Ch.82My Own Flower

# 82. My Own Flower

*(This is Scene 19. Those who feel uncomfortable may skip it. The story can be followed without reading this part.)

A woman the same age as me, the deputy squad leader, who seems cold in her speech and appearance but is actually quite tender inside—Eun Subin’s seduction.

A woman I wouldn’t have even looked at normally now passionately gazes at me, wanting her first time to be with my first time.

The mood isn’t bad, and she’s so pretty.

If this had happened before accepting her confession, I might have hesitated, but as a man, could I possibly resist now?

‘If this happens, Seyeon and Yuri…’

Even after our lips collided once, I was still thinking about other women. I really am a terrible man—

“You’ve already started. So look only at me. Think only of me.”

“…Sorry.”

“If you do that one more time… mmph!”

Subin is right. Regardless of whether this is my first relationship or not, it’s basic courtesy.

To shake off my guilt, this time I lunged forward first… and soon we were devouring each other’s lips, biting and sucking as if we wanted to consume one another.

‘Holy shit, this is insane.’

Even this brief thought was quickly swept away by the intense waves. Subin and I clung to each other as if today were the last day on earth, exploring each other’s lips.

Amateur at dating? Inexperienced at kissing? None of that mattered.

We couldn’t even think about separating our lips to breathe. Naturally, my exhale became her inhale, and her exhale became my inhale. What we lacked, we instinctively made up for through our noses.

A real kiss.

An adult kiss.

After the inefficient exchange of heated breaths, our tongues intertwined like snakes in an instant, softer than anything else.

I hesitated at the unfamiliar sensation for only a moment.

Having discovered a new prey beyond just lips, we both became more intensely entangled.

Our kiss was purely instinctive and sensual, with all thoughts erased.

The end of the kiss came suddenly.

“…”

“…”

Both Subin and I, having pulled away simultaneously, silently gazed into each other’s eyes.

After a few seconds of this mutual gaze, Subin slightly averted her eyes and nodded. The movement was very subtle, but with all my concentration focused on her, I could catch it and understand.

I slowly and carefully took her hand and led her to the bed.

And even more carefully, I took hold of her clothes and began removing them one by one. She, as if not wanting to lose, removed my clothes in the same way.

“…Sorry. It’s my first time.”

“If you say that, what does that make me?”

“Men’s clothes are simple.”

But sadly, while Subin managed to remove all my clothes, I couldn’t do the same, breaking the flow.

“Hold here, and move in this direction.”

“Ah.”

With Subin’s guidance, removing her underwear became too easy. How could I have struggled with something so simple—was it because I was nervous?

Now in our primal state, we blankly stared at each other’s bodies before covering our embarrassing parts with the blanket.

The thoughts that had been suppressed suddenly returned, bringing reality crashing down.

Ah.

So this is what a woman’s body looks like.

Ah.

We’re really going to do this.

The glimpse I caught of Subin’s body while removing her underwear instantly dominated my mind.

“It doesn’t seem like an act.”

“What’s the point of acting about this? It would be obvious anyway.”

“…It’s not bad.”

“Really? From what I hear from friends and coworkers, these days people actually prefer someone without experience.”

My body immediately responded to the rustling sound.

Subin had put down the blanket covering her body. My eyes instantly fixed on her white, adequately large, and incredibly soft-looking breasts.

“Pfft. You’re a man after all.”

“A bad man, you said.”

“Yes. And I’m a strange woman who fell for such a bad man.”

I could hear a tremor in her voice despite her pretense.

“And that’s just them. I told you earlier. It’s not bad, I said.”

“…”

“Don’t make me say the same thing three times.”

Well, who am I to disobey?

With a little hesitation and a great deal of anticipation, I reached out to touch her body.

Squish—

“Mmh.”

“Ah.”

That was the beginning.

Subin’s soft moan triggered our flow to ignite again.

Starting with her breasts, I frantically explored her entire body. There wasn’t a part of Subin’s body that wasn’t soft, nor a part that wasn’t beautiful.

Like her character, her body was perfection itself.

How can I talk about perfection when I’ve never seen a naked woman before?

You just know when you see, touch, and smell this woman’s body.

It’s simply perfect.

As I touched her, touching alone became insufficient. I wanted to smell her up close, to taste her up close.

I surrendered myself to the flow.

I tasted her red lips again, and made my way without missing her pretty forehead, sharp nose bridge, spotless cheeks, and beautiful ears.

“Ah…”

When I kissed her ear, Subin let out a weak moan—so the ear is one of her weak spots.

I persistently tasted her ear. She pushed against my shoulders while continuously moaning, but didn’t apply much force.

Subin must be enjoying it too, right?

‘My God.’

The moment I removed my lips from her ear, wanting to taste other parts of her.

Eun Subin with an expression I would never see normally, looking half-dazed.

It drove me crazy.

“Hey. Eun Subin.”

“…Hm?”

“You’re really… driving me insane.”

“What do you—hyuk!”

I took the tip of her breast, which had been continuously tempting me, into my mouth. And sucked with all my might.

“Ah…!”

This is maddening.

Is this why they use that vulgar expression about “eating” someone?

Is this why they say it’s delicious when there’s no actual taste?

I moved my lips and tongue frantically. With each movement of my tongue, Subin released moans as if she were a musical instrument.

Each time her half-suppressed moan struck my ears, my whole body trembled.

‘I want to put it in.’

Because of a greater instinct, I finally removed my mouth from the sweet fruit I wanted to taste forever. As I half-raised my body, Subin’s entire form came into view.

“Wow.”

“Haa, haa…”

It was too precious to insert already.

There were still so many places I hadn’t tasted.

Her slender arms and legs, her modest breasts now blooming with red flowers from my hands and tongue, her slim waist and flaring hips, her temptingly raised buttocks, her adequately fleshy thighs, and… that place, shyly wet beneath the neatly trimmed hair.

My tongue became a brush, my saliva the paint, as I began to color the entire canvas that was Eun Subin with my colors and my style.

“Why, why are you… hnngh.”

“No, don’t. It’s dirty. Ahh, really…”

“You shouldn’t… you really, nngh!”

I ignored her minor resistance. Eun Subin, you know you like it too. If you really disliked it, you would have struggled or said something harsh.

Such a tease.

I teased her entire body with conviction. I marked every part of her, declaring she was truly mine. I left red flowers on her breasts, neck, arms, waist, buttocks, thighs, calves, and even the top of her feet. With each mark, she twisted her body slightly but never rejected mine.

And to taste the most anticipated place, the place I had waited for the most, I spread her thighs.

Subin, who had been lying limply, shook her head.

“Not there… just start. It’s dirty. Please?”

“Nothing about you is dirty.”

“I’ll get angry.”

“Get angry. Even if you get angry a thousand times, I have to taste you.”

“You per—!”

Lick—

As my tongue ignored Subin’s protest and slid up her place, her neck arched back dramatically. The slightly protruding veins were incredibly sexy.

‘Damn, this tastes amazing.’

I firmly gripped her trembling thighs and buried my face completely, moving my lips and tongue frantically just like our first kiss. With each movement of my tongue, her body and legs writhed, but whenever I probed inside or touched the protruding part, she contracted sharply as if electrocuted.

“You, ahh, just wait…!”

After tasting her sufficiently, I looked down at Subin. She closed her legs and glared up at me while panting, but with that face and expression, it had no effect. It only stimulated me more.

“Did you hate it?”

“Of course—”

“Did you really hate it?”

“…”

“You liked it.”

After pinning her down with my arms on either side of her head, I asked her up close. She closed her eyes and turned her head, avoiding an answer. Finding it too cute, I gave her ear and cheek a light kiss before carefully applying pressure to her thighs.

Her thighs slowly opened again.

I half-overlapped our bodies, holding myself with one hand and aiming at her entrance.

“Really, you acted like a madman until now. But at this moment, you’re acting like it’s your first time again.”

“It is my first time.”

“Silly. It’s here…”

After a couple of misdirections, I found the correct entrance with Subin’s help. It was a bit embarrassing, but what rookie is perfect from the start?

Tonight, I would become experienced.

“I’m going to put it in.”

“Okay.”

“Tell me right away if it hurts.”

Subin wrapped her arms around my neck, kissed me, and whispered in an enchanting voice.

“…Come in quickly.”

I couldn’t hold back any longer.

I held Subin tightly and gradually applied force.

Soon, with the feeling of forcibly breaking through something.

The flower named Eun Subin, blooming magnificently on the cliff, shed tears of silver and blood simultaneously…

And became my own flower.