6th grade.

Jihoon realized that this was an unusual situation.

Si-yoon, who was his older brother in the past, is still his older brother in a corner of his heart.

I drank a glass of alcohol and then passed out.

‘crazy!!!’

When I saw him hiccupping with a flushed face, I was able to confirm that he was fortunately still alive. I looked around.

“Wow… I’m bored…”

Jihoon quickly closed the lid of the soju and put the drinks in a corner to destroy the evidence.

And after carrying Si-yoon on his back, he moved to carefully enter the hotel, and something started to tingle in Si-yoon’s chest.

And a whooshing sound from behind…

“Ah!… Sigh… Really…”

Ji-hoon felt hot liquid running down his shoulder and back, and he picked up Si-yoon and went into the room where Ji-young was.

Si-yoon and Ji-hoon are covered in Si-yoon’s foreign substances.

“I’m tired… I’m tired… I’m tired…”

I can’t take my clothes off like this.

Jihoon quickly checked the surroundings and woke up Jiyoung, who was sleeping.

“Hey…Jiyoung.”

“Hmm…? Ouch!”

Jiyoung is surprised to see Jihoon. Fortunately, Jihoon covered his mouth.

When Ji-hoon pointed to Si-yoon, his face turned red and he saw Si-yoon sleeping comfortably and looked at Ji-hoon.

“I drank…”

“What?! How?”

“I brought it… That’s not the problem… I need to take off my clothes and wash it… No, just leave me alone. I’m the only one who has to destroy the evidence, right?”

“…I think you should change your clothes first…?”

“Ah… I guess I should do that. Please~”

“huh…”

Jihoon left Siyoon in the care of Jiyoung and moved quickly.

After quickly going to his room and washing up,

Ji-hoon, who came back after erasing the evidence, smoothed his forehead and saw Si-yoon sleeping on the floor.

Jiyoung watches from the side.

Park Ji-hoon picked up Si-yoon and dragged her to the bathroom, followed by Ji-young.

After laying Siyun down on the floor, I started a conversation while washing the back of her head.

“What happened…?”

“I was so excited that I had a drink and that’s what happened.”

“…?”

After washing all of his hair, Ji-hoon hesitates while trying to take off Si-yoon.

“You do it.”

“huh…”

Park Ji-hoon searched Si-yoon’s bag, took out some clothes, and handed them to Ji-young.

Jiyoung must have changed her clothes, so she called Jihoon.

“I thought something was really going on… wow… first of all, where are the clothes you were wearing?”

“I put it there… but why?”

“You have to wash it… If you leave it like this, you will definitely get caught.”

Ji-hoon moved Si-yoon to the bed, went into the bathroom, and started washing the vomit-stained clothes.

Jiyoung, who was watching from the side, said.

“…Isn’t it dirty?”

“What? Toga?”

“huh…”

“It’s not even in my mouth, so what’s so dirty about it?”

“I see…”

Ji-hoon, who washed away the vomit without hesitation, washed Si-yoon’s clothes. And the hand stops.

“…..You do this.”

“huh.”

It was Siyun’s very small underwear with a picture of a white rabbit on a pink background.

The warm sunlight illuminated my face dazzlingly.

When I slightly opened my eyes, the sky was shining blue along with the emerald horizon outside.

“Ugh… Ah… I’m dizzy…”

“Woke up?”

I looked around and saw Jiyoung looking at me.

“huh…”

“Yesterday… I was really surprised… Jihoon suddenly came to visit.”

“uh?!”

I quickly looked around and checked my clothes.

“What happened?”

“Jihoon said… you passed out after drinking one drink… you were pouting all over your body… Jihoon washed your clothes.

I smelled my hair, nodded, and went into the shower.

And there was a place where I washed my clothes and hung them up, and there was my underwear on one side.

“ha…”

After washing up, I checked my surroundings while drying my hair.

“I passed out after one drink…? Me?”

“…I heard that’s true? It’s the first time I’ve seen someone collapse like that after drinking…”

I muttered as I took out my clothes and put them on.

“No… eh… it won’t be… I’m telling you? Oba…”

I should have realized the reality then…

After spending time with various experiential learning and recreation, night came again.

“Let’s just throw it away…”

“No, that can’t be possible. No matter how much I use it, there is still time to digest it, right? Does that mean I pass out as soon as I put it in?”

Jihoon thought for a moment and nodded slowly.

“…..okay.”

Jihoon went back to the room and brought out some leftover soju in a black bag.

“Why did you bring only this?”

Jihoon, who was watching me, spoke slowly and carefully, as if he was trying not to provoke me.

“I… don’t drink.”

“What the hell? There was a lot of liquor.”

Jihoon sighed and spoke while looking at me.

“…You said you couldn’t even drink it…”

“Bring it.”

“ha…”

In the end, Jihoon ordered the first drinks he brought in front of me.

“Honestly, you didn’t know I was a little kid yesterday, so I gave you a cup full of paper, right?”

“It’s more that I fainted in 1 second…”

“…?”

When I look at Jihoon, he notices me and becomes quiet.

I felt sorry that I was taking out my anger in a strange place.

But… no matter how much I thought about it, this wasn’t it.

I received the soju poured by Jihoon.

A very small amount that does not even submerge the floor.

“…? Pour more.”

“No… just increase it slowly.”

“But isn’t this it?”

“Let’s drink it and find out slowly how much we drink…”

I nodded and drank a very small amount of soju.

“Look, I’m fine…”

Then I knew.

It was then that I admitted it.

At that time, I was fully aware.

The most alcoholic trash I’ve ever seen in my life, I’m said to have been born with a body that has the best RTS…

I started to feel dizzy, like I was on an amusement ride, and the floor started moving towards my face.

Yes, I admit it.

This body faints at the mere smell of alcohol…

Honestly, I felt it before I put it in my mouth.

When you smell alcohol, your face gets hot…

But I didn’t want to admit it.

Kang Han-seong, the world’s drunkard, smells alcohol and gets drunk?

It’s so bad that a passing dog laughs at it.

Beautiful memories of competing against the mafia by taking shots of tequila from a bottle come to mind.

‘Ah… the floor of Jeju Island is cold…’

‘Look at Milan…’

Jihoon shouted as he picked up Siyun who was falling.

“Ah!!! Really, you crazy bitch!!!”

It was a remark that would normally start with a fist, but Si-yoon, who was already asleep, remained calm.

I sat down on my bed and started thinking seriously.

‘No… no… no… there must be another reason, I can’t do that…’

‘Ha… no… it must be reality…’

Jiyoung looks at me sighing and thinking seriously.

“Siyoon, are you okay?”

“…..”

“Siyoon?”

I want to go to the hospital right away and get my body checked, but how can I tell you that alcohol causes fainting? I’m a 13-year-old…

Above all, yesterday, due to Jihoon’s earnest request, I drank just enough that it didn’t even cover the bottom of the glass.

But not this…

This isn’t real…fuck…

The only thing that comes to mind is that I had my first kiss with the bottom of Jeju Island yesterday, and I don’t remember anything after that.

I drank a full paper cup with this garbage body,

I started to understand why I vomited all over my body.

The ridiculous thing is that even now, my vision is spinning and I have a hangover.

‘Well, it’s a good body for the cost-effectiveness, damn it…’

If there ever comes a time when you want to go somewhere and forget everything, like washing away your memories with alcohol…

So, if you want to drink to death…

Just borrow a glass of soju from the person next to you and drink it with water.

“and…”

All you have to do is put a glass of soju in a 1.5L water bottle, shake it excitedly, and drink it slowly…

‘Wow… that’s so good…’

Jiyoung realized that I was in a bad mood and approached me cautiously.

“…Siyoon, are you okay?”

“Huh? Oh, it’s okay… I’m glad I found out in advance…”

“what?”

“How much to drink…”

It’s dizzying to think that from now on I won’t be able to drink alcohol with delicious food.

How much I wanted to drink sometimes whenever I ate food.

How longing for that thrilling, cold beer while eating greasy food…

Take a big gulp! I can’t enjoy the refreshing feeling of running down my neck…

What a miserable life this is…

“ha…”

I looked down at my body and sighed.

I thought it was because I was still young… and I ignored the truth until the end.

I walked out slowly to have breakfast with Jiyoung.

It seems like I have a severe hangover as my eyes are not fixed and moving more and more.

I think drinking alcohol can make you feel sick in the morning.

but…

‘Really eat that… I wonder if it’s damn good…’

I’m planning to have breakfast, but the main dish is braised ribs.

Normally I would eat it thinking it would be good, but not now.

Fortunately, there was egg soup, so I just grabbed a bowl of soup and sat down with Jiyoung.

“Can I just… eat that?”

As I drank the hot soup, I felt refreshed.

“Okay… let’s pick up some snacks later.”

And Park Ji-hoon also woke up and came into the restaurant.

Looking at his behavior, it looked like he had been exercising since morning.

He glanced at me and came over with food.

“I told you not to drink it.”

“shut up…”

“Wow… I thought you were behind because you were moving yesterday!!!”

I recalled the day before… and said with a quiet sigh.

“…sigh… I’m sorry.”

If I was busy, I wonder if I was busy… The last field trip of elementary school ended with such an uneasy feeling.

Memories of the school field trip kept coming back to me at home, and I was crouching down and touching my toenails.

Dad must have looked quite depressed in his eyes, so he slowly approached me.

“Daughter, what’s going on…?”

“Ha…no.”

“…Dad…Is it because you followed me on a school trip…?”

I took one look at my father’s face and sighed.

“Ugh… no.”

“…Siyoon…”

When my father became restless in front of me,

I tapped the seat next to me as if to ask him to sit here.

My dad sits next to me without a second of hesitation.

I just put my head on my dad’s thigh.

“Not because of Dad.”

“then…?”

“I can’t speak, but it’s not because of my dad.”

I wondered what my father was thinking alone as he played with my hair.

Alpha and Beta climbed up on the sofa and wagged their tails, asking to be touched too.

I hugged the alpha I saw in front of me.

The alpha is in pain, but it doesn’t raise its claws.

“Are you worried about not being able to tell your dad?”

“huh.”

“It’s not a big deal, right?”

“huh.”

“Then it’s okay, my daughter is smart, so she’ll figure it out.”

“of course.”

It would be fortunate if it was a problem that could be solved as my father said.

Please… if I become an adult, at least a little bit…

I hope you develop a tolerance so that you can at least drink beer…

God took my bouncy cheeks… Why did I have to drink so much… Sigh…

One more thing added to the list of things God took from me.

“School tomorrow…”

Dad looked into my eyes.

If you say you don’t want to go with empty words, your dad won’t let you go.

“No, I have to go to school… I have nothing to do.”

“Would you like to go on a 2-day, 1-night trip with Dad?”

I glanced at my dad.

“Where.”

“Um… You can go to Incheon or Donghae is fine.”

I said to my dad, thinking about seafood season.

“Shall we go to the East Sea and eat some shrimp?”

“Is that so?”

“Okay then.”

As soon as I finished speaking, Dad carefully lifted his head, got up, and started getting ready while calling the private elementary school.

And the next day, I headed to the East Sea with my dad.

Slap~

Under the hot sun, wearing a white cap and sunglasses, I looked at the rolling sea.

Slap~

The smell of the sea deep in my heart, the sounds of seagulls coming from afar…

Slap~

The horizon that separates the sky and the sea with sound…

I was now on a boat with my dad, on a picturesque sea like something you would only see in an exhibition.

Slap~

Along with my stomach shaking, I felt nauseous.

Wow!

“Are you okay…?”

As I was holding the baton and retching, my dad patted my back.

“No… why the boat… haha…”

“You said you were riding…”

Because of the vomiting, tears welled up in my eyes and my face turned red.

“That’s not it…go, I… ugh!! Haha… I didn’t know you could get motion sick…”

This trash-like body that can’t even drink alcohol even gets seasick.

As the past came to mind, I was a fool to think about catching a flounder and eating raw fish.

Every time I stir, I feel nauseous.

Dad was patting me on the back, and I was handing rice cakes mixed with high-quality ingredients to the fish.

“Ugh… I feel like I’m going to die…”

“That won’t work. I’ll tell the captain. Let’s go back, Siyoon.”

“No, it’s okay… I have to catch some raw fish to eat…”

“You can buy it and eat it…”

“I like fishing too?!”

Dad nodded, probably remembering me fishing for carp like Taegong Kang.

He leisurely catches a fish, skillfully removes the hook, and releases it by throwing it to the shore.

At first, it was difficult to pretend to be a beginner.

With nothing more to vomit from inside, I felt like I could survive.

I put on my hat and looked up at the sky.

‘The weather is really nice for once…’