Ch. 40 Going Home.
by AfuhfuihgsChapter 40 – Going Home.
[I’ll pay you any multiple of the price. How much do you want? 500? 1000?]
[I really love your art style. If I could get just one more piece, I’d be willing to pay millions!]
The insect lover tried to get one more piece from me by offering multiple times the previous commission price, but after careful consideration, I declined his request.
[I’m sorry.]
[Why? Even just one more drawing would earn you the price of twenty-five pieces! Why are you refusing?]
The pervert who couldn’t understand my refusal asked.
I answered him firmly.
[Because there’s no “arousal” in insect content.]
[…Are you disparaging my taste?]
[No? I’m not disparaging anything. I really just don’t find insect content arousing.]
As I sent the reply, I recalled drawing the insect content.
Had the gumiho’s unique sexual desire responded to the stag beetle’s impressive horns?
No, it hadn’t. Rather, it had only dampened any sexual desire I had.
What about the female side, was that arousing?
No. Although the disciplined bratty girl had some arousing points, she wasn’t a fox kemomimi, so I wasn’t aroused at all.
I cautiously wondered if I would have felt some arousal if the bratty girl had fox ears, but….
When I imagined a fox kemomimi being violated by a stag beetle, my arousal was actually reduced.
And then I realized something.
Insect content was completely incompatible with me.
If I kept drawing insect content that didn’t arouse me, I would lose the ability to draw pictures that I did find arousing.
Why did I start drawing in the first place?
Wasn’t it to draw things that aroused me?
To be self-sufficient in creating more arousing fox content, to more actively operate my masturbation factory.
That was why I started, so why should I draw pictures that didn’t arouse me?
To look at the pictures I drew with eyes of disgust?
Unacceptable.
Rather than letting that happen, it was better not to draw at all, even if I had to give up millions.
[I apologize if it sounded like I was disparaging your taste, that wasn’t my intention at all. I’m just afraid that forcing myself to draw something I don’t want to would be harmful for both of us.]
[Wouldn’t it get better if you tried? Don’t you get used to anything if you keep seeing it?]
[I think it’s better to experience something that doesn’t suit me just once. I don’t particularly want to experience it multiple times. Thanks for the good experience, I appreciate it.]
[…Are you sure there’s no way?]
[Even if I got more money and drew one more picture, the quality would be much worse than the previous one, and in the end neither you nor I would be satisfied. You know what they say about leaving when the applause is loudest? That time is now.]
After drawing the line once more, the commissioner expressed his regret and said goodbye.
[Thank you for your hard work, artist.]
[Thank you for your patronage, sir.]
Having reached a somewhat warm conclusion, I sighed deeply and sprawled out on the bed.
Tired….
It was too mentally draining.
I wanted to heal, but how could I do that?
Right, let’s go to Hi***i and find some super arousing fox manga.
There was nothing more healing than spending a few hours of happy time reading fox doujins.
After waiting for two days, several new ones must have been uploaded.
I launched the VPN app on my phone, then immediately went to the Hi***i site saved in my bookmarks.
And then, I typed in the three letters I always enter in the search bar.
Fox.
A tag that’s arousing but has an enormous number of traps, Fox.
Before pressing the search button, I prayed in the direction of the fox deity.
Please don’t let disgusting content appear from the start.
And please don’t let Tag: Furry appear alongside Tag: Fox.
I pressed the search button with desperate hope, and the result….
“What the fuck!!!!!”
I was doomed like a dog.
What I saw as soon as the loading screen finished wasn’t the revival of the dead, but the symbol of males.
And the tag that was attached like a ghost, Yaoi.
I internally coughed up blood as I scanned the entire first page, but unfortunately, there was nothing but despair.
Shit.
I shouldn’t have prayed to the fox deity, I should have prayed to Buddha or Jesus or Allah.
Come to think of it, praying to that woman wouldn’t have fulfilled my wishes anyway.
She granted wishes in the opposite direction from the start, didn’t she?
That would explain why the page was full of gay and furry content.
If prayed for lots of gay and furry content, then wouldn’t arousing fox doujin appear?
Thinking this, I was about to press the page 2 button to continue exploring when suddenly, my vision spun, and fatigue rushed in like crazy as if it had been waiting.
“W-Why? I only wanted happy time….”
The mental damage from the yaoi tag must have been significant.
But if I fell asleep now, I had a feeling that tag was disgusting enough to appear in my dreams.
I tried to force my eyes open, but the accumulated fatigue wouldn’t allow it.
In the end, that night, I witnessed two male furries playing the firetruck game.
—
It was a terrible nightmare.
Of all the dreams I could have had, it was two male furries playing the firetruck game.
It was a disgusting nightmare I never want to experience again.
“Urgh… hrrrrghk….”
Was I dry heaving at the clear memory of the nightmare The fox deity approached with a worried face and asked about my well-being.
– By chance, did you mate while I was gone? To me, it looks like morning sickness.
“What nonsense is this, shit!”
– I heard that in this era there is something called a pregnancy tester or whatever. How about using it?
“Has this minor deity finally gone senile?”
I threw a pillow at the fox deity, expressing my anger.
“I had a shitty nightmare and I’m already upset, do I have to hear this shit too? This is crossing the line, you bitch!”
– What kind of nightmare did you have to say such things? Did you mate in your dream? Strange, if it was mating, it shouldn’t be a nightmare?
“Even explaining it is a shitty nightmare, so don’t ask. It’s so disgusting it makes me want to vomit.”
Was I holding my throbbing head due to extreme stress?
Suddenly, I felt hands embracing my head and supreme cushioning against my forehead, making my mind go blank.
An enchanting voice came through my blank mind.
The fox deity had manifested somehow and was embracing my head, laughing softly.
“This is a reward for all your hard work, something no man who has spent a night with me has ever received, so consider it an honor.”
“Saying that doesn’t make me particularly happy, you know? After making me suffer so much, all you give me as a reward is an embrace?”
“Huhuhuh… Your tail is wagging so happily for someone who claims not to be pleased?”
“Hmph.”
My words were curt, but in truth, all my stress flew away the moment my face was buried in the fox deity’s chest.
Excellent size, and amazing cushioning.
The performance of the fox deity’s maternal feeding pouch, which exuded compassion, was extraordinary, and thanks to it, the nightmare that had been endlessly raping my brain just moments ago turned to dust and disappeared.
“Are you feeling better now? Would it be alright if I disappeared?”
“…You didn’t need to be here in the first place. Just go back to your soul state quickly, and stop making people upset unnecessarily.”
“Pfft, as you wish.”
The fox deity smirked and immediately returned to her soul state, and I, feeling the lingering sensation on my head, asked her a question.
“Oh right, I have something to ask.”
– What are you curious about?
“Is there a way to hide my ears and tail for just a few hours? My parents told me to come over tomorrow, but I obviously can’t go looking like this.”
There were two reasons I hadn’t gone outside until now.
One was that I was a shut-in, and that bastard friend of mine took care of the garbage, so there was no need to go out.
The other was that I was afraid of being captured as a test subject in some underground laboratory and experimented on if I went out.
I could try going out if I could just hide these perky cute ears and these luscious, fluffy tails, but while I might be able to hide the ears, there was no way to hide the tails.
If there was really no way, I’d have to summon my parents to my room even if it meant getting beaten to death by my father, but if my parents came to my room….
[Is this a raccoon den? Don’t you ventilate? You said you’d live well on your own, but you’re living like a complete mess.]
[Well… if a dog lives here, isn’t it okay for it to be a dog’s mess…?]
[My child is… talking back…?]
Then I’d get beaten up thoroughly and be forcibly taken home to live.
And if I end up living at home that way, I’d be self-conscious about having happy time, self-conscious about streaming, and it would definitely negatively affect my commission work.
I needed to go there myself somehow.
It was much better for me to be summoned there than to summon my parents here.
So I stared intently at the fox deity who would know the answer, and in response, the fox deity smiled brightly and opened her mouth.
– That’s….
NoBuenot
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