350. Shimaidon (3)

There was a time I wandered, unsure where to find the value of life after my shoulder snapped and shattered.

Back then, my goal was to somehow rehabilitate and stand on the mound again, but… that was the wrong answer.

The value of life was something to be found in places like this.

“…Good?”

“Good.”

“How good?”

“Good enough to make me want to kiss you.”

“Puhuhu…, No. Do it after you gargle.”

My girlfriend, wearing some cute item for me, squeezes my cock with her breasts.

Could there possibly be anything more valuable in the world than this?

Even if my shoulder miraculously became fine again and I stood on the mound.

Even if I pitched in the bottom of the 9th inning of Game 7 of the Korean Series, got the save, and clinched the team’s championship, I don’t think I’d feel any more fulfilled than I do now.

…In the end, human happiness,

a man’s happiness, is found in places like this.

“Ah, I told you no. There’s cum on it, this is mine, okay? Stay still, Master.”

“Just kidding, just kidding.”

“…Heup.”

“Hey.”

My glans, having already ejaculated profusely, submerged in the warm mouth, feels like my back is about to break.

But perhaps thanks to getting used to it, it wasn’t unbearably dizzying.

…If she sucked so crudely like that, that’s another story though-

“Ugh, ugh…, Ugh………”

“…Hey. Go a little, easy.”

“Puh…, …Why? Usually, you let me cum loads, don’t pull out, and go a few more times like that.”

“That’s because I do it at my own pace-, Hey. Wait a sec…!”

“Heuup…♡”

…Still, honestly, if I tried to endure it, I could.

Unlike a Master, my breathing gets ragged, and I have to gnaw on the chair armrest, which was just unsightly.

Haeun wouldn’t want me showing this disheveled side either.

Yet why she keeps provoking me is obvious without saying.

“Eugh…, Oop…♡”

…Instead of the chair armrest, grabbing tightly onto the handle attached to her own body,

means she wants me to shove my cock down to her throat, what other meaning could there be.

After shoving it in so deep she can’t breathe, she can’t tease my glans with her tongue, so this way is actually more comfortable.

Instead, her teasingly licking the shaft was fucking stimulating, but honestly, I wouldn’t mind if she did it more.

“Puh-heek…, Heek…. Hehe…♡”

Just as her throat tightened, I pulled out my cock and looked down at Haeun, who was wiping her mouth, dripping the fluid mixed with saliva and cum.

Without exaggeration, unlike her lewd expression with eyes so glazed over that you could almost see hearts, the furry cat ears she wore on her head looked quite cute.

I bought them last time to film a YouTube video, and they were quite amazing then too.

The view count was decent, and the secret filming session right after the shoot was really great too.

Come to think of it, before I go to Japan, how should I handle my YouTube channel?

As for the videos, I can film anywhere with just a camera and guitar, and since it’s a channel mostly watched by foreigners anyway, there’s no real need to close it, but…

Still, once I’m pregnant, uploading videos might be a bit much, so I should film ahead of time-

“What are you thinking so hard about, heek? With your incredibly lewd girlfriend right in front of you…”

“Ah, sorry. I was just thinking about your YouTube channel.”

“What? You want to film again?”

“Why? When I see you playing the guitar, I get that feeling, but not right now.”

“Really? Should I bring my guitar then? …Do you want to see me play naked?”

“…It’s not like that.”

Thinking I’m some kind of incubus consumed by lust, when I simultaneously stroked Haeun’s ears as she kept saying weird things, she quickly calmed down.

It’s not entirely wrong, but anyway.

Stroking the fluffy ears and the soft ears together felt really good.

…Seeing her like this, too, will be difficult for a while.

After all, making a pregnant girl give a deep throat feels a bit much, humanly speaking.

“…Shoving your cock down someone’s throat, why are you suddenly acting nice? You idiot.”

“You’re the one who asked me to shove it in.”

“I never said that.”

“You seduced me with your eyes.”

“Master, you commanded me with your eyes first.”

“I only thought it, just thought it.”

“Then can I say what I only thought too?”

But as if trying to shatter my will, which was somehow trying to maintain boundaries, Haeun, wiping her lips with her arm and standing up, stuck close to me sitting in the chair, rubbing her slippery breasts against me, and whispered softly in my ear.

“I want to keep uploading YouTube videos, even if I get pregnant.”

“…Hey.”

…She wants to keep uploading videos, even during pregnancy.

It’s not for me to say, but it’s definitely not a wholesome channel.

“Why? It doesn’t matter to me, right? We’re dating publicly anyway, so why are you acting like this?”

She argued that since we’re dating publicly anyway, it shouldn’t matter, and tried to persuade me.

Of course, she wasn’t wrong, but still, isn’t it a bit much?

A pregnant woman doing cosplay and playing guitar, uploading that, humanly speaking-

“…Your cock is twitching like crazy. My Master.”

“…”

“You imagined it, right? …What kind of comments will appear.”

…Thinking with my head, it was something I absolutely shouldn’t allow.

But thinking with my cock, it was an offer I couldn’t refuse.

Me too…, Yeah. Fuck.

Honestly, I want to show off.

Hinami and Jia, if I boasted about them, my head would roll, so I can’t, but Haeun is my girlfriend anyway.

Whether we’re making out at home, kissing on the street, holding hands in public, or filing for marriage, no one could say anything.

…Likewise, even if I got her pregnant, anyone complaining would be wrong.

At least between Haeun and me, we were in the clear.

“No.”

“Why?”

“…It’s not good for the baby.”

But… just because we’re in the clear doesn’t mean we won’t get cursed at in this day and age.

All sorts of people will point fingers at her.

They’ll point fingers at me too.

Later, they’ll point fingers at the baby.

Honestly, both Haeun and I can brush off getting cursed at as a pastime, but the last part is the problem.

It’s just that…

“Exactly what isn’t good about it?”

“Later, when the baby grows up, people will say something about that, right? So, it’s a bit-“

“Puhuhu… What are you talking about, Joo-hyuk. …You’re currently planning to make my nephew my own child.”

“…”

“Besides, you’re going to make Hinami’s child her sibling, right? After doing such inhuman things, you don’t want my child to be cursed at?”

“…It’s not like that.”

“Master, do as you please. You want to, don’t you? Honestly?”

If you were going to think about that, you shouldn’t have created this situation in the first place.

Making Haeun do YouTube stuff wasn’t right, and even if I did, allowing content that attracts attention with cosplay and sells her boobs shouldn’t have been allowed.

I shouldn’t have touched Hinami, shouldn’t have assaulted Seo Jia.

Getting those two pregnant shouldn’t have happened, and after doing all that, promising Haeun forever shouldn’t have happened either.

In the end, there was no justification to refuse what she wanted.

…What she wanted was actually what I wanted too.

“…It’s something you absolutely can’t make Ye-eun and Hinami do. So I’ll do it. And, surprisingly, there might be demand?”

“That… probably true.”

“Ah, it’s not like I plan to dress provocatively like now, right? Once I’m pregnant, I’ll film more modestly. If I dress too sexily, my Master will get horny again and jump on me, right? Even though I’m pregnant.”

“…”

“And, if I say they’re twins beforehand, I’ll receive less suspicion later on. …How about it? Doesn’t it sound good?”

Haeun’s rambling words weren’t really sinking in.

The future unfolding like a video in my mind was so vivid that I couldn’t focus.

I knew what kind of reaction would occur when a YouTuber with a suspiciously bulging belly uploaded videos playing guitar as if nothing was wrong, even without seeing it firsthand.

…But,

I couldn’t put aside the dark desire to see it firsthand.

“…My cock says it’s okay, Master.”

“Hoo…”

“Don’t just sigh. …We need to earn money anyway, right? If you stop uploading videos, you’ll fall off the algorithm.”

“Fine, upload them. As my belly grows, whether I keep doing cosplay or wear normal maternity clothes, keep uploading. The views will be good.”

“Heheh…”

“…But after filming, I’m definitely taking you.”

“Huh?”

“Fuck, after you do something so fucking hot, did you think I could resist?”

“…No♡ Ah, Joo-hyuk, I haven’t rinsed my mouth yet…!”

“Then I’ll just fuck you from behind without kissing, fuck…!”

Fuck, she knows exactly what I like, like a ghost.

Getting cursed at and pointed at by others, knowing full well it will happen, why does she enjoy it, this crazy bitch.

Calling her a slut, saying ‘the boyfriend obviously has a big dick, so it makes sense’, and ‘she’s pregnant but acting like this, is that okay?’

Besides me, she hasn’t even held hands with another man, yet she’ll hear all sorts of vulgar things.

“Ahaha, Ah, today, we agreed to only use breasts…”

“Shut up and spread ’em, Seo Haeun.”

“…Yes♡”

…Fuck, really.

Later, even if just out of spite, I’ll upload one Q&A video.

Haeun, besides me right now, has never met another man.

Whether you believe it or not is up to the viewer, but who gives a shit?

It’s the truth.

Whether you curse, point fingers, or jerk off while watching my belly grow, do whatever you want.

It’s mine anyway.