Chapter 7 – Female? Are You Talking About Me?

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After my friend left the house, I ordered the broadcasting equipment I had already picked out and went back to finishing the commissions. 

Well… even I thought all my clients were complete perverts. Really, all sorts of unusual fetishes came up. 

After completing one commission and feeling like I could finish quickly, I added two more slots and received two more suckers. 

One asked me to draw a holy woman being violated by tentacles, and another asked me to draw a nekomimi girl being violated by a dog. 

…I was hoping to receive something more normal to use as content for my broadcasts. Well, now I needed to finish drawing everything before the broadcast so both I and the suckers could be happy, right? 

– You seem to be overexerting yourself. Take breaks occasionally. 

“I can’t draw such vulgar things once I start broadcasting. I’ll be broadcasting for a long time, so if I don’t draw them now, I’ll be pressed for time.” 

– You’re even having a nosebleed now, aren’t you? Working through the night isn’t good for your body, so stop now and go to sleep. 

“Nosebleed? Ah, this is from thinking about your naked body while drawing.” 

As I wiped the nosebleed with a tissue, the fox deity pulled my tail and screamed. 

– Y-You shameless pervert!!! Didn’t I tell you to forget that!!? 

“How can I forget such a masterpiece? Maybe it’s because my brain improved when I transformed, but I remember it even more clearly.” 

– Forget it. If you don’t, I’ll make you forget forcibly. 

“How can I forget something so arousing? Forgetting it would be losing half of my life.” 

– Sometimes taking such a big loss isn’t so bad. 

“You’re really talking a lot of dog-like bullshit today. Be quiet and quickly get into pose. I’m confused about the composition.” 

After scolding the fox deity, she reluctantly posed while floating in the air, and I began drawing again while looking at her. Why was I looking at the fox deity while drawing? Because the difference between drawings made while looking at her and without looking at her was too great.

The fox deity seemed to possess all the beauty in the world. Even if I couldn’t capture all that beauty in my drawing, just capturing a small fraction created a drawing with tremendous impact.

Yes, like right now, while I stared at the drawing I’d just finished.

“…This is the first time I’ve been aroused by something other than a fox kemomimi.” 

– Hoho, do you understand my beauty now? Come on, praise me! Admire me! Cherish me! 

“Haah, I don’t want to admit it, but I’m really so aroused that I can’t stand it.” 

Putting aside the fox deity who was displaying endless confidence beside me, I sent a KakaoTalk message to my client, and not long after, my client sent a photo of himself doing a deep bow of gratitude.

Then, he sent me the name of the character.

This was a work that was not even finished yet, but it already had a vulgar name. Barely swallowing my words, I carefully questioned him again.  

<…That’s a name that could be misunderstood when heard.> 

Right, wouldn’t it be strange not to laugh at that name? If heard aloud outside, anyone would laugh so hard their ribs might crack. 

Even though I was quite disturbed by the name “Sechs,” I sent him the completed work, and immediately kicked him out.

Honestly, did he name it like that on purpose? It was a name with a talent for making people who hear it uncomfortable. 

Not wanting to think about that damn Sechs anymore, I just closed the slot and tried to clear my dizzy head to regain my sanity. 

“Phew, that damn Sechs, fuck. It’s been messing with my head.” 

– If you’re tired, don’t force yourself and rest. Haven’t you been sitting and working for 13 hours already? 

“I just need to draw one more. Since I ordered the equipment through quick delivery, it will arrive tomorrow, so I’ll work for 12 more hours, take a short nap, and then start broadcasting.” 

As the fox deity said, I was overexerting myself. I wanted to live longer somehow to see more arousing fox doujins. 

Even if my baby factory activator disappeared due to a contract I didn’t want, the arousal of fox kemomimi was eternal. If I could feel lust even with this body…. 

“No, fuck, why do I keep having these weird thoughts since my body changed? It feels like my dark desires have become stronger.” 

– Isn’t that natural? Humans desire but also restrain themselves. Animals, unlike humans, don’t do such things. Animal instincts are strong enough that your vulgar thoughts could trap you in delusions if you don’t stop midway. Even more so for yokai. 

“Then it’s really serious. If the heat period comes, won’t I be truly fucked? No, will I willingly get fucked?” 

– You’ve been asking obvious questions. And let me tell you in advance, when your heat starts, it would be better not to have males around. You’ll definitely mate indiscriminately. 

Don’t keep males around when the heat period starts, huh. How strong must the sexual desire be for her to say such things? Everything was crazy, really. 

“Except for becoming more attractive, there are only penalties, you crazy bitch.” 

– Penalties? What’s that? Is it something I can eat? 

“Drawbacks, I mean drawbacks. How is it that when I became a woman, all the advantages disappeared and only drawbacks came in abundance?” 

– Drawbacks? Heat is just a basic desire of an animal wanting to reproduce. Are you calling that a drawback now? 

“Of course it’s a drawback! You said I’d engage in mass sexual intercourse! That I’d become a crazy bitch obsessed with sex indiscriminately!” 

As I lost my composure and got annoyed, the fox deity carefully opened her mouth while watching my reaction. 

– Well… it’s ‘common sense’ that beasts have that level of reproductive desire. Fox yokai also crave the other party’s life energy…. 

“Is there a way to prevent the heat period?” 

– Unlike humans, beasts don’t go against the order of nature. I believe you understand what this means. 

“Just say there’s absolutely no way to prevent it, damn it.” 

I was planning to finish the drawing today, but I was in no mood to draw at all. Thinking about when the heat period would inevitably start made me shudder.

To think that I, who cursed the TS female in heat group as gay every day, was now facing the crisis of falling into female depravity. 

“No way… this can’t be happening….” 

Did my denial of the reality before my eyes seem amusing to the minor deity? The fox deity approached me in despair and offered warm words of comfort. 

– Huhuh, it’s easier if you just give up. Think about it. You’ll get the life energy to survive and sufficient pleasure. Isn’t it killing two birds with one stone? 

“Killing two birds with one stone my ass. It’s one injury, two wounds. One TS brings two shitty things! Wow!” 

– I really can’t understand you. Why are you trying to avoid a method that gives both pleasure and life energy? If you just caught that exorcist full of yang energy who just left, there would be no problem at all in surviving. 

“Yeah, as you say, there would be no problem in surviving. But my manly dignity would be crushed. I told you at the beginning, right? I wanted to fuck a fox kemomimi, not be fucked as one.” 

– But you’re clearly a female now no matter how you look at it. It was the same a moment ago. That vulgar swinging of tails, enchanted by that tremendous yang energy…. 

“Aaaaahhhh!!! Shut up!!! Stop that damn female talk!!!” 

No matter what I said, all my previous actions would serve as evidence strangling my neck. Haah, I really endured as much as I could. I really didn’t want to use this method. You started this, fox deity. 

I went to the kitchen, swiftly pulled out a kitchen knife, and said to the fox deity: 

“Huhu… hehehehe… Can you still call me a female after this?” 

– You’ve gone insane beyond belief. Was being called a female that unbearable? 

“Yes, rather than living while being called a female, I think it’s better to die. I just need to close my eyes and make one cut, so it should be fine, right?” 

This time, there was no one to interfere. Just as I was about to press the kitchen knife down on my wrist, the fox deity, finally noticing the seriousness of the situation, got down on her knees and began to apologize to me. 

– I-I’m sorry… please hold back from suicide… I didn’t know you would feel such shame about becoming a woman. 

“You’re only getting on your knees?” 

As I smiled and raised the kitchen knife again, the fox deity spoke to me with an even more urgent voice. 

– W-What should I do to apologize!? Put that down first and let’s talk!!! 

“You’re asking how you can apologize? Are you willing to do what I say?” 

– A-As long as it’s not too unreasonable… I’ll do it! 

Finding her quite adorable as she maintained a confident attitude while gritting her teeth, I smiled brightly and told her how to apologize. 

“Dogeza.” 

– …What? 

To her, who seemed to be denying reality as she asked back, I opened my mouth once more to tell her the method of apology. 

“Do a dogeza, and if you do it with sincerity while naked, I’ll never mention suicide again. How about it? Isn’t it a good method?” 

The fox deity’s eyes began to tremble violently as she looked at me.

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