Ch.258Epilogue – Forever and Ever, For All Eternity

Tashian Pailoi. Once the greatest being in this world, but now a dragon who has exhausted all her power and fallen into decline.

For someone like her to form a bond with a mere human would have been unthinkable in the world before the destruction.

How should I accept that such a thing is now happening by my own hand…

“Haa, haa.”

Is it truly right for me, who accepted her as my mother, to ultimately not push her away but instead desire to explore her body?

Even though our relationship might become awkward afterward, I finally succumbed to my desires and began to explore her body.

She was the woman who aroused my sexual desire the most among all the women I had met, and that desire was amplified by the fact that she saw me as a man.

“Mmph… hnngh.”

How long have we been kissing?

As our sticky tongues intertwined, my hands naturally reached out and began caressing her voluptuous body.

My fingers left impressions where they gripped her flesh.

While continuing to knead her flesh, I maintained our passionate kiss, and my member, which had already ejaculated several times, remained firmly erect, urging me to continue my relationship with her.

Yes, I want to take her.

The fact that she was once a great being, or that she is my mother, or that there were other women I had been with before her…

Even the sense of transgression that comes from violating all those boundaries serves as a spice that enhances my current sexual desire.

“Haa, haa…”

At the end of our continued caresses, as I exhaled breath tinged with heat, she began to smile softly beneath me, accepting my desire.

“Does it feel good?”

“Yes, very much… Does it feel good for you too, Tashian?”

“…Fufu, how could it not feel good when it’s what my son wants?”

Saying this, Tashian slowly moved her hand between her legs.

Spreading her fingers in that position, the inside of her sex came clearly into view.

As if to show that she too was feeling pleasure from our current caresses, her insides were wet enough to be slick, right in front of my member.

-Gulp.

What I needed to do next was clear.

Swallowing to calm my nerves, I gently embraced her body and positioned my member against her entrance.

“I’ll take the lead from now on.”

“Yes, I’ll leave it to my son.”

Nestling against my body, she whispered softly in my ear.

“Pour all your desire into me.”

I will not reproach you no matter what you do from here.

Feeling my limits released by that declaration, I slowly began pushing my member into her depths.

Her walls accepted my member without resistance, completely wet as they were.

During the process, I felt something tearing, but the greater stimulation from it made me put more strength into my hip movements.

-Creak, crack

The sensation of something breaking from the tip of my glans.

The moment I realized it was her virginity being taken, my breathing became heavy as I took time to focus on that sensation.

Yes, it was I who took it.

The virginity of a great dragon, and of the person I recognized as my mother… I was the one who took that one-time memory.

“…I’ll, I’ll start moving.”

My hips began to move slowly, as if turning away from the irreversible responsibility.

Accepting this, she embraced my body and closed her eyes as if savoring the sensation inside her.

Squelch, squelch. The sound of flesh creating friction gradually echoed.

As the sexual pleasure rising from that and the sensation of our embracing bodies grew with each movement, my hips began to move with increasing vigor.

“Does it feel good?”

“Yes, it feels good. How about you, son?”

“I feel good too, Tashian…”

Bang, bang! My movements continued with increasing elasticity.

As her breasts bounced visibly with each thrust, I could feel her moans growing more intense.

I could sense that she, who had always maintained the role of a caring and unwavering mother, who had shown consideration for me even in this moment, was gradually being consumed by sexual desire.

“Tashian… Tashian!”

Realizing this was happening through our act together, I felt the urge to ejaculate building faster than usual.

Sensing that the moment of release was approaching, I gripped her waist and concentrated all my nerves on my member buried inside her body.

“I’m going to cum inside!”

Inside her.

Ready to spread my seed inside her who had come to see me as a man, and prepared to take responsibility for whatever fruit might come of it.

“Not inside.”

Just as I was about to release everything, a sharp voice interrupted, abruptly halting our act.

With that, a cold sensation washed over me, and my body froze in place, my gaze fixed on her.

In the silence that fell as if time had frozen… I couldn’t shake the doubt that the words I had just heard were an illusion.

“Tashian?”

“Pull out now.”

But she emphasized it again, and her voice carried a strange power.

When I realized it was ‘dragon speech’ (龍言) that could force others’ actions, my member had already withdrawn from inside her and was ejaculating outside.

Splurt. The fluid that should have been released inside her was sprayed onto her body without restraint.

The fluid that should have been shot inside her was helplessly scattered without reaching her depths.

“Even after cumming so much earlier, you still have so much… Fufu, I’m glad my son is so healthy.”

As I stood there dumbfounded by the emptiness that overcame me upon this realization, she smeared the fluid on her body with her hand and looked at me with a bitter smile.

“Hmm, but this probably isn’t enough, right? If you want more, just say so. Mom will accept as much as possible…”

-Thud.

I placed my hands on her shoulders and pushed her back down onto the bed.

Not to continue our previous act.

“Why… did you refuse me?”

I directed my resentment toward her.

Because it was shocking that she had rejected me using dragon speech at the most crucial moment.

“Tashian started it. This thing with me. If you hadn’t initiated it, this would never have happened.”

“…”

“You said you saw me as a man. Didn’t you start this act because you saw me that way?”

Yes, right now I was feeling betrayed by her.

I couldn’t shake the uneasy thought that what I considered a significant act might mean nothing to her.

“Why did you reject me? Is it because in your eyes I’m your son… just a child whining because he can’t satisfy his sexual urge?”

“…Son.”

“Was your body so cheap that you would give your first time for such a trivial reason? Did you think your dignity… was satisfied just by accommodating me who kept you alive?”

Wasn’t she still a dragon, no matter how declined?

Did she think I would be happy if she played with her body out of such a trivial reason, as if giving up on herself because her lifespan had been exceeded?

My attraction to her wasn’t just physical. Even though I crossed the line because I couldn’t resist her charm, I was willing to bear all the responsibility that would follow.

“Why did you reject me? You said you loved me, and you knew how I felt about you…”

My voice of resentment gradually subsided with her embrace that followed.

A caress I couldn’t refuse despite my disappointment.

After continuing that in silence for a while, she stroked my head, which was immersed in gloom, and whispered.

“…I’m sorry, Mom is a coward.”

It began with an apology, and simultaneously self-deprecation.

It was also a confession revealing that there was a reason why she had to reject our current act.

“Tashian…”

“When I saw the children you gave birth to, I thought in a corner of my heart that I was envious.”

Her voice had become infinitely weaker, in stark contrast to when she had used dragon speech to force me.

As I listened quietly, regaining my composure, she began to whisper to me again.

“If I had the chance to have a child, could I have loved them like you do? Not just taking care of someone else’s child, but if it were a child I gave birth to myself, how would that be different…”

“…”

“…That’s why I saw you as a man. For me, you were the only man I had feelings for in all these long years, and I thought only you could accept me.”

Rather than love toward the opposite sex, it was envy.

The consciousness toward the opposite sex that bloomed from that created the current conclusion, but at the decisive moment, she couldn’t help but hesitate.

“But do I deserve that?”

The reason was soon uttered from her lips.

Because a powerful sense of guilt stained with remorse was squeezing her heart, suppressing even her own desires.

“Do I have any reason to bring another child into the world as a replacement, when I’ve already failed my own child?”

“…Tachia has forgiven you.”

“Even so, that doesn’t erase the miserable and painful memories that child went through.”

“But that’s…!”

“Such pain would be experienced by any child who inherits my blood.”

“…”

“…If, I really were to give birth to a child who inherits my blood.”

The hands embracing me gradually began to tremble.

She who had always shown an upright appearance was, for the first time, expressing fear toward me.

“If I cross the line being true to my current feelings… perhaps the child born would live a life like mine.”

I understood.

Why she, while wanting to have a child, rejected me at the crucial moment, even using dragon speech.

The immense power and near-eternal lifespan that the dragon race is born with inevitably forces them to lead empty lives.

“Tachia, you may have forgiven me, but that doesn’t erase what I did to you.”

Even such beings realized the importance of affection at the end of their lives.

Because of that affection, she had risen to become a calamity of the world, and now she was suffering in regret even in her extended lifespan.

“I might create someone else in this world who carries such pain. That child might suffer the same pain as I did.”

So she wants to end this chain of tragedy with herself.

Even if it means extinguishing the dragon race from this world, to prevent such tragedies from happening again.

“So I’m sorry. I…”

Such anguish, such heartache.

I could feel her desire to bury even her modest wishes under guilt and end it all being transmitted to me through this embrace.

What reaction should I show after receiving this?

Should I respect and consider her and end this relationship here? Is that truly the decision I should make as someone who loves her?

“…Why do you assume it will be unhappy?”

No, if it ends like this, she will only continue to live in unhappiness.

I want her to live the same time as me, and spend the rest of her life peacefully and happily.

Even Tachia, my other personality, has forgiven her. I couldn’t let her choose an unhappy path now.

“Why do you assume that a child born from you… would live an unhappy life like you?”

“…Son.”

“You know what you did was wrong. You can’t undo that wrong, but you can reach out to prevent someone else from walking that path!”

I want her to be happy.

Sincerely…

I want her, who lived an empty life and spent the end of that life in pain, to be happy even in this kind of world.

“Happiness…”

I hope that happiness isn’t shattered by her fear.

“Don’t give up your happiness because of your pain. Don’t give up on the future of a child born from you.”

If there is truly something she desires, I want her to achieve it and continue to pursue it.

“If you’re afraid, I’ll be with you.”

Because I’ve become strong for that purpose.

Because I want to live even in this kind of world for that purpose, and I’m facing dangers together with everyone.

“I’ll always be with you. I won’t leave you alone until the very end…”

With such sincerity, with that desire, I embraced her body and whispered in her ear.

“So let’s learn together. That you can love your child too, that a child born from you also deserves to love someone…”

Hoping that this time she wouldn’t reject me.

Hoping that through these words, she would escape her guilt and pursue her own happiness.

“…You’re making an unreasonable request. Our son is.”

She let out a sorrowful voice at those words, then closed her moistening eyes and embraced my body tightly.

“But I should do it. If that’s what we both want…”

Gradually, the resistance in her fingertips subsided, and accordingly, her body began to move naturally.

For a kiss that felt more desperate with our mutual feelings than the one performed merely out of desire.

****

There was no hesitation in the act that followed.

The movement of hips, the ejaculation at the end…

Even as she accepted my seed, anxiety was visible on her face, but I tried my best to soothe her and express my love.

As we repeated the act, the hesitation disappeared, and she too strengthened her resolve and actively sought to be in my arms…

“…Son.”

At the end of such acts, she held my body tightly and called out to me, quietly asking a question.

“Do you love Mom?”

A question I had heard many times before, with a predetermined answer to return.

“I love you.”

When I gave her the expected answer, she soon embraced me and whispered.

“Yes, Mom too.”

Finally accepting an act she had been so afraid of.

As if blessing the future to come, with a smile on her lips.

“Mom loves you too. Forever and ever…”

Yes, the fruit formed in this moment will eventually lead to eternity.

Because we want to live even in a destroyed world.

Because even in this kind of world, we still want to love each other.