Ch.447Maria’s Proposal

# The Dilemma of Desire

I might end up kidnapping some man off the street and devouring him desperately at this rate.

Or perhaps I’d forcibly bring in some young foreign prince and pounce on him. The thought seriously concerned me.

Wouldn’t that be truly dangerous? Even by female standards, wouldn’t that make me a lustful woman?

I should ask a female friend about this. Maria is around, but it’s difficult to bring up such topics with her.

“I have no choice but to handle this.”

Perhaps I should seriously develop adult products?

This rubber dildo honestly has several shortcomings.

I enjoyed it mindlessly at first, but thinking objectively, if I want to please a woman better, it needs further development.

Perhaps hollow it out and put something hot inside to make the dildo itself warm, creating a more satisfying experience.

Or maybe add an ejaculation function with a harmless liquid that can enter the uterus. Better yet, what about warm liquid?

And add some mechanism to the glans or veins to better stimulate the vaginal walls, something more intelligent that satisfies the pussy better. Various improvements like that.

What if I develop adult products properly?

-“Mother Tsar who dedicated her life to women’s ‘sexual liberation’!”

-“Mother Tsar who introduced women to a new world!”

-“Thanks to Mother Tsar, we can be satisfied even with inadequate husbands!”

An incredible future seems to await.

Anastasia shook her head vigorously. This wouldn’t do at all.

What if I asked Maria to handle this?

They say to hide a tree in a forest. Romanov already has businesses in various fields.

I’d simply quietly add adult products to the mix.

Frankly, wouldn’t these sell well to women during wartime?

Come to think of it, Maria has quite a beautiful body. Full breasts and buttocks, a slender waist.

*Gulp*

For a brief moment, I imagined doing such things with Maria.

Right. Women together do what they call scissoring, don’t they?

Taking position and fitting together like scissors, pressing pussy against pussy and rubbing.

Rubbing clitoris against clitoris to reach the height of pleasure.

I imagined Maria’s buttocks and Anastasia’s buttocks intertwining in a vulgar position.

“It’s a shame she’s taken.”

I received sex education, but I can’t do anything to Maria.

Suddenly, I glimpsed Maria outside the window, tending to Belka.

Both Maria and Belka have partners. I’m somewhat envious that even animals have mating partners.

But for various reasons, Anastasia was struggling.

Without a partner, I need a perfect device. Something to do it perfectly.

This is unavoidable.

Truly, this is unavoidable, a necessity for the Tsar.

Frankly, as a human, one needs to satisfy sexual desires, and without a partner, using devices is appropriate, isn’t it?

Think about when I was a man? Not a chance.

This is important not just for me, but for humanity.

If one isn’t satisfied with their partner, or has no partner, where can they release their sexual desires?

In the future, some countries will stupidly regulate adult content and products claiming to prevent crime, but shouldn’t these desires be resolved with adult products instead?

Would a man commit sexual crimes after reaching post-orgasm clarity?

Would women make men perform obligatory defense if perfect devices were available?

This benefits both men and women.

“So I should make more devices.”

Wasn’t it Maria who made and gave me the dildo in the first place?

Anastasia suddenly thought, looking at the dildo that was just inside her pussy, slick with her juices.

Let me be completely honest.

I think I could make better adult products.

‘This is definitely not just for myself.’ It’s for the world, not just for me.

It was absolutely not that Anastasia, whose lust had awakened and needed release, was dishonestly claiming it was for the world’s benefit.

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Eventually, Anastasia called Maria and spoke to her.

“You have a genius talent for making dildos!” would be too embarrassing to say.

Even Maria, who usually restrains her emotions, would surely react.

So I decided to express it more indirectly.

“I think you have a talent for making such things.”

“You enjoyed it very much, I see.”

Such a direct response made me feel embarrassed.

“Your Majesty wishes to create adult products for women.”

“Well, that would seem biased toward women. We should make men’s products too, right?”

“You’re looking away. There seems to be some reason behind this.”

“Well, I can’t exactly pounce on men or find female partners. But there must be people like me, right? Men and women who can’t find lovers. Don’t you think?”

“That’s true.”

“This is unavoidable.”

A secret I could only share with Maria.

“Hide a tree in a forest. That’s what Your Majesty often says.”

“Is… is that so?”

“But it’s not a bad idea. Then, for Romanov adult products—”

Anastasia raised her hand immediately. This was absolutely unacceptable.

Using the Romanov name for adult products would create problems.

“About that issue. I was thinking we should remove ‘Romanov’ and use a different name. Think about it. I said we’d make various products, but if we attach the Romanov name, it would seem like I started it. If we must, perhaps we could use a pseudonym.”

Even Anastasia had a conscience.

Having Maria make dildos and adult products was one thing, but putting Maria’s name on them seemed a bit harsh.

But “Romanov Adult Products” would make it seem like we’re selling adult products used by the Romanov royal family, which is absolutely unacceptable.

Perhaps a pseudonym would be acceptable?

“Considering Your Majesty’s social position and dignity, how about using my name? It’s common enough to be safe.”

“Maria’s name?”

“Yes. Even with a pseudonym, there might be issues later.”

It’s nice that Maria is volunteering—no, wait, this is strange.

Pseudonym or not, it would still be Maria? Using Maria’s name seems a bit unfair.

That doesn’t seem right.

“Don’t you think using Maria’s name is a bit inappropriate?”

“Not really? How many people named Maria are there in this country? It would be difficult to identify me specifically.”

Well, that’s reassuring, but there’s another issue.

Actually, this is something I should have asked earlier, but I was too busy enjoying myself to notice.

What Anastasia should have thought about and asked earlier was actually quite simple.

‘How did Maria make the dildo?’

No matter how I think about it, I can’t help but wonder about this now.

I have no interest in researching who first developed dildos in the future, but Maria certainly wasn’t the first developer.

Simply put, Maria must have made it herself for her sexually frustrated Mother Tsar.

How pitiful must Mother Tsar have seemed for Maria to make a dildo?

Yes. Reaching this conclusion made Anastasia slightly embarrassed, but the problem was the level of detail.

Having been a man in my past life, I’m familiar with the appearance of male genitalia.

This dildo was a perfect male organ. No matter how many times I looked at it, it resembled a man’s thing exactly.

If I had to describe it… unlike my own, it was like those enormous ones you see in adult videos.

You know, like those belonging to Black men. Even the skin color is similar, which is somewhat awkward.

“How did you really make this?”

“I used my husband’s as a reference. Knowing what male genitalia looks like, I made it thicker, longer, added veins, and so on.”

Her husband’s. So Maria has received her husband’s veiny cock in her pussy. That’s an interesting point.

“Ah, that’s impressive. Could you add a few things to it?”

“Add what, exactly?”

“Something inside to make it warm. Like a heating element.”

That wouldn’t be bad.

“So you want to enjoy something that feels like a real male organ.”

“No, not exactly, but if we’re making it, shouldn’t it be more perfect? And also…”

“Is there something else?”

“How about making a device that stimulates both the clitoris and vagina simultaneously?”

Being a man, I don’t know much about women’s products, but I think I’ve seen something like that before.

It’s the kind of thing sometimes used to torment women in videos.

“That wouldn’t be bad. But are you sure I should make it?”

“Why? Is there a problem?”

“Whether it’s a problem or not, should I be making something that goes into Your Majesty’s precious female opening?”

Put that way, it’s extremely embarrassing.

Anastasia wonders again if she has crossed a dangerous line.

No, it’s just that nothing has been revealed. Don’t world-historical figures have similar secrets?

It’s awkward to say, but didn’t Ito Hirobumi, one of the figures who overthrew the shogunate and created the Empire of Japan, have quite an appetite for women?

Though different from Anastasia’s case, perhaps Churchill or Stalin had habits of walking naked through streets at night masturbating.

Though he can’t be called a great figure, Hitler, who dragged defeated Germany into Nazi Germany and passed animal protection laws, might have engaged in bestiality with his beloved dog in the bunker.

Speaking of bestiality, I’ve heard dogs and horses are the best partners for human women.

Anastasia shook her head vigorously.

She wasn’t insane, and no matter how sexually frustrated she was, she wouldn’t do something as crazy as engaging with animals.

Anyway, the point is this:

She certainly wasn’t the only one with such secrets.

“Wouldn’t it be fine? Frankly, I can’t be the only leader with such inclinations.”

Yes, that must be true. Surely it must be.

What’s wrong with a person in a high position having their hobbies?

It’s a simple matter. Like a seemingly straight-laced girlfriend who turns out to be a cosplayer or something similar.

“Pardon?”

“No, it’s fine. Make them for me. A variety of types. If we’re going to make this a business, we should do at least that much, right?”

This is absolutely not about taking advantage of becoming a woman to enjoy a woman’s body to the fullest.

It’s just that physiological needs are a side benefit, and selling simple replicas of human genitalia seems insufficient.

“A variety, you say.”

“Rather than just modeling after human organs, perhaps ideal sizes or various different shapes.”

Just make them diverse, in different shapes, different kinds.

And the Tsar herself can experiment and taste them.

“Ideal ones, you say.”

“Yes. Honestly, in the future, such things exist.”

“Indeed, such things… Ah, I suppose that makes sense. People’s lives are similar everywhere.”

Maria briefly questioned this but then nodded.

Indeed, people’s lives are the same everywhere.

Women feel sexually frustrated too, and sometimes satisfy themselves with their husbands. Wouldn’t such adult tools exist?

While Maria added the details to this object, tools for sexual release have existed since the beginning of human history.

But to make them professionally? That would require a more serious approach.

“Your Majesty, could I learn more details about that area?”

“That area?”

“Yes. Knowledge about that area would be helpful if you could share what exists.”

And so, like a fish in water, Anastasia hid her intention to satisfy her own desires and, under the pretext of creating healthy ways to release sexual urges, shared much information with Maria.

Anastasia diligently drew by hand what she would like to have.

Anal plugs, various shapes of dildos, and other such items.

“This anal plug seems quite… difficult. And not just one plug in the buttocks, but beads or increasing sizes for expansion, that’s… hmm. This vibrator could be made differently from the future version.”

“It is a bit much, isn’t it?”

Honestly, these things are somewhat embarrassing even for Anastasia.