Ch.208Side Story – I Became a Heroine with Only a Pure Love Ending (8)

What should I do?

Should I tell her now?

That I’m not really Ban Doyoung.

‘Hamin noona! Actually, I’m not Ban Doyoung! There’s another consciousness possessing this man’s body right now!’

‘Really? Then who are you inside Doyoung’s body? What’s your real name?’

‘Um… Ban Doyoung.’

‘Are you playing games with me?! After creating this situation, are you trying to find an excuse to escape? When you were so eager to make me just as bad as you, why are you running away from me now? Just come here quietly!’

“Hiiieek!”

In that split second, Doyoung ran a simulation in his head.

Being a person with the same name was problematic enough, but having a gender-neutral name made it worse.

Why did he have to possess someone with the exact same first and last name?

Then again, if he were a parent with the surname Ban, he’d probably find it hard to resist putting “Do” in the name.

The “Korean Peninsula” pun would be irresistible.

So what should he do?

He needed to find a difference between himself and the real Ban Doyoung, besides the name.

‘Noona! I’m Mija! I’m 17 years old! If you do this, the FBI will raid your house…!’

‘Didn’t you just say you were an unemployed man who got fired from your company?’

‘Oh, right.’

‘I know what you’re trying to do. The eternal 17-year-old thing, right? I’ve watched enough anime and manga to understand that joke. Now come here quietly!’

‘Hiiieek!’

The second simulation also failed.

The problem was that he had revealed information about the adult Doyoung who owned this body, rather than his own circumstances.

What could he do? As an inexperienced Doyoung, he couldn’t have anticipated this development.

Quickly. Time was running out.

At this rate, he would cross a river of no return.

Let’s find a third option.

The fundamental reason why he couldn’t embrace Hamin.

“N-Noona…!”

“…Yes, Doyoung-ssi.”

“I, I have something to confess to you right now!”

From the educational books on the real Doyoung’s bookshelf, he’d learned that claiming to be from another world or talking about past lives rarely led to good outcomes.

But to prevent an inevitable collision with Hamin,

and to maintain his own awareness as Ban Doyoung,

he needed to tell the truth in this moment.

“A-Actually, I’m a woman!”

“Then what’s this standing firmly between your legs? This thing that looks about 18cm long.”

Hamin spoke while pressing down on Doyoung’s member with her lower body.

“Um… it’s a penis.”

“Whose penis?”

“…Doyoung’s penis.”

“Then come here quietly!”

“Hiiieek! What the hell, why is it standing up! And why is it so stiff!”

“Did you expect it not to rise after making me naked?! Am I that unattractive to you?!”

Damn it.

He thought that if he maintained awareness of himself as the female Ban Doyoung,

there wouldn’t be any special reaction.

But after possessing the male Ban Doyoung, when a woman’s skin touched his entire body,

regardless of Doyoung’s mental state, his lower half proudly raised its head toward the ceiling.

‘I did manage to make it rise when I first possessed this body, fumbling around not knowing how…’

Now it was even more distinct and thicker than before.

He could see veins bulging prominently along it.

It had been like this since Hamin’s buttocks wrapped around his thighs.

So it can grow and harden even without feeling romantic attraction to someone.

Now he understood why male students couldn’t stand up from their chairs when they saw the female Doyoung back in school.

He wanted to quickly think of another plan, but…

“W-When did my shirt come off…?”

“How long are you going to keep me in this embarrassing state alone… You promised we’d be in the same position, so hurry up and take yours off too…!”

Doyoung’s upper clothing had already been removed by Hamin.

After removing his shirt, Hamin wrapped both hands around Doyoung’s exposed upper body.

“…They’re touching, Hamin noona. Your breasts.”

“…I know.”

“Your, your nipples are touching too.”

“I said I know! Just listen to what I’m saying!”

“Oh, so you do know…”

Hamin was self-aware even in her frenzy.

“Right now, Doyoung-ssi is a very bad person. Coming to a woman’s house whom you’ve only met twice, to warm up your rain-soaked body, making her naked and embracing her… a very bad person…!”

“Y-Yes, that’s true. Really.”

*Squeeze*

Hamin embraced him with all the strength her naked body could muster.

Her breasts, which had been spread between them, flattened like pressed hotteok dough.

“With an innocent face playing the piano… with a face that could be real or acting, disarming others with bright lies, then snatching them up and holding them… such a bad person…”

“Ah… that’s how it looks, I guess.”

“I’ve never been like this before… buying clothes I wasn’t interested in, putting on makeup I never wore, disrupting my daily life… making me have expectations I never had… a bad person who messes with people’s hearts so recklessly…”

“I-I guess I made you worry a lot…”

She embraced Doyoung so tightly.

Hamin’s heartbeat, which seemed impossible to feel, transmitted directly to Doyoung’s chest.

Though he didn’t know the exact beat count, he could tell it was beating much faster than his own.

Even as he was slightly suffocating from Hamin’s intense embrace, Doyoung gently patted her head.

“How much did you see… telling me my piano playing is beautiful when your father is a pianist… embracing me without any complaints or disappointment even though I doubted you… not only accepting my sudden outburst but even becoming a bad person yourself… such a bad person…”

“Is that… really being a bad person?”

“Of course it is! Someone who shields a criminal is also a criminal!”

“But at church the other day, they said that’s what forgiveness and protection—”

“Just open your mouth.”

Before Doyoung could finish speaking.

Hamin covered his mouth.

Naturally, since both of Hamin’s hands were busy embracing Doyoung,

her lips were used to cover his mouth.

“Noo, noona…?!”

“Just listen quietly!”

Inside Doyoung’s mouth, which was flailing in surprise at Hamin’s sudden lip attack.

But to prevent any excuses from coming out, Hamin tied up Doyoung’s tongue.

Of course, since both arms were busy embracing Doyoung,

Hamin’s tongue was naturally used to tie up Doyoung’s tongue.

The sounds of tongues and saliva mixing inside their invisible mouths continued for a while.

“Hah.”

After a moment, the two exhaled rough breaths, trailing a web of their mixed fluids.

“Haa… haa. I’m sure this clumsy woman’s first kiss means nothing to Doyoung-ssi? That was my first kiss just now.”

“Huuung…. Ha-Hamin… noona…”

“Oh? The effect was greater than expected? Are you dazed from just a kiss from someone who’s only kissed a man for the first time…?”

It was a simple kiss that relied on force rather than fancy techniques or skills.

She had just pushed her tongue into Doyoung’s mouth, remembering from media that adults use tongues when kissing.

Yet Doyoung’s face was already bright red and dazed.

Even by her own assessment, it was a clumsy kiss that was more like a lip collision.

“T-Then perhaps…!”

Maybe I’ve been making a ridiculous misconception all along.

“Maybe… I have more talent for this than I thought?”

Confidence surged from within Hamin’s chest.

Of course, Hamin wouldn’t know, but that was also Doyoung’s first kiss.

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“Huh!”

Doyoung, who had momentarily lost consciousness, opened his eyes.

He found himself lying on a white bed in what appeared to be Hamin’s room, not on the sofa where he had first lost consciousness.

“I saw some kind of completely white space… was it a dream?”

He decided it must have been a hallucination seen in his semi-conscious state.

Especially since the space where he opened his eyes was full of white blankets and pillows.

“Are you awake, Doyoung-ssi?”

“Ha-Hamin noona…? Why is your voice coming from below. Hiiieek! Noona, what are you doing!”

Feeling something off about Hamin’s voice coming from below him, Doyoung witnessed Hamin pressing down on his lower body, with his member stuffed fully in her mouth.

“You must have let your guard down. To collapse so helplessly before someone experiencing her first time with a man… How easy a woman did you think I was?”

“N-Noona! What are you doing! Why are you biting someone else’s penis! That’s where urine comes out!”

“Other things come out of there too!”

*Pop*

“Are you going to pretend you don’t know until the end because you have no experience? Someone might think you believe babies are made from kissing!”

“I’m not that ignorant or childish! Even elementary school students these days wouldn’t think that!”

Doyoung had no experience, but he did have basic knowledge.

At the very least, he hadn’t been sleeping during elementary school health classes.

“I’m the same…! I have no experience, but I’ve seen audiovisual materials! I subscribe to Netflixia and Noblelics, you know? So I know that before the main act, women put men’s things in their mouths!”

Doyoung’s penis, which had received Hamin’s attentive care, pointed toward the ceiling.

By now, it was so hot that it no longer felt the heat from Hamin’s touch, having turned red with arousal.

“Are you getting scared now? Was your promise to comfort me by becoming a bad person together all a lie?”

“It’s all true. It’s true that I want to get closer to Hamin noona while I’m here, and it’s true that I said those things to help alleviate your misunderstanding, but…”

Hamin’s body, embracing Doyoung, trembled all over.

It took considerable courage for her to embrace a naked man without the aid of alcohol or drugs.

The same was true now.

Though she was being aggressive, it didn’t mean her embarrassment had disappeared.

To Doyoung’s eyes, Hamin’s face looked like she was trying to hide her embarrassment by forcibly raising her voice.

“As I said earlier, I don’t know when I might forget about Hamin noona.”

“Memory loss… do you have some kind of disease? Or maybe a split personality.”

“I-I can’t explain in detail, but… when the time comes, I might not even remember what happened today. I might become a completely different person from the one Hamin noona knows.”

“…”

“This isn’t a lie because I don’t want to be involved with Hamin noona, but because I might disappear without even having a chance to apologize to you. You’re the first person I’ve met here. The first person I can be honest with. It’s too much for someone you’ve given so much affection to not remember you at all.”

He wanted to avoid a future that might hurt Hamin if possible.

Even if it was a story Hamin couldn’t believe.

If such a thing really happened and he left without a chance to say goodbye,

he wouldn’t even be able to apologize.

“…What about me now?”

“That… well.”

“Don’t you think it hurts me now? That Doyoung-ssi is trying to push me away like this? Don’t you know it hurts more when someone who disrupted my daily life enough to push me into a pit of suspicion now tries to draw a line for such a reason! If that was the case, you shouldn’t have gotten close from the beginning! You shouldn’t have shown me such a pure and bright face…”

“…Noona.”

“You showed interest in me just from hearing my piano playing, without even knowing me. Then even if you forget everything about me, even if we become strangers again… you can approach me again for something so trivial. Like today… We’ve only met twice… Can’t you do even that much!”

*Chomp*

Hamin bit down hard on Doyoung’s shoulder while embracing him.

She wanted to cover his mouth that was saying such hurtful things, but having just had his penis in her mouth, she chose his shoulder instead for Doyoung’s sake.

“So until you forget, take responsibility for the daily life you’ve disrupted before my eyes. Keep your promise to be a bad person together with me. For me, it hurts more that Doyoung-ssi, who remembers me, is pushing me away like this.”

“…I understand, noona.”

Doyoung stroked Hamin’s back, who had bitten him, to reassure her.

“I won’t push you away. When you approach me. O-Of course, this is my first time doing something like this so I don’t know much, but I’ll do my best to get closer to you as a man.”

“Yes, even if you forget later, someone like Doyoung-ssi would naturally get close again… Wait, what? First time?”

Hamin showed more surprise at hearing this was his first experience than at hearing he might forget about her.

“F-First time? With a woman?”

“Yes, you said earlier that embracing a naked woman was your first time too. I’ve never done it before. I did date once in middle school, but we broke up after 3 days…”

In middle school, Doyoung had accepted a senior’s confession,

but they broke up after just 3 days when the senior suddenly demanded a physical relationship.

In other words, Doyoung had no experience as either gender.

“That’s impossible, how can you have never been with a woman with that face!”

“You said it was your first time too, with that face and body.”

“In school, I was fat… No, no! I was just focused on studying!”

Hamin hurriedly shook her head, erasing the dizzying memories of her school days that were rising in her mind.

“I can’t believe it… So I, like a female wild boar, grabbed the lips of a man who’s experiencing his first time, bit his penis… Do Hamin, you hell-bound woman…”

“D-Don’t be too hard on yourself, noona! It felt strange, but not bad!”

“Wait… So in the end, I’m the one who can take the lead on this bed…? I’ll be the first person in the world to embrace Doyoung-ssi…?”

Hamin’s eyes, which had been lowered solemnly, suddenly flickered.

“So, what do we do next? I’ll do whatever you say, noona! You said you’ve seen more than me! What happens next in those Noblelics and Netflixia you watch?”

Having promised to treat Hamin as a man until he disappeared, Doyoung comforted her and asked about the next step.

While he knew that babies aren’t made from kissing,

Doyoung’s knowledge hadn’t progressed much beyond school health education.

“Well then, Doyoung-ssi. Listen quietly.”

“Yes, noona. I’m listening.”

“…Listen quietly, Doyoung-ssi.”

“…Yes. I’m listening quietly.”

“No.”

*Grip*

Hamin’s hand grabbed Doyoung’s penis that was between her legs.

“I mean, ‘cock’ listen.”

It was four weeks after Lime entered Hamin’s womb that Doyoung realized the white space he had seen in his hazy consciousness was a place where he could return to his original world.