lina’s cold voice pierced my ears.

“Legally and morally, you are no longer human. You are just a prisoner who is being kept alive to pay for your sins. Even at this moment, be grateful.”

I slowly raised my hand and covered my burning cheek.

Yes.

This is nothing.

It’s the same as being tortured.

I decided to endure any treatment to seal the Evil God.

Yes… for someone like me, these things are meaningless in the end.

“It seems you finally understand your situation, Yeon.”

Lina’s eyes, looking at my resignation, gleamed with a satisfied light.

A moment of silence.

And then, an icy command flowed from her lips.

“Then now… spread them.”

A cruel command that thoroughly trampled on even the last piece of my dignity.

I slowly, very slowly, spread my legs.

Lina scanned me with a satisfied gaze, as if admiring a work of art.

After staring at me for a long time, she finally stood up.

Swish-

The pure white saintess robe slipped off her shoulders, and Lina slowly leaned in and approached.

Her footsteps, intentionally slow, like a beast enjoying its prey.

Each time her footsteps echoed in my ears, my heart beat faster and faster.

The moment my vision was filled with her voluptuous curves.

Finally, she climbed onto my body without hesitation and straddled my waist.

Warm body temperature, along with a heavy weight, was directly transmitted.

“Hiss…”

Lina lowered her head and breathed hot breath into my ear.

“You said it’s your first time, right? But you’ve commendably kept your virginity, so I’ll be gentle.”

Her emerald eyes pierced my eyes head-on.

And, slightly raising the corners of her lips, she whispered.

“For the record… this is my first time too.”

…

“What are you doing? You don’t have time to be spacing out.”

I looked up with trembling eyes.

Lina’s emerald eyes were flashing with mockery and pleasure.

“You have to clean it up… cleanly.”

She commanded coldly without a moment’s hesitation.

“Everything. Lick up everything that spilled on your face… lick it all up with your mouth.”

“Sniff…”

I stuck out my trembling tongue.

The miserable and sticky taste spread in my mouth.

My body trembled with humiliation, but I couldn’t stop.

Because I knew too well that a more terrible shame awaited me the moment I disobeyed my master’s orders.

“Haa… Haa…”

Licking and swallowing Lina’s bodily fluids that had flowed down my face, I knelt on the floor and fell into despair.

I felt like I couldn’t take it anymore, with the humiliation.

The moment I thought I wanted to collapse like this.

[SYSTEM]

Unique Ability Masochist is activated.

“Hieeek…! Hwaaaat!”

Pleasure pierced my whole body like lightning.

My consciousness, which had been crumpled with despair and shame, was forcibly submerged in sweet pleasure.

With a face covered in tears and snot, I miserably trembled and climaxed.

“Pfft…”

Lina looked down at the scene and couldn’t hide her sneer.

“You’re really a sight to behold, Yeon.”

She smiled viciously and stroked my wet jawline with her finger.

“To climax on your own with pleasure even after being treated like this. You’re really a hopeless pervert.”

“No… no… please, this…”

But even if I tried to deny it, my body was already revealing the truth.

Lina’s sneer and pleasure intertwined, as if there was no place left to collapse.

My consciousness faintly blurred.

Lina’s emerald eyes, flickering in front of me, were the last thing that was imprinted.

“Don’t forget, Yeon. The fact that I’m the only one who can accept you, a dirty Masochist.”

Lina’s obsessive voice lingered in my ears.

With those words, I completely lost strength and collapsed forward.

In endless shame and pleasure, my mind sank into darkness.

…

After receiving a call from Lina saying she had a result to show, Serena headed straight to her office.

‘A result…’

She recalled what Lina had said to her a few days ago.

‘I’ve found a way to completely subdue Yeon. This time, I’ll do it myself.’

Serena tilted her head.

She herself had used all sorts of means to torture her for weeks, but Yeon Bennet had never yielded even once.

She wouldn’t open her mouth to any questions or threats.

That tenacity was the reason why she hated and feared Yeon Bennet.

But what method did Lina use to break that child?

Could she really show a ‘result’?

With curiosity and doubt, Serena stood in front of the office door.

Sensing a subtle presence from inside the door, she unconsciously tightened her grip on the doorknob.

Knock knock-

Serena knocked on the door.

“Come in.”

From inside, a clear and kind voice, as usual, was heard.

Click-

Serena opened the office door and stepped inside without hesitation.

And she gasped for a moment at the sight that unfolded before her eyes.

What Serena’s eyes caught first was…

Lina, sitting casually in a chair by the window in the office.

She wore a clear and beautiful smile as usual, as if nothing had happened.

There were neatly arranged documents and a teacup on the desk, making it look like a normal office scene on the surface.

But as her gaze slowly shifted to the side.

Yeon, kneeling at the foot of the chair and prostrating herself in a miserable state, came into view.

She had her hands neatly folded, as if proving that her body was Lina’s possession, and was bowing her head.

And above all.

Yeon’s lips were deeply touching Lina’s fingers.

She was sucking on those fingers with an ardent and lewd expression, as if holding onto a lifeline.

Each time her tongue slowly swept over the finger joints, a sticky sound was heard and saliva dripped down her jawline.

That obscene scene contrasted with Lina’s calm smile, making it even more bizarre and shocking.

Lina slowly stroked the hair of the kneeling Yeon and opened her mouth calmly.

“Yeon, we have a guest. You should greet her.”

At those words, Yeon flinched and trembled.

She slowly released Lina’s fingers from her mouth, and the sticky saliva dripped down her chin.

After hesitating for a while, she finally knelt deeper and slammed her head on the floor.

“I… I am…”

Her voice was choked up and she couldn’t continue.

But as Lina’s hand slightly pressed down on the back of her head, Yeon desperately spat out humiliating words.

“I am a dirty… sex slave…”

“Not a Lady, but a criminal who has tarnished the name of the Bennet Dukedom… Just a trashy body that anyone can use and throw away…”

Serena’s eyes widened and shook.

The child who hadn’t been broken by any torture for weeks was now trampling on herself and bowing her head.

Yeon finally finished in a sobbing voice.

“I was wrong… I’m sorry for causing trouble all this time…”

In an instant, the room was filled with a suffocating silence.

And what broke that silence.

Was Lina’s terrifyingly kind laughter that filled the room.

“Pfft. Yeon, don’t just talk about it… show it with your actions.”

Lina gently lifted Yeon’s chin with her fingertips, giving a kind yet cruel smile.

At that one word, Yeon didn’t hesitate for a moment.

“Yes… Master…”

She got up unsteadily, then immediately approached Serena.

Then she knelt in front of her and lowered her whole body to the ground.

“W-What is she trying to do…?”

Serena was flustered and tried to step back, but it was already too late.

Yeon bowed her head deeply and put her mouth to Serena’s shoes.

Then, as if treating something precious, she stuck out her tongue and slowly, ardently began to lick the surface of the shoes.

With a sticky sound, the dust and stains on the shoes stuck to Yeon’s tongue.

Even so, she didn’t stop her humiliating actions.

Serena stared blankly at Yeon’s broken appearance.

Clearly, it was the scene she had been waiting for and wanting so much.

She should have been happy.

But a completely different emotion was surging in her chest.

A kind of anger that was felt when seeing something precious being defiled.

Why?

Serena couldn’t understand herself.

There was no way Yeon Bennet was precious to her.

In the first place, she wasn’t even a real sister, and she was always a nuisance.

Even so, her heart was pounding like crazy, and the unpleasantness that felt like her stomach was twisting wouldn’t go away.

“It seems our contract is over.”

Lina said with a clear smile.

“If you wish, you can stay in the Holy Theocracy and build up your power. You should become the next Duke Bennett.”

Serena didn’t even hear her words properly, she just nodded blankly.

Then she hurriedly turned around and ran out of the office as if fleeing.

Why… why.

Serena, without finding an answer, embraced her wavering heart and melted into the darkness of the hallway.