A Date That’s Not a Date (2)

“Just crawl over here. What took you thirty minutes to come when I told you to?”

Ji-hye, dressed in a neat white sweater and a short formal skirt, was waiting in front of the department store.

She’s already nagging me as soon as I arrive; honestly, last night feels like a lie.

She can’t be glaring at me with those dagger eyes less than a day later, can she?

Where’s the little sister who was clinging to me and whining last night? Give her back.

“It took me that long to get ready and come out. You have to understand, I couldn’t just come out without washing my hair or face, could I?”

“Is that what you have to say? You should wash up even when you’re staying home! You just weren’t washing because you thought you wouldn’t be going out!”

The facts are too painful. Ah, it feels like my sternum is being pierced.

Is she really the same girl who was crying in my arms last night?

Was the reason she was crying because she was so angry that she held back her rage and brought it all the way here?

This temperature change is too much to handle.

I put on an apologetic expression and apologized first.

“Okay, okay, I’m sorry. I won’t do it again, so please, can’t we just go inside and eat?”

“…What do you want to eat?”

“Me? Hmm…. Doesn’t that pasta place here have good pasta? That, that tomato-covered pasta? It was delicious.”

Surprisingly, her response wasn’t sharp, which relieved me. Plus, she asked what I wanted to eat?

If it’s M Department Store, it’s definitely the pasta place on the third floor.

It’s not that I enjoy pasta that much, but the pasta there is fantastically delicious.

The noodles are soaked in tomato sauce, giving it a tangy yet spicy flavor. It’s always good.

As I’m making a happy face, she suddenly grabs my hand and pulls me along.

I stumble as I’m suddenly dragged, and she glances back at me with a ‘what?’ expression.

“You said you liked it, right? Then eat it. I’ll pay.”

…It’s scary how different she is during the day and night.

Still, the subtle smile on her lips in that expression wasn’t unpleasant to see.

–

We were guided to a good seat by the window, and after hanging my coat on the chair, I looked outside.

The sunlight was shining nicely, not enough to hurt my eyes, and the sky was a clear, cloudless blue.

It’s such a nice day that looking outside makes me feel like my depression would slightly fade away.

Of course, I’m destined to eat with my little sister and buy underwear on such a day.

…Why does it have to be today? I’ve already ordered, but I’m not really happy about it.

“…Why are you looking at me like that?”

When I look at her with a sulky expression, her voice is slightly subdued, so she must know she’s in the wrong.

But since I know she won’t let me go back, I should probably see it as acting.

It would be nice if she was as cute as she was on the bed last night; it feels like I’m dealing with two different women.

I point to the outside with my thumb, and after looking for a moment, she clears her throat.

“Ahem, I’m buying you food. Isn’t that enough to let it go?”

“It’s nice to put on earphones and take a walk on a day like this, but I’m dragged here for just a plate of pasta?”

“…Hey, Oppa-nim, what was the reason I took a day off today?”

“*Kellok-kellok-kellok-kellok!*”

I was drinking water when I suddenly started coughing non-stop at her unexpected remark.

Why would she bring that up here? What am I supposed to do? Is she launching a surprise attack like this?

My cough won’t stop, and even though I keep gulping down water, it’s still coming out.

“*Kellok-kellok!* Did you have to say that here?”

“It’s the truth. I also need to look at bed sheets, and you’re so full of complaints….”

“The more you do that, the more I feel like a really bad guy.”

“Isn’t it? Is it…? You were tormenting me so much last night…”

That, that confident expression.

That’s exactly what a fox-like expression would look like.

Confident, resting her hand on her chin, looking at me with a slight smile, showing her composure.

She’s very sure that she’s in a favorable position in this situation.

“Okay, okay. I’ll go, so please stop.”

“If you do that again, I’ll tell everyone what happened yesterday, so don’t do it.”

“…Alright.”

Anyone would think I cheated.

I don’t think I did anything that wrong…?

No, we did it with consent, we both agreed, we did everything together, so why is she doing this to me?

Does the fact that she’s my little sister mean it’s not a problem? Is that why she’s so confident?

She’s talking with such a strangely confident air that I’m the only one who feels weird.

I had a strange feeling of unease because I did it with my little sister, but since the person involved doesn’t seem to care at all, I can’t help but feel strange.

“We have a lot to look at today. Bed sheets, underwear, and we also need to look at a swimsuit.”

I was okay with the first two, but I was suddenly taken aback by the swimsuit.

Swimsuit? But it’s still winter? We have to wait almost half a year for summer?

“Suddenly a swimsuit? It’s not summer yet, it’s winter. Summer is still half a year away.”

“We’re going to an indoor swimming pool this weekend. You have to go too, Oppa-nim, so buy a swimsuit today.”

“…? Hey, wait a minute, isn’t it too much to make plans without even telling me?”

“I know you wouldn’t go if I asked, would you go if I told you?”

Even though I’m a little angry, she’s right. Even if she told me she was going, I would have said I wouldn’t go.

Still, deciding like this without saying anything is an act of ignoring my opinion, and it’s not a reason for me to laugh it off.

“Hey, Kim Ji-hye.”

“What?”

Even though I glare at her, she doesn’t show any reaction and just looks at me.

She’s only so confident when she’s right and has the upper hand, but I’m also a person.

I have to ask out of courtesy, even if I know she won’t go. If she was ignored and then asked to go somewhere, who would go?

It’s not that I’m acting like a child, but rather that I’m acting like an adult. That’s why I’m stepping up like this.

I’m not a child, so I want her to ask for my opinion, and if she can’t accept that opinion, she should ask for a favor.

Is she trying to just skip over it without even asking, even though she knows? Shit, she’s really looking down on me.

“Follow me.”

I got up and grabbed Ji-hye’s hand, pulling her along.

She was pulled up awkwardly while still sitting in her chair, and she grabbed my shoulder to balance herself as she was pulled towards me.

Her shoes have a slight platform, so it’s difficult to walk, but she needs to maintain her posture so she doesn’t accidentally sprain her ankle.

“I almost sprained my ankle! Why are you-*eup!*”

I don’t care that we’re still inside the restaurant and steal a kiss.

I lightly press my lips against hers, and just before pulling away, I slip my tongue in and lick the inside of her lips, causing her to look around in surprise.

If you don’t care that I did it with you, then I don’t care about the eyes of others.

Honestly, who here knows that Ji-hye and I are siblings?

Only our cousins or parents know; even my friends don’t know that Ji-hye is my little sister.

They only know her name and not what she looks like, so if they met her now and I said she was my girlfriend, they’d believe it, right?

“What are you doing outside!”

“What do you think? Kissing.”

“I know that, but why are you doing it in front of so many people!”

“Hmm…. Is it to make you embarrassed?”

She shouts in a small voice.

Well, what else? It’s to make you embarrassed and quiet down.

This is the only way to take away Ji-hye’s pace.

If I can’t win with words, I have to win with actions.

She wipes her mouth, clearly embarrassed, and follows behind me after looking around.

It’s nice that she’s following quietly now.

–

“Are you crazy? What if someone spreads it around that you were kissing outside?!”

“Who do we know here?”

“Okay, let’s skip that, but why did you drag me to the bathroom?”

That’s right, the bathroom.

The men’s bathroom stall. She didn’t say anything while being dragged here, but now she’s starting to ask questions.

There’s only one reason I brought her here.

Since she ignored me, I have to make sure she can’t ignore me like she couldn’t on the bed last night.

“To punish you.”

“What? Punish? How old am I…. *Eup!*”

I have to stop that arrogant mouth first to make her shut up.

I grab her chin and slip my tongue into her mouth, and she tries to block it with her tongue, but soon accepts it.

I push Ji-hye, who was standing in the stall, and sit her on the toilet, slowly tasting her lips and deeply staining them.

“*Heueup…chueup,chureureup,chup*”

She tries to resist with her eyes open, but soon closes them and submits.

I slowly wrap my arms around her shoulders and pull her closer to me, inserting my tongue deeper.

From her tongue to the inside of her teeth, to her gums, I wet everything with my tongue and rubbed it non-stop.

Gradually, her exhaled breath becomes hot, and I feel that hot breath touching my skin.

“Why…*chueup*, does it have to be *chup*, in a place like this *chueup*?”

“So you can’t make a sound and have to endure it like you did yesterday, right?”

“Seriously…. If I could cancel it, I’d cancel being turned on by you, Oppa-nim.”

“I’ll admit it if canceling it means you won’t be turned on.”

I know she likes it inside, even if she has an annoyed expression.

I lightly kiss her neck, and her neck trembles, and a moan is faintly heard in my ear.

“If I wasn’t turned on, I wouldn’t have done it last night, and I wouldn’t have come here today, would I?”

“Do you regret it?”

I lick her neck and slowly wet the area around her neck with saliva.

Even if I’m a horny beast, this is outside, and it’s a men’s bathroom.

I have to avoid doing anything that would harm Ji-hye as much as possible. Some people might say that I should do it at times like this to be a man.

Before being a man, she’s my little sister, and she’s a person in society.

Doing something like that when I can’t take responsibility for her is not being a beast, but being trash.

I’d rather be a beast who has sex with his little sister than be trash.

Ji-hye, who had been silent at my words, pulled on my neck.

“If I regretted it, I wouldn’t have come here…. You son of a bitch…”

“You like it, though.”

I hugged Ji-hye lightly and changed our position.

I sat down and placed Ji-hye on my lap, facing me, and slowly unbuttoned my shirt.

My breathing is gradually becoming rough, and Ji-hye’s breath is also rough as she exhales towards me.

She wraps her arms around my neck and pulls me closer, slowly licking the skin inside my shirt that I haven’t fully unbuttoned yet.

“Because I like it…. *Euheut…. It’s fucked up*…”

Gray lace comes into view.

The fancy bra covering her chest, but smoothly wrapping around it, caught my eye.

As I was about to bring my mouth to undress her, Ji-hye bit my ear lightly, feeling my breath.

“If you take it off here, be prepared, I won’t let you go until it’s over…. *Heueut*…”

She’s already started moaning just from being licked, but she cuts it off firmly.

It’s honestly difficult to see it through here. The location, the position, everything.

Well, considering that the thing women hate the most is being turned on and not having sex, what I’m doing isn’t a very good thing.

Then the best thing to do is to smell and lick the slightly sweaty, sweet scent that feels like sweat.

A minimal compromise that can satisfy both of us.

It was only after I wet the inside of my unbuttoned body with saliva that Ji-hye became aroused.

Her face tells me that, because she’s clinging to me and only exhaling hot breaths.

“*Heueuk!*”

“Are you going to do what you want again? Or not?”

When I bite her ear lightly, a moan escapes that’s loud enough to be heard in the bathroom.

She’s trembling, but she’s avoiding answering? No way. I’m going to keep going.

“*Heueugeuk! Heueut! Ah…I won’t…I, I won’t*…”

“Don’t do that, seriously.”

As a finishing touch, I lightly bite and pull her ear, and she buries her face in my shoulder and moans.

The stimulation was stronger than I thought, and I could feel dampness on my shoulder, and I could see sweat beading on Ji-hye’s neck.

“Hey, hold it in and get up. We have to eat.”

“Ha…ah…al, alright…”

I lightly smack her butt, and she answers with a moan.

She wasn’t quite ready to get up, so I waited for a moment as she continued to exhale rough breaths in my arms.

–

I roughly wiped away the saliva and sweat with a tissue and returned to our seats.

The food had already arrived, and Ji-hye and I sat down as if nothing had happened and tasted the food.

“Hmm, it’s delicious as expected.”

“I’m glad it’s delicious, I was worried you’d say it wasn’t good after eating it.”

She gritted her teeth and was about to say something again, but she closed her mouth when she saw that the shirt around her upper chest was wet and see-through.

If she sees this again, it’s obvious that she’ll go crazy, but I can’t say it outright…damn.

I pondered how to say it and then snapped my fingers.

“Why? Oh…you little shit…”

When I pointed to the wet part, Ji-hye glared at me with gritted teeth.

It would have been okay if her shirt just got wet. But the fact that it’s outside and she showed it to people is something that’s hard to let go.

I can understand why she’s looking at me like she wants to kill me since I’m the one who did it.

Honestly, I have no excuses, and I understand if I get beaten up after eating.

Even if I think about it the other way around, it seems like it would be incredibly embarrassing…

–

“……”

“……”

An awkward silence flowed as we left after eating.

The department store is lively, but the two of us have a particularly gloomy atmosphere.

If I bring it up first, she’ll glare at me sharply and start walking again, but if I try to say more, I feel like I’ll have to replace my heart first.

“You couldn’t hold it in and had to do that?”

As expected, she spoke in a voice filled with suppressed anger.

She has every reason to be angry. I understand. But as I’ve said many times…

“You accepted it too, so why are you only doing this to me?”

“Shibal, so if I told you to stop there, would you stop?”

“That’s not true, but you could at least say one word to stop, right?”

“Ah, whatever! Just follow me quickly, I’m going to buy clothes.”

No matter how I look at it, it feels like she’s trying to cover up her embarrassment by getting angry.

I understand, but it’s hard to accept. It’s true that it’s embarrassing to admit it, so there’s nothing I can do.

We maintained silence as we walked, and arrived at the women’s clothing floor on the third floor.