Ch.380Side Story. Trash

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Findenai’s reactions changed as time passed.

“Mmm! Ahh!”

For the first few hours, she was clearly making coquettish moans. She embraced me tightly, saying she felt love and pleasure.

But as dawn approached, Findenai’s expression changed and her voice began to alter.

“Ugh, hnngh!”

Several more hours passed.

By now sunlight was streaming through the window, brightening the room.

Findenai, completely limp, was now just clinging to me and making sounds resembling moans.

“Findenai.”

When I called her name while holding her tight, she responded with a slight twitch of her body.

“You don’t need to completely quit smoking, nor do you need to abstain from alcohol entirely. Just don’t overdo it.”

I don’t mind her using them as preferences, I just hope she doesn’t become addicted.

“The same goes for intimacy. When it’s excessive, it becomes difficult like this.”

“Y-yesh!”

Her response with her tongue seemingly numb is quite cute.

After finishing our final intimate moment of the day, I carefully lay Findenai, who was clinging to me, on the bed.

In her disheveled state, she was neither the wolf guarding the mountain nor the resistance fighter yearning for freedom.

Just as a woman.

She was trembling, having realized that extreme pleasure is no different from agony.

‘Maybe I went too far.’

I too felt that I had been somewhat excessive in the heat of passion and drawn by Findenai’s charms.

At some point, I wasn’t disciplining her anymore but simply desiring her.

Also, the fact that she was showing me sides of herself that she normally kept hidden made me, as a man, even more excited.

Whatever the case.

“This won’t happen again in the future.”

She won’t treat intimacy as a form of power and use me as a tool anymore.

* * *

“I-I’m sorry.”

Seeing Findenai bow her head in apology gave me a strange feeling.

Thinking about it, I’ve been with her for about two years, but I wondered if she had ever apologized so politely before.

[Ew, that’s gross.]

The Dark Spiritmaster responded too honestly to that sight. When I glared at her, she covered her mouth with both hands, realizing she had spoken out of turn.

But Findenai, with fatigue clearly visible on her face, didn’t seem to have the energy to retort to the Dark Spiritmaster.

“I’m sorry for… being cocky. Thank God you guys are here.”

Her manner of speaking hasn’t changed, I see.

“I almost died taking all that libido from that bastard. Sorry, but could you please hold back for a while, Master?”

The fact that she called me “Master” instead of “bastard master” shows she must have really learned her lesson.

[Are you that inadequate?]

The Dark Spiritmaster started teasing Findenai again, finding her current state amusing.

[…You look really exhausted. Eat something and rest.]

Stella, having had similar experiences, was being considerate and taking care of the struggling Findenai.

“……”

Finally, there was Deia, clutching her own body and glaring at me.

For reference, Erika was absent due to a lecture.

“Why are you glaring at me like that?”

When I asked Deia out of awkwardness, she flinched and stepped back.

“Huh? Oh, no. Just… thinking how good your stamina has become.”

“…It’s because I became a mental body.”

“If you’re going to go wild like this now, how did you manage to hold back all this time?”

Deia approached me casually, seemingly reassured that my reaction wasn’t much different from usual.

It wasn’t difficult to answer.

“Because I had things to do. And back then, I wasn’t this honest with my emotions.”

“Are you honest now?”

I nodded easily to Deia’s questioning glance.

“So I’m not ashamed of living with the people I love.”

“Wow.”

Looking at me as if she’d heard something amazing, Deia grinned and pointed at herself.

“What about me?”

“You’re also important to me. I can say I love you too.”

“……”

“Because you’re my little sister.”

“I knew you’d say that.”

Deia sighed and began explaining what she hadn’t finished telling me yesterday.

“I told you yesterday that I talked to Darius, right? About me living here.”

“Right, I wanted to ask about that.”

No matter how eccentric Darius might be as the head of the family, would he really have permitted such a thing?

When I asked with that doubt in mind, Deia shrugged her shoulders. At this moment, she wasn’t the usual little sister Deia, but exuded the presence of the lady of Norsweden.

“You know that Darius cherishes both me and you, right?”

“…Yes.”

I was truly grateful to Darius, who had acknowledged not just Deus Verdi but even Shinwoo Kim as his younger brother.

And I too considered him my only older brother.

“But can it really end just like that? With Deus, we were connected by blood, but now we’re just saying we care about each other and that’s it.”

I felt uneasy.

It seemed my little sister’s talent for behind-the-scenes maneuvering had reached the eldest brother.

“So I suggested that we tie Shinwoo Kim to the Verdi family. That way, we’d become real family, wouldn’t we?”

“And he agreed to that?”

“Yes, he did. Besides, you’re not in Deus’s body anymore, you’re Shinwoo Kim, so we’re not even like siblings anymore.”

“……”

I can roughly see how she persuaded Darius. She probably whispered that they could bring me in as a real family member.

According to Deia, would I become an adopted son-in-law?

Would I change my surname from Kim to become Shinwoo Verdi?

That sounds absolutely terrible.

“Sigh, I’ll have to go see Darius separately later.”

“Oh, right. He did say he wanted to see you. He also wanted to see Illuania and Sevia.”

Is that so?

After talking about it, I definitely wanted to visit. It seemed necessary to have a clear conversation with Darius.

“How about setting a specific date? With the general store door, it’s not that difficult to go there.”

“That still requires some adjustment. It’s not something we can use freely whenever we want.”

Of course, it would be much easier than taking a carriage. Anyway, while we were talking about various things…

The conversation between Findenai and the Dark Spiritmaster was getting quite heated. More precisely, the Dark Spiritmaster was one-sidedly teasing Findenai.

[I heard everything yesterday! You apologizing and all! Aren’t you embarrassed about getting what you asked for?!]

“Yes, I’m embarrassed. I got completely wrecked and I’m so embarrassed I could die, so please let me go to sleep.”

Seeing Findenai give in like this for the first time, the emboldened Dark Spiritmaster shrugged her shoulders and shouted.

[Weakling! Go get some sleep! Don’t be so cocky in the future, you inadequate!]

At those words, Findenai glanced briefly in my direction, smirked, and issued a kind of warning to the Dark Spiritmaster.

“Whether I’m inadequate or you’re inadequate… the results will tell, won’t they?”

Saying that, Findenai headed to the bedroom, claiming she needed to catch up on missed sleep. Feeling somewhat apologetic, I followed her into the room.

“Findenai.”

When I called her, Findenai slightly turned her body. She looked tired, but the corners of her mouth were faintly turned up.

“I was a bit too—”

“Hey, master.”

Findenai interrupted me.

She took a step toward me and lightly bumped her forehead against my chest.

“Say it again. That you love me.”

“…I love you.”

“Mm, good. It wasn’t that I disliked being with you. Rather, it was difficult because it felt too good.”

“I see.”

“Ha, maybe once a month would be okay to do it like that… hmm. I don’t know.”

Blushing with embarrassment, Findenai flopped down on the magically cleaned bed.

Sprawled out, she sighed and said:

“It’s confusing—I liked how you wanted me so desperately despite your usually subdued emotions, but it was also exhausting, like my loins were on fire.”

“……”

“But can I ask for one favor?”

“Hmm?”

With a grin, Findenai pointed toward the Dark Spiritmaster outside the room and made a firm request.

“Make her experience exactly what I did. Let’s see if she still calls me inadequate then.”

“……”

“Inadequate? Inadequate?! Fuck, this isn’t about me being inadequate.”

Muttering like that, Findenai gradually fell asleep, and I left her alone and went outside.

‘I guess I don’t need to worry too much.’

Judging by her reaction, there seemed to be no need for major concern.