Ch.182IF Side Story: If Jinsu Had No Resistance to Aphrodisiacs (1)

“Hnngh… Haah… Huh…”

I’d done it.

I’d gone and done it.

Ironically enough, my first thought after finishing the deed and seeing the panting figure sprawled out was that I felt refreshed.

.

.

.

“You’re sleeping in unusually late. You must have been tired yesterday.”

“Ah…”

Early morning.

As soon as I opened my eyes, brilliant golden hair shimmering in the sunlight tickled my face.

My angel, straddling me with a smile.

I pulled Juliane close and gave her a light morning kiss.

“Are you very tired? Should I prepare breakfast?”

“That would be great, thanks.”

I must have had a dream.

A remarkably vivid dream.

But I couldn’t remember it.

I only remembered that it was vivid, but couldn’t recall any of the content.

“Are you awake, Cuss?”

“Mmm…”

“Cuss must be sleepy too? Not fully awake yet?”

“Yeah…”

My body flinched at the sound coming from outside the door.

As if I’d done something wrong.

I barely managed to get out of bed, holding my pounding head.

Did I catch a cold?

My body felt completely off.

But apart from the headache, everything else seemed fine.

“What’s for breakfast?”

“I’ll prepare it the usual way!”

“American breakfast… Sounds good.”

I was craving something greasy this morning.

I ruffled my messy hair and shuffled out of the room toward the bathroom.

“Jinsoo. Good morning.”

“Oh…”

Someone was already there.

Cuss had already finished washing her face and was patting it dry with a towel.

I carefully passed by her, put on the blue slippers, and approached the sink.

Water cascaded into the basin with a rushing sound.

As I bent over to splash water on my face, I heard the door click shut behind me.

I assumed Cuss had left and closed the door.

“Jinsoo. Did you sleep well?”

“Huh?”

Apparently Cuss hadn’t left.

I ignored the voice from behind and decided to finish washing my face first.

Soon I heard the sound of slippers dragging, and then felt Cuss bump into me from behind.

Until then, I just thought she was playing some kind of prank.

“Yeah, I slept well. Why?”

“Is that so? That’s good. I thought you wouldn’t be able to sleep because of the headache.”

“…?”

Wait. How do you know my head hurts?

“Was it you? Did you hit me on the head?”

“Not exactly… Hehe. Anyway, it is my fault.”

“What does that mean? Tell me straight.”

“Jinsoo. Don’t you remember what happened yesterday?”

Is she playing twenty questions or something?

What’s she talking about all of a sudden?

Yesterday, after Juliane left, the two of us…

The two of us…

Wait. I can’t remember what happened after a certain point.

“Do you really not remember, Jinsoo?”

“Hey. What did we do…?”

An ominous feeling crept over me.

Strangely, while the middle part was completely gone, I had some memory of the evening.

I remembered scrubbing something intensely and hand-washing clothes one by one.

I felt the rough texture of a towel against my side.

I took the towel Cuss handed me and slowly straightened my back.

After wiping my face with the towel, I saw Cuss smiling faintly in the mirror.

The moment I saw that face, it all came flooding back.

The vivid dream—no, yesterday’s memory—was revived.

“Oh shit.”

I had violated Cuss.

*

“I’m off to work!”

“Take care.”

As I saw Juliane off, I felt completely lost.

What do I do now?

I was terrified of being alone with Cuss.

When the front door closed with a thud, I flinched like a 5-year-old child.

“Cuss. Want to go somewhere today?”

“No. I want to play at home with Jinsoo.”

“But still…”

“Jinsoo, don’t you still have work to do today?”

“…”

She was right.

Although I work from home, I still had approval tasks assigned to me that needed to be completed today.

Cuss was already hugging her beloved shark plushie, opening a snack bag while watching television.

Normally, I would have scolded her for eating snacks on the sofa because of the crumbs.

But now I was afraid to speak to her.

Afraid to draw her attention away from the television and back to me.

I tiptoed through the living room and back to the bedroom.

“Sigh…”

A small frame on the desk.

It was a photo taken at the beach on the day I proposed, with the three of us.

Looking at Juliane smiling brightly made my heart ache even more.

The guilt of having made a mistake weighed heavily on me.

But there wouldn’t be a second mistake.

A one-night mistake could be forgotten as if it never happened.

I finally calmed myself down and sat in front of the computer, picking up my glasses.

“Jinsoo.”

“Wah?!”

“Hahahahaha!”

I was startled by the voice from behind.

I was in the middle of putting on my glasses, and they ended up crooked and messy.

The chair creaked as it turned, revealing Cuss bursting into laughter.

When did she come in…?

I didn’t hear anything at all.

“I need to work.”

“I know. I don’t intend to disturb you. I just came to ask if you wanted some snacks.”

“Just one.”

I took a piece of Doritos and put it in my mouth.

As I chewed, a strange, indescribable flavor spread through my mouth.

What flavor is this?

I turned around to check the packaging and saw it said “guacamole flavor.”

Not holy moly, but guacamole? What even is that?

Anyway, I’ve never seen a new flavor that surpasses the original.

I decided to focus on my electronic paperwork, ignoring the munching sounds behind me.

“Ugh…”

Cuss leaned against my shoulder with a thud.

She always used to cuddle up behind me like this when I was working.

But today, everything felt strangely awkward.

“Jinsoo. Yesterday…”

“Let’s pretend yesterday never happened.”

I finally had to take my hands off the keyboard.

I sighed deeply and gently grabbed Cuss’s hand.

To think that yesterday I had… with someone with such small hands.

Damn it.

“Let’s both forget about yesterday. It was my mistake.”

“It wasn’t a mistake, Jinsoo. It was inevitable.”

“What do you mean?”

“Because I made it so you had no choice.”

Clatter.

Cuss’s small hand placed an empty pill bottle on the desk.

It was labeled “Viagra.”

“You didn’t…”

“Yes, I did. Jinsoo had no choice but to ravish me. So there’s no need to feel guilty.”

“No! Hey, where did you even get this?”

“That’s not important. What’s important is that from now on, you can use this to experience pleasure without guilt.”

“What nonsense is this?”

Anger surged to the top of my head.

I pushed Cuss onto the bed and leaned over her.

Her long silver hair spread out, and her slightly surprised face lay beneath me.

Looking at those tiny pink lips made me feel like I was going crazy.

Damn. Did she put Viagra in my breakfast too?

“Listen carefully. This won’t happen again. What happened yesterday will remain a secret forever. Understand?”

“Of course. I can’t destroy Jinsoo’s family.”

“…”

She says that after feeding me this?

This damn girl…

I got up, grabbed the pill bottle from the desk, and headed to the bathroom.

I opened the toilet lid, tilted the bottle, and the pills poured out, falling into the toilet.

I flushed every single pill down the drain without leaving even one.

“Ah. Those were expensive…”

“…”

I decided to raise you as a daughter.

I gave up any thoughts of devouring you long ago.

So why are you doing this to me?

Why are you trying to destroy the family I’ve just rebuilt…?

“Jinsoo just made a big mistake. You’ve eliminated your means of escaping guilt.”

“I won’t feel guilty again.”

“No. You will.”

Cuss held up her phone.

A video was playing on the screen.

Our house…

No, it was a video of Cuss’s room.

Cuss sitting quietly on the bed.

Suddenly the door opened roughly, and I came in and…

-Hnngh, ahh. Jinsoo. You’re tearing my clothes… Ahh…

I reflexively reached out and snatched the phone.

I frantically searched for the delete button but couldn’t find it anywhere.

That’s when I realized it was stored in cloud storage.

There was no way to delete this video unless I logged into Cuss’s account.

“Tell me your ID and password. Quick.”

“Kuh… Kugh… Ugh…”

I immediately grabbed Cuss by the throat.

Hard enough to make her feel threatened.

Even knowing it would be dangerous to squeeze any harder, I couldn’t stop.

My relationship with Cuss was already ruined beyond repair, so how much worse could it get?

But strangely, a peculiar smile was forming on Cuss’s lips when she should have been in pain.

I suddenly felt a chill and loosened my grip.

“Khuh… Huu… Jinsoo. You don’t seem to understand the situation. If you keep choking me, I’ll send it straight to Juliane.”

“You little shit…!”

“Jinsoo. Mind your language.”

“Eek…”

“That’s right. That’s it.”

Cuss won’t back down.

She probably wouldn’t delete the video even if I strangled her to death.

Then there was no way out.

It was my complete defeat.

I had to return the phone to Cuss with trembling hands.

Cuss rubbed her reddened neck and then hugged me tightly.

Her cool skin against mine gave me goosebumps.

“I also love this daily life with Jinsoo and Juliane too much. I have no intention of ruining it. So I won’t ask for much. Just once a day… Do the same thing to me that you do to Juliane. That’s all.”

“…”

Cuss slowly pressed her waist against mine.

Even when I pulled my waist back, Cuss kept pushing against me.

Eventually, I was backed up against the wall.

When Cuss rubbed against my lower abdomen, blood rushed to my lower body, making it stiff.

Cuss stood on her tiptoes and aligned her navel with that stiff pillar.

“N-now…?”

“If not now, there won’t be time today. Once Jinsoo gets fired up, you pound away for over three hours…”

“Stop. Please stop talking…”

I felt like an idiot for what I’d done earlier.

I should have left just one pill.

Not more, not less, just one pill.

Then I could have been out of my mind right now.

I could have done it without any guilt.

“Jinsoo. There’s no need to hesitate. This is unavoidable, isn’t it? You’re being blackmailed, so you have no choice…”

The sweet, tempting voice melted and flowed into my ears.

At the same time, tiny hands rubbed against my pants.

It seems she really did put Viagra in my breakfast.

Yes, that must be it.

Otherwise, it wouldn’t make sense to be this aroused.

I grabbed Cuss’s thighs, lifted her up, and threw her onto the sofa.

“Huh?!”

“You damn brat, daring to play with an adult.”

Right. It’s unavoidable.

Unavoidable…

Not because I’m turned on by this damn girl’s small, soft lips.

Not because of those fat deposits that stand out despite being modest in size.

Not because those thin, long legs are driving me crazy.

“Mmph… Mmm… Mm…”

I roughly violated her lips while reaching for her pants.

I couldn’t feel any underwear beneath.

Crazy girl.

“Jinsoo. Yesterday was too painful. Be gentle…”

“Shut up.”

It’s the devil’s whisper.

If I just do it half-heartedly, she’ll demand double later for being inconsiderate.

To avoid that, I’m doing it properly.

Definitely not because I’m completely turned on by this petite girl…

“Straighten your back. If you hurt your back from bad posture, Juliane will notice.”

“Mmm…”

This is driving me crazy.

Please stop making that expression.

That expression like a rape victim…

Damn girl. Damn girl. Damn girl.

***

“Jinsoo! Eat the mushroom! There! That one!”

“What kind of mushroom is that?”

“It’s the Death Star mushroom newly added to this series!”

“What’s that…”

Noisy sounds came from the living room.

Juliane turned around with a warm smile to see Jinsoo focused on the game with Cuss sitting on his lap.

‘They seem to be getting along much better these days.’

Of course, they had always been unusually close.

But unlike before when they would bicker and sulk at every opportunity, lately there hadn’t been a single raised voice.

Rather than saying they got along well… how should I put it?

It was more like Jinsoo was giving in.

It seemed that paternal love was growing in him.

She thought he was finally becoming a doting father.

“Hnn… Mm… Jinsoo…”

“…?”

“Ah. I died again.”

However, Juliane occasionally felt something off.

Cuss seemed a little different.

She smiled the same as before, but there was a strange sensuality in that smile.

And the way she clung to Jinsoo seemed slightly erotic…

‘No. What am I thinking?’

It must be my imagination.

Jinsoo had already changed his heart long ago.

He has unwavering loyalty only to me.

With that thought, the uneasiness she just felt completely disappeared, and she felt reassured.

Juliane calmed herself and resumed washing the dishes.

“Hey… Juliane is right there…”

“Just let me finish once, and I’ll let you stop, Jinsoo. Just once. Once… So you’d better move desperately.”

“Ugh…”

Completely unaware of what was happening in the living room behind her.