Ch.140Episode 29. Battle of Nerves (1)

*Rustle.*

As she removed her t-shirt, a black bra supported her large, perky breasts. I swallowed hard at the sight of her chest, which was certainly not inferior to Binyun’s.

Below her breasts was not only a slender waist but also defined abs forming a perfect “11” shape, showcasing her exquisite figure.

She proceeded to take off her jeans.

The moment I saw the black panties nestled between her tempting, snow-white thighs, my heart began to race, and I felt blood rushing to my lower body.

“Yuari… are you seriously going to do this?”

“Yujin. I’ve always been serious. Of course, even if I was sincere, I can’t say everything I did to you was right. I’m sure I’ve been a burden to you in many ways. I want to apologize for that. I’m sorry.”

As I listened to Yuari’s words, I glanced at the clothes scattered on the floor. The fact that she had willingly undressed herself meant she had already made up her mind.

I struggled to suppress my rising sexual desire as I thought.

Could I stop her?

Even if we did have relations, doing it so hastily like this wouldn’t leave a good memory.

We might experience the thrill of being ahead of others or the pleasure of exploring each other’s bodies, but ultimately, it would negatively affect her.

Especially if I continue relationships with other girls in the future, her obsession would grow incomparably stronger than before.

“But I couldn’t help it. Since middle school… it’s the first time I’ve found someone I could trust. No, maybe I didn’t have anyone I could trust even back then.”

She spoke with self-deprecation.

“You knew it too, didn’t you? That I had no one to rely on. Knowing that… you’ve treated me this way all along.”

“Yes. I know.”

I think I know you better than anyone else in this world. Though I didn’t realize your obsessive tendencies were this strong.

No… it’s my fault for knowing and neglecting it.

I left you alone thinking that the stronger your obsession, the more you’d follow my words.

And that still held true now.

Yuari hadn’t completely lost her reason.

If she had, she would have thrown herself at me immediately after undressing.

But the fact that she was still talking while undressed meant she was seeking my permission. In her own way.

“You’re all I have, Yujin. If you go to someone else… I think I’ll go crazy with anxiety.”

“Ari…”

“Can you… understand my feelings?”

Can I understand?

She carefully takes my hand as she sits down in front of me.

“I want to have you all to myself. Just as my attention is focused solely on you, I want your attention to be focused solely on me. I don’t want you to look at other women. Is that… too much to ask?”

It is too much. The special class has five members, after all.

“Yuari.”

“Call me Ari.”

“…Ari.”

“Yes, Yujin.”

Right now…

No, from now on, I need to be a scumbag.

I’ve been approaching the special class members to make them develop feelings for me, to handle the situation more flexibly.

It’s my fault for not controlling things properly because I was enjoying pseudo-romance along the way, but I can’t turn back our relationship now.

“I can hold you right here as you wish. But having my exclusive attention will be difficult.”

“O-of course! I understand exceptions for instructor-student relationships and teaching. And that wish thing too… I understand. I was just too angry yesterday…”

“You know that’s not what I meant, right?”

“…”

I can see the disappointment in Yuari’s expression. She’s probably upset that I’m thinking about other women even with her right in front of me.

“Then what should I do…”

“There’s nothing you can do.”

The more decisive I need to be in situations like this.

Being ambiguous would only cause greater hurt. Even if it means growing distant from Yuari from this point on.

But growing distant from her isn’t what I want. So, like a scumbag, I’ll give her some hope.

“But if you want, I’ll focus entirely on you for this moment.”

This will surely intensify the conflict among the students, but this was the last line of compromise I could offer her.

“That’s not enough—”

“Ari, just so you know, this is my first time.”

I cut off her words.

It was the truth without any lies. It was the first time for Yujin’s body.

I had done it a few times with a girlfriend before being possessed, but at least in this world, it was my first time.

Of course, this isn’t a reversed world, and one can hardly compare being a virgin man to being a virgin woman.

“Oh!”

Her eyes grew twice their normal size. I’ve never seen her eyes widen like this before.

Apparently, Yuari was pleased that I was her first.

“Can’t you be satisfied with that?”

“…”

She fidgeted, looking around nervously. After hesitating for a while, she finally bowed her head and mumbled.

“…Please take care of me…”

“Did you bring condoms?”

“N-no…”

“I see. Then would you like to wash up? I’ll go buy some.”

“Ah… aren’t we doing it right away?”

“You want to do it without a condom?”

She said nothing, just fidgeting with her fingers, but I could clearly see her true feelings. She wanted to do it without protection.

I smiled slightly and leaned down to whisper in Yuari’s ear.

“…What if you get pregnant?”

“Ah!”

She flinched and trembled when I whispered in her ear.

“That… might be nice…”

Only after seeing her reaction did I realize it was the wrong approach.

Having a child is the fruit of love and the ultimate assurance a man can give.

For someone as obsessive as her, it would be the perfect gift.

“I’m not running away. Go wash up.”

I patted Yuari’s head as she sat there, then grabbed my hat and mask. If anyone found out I was buying condoms, it would be perfect fodder for all kinds of rumors.

* * *

By the time I returned from the convenience store with water and condoms, Yuari was applying makeup without even bothering to dry her hair.

It seemed she had washed her face by mistake. I’ve already seen her bare face, and she’s pretty enough without makeup.

Having nothing else to wear, she had helped herself to my clothes. Just a dress shirt.

“Ah, I’m sorry for taking your clothes without asking. I didn’t want to put on dirty clothes…”

She made excuses, seemingly feeling awkward.

“It’s fine. But aren’t you going to dry your hair?”

I asked, noticing she had wrapped her hair in a towel.

“Ah… well…”

“Come here.”

She glanced at me cautiously, then closed her hand mirror and walked over. I sat her down in a dining chair and immediately turned on the hair dryer to dry her hair.

Whirrrr—!

“Is my hair too long?”

“You might need to trim it a bit, but it’s plenty pretty.”

“R-really…?”

Her ears, visible through her flowing hair, gradually turned red. Seeing this, she’s really cute. It’s just that she has strong obsessive tendencies.

“Ari.”

“Yes?”

“Are you still not in contact with your parents?”

She flinched, clenching the fist resting on her thigh, her smile fading.

“…No. There’s no reason to. I have you, Instructor.”

The fact that she reverted to calling me “Instructor” showed that she had become much calmer. It was good that I went to the convenience store.

“So please don’t abandon me. I… I’m confident I can do anything for you, Instructor.”

She turned slightly to look at me and smiled.

Anything, huh…

“Ah, by the way… I called you by your name and… acted too freely, didn’t I? I’m sorry.”

“It’s okay. It just means you had a hard time controlling your emotions. I understand.”

“…Thank you for understanding.”

After drying her hair, I gently combed through it, smoothing it out.

“It’s dried nicely.”

“Yes.”

I put the hair dryer back in the drawer and sat on the bed.

“Ari, come here.”

When I patted the spot next to me, Yuari, who had been fiddling with her flowing hair, came over with small steps and sat down.

“…I’m asking one last time. Are you really okay with this?”

“…Yes. I’m okay.”

“Alright.”

There seemed to be no reason to hesitate anymore.

I wrapped my arm around her waist. She trembled slightly at my touch but remained still.

I slowly brought my face closer and kissed her lips, then pulled away.

As our lips separated, a clear smacking sound echoed through the room.

She looked at me with an impatient expression, craving another kiss. I kissed Yuari once more.

As if enjoying the gradually loosening tension, I licked her lips with my tongue.

“Mmph!”

“Open your mouth.”

At my command, she slightly parted her lips, and I slipped my tongue inside. I traced her teeth with the tip of my tongue before gently tapping her plump tongue.

Her stiff tongue began to move in response to my stimulation, intertwining with mine in awkward movements.

“Mmm…!”

*Slurp! Slurp!*

The increasingly explicit sounds made the air in the room feel hot and humid.

After sharing a kiss until our saliva stretched between us, we slowly separated. Yuari’s eyes were completely glazed over, as if she was entirely immersed in the kiss.

“Instructor…”

“Shall we begin?”

“Before that… can I close the curtains?”

“Of course.”

Although the sun was still up, with the curtains closed, the room would be quite dark as sunlight wouldn’t enter well.

When I readily agreed, she jumped up, closed the curtains, and naturally climbed onto my lap.

Making it easier to kiss.

“Let’s do it… one more time.”

“If that’s what you want.”

We kissed again.