Ch. 94 MtF – Chapter 94
by AfuhfuihgsChapter 94
**Ichinose Natsu, speaking… (1)**
“Ah, hello… This is Ichinose Natsu…”
– Nacchan, why are you only coming now!
– You said you’d stream at 8 like always, but then you suddenly took a break wwwww
– First time viewer here.
– First time viewer here. ^^7
– Is today a game stream too?
– You’re continuing from last time, right? ww
– 草 (lol)
The responses were the usual… or maybe not. They did seem a bit more energetic than usual.
And most notably, there were a lot more nicknames written in Korean.
The number of viewers had also noticeably increased.
My voice came out small from embarrassment and guilt and everything in between, but I tried to keep myself together.
“Today’s stream… will probably just be a chatting stream, yeah…”
– Ohh, a zatsudan (chatting) stream ww
– So what did you and Toya do yesterday?
– Most curious about what you did during your break.
– Nacchan, we’re together forever now. Nacchan, we’re together forever now. Nacchan, we’re together forever now. Nacchan, we’re together forever now.
– There’s someone sounding like a yandere here wwww
– So… should we be calling you Ms. Natsu now?
– Ms. Natsu, lol 草
Maybe all the info got passed around during the break, because the listeners were casually teasing me.
Well, can’t be helped. I brought this on myself.
I let out a sigh and slowly started recalling what happened during my break.
What should I talk about first?
To be honest, the only real thing that happened was me being bedridden and Toya looking after me.
‘Ah, maybe I can talk a little about that…’
“I was sick and lying down most of the time, but a lot of people came to visit.”
– You were sick?!
– You only said you were taking a break—I didn’t know you were _sick_…
– Weren’t you already recovered from your last hospital stay?
– Maybe the emotional stress hit hard…
– Don’t get sick! Keep streaming, Nacchan!
– Don’t push yourself too hard. If you want to take a break, just take one.
Wow, so much concern… I’d thought someone might accuse me of faking it.
But to my relief, most of the listeners seemed genuinely worried.
Of course, not _every_ comment was kind, but—those got swiftly handled by the mod.
Anyway, that wasn’t really what I wanted to talk about.
“I spent time with Toya like always. Ah, by ‘like always,’ I mean recently. I had been hospitalized until not too long ago… yeah.”
[¥1000]
– I wish Toya would take care of me too. ww
“Uh, being sick isn’t a good thing. It’s hard for the person who’s sick, and it’s hard for the person taking care of them. It’s best for everyone to stay healthy.”
Maybe I was taking the joking comment a little too seriously, but yeah—staying healthy really is the best.
No matter how much time passes, you never really get used to being sick.
Even just the inconveniences of everyday life are too much to explain in a single day.
I tried not to show it so people like Toya and others wouldn’t worry too much.
“So I hope all of you Natsumin stay healthy too. That way, we can all spend lots of time together.”
– You’re the only one who worries about my health, Nacchan…
– I don’t worry about my health, so as long as you’re okay, I’ll be here forever 草
– Nacchan worrying about her listeners’ health, so sweet…
– As long as Nacchan isn’t sick, it’s fine ww
– So don’t get sick and keep streaming forever, Nacchan 草
Everyone…!
As the listeners one by one sent their warm words, my chest tightened with emotion.
I was fully prepared to be criticized as just making excuses, but then they went and moved me like this—it only made it more emotional.
Maybe because I’ve been through a lot lately, but even this small kindness made tears well up in my eyes.
Ugh, seriously. I shouldn’t be crying over this kind of stuff.
I shouldn’t, and yet—
[¥1000]
– But why are we called “Natsumin”? Didn’t we vote democratically and decide on “Perorist”?
– True.
– Nacchan, if you just go around changing the fan name, we’re going to be disappointed! ww
– Since we’re here, how about “Natsudan” instead?
– Natsudan? That sounds like some relic from a dead generation wwww
– I like “Perorist.”
– It’s like a group of people who’d lick Nacchan’s tears whenever she cries 草
– Doesn’t it sound nice?
– The meaning is great too ww
“…That’s _totally_ weird. Seriously!”
But just like that, the emotional moment shattered instantly.
Ugh, why are you all so insistent on keeping that ridiculous name?
I _did_ say I’d go with the listeners’ opinions, but like I mentioned before—any fan name with weird connotations is a firm no.
That’s where I draw the line! This isn’t about majority vote—it’s a fundamental issue!
“Aahh, I don’t care anymore. I’m just going to call you all Natsumin forever now!”
– Boo, dictatorship!
– Then why even bother holding a vote?
– So even virtual girls are tempted by the taste of power ww
– How can a virtual girl become a dictator wwww
– Nacchan, you didn’t fail your art school entrance exam or something, right? 草
I half-ignored all the complaints from the Natsumin and continued speaking.
Really, couldn’t they have let the touching moment last just _one_ day?
I grumbled silently and sighed, and the chat just burst into laughter.
…These people are weird. They’re not watching just to tease me, right?
Wait, actually… it was exactly the same when I streamed as Han Yeoreum.
—
**[Her voice getting all timid is hilarious lmao]**
**[(Clip of Natsu greeting timidly.MVI)]
She’s totally the same as the old streamer. Her voice always got small when she was late or messed up, lol.**
ㄴ[It really _is_ Han Yeoreum… Even if she doesn’t seem like it… she _is_ Han Yeoreum…]
ㄴ[But seriously, why is she so cute? Am I the one going crazy? Or is it the world?]
ㄴ[You’re crazy. The world’s crazy. I’m crazy. All of the above.]
ㄴ[(Natsu cuteness is justice emoji)]
ㄴ[Be grateful you became Ichinose Natsu, Yeoreum…]
ㄴ[This reminds me of those TS April Fools streams where the old streamer used a voice changer. Weirdly nostalgic.]
ㄴ[But this is way cuter and better than when she used a voice changer lol.]
ㄴ[That’s love.]
ㄴ[(Yeoreum not a girl emoji)]
ㄴ[Is she using a voice changer now? Thinking this is Han Yeoreum’s real voice is just surreal.]
ㄴ[The sound quality’s too clean—definitely not a voice changer lol.]
ㄴ[As if any agency would let their VTuber use a voice changer, come on lol.]
**[She’s doing a chat stream for the first time in a while.]**
**[(Clip of Natsu saying today will be a chatting stream.MVI)]
She said she’s going to talk about what happened while she was bedridden. Wait—was that why she took a break?
She only just got out of a hospital stay not long ago, didn’t she?**
ㄴ[Apparently she’s got worse health than average.]
ㄴ[Wasn’t she fine before, though?]
ㄴ[Sometimes your body can get worse after a gender change.]
ㄴ[The later twins change, the worse the effects supposedly.]
ㄴ[She used to never worry about her health, but now she’s always sick. Kinda scary.]
ㄴ[People were worried even when she first debuted. “A sick person is debuting?” and stuff lol.]
ㄴ[Neither Toya nor Inari could stop worrying.]
ㄴ[I wish she’d stop talking about being sick—it stresses me out every time she brings it up lol.]
ㄴ[(Natsu sorry I’m sick emoji)]
ㄴ[(Natsu please don’t abandon me emoji)]
ㄴ[(Natsu I’ll be healthier for you emoji)]
ㄴ[When were these emojis even made lol.]
ㄴ[Let’s just stay healthy and keep watching her streams for a long time…]
**[Natsu worrying about our health ㅠㅠ]**
**[(Clip of Natsu saying she hopes Natsumin stay healthy so they can be together for a long time.MVI)]
Honestly, _she’s_ the one who needs to be healthy first… But it was still touching how she cared about us more.]
ㄴ[People who get sick a lot tend to worry more about others’ health, apparently.]
ㄴ[As long as she doesn’t get sick, I feel like we’ll be watching her for years lol.]
ㄴ[Thank god Toya’s there to take care of her.]
ㄴ[If she didn’t have Toya, it would’ve been really bad lol.]
ㄴ[Can Natsu even live alone? From the way she talks, sounds like she’d die alone if left by herself lol.]
ㄴ[(Natsu sorry I’m sick emoji)]
ㄴ[But seriously, why “Natsumin”?]
ㄴ[Yeah, why “Natsumin” lol.]
ㄴ[“Perorist” sounds kinda pedo-y.]
ㄴ[(Inari pedo-slayer emoji)]
ㄴ[Didn’t we democratically vote on “Perorist”? Shouldn’t we go with what was decided?]
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