Chap 120-First

 

“Just kidding, Yeon. Like I would ever find you disgusting?”

With those words, Lina’s warm embrace enveloped me.

As if nothing had happened, her expression returned to its usual gentleness.

She smiled as if all her previous words and actions were just a lighthearted joke.

The heart that had been frozen in fear seemed to melt little by little.

Yes, you… you, at least, wouldn’t…

“But… what about the others?”

“If… people find out?”

Other… people?

Revealing my Unique Ability to others?

Bella, Professor Emilia, Nabi, and… perhaps even Master, who is recovering in the spirit world.

Everyone knowing that I’m that kind of person…?

If even they reject me.

I…

Lina stared intently at my face.

My wavering eyes, my stiff expression.

As if enjoying it all, she slowly raised the corners of her lips.

“What are you going to do, Yeon?”

She whispered, sweetly yet coldly.

‘No… that can’t happen…’

At her command, my fingertips began to lower the hem of my clothes on their own, regardless of my will.

I could feel the clear desire in her eyes.

Yes, if I just followed Lina’s words… she would definitely keep it a secret.

Swish-

I just need to satisfy Lina.

After all, Lina was… my favorite character…

So…

So, it can’t be helped.

I tried to rationalize it somehow, but…

The sight of me taking off my clothes to somehow satisfy the other person was so pathetic and ridiculous.

The movements of my hands undressing became slower and slower.

The thin prison uniform felt as heavy as iron.

‘No. This isn’t what I wanted.’

Once again, hot tears streamed down my cheeks.

Her eyes were filled with pure desire, devoid of any love or affection.

The pure emotions she used to show when looking at Yeon Bennet had now become a terribly twisted obsession, unrecognizable.

Closer and closer, Lina’s emerald eyes approached.

In those clear, shining eyes…

I saw my own reflection, tearfully and humiliatingly taking off my clothes.

The me reflected in Lina’s eyes was no longer a person.

A sex slave who could be used to satisfy her desires whenever she wanted.

No, even less than that.

Just an object that could be used and discarded without any will of its own, whenever the owner wanted.

“Yeon…”

With a whisper, Lina leaned in.

Her shadow filled my vision, and before I could even catch my breath, her lips met mine.

“Ugh…!”

A short groan escaped.

Suffocatingly hot breaths mingled at the corners of our mouths.

I tried to resist with the last of my pride, moving my body.

But the fear that my secret as a Masochist might be revealed instantly quelled everything.

My lips gradually lost their strength.

Not missing the gap, Lina’s tongue plunged in.

“Mmph…! Hngh…!”

Lina’s tongue was neither soft nor delicate.

As if only trying to satisfy her own desires, she recklessly dug in and stirred, scratching.

Each time her tongue forcibly swept through every corner of my mouth, a strange sensation of shame and pleasure washed over me.

It was as if my lips, my tongue, even my breath had all become hers.

I desperately tried to twist my body, but for some reason, my Unique Ability, which always activated in miserable situations, was endlessly silent this time.

In the end, I had no choice but to close my eyes tightly and helplessly accept her desire.

Thick saliva flowed down my throat, making it difficult to even breathe, and groans kept escaping from her rough movements.

A sticky exchange of tongues continued.

‘…This is the worst.’

To have my first kiss, in both my past and present lives, be like this.

A first kiss stolen in Lina’s obsession, filled only with desire, without love or affection.

My heart ached as if it were tearing apart.

It wasn’t the tongue that was suffocating me, but the miserable reality.

Pha-

Lina broke the kiss, and the breath that had been held back burst out.

‘I-Is it over…?’

Any more was dangerous.

“…Are you satisfied, Lina?”

I asked in a trembling voice.

The kind Lina I had seen in the game, and continued to see since possessing this place.

I desperately hoped that if even a little of her remained, she would please stop here.

But Lina didn’t answer.

She just gave a strange smile, then suppressed my trembling body and lowered her head.

And then.

Swish.

Lina’s fingers plunged into my lower region without hesitation.

“Heeit…!”

My whole body flinched as if electrified.

I instinctively reached out to block her wrist, but…

“Take your hands away, Yeon.”

That cold word chained my body like iron.

I squeezed out the last of my strength to struggle, but in the end, the will to resist crumbled.

My fingertips trembled and loosened powerlessly.

‘T-This… isn’t right…’

‘Please…’

‘Lina…’

But my desperate wishes were meaningless in the face of her obsession.

Swish—

Lina’s relentless touch.

Her fingers dug even deeper, towards my lower region.

“Hngh…!”

A voice leaked out without my knowing.

I was suffocating with embarrassment and shame, but even so, her hand didn’t stop.

And finally.

She reached the most secret place.

There was nothing I could do.

I could only sob and beg for her mercy.

“Yeon. Should I stop?”

Lina asked, as if mocking me.

A cruel smile was on her face.

Knowing that she had no intention of stopping, I desperately nodded my head.

“The people who were harmed because of you, the people who died…”

Lina whispered softly.

“…They must have wanted you to stop, right?”

With those words, she pushed her hand into me without hesitation.

“Heeuht…”

At first, it was just a foreign sensation felt from below.

But as Lina explored my insides more and more roughly, a hot heat gradually began to bloom.

[SYSTEM]

Unique Ability ‘Masochist’ is activated.

‘Haaht… Why, only now…’

I could feel my strength gradually increasing, but it was already after I had lost the will to resist.

And…

“Heeit…!”

As Lina’s touch became rougher, a sharp sensation as if flesh was being torn filled my entire body.

At the same time, a warm liquid trickled down and soaked my thighs.

Red blood sliding down Lina’s fingers.

The moist heat that flowed out with the blood mixed together, stickily wetting the inside of my thighs.

At that moment, Lina’s touch stopped.

She slowly pulled her hand out of me.

Then, she stared blankly at my blood smeared on her fingers.

Her eyes were shaking as if an earthquake had struck.

“You…”

She asked in a trembling voice, as if she couldn’t believe it.

“Were you a virgin…?”

“Yes! Kisses too… this kind of thing too… it’s all my first time!”

I cried out, sobbing.

The sorrow that had been suppressed all at once burst out, and my voice trembled.

“Hic… Hic…”

Tears dripped down.

However, the sadness that flowed down my cheeks soon turned into twisted pleasure, swallowing my will.

Even so, I grabbed onto the last of my reason and shouted.

“Why? Did you think I was a slut who sleeps with anyone, like the rumors said? Did you think I would like it if you forced me like this…”

Slap—!

A stinging shock struck my cheek directly.

Tears flew and my head turned to the side, but I couldn’t say anything.

“Don’t be mistaken, Yeon.”

Lina’s cold voice pierced my ears.

“Legally and morally, you are no longer human. You are just a prisoner who is being kept alive to pay for your sins. Be grateful even for this moment.”

I slowly raised my hand and covered my cheek, which was burning hotly.

Yes.

This is nothing.

It’s the same as being tortured.

I decided to endure any treatment in order to seal the Evil God.

Yes… these are ultimately meaningless to someone like me.

“It seems you finally understand your situation, Yeon.”

Lina’s eyes, looking at me in resignation, gleamed with a satisfied light.

A moment of silence.

And then, an icy command flowed from her lips.

“Then now… spread them.”

A cruel command that thoroughly trampled on even the last piece of my dignity.

I slowly, very slowly, spread my legs.

My shameful secrets were exposed nakedly before her.

Lina scanned me with a satisfied gaze, as if admiring a work of art.

After staring at me for a long time, she finally stood up from her seat.

Swish-

The pure white saintess robe slipped down from her shoulders.

With her movements, the hidden white skin gradually revealed itself.

When the hem of her clothes passed her waistline and finally fell to the floor.

Her naked body appeared completely before my eyes.

An overwhelming volume that couldn’t be compared to when it was hidden under clothes.

The size was on a different level from what I had vaguely guessed from the swimsuit skin in the game.

Her voluptuous breasts stood proudly, as if defying gravity.

Lina slowly leaned in and approached.

Her steps were intentionally slow, like a beast enjoying its prey.

Each time her footsteps echoed in my ears, my heart beat faster and faster.

The moment my vision was filled with her voluptuous curves.

Finally, she climbed onto my body and straddled my waist without hesitation.

Along with the warm body temperature, a heavy weight was directly transmitted.

“Heeup…”

Lina lowered her head and breathed hot breath into my ear.

“You said it’s your first time, right? But you’ve commendably kept your virginity until now, so I’ll be gentle.”

Her emerald eyes pierced my eyes directly.

And then, she slightly raised the corners of her lips and whispered.

“For the record… this is my first time too.”