Chapter 6 – Khhut! Kill Me!

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About 10 minutes had passed since I started tormenting him with my third tail? He gradually began to lose his mind and eventually completely let go of his sanity. 

“Hehe… fox tails are the best… warm and cozy and fluffy… ticklish….” 

He had a completely happy face as if he’d gone crazy from my tail teasing, and seeing that, I—

“Gueeeeeck…” 

Gagged. How should I describe this? Would it explain the situation if I said a muscular man who can lift 800 pounds is tied to a bed, lying there with an ahegao? 

If our positions were reversed, it would definitely be an arousing situation, but since that wasn’t the case, it was truly disgusting. 

Fuck, this was just femdom. How was this different from a woman tying up a man and tickling him with feathers?

To begin with, it can’t even be called femdom because that bastard’s muscles and face didn’t make sense, completely breaking the immersion. 

Though I was the one who started it, I found it so disgusting that I immediately retracted my tails and distanced myself from him. 

“I played around too much and he enjoyed it too much…. I’ve seen something I shouldn’t have….” 

– You really are stupid. There’s nothing in the world as fluffy and pleasant to touch as a fox tail, yet you just used it as a torture device? 

“No, that bastard keeps saying ‘Khhut! Kill me!’ and gets me riled up. I was just messing around mindlessly and it turned out like this….” 

– Didn’t you say with your own mouth that you don’t like men? Can you explain to me what you just did? 

At her mocking words (and slight smile), I ran to the kitchen and grabbed a kitchen knife. 

“Let’s go together, fox deity. Rather than suffering this humiliation, it’s better to slit my wrist and die.” 

– C-Calm down! I can respect your preferences! Even in my era, there were cases of men liking men…. 

“Shut the fuck up! It’s not comforting at all! If I die now, I won’t be ashamed… hehe… ehehehehehe!!!” 

– I shouldn’t have told the truth. I should have remembered that sometimes lies are better than the truth…. 

As I was laughing maniacally with the knife to my wrist, suddenly, a hand grabbed my wrist and threw me towards the wall. 

Bang! 

It hurt, and I was dizzy. So this was what it felt like to be thrown into a wall…. 

Forcibly holding onto my fading consciousness, I forced out my voice. 

“…When did you untie the rope? What do you plan to do with me now?” 

“Considering you played around but didn’t kill me, I won’t kill you either.” 

“You won’t kill me? Then do you plan to violate and rape me? Gay bastard….” 

“When did I say I was going to fuck you, you crazy bitch? Just so you know, I don’t like men, I just like furries. Get it right.” 

Disgusted by my friend who proudly said crazy things, I shook my head. 

“You could have just dropped the knife. Why did you have to throw me at the wall?” 

“Then, why did you start by bashing my head when it could have been resolved with conversation?” 

“I thought I’d be raped! If I hadn’t hit you with the frying pan first, could you have resisted seeing these luscious tails?” 

“You’re making a quiet person a potential criminal, you crazy bitch. Can’t you tell by looking at these beautiful muscles? I could have easily resisted.” 

Do you even have a right to say that when just 10 minutes ago, you were drooling on my tails?”

I tried to get up while scolding him, but perhaps because of the impact of hitting the wall, I couldn’t move at all. 

“I can’t… move?” 

“Of course you can’t move. I cast an immobilization technique when I threw you. You probably won’t be able to move unless I release you.” 

Saying that, he stretched his muscles in various ways and approached me. 

“What should I do with this one? These fluffy and soft tails are exactly my type, so if I don’t look at the face, it might be possible.” 

“Are you really gay? Are you a deranged pervert who can fuck just by looking at an attractive exterior? The inside is a man, you crazy pervert bastard!” 

“Well, what does it matter? It’s not like I’m getting fucked. And you know that saying well.”

He fondled and violated my luscious tails in various ways, and quietly opened his mouth. 

“Even a man becomes a woman if he is treated like one… khuhuhu… and if he looks like an arousing woman, does it matter who’s inside?” 

“You’re really fucking crazy!” 

“I never thought of myself as normal to begin with.” 

Terrified at his approach, I asked the fox deity for help, but instead, she cheered with a happy smile. 

– Such powerful yang energy… slurp… if I could get this, I could easily live for a year. Why don’t you stop resisting and accept it? 

“You’re really not helping. I’ll slit my wrist and commit suicide once I can move.” 

“Who said I’d let you commit suicide?” 

After a long time of fondling my tails and violating me, he finally sighed and let go of my tails.

“I said all that, but there’s a dirty hikikomori inside that body that kills even my erection. Fuck it.”

“Yeah, you thought well. I really thought you were gay.”

“If you keep saying ‘gay,’ I’ll really close my eyes and fuck you, so shut up. I’m already holding a grudge for hitting my head with a frying pan.” 

As if his head still hurt from the frying pan, he put his hand on the hit area and growled. 

“Judging by the pure desire that remains, it doesn’t seem like the memories are mixed. But what the hell happened?” 

“Will you believe me?” 

“No way. I need to hear your story first before deciding. If I believe you blindly and get hit on the back of the head with a frying pan again, that won’t solve anything.” 

He came close to me, who couldn’t move, and demanded an explanation. I began to slowly explain what had happened two days ago, swallowing my shame.

—– 

“So you’re saying you masturbated to an arousing doujin and became like this?” 

“That’s what I’m saying. Suddenly, some minor deity calling herself a fox deity appointed me as an apostle and I ended up like this.” 

“And you wanted to borrow money to make a living through internet broadcasting?” 

“Specifically to survive, but as I said earlier, I only have 5 days left to live. To survive, I need to start broadcasting from today.” 

“Is there any need to broadcast? Just dress up, go out, and do one strip show. You’ll be filled up with life energy.” 

At his vulgar words, I sighed and pointed to the perky ears on my head and the soft, fluffy tails.

“I would have done that if I looked human. But if I go out like this, won’t I be captured by some laboratory and become an experimental subject?” 

“That’s true. But if you’re a high-ranking yokai, your transformation should be indistinguishable from a human. Can’t you do that?” 

“I don’t know how to do it, and even if I learned, I can’t use it. I’m already living on borrowed time. How is that different from asking me to die sooner?” 

As I sat at the computer to finish the commission while lamenting my terminal condition, my friend quietly opened his mouth while looking at my drawing. 

“It’s really hard to believe. It feels similar to when I first heard about yokai and monsters from my parents.” 

“Don’t believe it if you don’t want to. Anyway, if you don’t believe me, I’ll be forgotten from the world after 5 days. You probably won’t feel much guilt since I’ll disappear from your memory.”

“Stop saying you’ll die. There must be some method, right?” 

“I told you that method is internet broadcasting, you thick-headed bastard. How many times have I said this since earlier? It’s a problem that can be solved if you just lend me the money.”

When I exploded with annoyance at his denseness, he spoke to me with a dumbfounded expression. 

“Sorry, I’m just too confused right now. By the way, have you found broadcasting equipment? Was it something you could afford with 1,000,000 won?” 

“It’s 1,300,000. When I add everything up, it’s just barely possible.” 

“Is that the only way to get life energy? Isn’t there any other method?” 

“There is one: the union of yin and yang. Getting fucked by a man would give me much more life energy, but if you were me, would you get fucked?” 

I wasn’t even gay, so there was no way I’d do it with a guy like him. Rather than getting fucked, it would be better to materialize the fox deity and spend a night with her. 

When I scolded him not to say weird things, he began to spout nonsense with a serious face. 

“I can fuck you if you just give permission. Honestly, if I think of you as someone I don’t know, I can get really hard.” 

“Please stop talking bullshit.” 

“It’s okay. The first time is difficult, but once you try it, your thoughts might change.” 

“This bastard is blind with the desire to lose his virginity…! I said I won’t do it, bastard! Stop watching Hi***i so much!” 

“That doesn’t sound right coming from someone who masturbates three times a day.” 

After briefly expressing regret at my refusal, he took out his phone and sent me money. 

“I sent you plenty of money, so try to survive somehow. I hope you’re still alive after five days.”

“What? Why did you suddenly become so sweet? Did you eat something wrong?” 

“Don’t ruin the mood, you tactless bastard. Is it so hard to just say thank you?” 

My friend frowned and got annoyed at my mood-breaking words, but: 

“…Sorry, bastard. Hearing that makes me really embarrassed. Anyway, thanks. I’ll try to survive somehow.” 

Seeing me wag my tails and express gratitude, he sighed. 

“Damn it, there’s no sincerity when you’re talking while spinning your tails.” 

“Ah.”

NoBuenot