Ch.93Chapter 93. That’s What I Mean (3)

“Jinsoo. You can do it.”

“What?”

It was a line that made me think a lot.

You can do it, she says.

Do what?

“Anything is fine if it’s Jinsoo. I can accept anything, whatever it is.”

“……”

I felt Cuss’s small hand caressing my cheek.

Squish, squish.

She was grabbing my cheek and pulling it as if pleading.

This isn’t good.

“Huh?”

“……”

I covered Cuss’s approaching lips with my palm.

I really felt this wasn’t right.

My common sense simply couldn’t accept it.

“Shit……”

Cuss had just given me the okay sign for rape.

She said anything was fine.

From that moment, it wouldn’t be rape but consensual sex.

Not raising her to eventually have sex with her, but passionate lovemaking between lovers.

While one-sided rape might be one thing, mutually consensual sex would be adultery, so I just couldn’t do it.

“Let’s go now.”

“Huh?”

As I stood up abruptly, Cuss hesitated before grabbing my arm and clinging to it.

“Why… whyyy…?”

“What.”

“Why aren’t you doing anything?”

“……”

She seemed quite confused, having set the mood as if something significant was about to happen.

But what could I do?

“The mood’s ruined.”

“Huh…?”

I had planned to fatten her up a bit and wait until she was properly ripe, but without realizing it, I’d been working on building affection.

This was the result.

Now it was forever impossible to rape Cuss.

Ah. Tears blur my vision.

To think a months-long project would vanish so pathetically.

“Jinsoo. Jinsooo.”

“What.”

“What were you trying to do just now?”

Cuss jumped onto my back and asked while riding piggyback.

The soft sensation against my back kept arousing my lust.

Damn girl. You grow up to be this tempting and then ruin everything at the end.

I was extremely irritated but managed to suppress it with a deep sigh.

“You don’t need to know.”

“Ugh! Tell me!”

“I said you don’t need to knooow!”

This damn girl.

She bit my shoulder.

I couldn’t hold back anymore and turned around to grab both her shoulders.

I secured her by pushing my thigh between her legs so she couldn’t escape.

“Huh?”

“This is revenge, you brat.”

“Kyaaaah!!!”

I bit her neck just like a Dragoon sucking blood.

The desperate scream echoing in the bathroom was quite delightful.

Doing this made me feel a bit better.

I poured out all my lingering attachment to the idea that I could no longer rape Cuss.

Biting hard enough to leave marks.

Sucking to create bruises.

“Haah… ah… It hurts, Jinsoo…”

“It’s supposed to hurt, damn girl.”

“Hnng…!”

Normally she would have bitten back or scratched me in resistance.

But today, Cuss was strangely weak, just hanging onto my shoulder and barely standing.

Well, that’s fine by me.

I sucked until I was satisfied, then let her go.

Cuss collapsed back into the bathtub as if her legs had given out.

The sight of her helplessly fallen with red marks all over one side of her neck and shoulder was quite arousing.

They say men satisfy their desire for conquest by leaving marks on a woman’s body.

That seemed to be true.

I was fairly satisfied, but…

Not enough.

How disappointing.

“Wash up and come out.”

“Uhhh…”

As I grabbed a towel and left the bathroom, something felt strange around my thigh.

It was slippery?

What is this? Did I not rinse off the soap properly?

Anyway.

‘Goodbye…’

I silently bid farewell.

To the past Cuss, when the word “rape” still applied.

Unless I break up with Juliane, I’ll never be able to have sex with Cuss again…

“Huh?”

Wait a minute.

There might be a way after all?

*

“So what is this about?”

“Ah.”

I was lost in thought about yesterday’s events, feeling melancholic.

I needed to execute evasive maneuvers quickly.

But did I really need to dodge the question?

I did try to violate her, but since it ended in failure, I thought it might be okay to tell the truth…

But I wasn’t sure if Juliane would think the same way, so I decided to make something up.

“Well, you see…”

“Yes?”

“Yesterday while bathing together, Cuss was just so cute. So I couldn’t help but bite her neck and go walalala!”

“Wala… what? I don’t understand what you’re saying, but I get the gist! Kugh! I admit it! I’ve wanted to bite Cuss’s neck too many times myself!”

Juliane nodded vigorously in agreement.

I knew she would understand.

However, Cuss, caught between us, was looking back and forth at us with a shocked expression.

What are you looking at?

Did you just realize you’re our emotional support plushie?

“Wait a minute. You two bathed together…?”

“……”

I thought I’d smoothly glossed over it.

Juliane suddenly stared at me with a serious face.

And then…

“Why, why? Is there a problem?”

“No, that’s not it. Jinsoo…”

“Yes, yes?”

“That’s so unfair! Leaving just me out! I wanted to bathe with Cuss too!”

“Ah.”

She suddenly shrieked.

I was managing my expression, worried my lie would be exposed, but Juliane had already moved past the interrogation mode.

“I want to wash Cuss’s hair while touching it! Caress her slender waist while scrubbing her back! Wash her feet and suck her toes too!”

“Juliane?!”

Has this person finally lost it?

She was spilling her thoughts without any filter.

But I’m getting some good ideas here.

I hadn’t thought about sucking toes…

Juliane was one level above me in perversion.

“You know, in the East they have this culture of naked socializing! Getting into hot baths naked together to build friendship!”

“That’s Japan.”

“Korea and Japan are similar anyway!”

“……”

She just said something I absolutely cannot overlook.

What? Korea and Japan are similar?

That’s like saying foxes and dogs are the same species.

“Did you just compare me to those island monkeys?”

“Huh? Eh?”

“Let’s go, Cuss.”

“I’m sorry! It was a slip of the tongue, Jinsoo! If you’re leaving, at least leave Cuss behind!”

“……”

Juliane seemed to be getting more and more honest as time went on.

Not that it was a bad thing.

Learning new aspects of the person you love is part of the joy of dating.

***

Yesterday I was so desperate that I couldn’t think of anything.

I just took a bath with Cuss, whom I felt like I hadn’t seen in a million years, and then hugged her like a body pillow while sleeping.

The next morning, I contacted the company.

I had cursed at Darry and left work without permission because of the emergency.

Given the circumstances, both Darry and the team leader seemed to understand.

They said I could take time off and come back after the holiday.

Of course, the team leader seemed to wish I’d take time off forever.

“Did everything get sorted out?”

-Yes. Thanks to you. I’m really, really sorry about this, Jinsoo. I’m so ashamed I don’t even know what to say.

Bob contacted me too.

If anything had happened to Cuss, I would never have forgiven Bob…

But I decided to forgive him coolly.

It wasn’t directly his fault anyway.

“It’s fine. Nobody got hurt.”

-And I’m fucking grateful, Jinsoo. If it weren’t for you, the entire slum might have been wiped out. My guys are going crazy saying they should kick me out and make you the boss instead.

“You’re exaggerating…”

I thought he was joking.

But judging by Bob’s voice, which was almost sobbing, maybe not.

Imagining that scattered giant Cocoa Puff squeezing out tears suddenly made me disgusted.

I was glad we weren’t talking face to face.

-Thank you, Jinsoo. Thank you. You’re our hero.

“If you’re going to blubber, hang up and do it.”

-You heartless bastard. Fine. I’m hanging up.

“Sure.”

After ending the call, I went back inside and heard clattering sounds from the kitchen.

I wondered what it was, and it seemed Juliane was brewing coffee.

I carefully approached behind Juliane, making sure my footsteps were silent.

“Boo.”

“Pwek?!”

When I grabbed her shoulders from behind, she let out a bizarre scream.

It was so cute that I couldn’t help but laugh.

“Ugh. Is scaring people that fun?”

“It is. Especially when you give such fresh reactions.”

“I won’t be startled anymore.”

“Is that something you can control?”

“I’ll have you know I’m a Justice Department investigator. If I’m conscious of it, I won’t even blink at any… Pya?!”

When I secretly reached around and poked her opposite armpit, another chick-like scream burst out.

Seeing Juliane’s face soaked with embarrassment was quite pleasing.

“Your acting skills are superb, Ms. Justice Department Investigator.”

“Ugh! You’re so mean!”

Embarrassed, Juliane blushed intensely and grabbed my collar.

Then she gently pulled me toward her while standing on her tiptoes.

What she wanted was obvious.

And I had no reason to refuse.

I supported the back of Juliane’s head and slowly tilted my face.

“Chu… haah…”

Our lips met and rubbed against each other, making wet sounds.

Saliva, already overflowing, moved between our lips before stretching down and dripping to the floor.

“Ehehehe… hehe…”

Juliane giggled cutely while lightly licking the tip of my lips with her tongue.

This is driving me crazy.

It’s too erotic.

Just as I was about to bite and devour Juliane’s slightly protruding tongue…

“Ah! I’m thirsty!”

“…?!”

A loud voice came from the living room.

When I turned my head, Cuss was leaning against the sofa, looking at us with a displeased face.

We awkwardly smiled and separated from each other.

“Haha… Want some water, Cuss?”

“Water. Good.”

“Okay. Just a moment~”

As Juliane moved toward the water purifier, I noticed something on the floor.

A spoon?

When did she drop this without noticing?

She’s so careless.

I sighed and bent down to pick up the spoon.

“Huh?”

But something strange caught my eye.

Juliane’s foot.

Specifically, her big toe looked odd.

Was it injured?

I could see a split.

“Juliane, wait a moment.”

“Yes?”

I grabbed Juliane’s foot and examined it closely.

“Huh? Huuuh? N-now? I’m not mentally prepared for toe-licking play yet, Jinsoo!”

“That’s not it.”

I was being serious.

It could be a serious injury.

“Oh?”

Her big toe was definitely split.

But there was no blood visible.

The inside of the skin was just a light apricot color with no red blood seeping out.

Looking further inside, I was shocked.

There was white metal inside.

“Why is it like this, Juliane?”

“Ah.”

It seems Juliane still had a major secret.