Bad Guy, Crazy Woman, Even Crazier Woman (3)

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Aileen’s mental world was like a giant puddle.

If you looked down, your ankles would be submerged in water, and if you reached into the air, water droplets would float up. If you had to pick something that wasn’t water, it would be the cloudless, black and white sky and the faint light visible beyond the horizon.

But even this was a blessing. Before opening the mental world with the help of the World Tree, it was just darkness.

However, Aileen herself didn’t know the principle behind how this place was created. She dared to guess that this place was either a space extracted from unconsciousness or a result of shaping amniotic fluid.

“Heu-heung~….”

The same scenery no matter where she went.

Aileen especially liked red, the color of her and her mom’s hair, but the sky was always dark, and the ground was transparent, so there weren’t many opportunities to see bright colors like red. Aileen jumped around in the puddle, pondering. Should she try cutting off her arm like her mom? Even though she was just an illusion of the mental world, blood did come out when she cut her arm.

But she soon gave up.

‘…It’s not fun.’

She didn’t feel anything even when she cut off her arm. She liked that her favorite red color was flowing everywhere, but not having an arm was just inconvenient. She couldn’t feel pain, so she didn’t even know why her mom liked doing this.

This really was a space perfect for going insane. So Aileen was enjoying her own hobby in a slightly special way. She couldn’t just meditate in this boring space. There were still three months left until the World Tree Ajumma made her a body.

“Eit.”

She reached out and created a water droplet. The tiny water droplet clung to the tip of her finger, dangling. Aileen concentrated and flicked her finger. The flow of Mana was stirring. The water droplet that flew far away drew a parabola and seeped into the ground.

―Pongdang.

Ripples spread out in a pure white circle. The place where the water droplet fell bubbled, and soon, it began to reflect a place other than the mental world. Aileen squatted down in front of it, feeling a faint sense of anticipation about what would happen today.

Aileen’s only hobby.

Seeing the world through her mom’s eyes.

She stopped reading memories. Even if they were family, reading someone else’s memories was rude. Her mom seemed very embarrassed too.

And Yujin’s memories weren’t very helpful anyway.

Self-harm, being raped. If not that, then killing people or being cooped up in a room.

And that was all of Aileen.

Her ego, created before she was even born, was terribly mature, and she understood why her mom did those things, but that was all.

The world Yujin saw was Aileen’s world. The world seen from that closed frame was bound to be narrow.

Aileen didn’t even know how people other than Yujin lived. She secretly thought she wouldn’t live like her mom, but she couldn’t answer if asked what a ‘normal life’ was. The period during which she awakened her ego was too short.

Aileen muttered, looking at the surface of the water that had turned into a giant screen.

“Show me the world Mom sees!”

New information, a new world.

To broaden her world even a little more.

“…It’s dark?”

But.

Only a dark space like an abyss was reflected on the surface of the water.

‘Is it night?’

But it was too dark. Even if it was night, some light should be visible. Even the flow of Mana that was always visible wasn’t visible. The surface of the water only reflected her own embarrassed face.

‘What’s going on…?’

Even if her eyes were gouged out, she should be able to see the flow of Mana. If it was so dark that she couldn’t see anything…. It was strange. Aileen fell into thought. There weren’t many possible scenarios.

Her mom was in a near-death state where she couldn’t maintain consciousness, or she was really dead.

‘…The mental world hasn’t collapsed yet. Mom is fine.’

The latter was immediately rejected. Aileen’s mental world was a world built on Yujin’s Mana. She could have used Aileen’s Mana, but the World Tree only used Yujin’s Mana to build the mental world.

“…Ah!”

Aileen clapped her hands and remembered what the World Tree had said. It was also something that the World Tree Ajumma, who always treated her with a kind smile, had pushed forward with unusual firmness.

―Ajumma. But why are you using Mom’s Mana? It doesn’t take a small amount of Mana… Could it be a hindrance?

―Hush. A child should grow up in the cradle of their parents. It’s good to face the hardships of the world alone… but those heroic stories are getting boring. This time it will be a little different.

―I can do well on my own! There’s no child as wonderful as me!

―I advise you, it would not be good to see the light of the world with such arrogant thoughts. Do not take away the pleasure of your mother. Also, you must strive and strive for the first pleasure your mother will feel.

―…Euum. It’s too difficult!

―…You’ll know someday. Finally, remember this one thing.

The words that the World Tree had been saying over and over again.

―You are a child like wind and rain. Please blow a tailwind so that your mother does not go astray. You must become a lamp and guide your mother on the right path.

Become a lamp to guide her mom.

‘Now’s the time…!’

She didn’t know exactly what the World Tree wanted, but wasn’t it probably asking her to step in and stop her mom whenever she tried to do something ‘strange’? She looked down again. The surface of the water didn’t reflect anything but her own face…. It was clear that her mom was doing something ‘strange’.

But.

Aileen hesitated to look at Yujin’s body. She hesitated because she was worried about interfering with her mom’s pleasure.

Yujin’s world was Aileen’s world, and the world Yujin understood was Aileen’s world. Aileen knew Yujin better than anyone. She also knew that even if she stepped in to stop her, it would only diminish her ‘pleasure’.

Still.

She didn’t want her mom to die.

She didn’t want to, but.

She couldn’t say it.

If she said it.

Her mom would stop all self-destructive acts from that day on.

If I save Mom.

Mom will surely be sad.

Yujin, whose only pleasure of pain has been cut off, will soon have her ego collapse. She’s already in a serious state of addiction. Even if she quits, even stronger withdrawal symptoms will overwhelm Yujin. Aileen was afraid of that.

‘…Can’t I do it secretly?’

If so.

Can’t I do it secretly so that Mom doesn’t know?

The 고민 didn’t last long.

“I’m sorry, Mom! I’m going to check on your body…!”

She closed her eyes.

Aileen stretched out her hands to both sides in the floating sensation. Water droplets formed on her fingertips.

She rotated her left arm half a turn clockwise, and her right arm half a turn counterclockwise. The traces made of water droplets did not disappear and created two semicircles.

“Mental connection… I’ll start. Mom.”

In fact, it was closer to voyeurism than connection.

A one-sided connection that Yujin herself didn’t notice.

It was very difficult to deceive the five senses of Yujin, who was an Arch Mage, but Aileen was the only one who had directly seen the World Tree’s magic that even the Elves hadn’t seen.

And unbelievably, she had absorbed it all. Considering that Yujin had copied the Holy See’s long-distance teleportation spell at a mere glance, it wasn’t that strange.

For her.

Deceiving her own mother was a piece of cake.

‘…What on earth did you do?’

Aileen clicked her tongue at Yujin’s more miserable condition than she had thought. If it was just that her arms and legs were crushed, she could have ignored it, but now her brain and core were damaged. Her head wasn’t getting enough oxygen, and the core embedded in her heart wasn’t functioning properly.

Yujin was on the verge of death.

‘First of all, starting with repairing the core…!’

When she crossed her hands and slammed them down on the floor, millions of blue lines densely appeared on the surface of the water. They were all Yujin’s Mana circuits. Aileen didn’t panic and started looking for the problematic circuits. There were thirty-two damaged circuits. It was like finding a needle in a desert, but she was able to find the circuits without difficulty.

As soon as she fixed all the circuits, Yujin’s body finally entered a stabilization phase. At least the core wouldn’t explode and cause her to die suddenly. Aileen flicked her fingers and floated hundreds of water droplets into the air.

“I’m going to forcibly awaken your consciousness. There may be a strong backlash…!”

Now it was necessary to forcibly awaken her mind.

Her ego was still intact. A normal person wouldn’t even be able to maintain it and it would have scattered, but because she was an Arch Mage, her ego wouldn’t disappear unless she really died.

If she just awakened her mind, she would rebuild it on her own. Her mom liked that urgent moment of struggling to live, she didn’t like death itself.

“One….”

The mental world is shaking.

“Two…!”

It wasn’t easy to forcibly float an ego that had once sunk. The World Tree Ajumma had clearly done it easily with a wave of her arm…

“Three…!”

Hundreds. Thousands. Hundreds of thousands of water droplets rise into the sky. Each of those water droplets contained Aileen’s will.

“Wake up, Mom…!”

Her 원념 was beginning to manifest.

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When I came to my senses, I was lying on a small panel like a surgical table. My hands and feet were tied. However, instead of being tied with handcuffs like before, my arms and legs were tied to each corner of the panel one by one. Because of that, I was spread out in a large letter.

“Keuheuk, kkeuk, keuheup…?!”

At that moment.

An unbearable feeling of nausea dominated my entire body. I kept spitting something out of my mouth like someone who had swallowed a lot of seawater.

“Uueup, eubeeaek…”

It was blood. Rotten, stagnant blood passed through my throat and began to gush out.

‘I’m alive, uh?’

Only after spitting out a bunch of blood. I could tell what state I was in. I really almost died. It wasn’t a joke, I was really curious about how I survived. It was a great relief that the Mana circuit wasn’t destroyed.

‘That was dangerous… If this happens again, I might really die.’

It was exciting to have sex that destroyed my brain with my sensitivity increased hundreds of times, but unfortunately, I had to stop if I didn’t want to die. I’ll go in an instant without even having time to react. In a slightly different sense.

‘…Where did Shuriel go?’

It was difficult to see around because my limbs were tied. First of all, I could tell that my stomach was full of Semen. That’s because he even put a stopper in it so it wouldn’t flow out. My pink pussy was as wide open as the size of the stopper. He even tied a string so that the stopper wouldn’t fall out.

―덜컹.

At that time.

The sound of the door opening was heard along with a cold voice.

“Did you wake up?”

It was Shuriel.

I couldn’t see everything because my gaze didn’t reach, but he was holding a suspiciously sharp sword. No, it was embarrassing to even call it a sword.

There was no cross guard, the blade was one-way, and the blade was rectangular. The handle resembled that of a rapier, but it was inconvenient to hold vertically because it was angled at right angles. It could be used for combat, but it was a weapon with no swordsmanship merit compared to other weapons.

“Uh, eu?”

I called it a saw.

“You’re throwing up blood and stuff… Well, you’ll have to shed dozens of times more in the future, so it wouldn’t be bad to experience it in advance.”

He held the saw and stroked between his knee and elbow. He stroked the bruise marks that hadn’t disappeared even though the rope had been untied, and was 고민 about where to cut.