Ch.381Side Story: Trash (Adult Version)

Findenai’s reactions changed as time went on.

“Mmm! Ahh!”

For the first few hours, she was clearly making coquettish moans. She would embrace me tightly, saying she felt love and pleasure.

But as dawn approached and time passed, Findenai’s expression changed and her voice began to transform.

“Nngh, hnngh!”

Her posture perfectly embodied the phrase “back arched like a bow.” Findenai’s hips were rising as her toes pushed against the bedsheet.

As I continued to drive into her while holding up her thighs, she finally gasped for breath and pleaded.

“Just, wait!”

But I didn’t stop.

I didn’t say anything either.

In a way, this could be considered a form of discipline. Discipline for how stubbornly this woman Findenai had behaved.

Findenai was both my beloved woman and my maid.

I was simply disciplining my maid as described in the book she had read.

“Let’s rest a bit, hngh! Just a bit!”

Findenai tried to push me away with force. I stopped my hips that had been moving without pause.

“Haa! Haa!”

She lay sprawled out, breathing heavily. The bedsheet was soaked with moisture; I couldn’t tell how many times she had reached climax.

I placed both her legs over my arms to prevent her from escaping, then lay on top of her, overlapping our bodies.

“Nnnnngh!”

A sound that could hardly be called a cry of pleasure burst from Findenai’s mouth, and she began to struggle.

I whispered softly into her ear.

“I love you.”

Her body trembled in response to my words.

“I, I, I…!”

She seemed to be trying to respond to my confession, but when I started moving my hips again, thrusting from below, she began hitting my shoulders with a tearful expression.

“Haa! Hngh!”

She couldn’t even speak properly, and her hands began to lose strength. The slapping sounds of our hips and buttocks colliding almost sounded like I was striking her.

“I love you, Findenai.”

“Eek! Hnnngh!?”

Each time I confessed, her reactions grew more intense, and she tightened around me more strongly.

Several more hours passed like that.

By the time sunlight was streaming through the window, brightening the room.

Findenai lay limp, only making sounds resembling moans while clinging to me.

I changed positions, lifting her up completely so she couldn’t escape while we continued our intimacy. Though she couldn’t speak, she would still entwine her tongue with mine whenever I kissed her, showing she was still conscious.

“Findenai.”

When I called to her while holding her tight, she responded with a twitch of her body.

“You don’t need to completely quit smoking, nor do you need to stop drinking altogether. Just don’t overdo it.”

I only hope she doesn’t become addicted; using them as preferences is fine.

“The same goes for intimacy. When it’s too much, it becomes difficult like this.”

Honestly, my lower body felt sore and hot. The floor was wet, and it felt like there was more of my seed than her fluids inside Findenai now.

“Y-yes!”

Findenai’s response was cute, her tongue seemingly loosened as she barely managed to answer. Perhaps that’s why, for the last time, I held her tight and thrust my hips, causing Findenai, whose responses had been half-dead until now, to come alive again.

“I’m sorry!”

“Good, that’s all I needed to hear.”

“F-forgive me!”

“Just endure this last one.”

“O-okay… Ahhh!”

The feeling of climax rising again.

After finishing our final lovemaking of the day, I carefully laid Findenai, who was clinging to me, down on the bed.

The disheveled woman before me was neither a wolf guarding the mountain nor a resistance fighter yearning for freedom.

Just as a woman.

She was trembling, having realized that pleasure so intense it drives one mad is no different from suffering.

‘Maybe I went too far.’

I too felt I had been somewhat excessive, caught up in the heat of passion and the charms of Findenai as a woman.

At some point, I wasn’t disciplining her anymore but simply desiring her.

Also, seeing her show me sides of herself that she normally didn’t reveal excited me more as a man.

Whatever the case.

“This won’t happen again.”

She won’t treat our relationship as a form of power and use me as a tool anymore.

* * *

“I-I’m sorry.”

Seeing Findenai bow her head and apologize was quite a novel experience.

Come to think of it, I’d been living with her for about two years, but I couldn’t recall if Findenai had ever apologized so politely before.

[Ew, that’s gross.]

The Dark Spiritmaster responded too honestly to that sight. When I glared at her, she covered her mouth with both hands, realizing she’d said something inappropriate.

But Findenai, with fatigue deeply etched on her face, didn’t seem to have the energy to retort to the Dark Spiritmaster.

“I’m sorry for… being cocky. Fuck, I’m really glad you guys are here.”

Still, her manner of speaking hasn’t changed.

“Sorry, but could you please hold back for a while, Master? I nearly died handling that bastard’s libido.”

At least she’s calling me Master now instead of “that master bastard,” so she must have really learned her lesson.

[Are you that incompetent?]

The Dark Spiritmaster started teasing Findenai again, finding her current state amusing.

[…You look really exhausted. Eat something and rest.]

Stella, having had similar experiences, was being considerate and taking care of the struggling Findenai.

“……”

Finally, Deia, clutching her own body while glaring at me.

By the way, Erika was absent due to a lecture.

“Why are you glaring at me like that?”

When I asked Deia out of awkwardness, she flinched and stepped back.

“Huh? Oh, no. I was just thinking… you’ve really improved your stamina.”

“…It’s because I became a spiritual body.”

“If you’re going to go wild like this now, how did you manage to hold back all this time?”

Deia approached casually, seemingly reassured that my reaction wasn’t much different from usual.

It wasn’t difficult to answer.

“Because I had things to do. And back then, I wasn’t this honest with my emotions.”

“You’re honest now?”

I nodded easily at Deia’s questioning glance.

“That’s why I’m not ashamed of living with the people I love.”

“Wow.”

Deia looked at me as if she’d heard something amazing, then grinned and pointed at herself.

“What about me?”

“You’re also important to me, of course. I could say I love you.”

“……”

“Because you’re my little sister.”

“I knew you’d say that.”

Deia sighed and began explaining what she hadn’t finished telling me yesterday.

“I told you yesterday that I talked to Darius, right? About me being allowed to live here.”

“Right, I wanted to ask about that.”

No matter how eccentric Darius might be as head of the family, would he really allow such a thing?

When I asked with that doubt in mind, Deia shrugged her shoulders. At this moment, she wasn’t the usual little sister Deia but exuded the presence of the lady of Norsweden.

“You know that Darius cherishes both me and you, right?”

“…That’s true.”

I was genuinely grateful to Darius, who had accepted me as his younger brother, not just as Deus Verdi but as Shinwoo Kim.

And I considered him my only older brother.

“But can it really end like that? With Deus, we were connected by blood, but now we’re just saying we care about each other and that’s it.”

I felt uneasy.

It seemed my little sister’s talent for behind-the-scenes machinations had reached the eldest brother.

“So I suggested we tie Shinwoo Kim to the Verdi family. That way, we’d become a real family.”

“And he agreed to that?”

“Yes, he did. Besides, you’re not in Deus’s body anymore, you’re Shinwoo Kim, so we’re not even like siblings anymore.”

“……”

I could roughly see how she had persuaded Darius. She probably whispered that they could bring me in as a real family member.

According to Deia, would I become an adopted son-in-law?

Would I change my surname from Kim to become Shinwoo Verdi?

That sounds absolutely terrible.

“Sigh, I’ll have to go see Darius separately later.”

“Oh, right. He did ask you to come. He said he wanted to see Illuania and Sevia too.”

Is that so?

After talking about it, I did feel like visiting. It seemed necessary to go see Darius and have a clear conversation.

“Why don’t we set a specific date? It’s not that difficult to go there thanks to the general store door.”

“That still needs some adjustment. We can’t just use it whenever we want.”

Of course, it would be much easier than taking a carriage. Anyway, while we were talking about various things.

The conversation between Findenai and the Dark Spiritmaster was getting quite heated. More precisely, the Dark Spiritmaster was one-sidedly teasing Findenai.

[I heard everything yesterday! You apologizing and saying sorry! Isn’t it embarrassing to get dominated after you were the one who suggested it?!]

“Yes, it’s embarrassing. I got completely wrecked and it’s so embarrassing I could die, so I’m going to bed now.”

Seeing Findenai give in like this for the first time, the Dark Spiritmaster became arrogant and shouted with her shoulders bouncing.

[Incompetent! Go get some sleep! Don’t act so cocky in the future, you incompetent!]

At those words, Findenai glanced at me, smirked, and issued a kind of warning to the Dark Spiritmaster.

“Whether I’m incompetent or you’re incompetent… the results will tell, won’t they?”

Saying that, she headed to the bedroom, claiming she needed to catch up on sleep. Feeling somewhat guilty, I followed her into the room.

“Findenai.”

When I called her, Findenai slightly turned her body. Though she looked tired, the corners of her mouth were faintly raised.

“I was a bit too—”

“Hey, Master.”

Findenai interrupted me.

She took a step toward me and gently bumped her forehead against my chest.

“Say it again. That you love me.”

“…I love you.”

“Good. I didn’t dislike what we did. Rather, it was difficult because it felt too good.”

“I see.”

“M-maybe once a month would be okay like that… Ahem. I don’t know.”

Findenai blushed shyly and flopped down on the magically cleaned bed.

Sprawled out, she sighed and said:

“It feels complicated—I liked how you wanted me so desperately despite usually having such subdued emotions, but it’s tough when it feels like my groin is on fire.”

“……”

“But can I ask for one favor?”

“Hmm?”

With a grin, Findenai pointed at the Dark Spiritmaster who would be outside the room and made a firm request.

“Do the same to that girl as you did to me. Let’s see if she still calls me incompetent then.”

“……”

“Incompetent? Incompetent?! Fuck, this isn’t about me being incompetent.”

Muttering like that, Findenai gradually fell asleep, and I left her alone and went outside.

‘I guess I don’t need to worry too much.’

Judging by her reaction, there seemed to be no need for major concern.