#35.

Rough breaths and hot sighs subsided, and the two remained entwined in the afterglow, speechless for a while. Lee Han swept back Han Su-jin-ssi’s hair and whispered in her ear.

“Su-jin-ssi, could you come to the office after dinner for a few days starting tomorrow?”

Han Su-jin-ssi, panting, leaned into Lee Han’s arms and replied.

“Evenings won’t work…”

“I know. That’s why I’m asking you like this.”

Lee Han cut off Han Su-jin-ssi’s words and whispered softly again. His lips slowly descended to Han Su-jin-ssi’s neck. He continued to kiss her gently, as if caressing her.

“I really shouldn’t…”

Although Han Su-jin-ssi refused with her words, she was gradually falling into Lee Han’s kiss. A desire to instinctively entrust her body to him arose. Her hands wrapped around Lee Han’s neck.

Lee Han’s tongue traced Han Su-jin-ssi’s collarbone and kept exploring deeper. At that sensation, Han Su-jin-ssi unknowingly groaned. At the small sound, Lee Han’s eyes deepened further.

“So, you’ll come…?”

Smiling faintly, Lee Han kissed her again. Contrary to her words, Han Su-jin-ssi responded actively to the kiss. A hot and heart-fluttering kiss followed.

In the quickly heated atmosphere, the two passionately explored each other once more. They delved deeper, caressing each other’s skin with their fingertips and lips. Breaths and heat mingled, and desire bloomed, captivating them both.

The office was soon filled with hot and steamy air. Han Su-jin-ssi gritted her teeth and trembled with pleasure. On one hand, regret washed over her, but she had already reached a point where she couldn’t stop. The two were absorbed in each other’s arms for a while, senselessly enjoying themselves.

Eventually, sighs and groans subsided, and Lee Han and Han Su-jin-ssi, soaked in sweat, breathed heavily. Han Su-jin-ssi leaned weakly and looked at Lee Han.

“Just this once…”

“I know. Just this once, please.”

Lee Han also smiled and kissed Han Su-jin-ssi on the forehead. Han Su-jin-ssi closed her eyes, leaning into Lee Han’s arms without saying anything. Silence fell in the office where the heat had subsided.

–

Han Su-jin-ssi hurriedly opened the front door and entered the house. Her husband, Park Tae-young, who was sitting on the living room sofa, greeted her with a bright voice.

“Oh, you’re here?”

“You’re already here? Did you finish a bit early today?”

Han Su-jin-ssi said with a face reddened with guilt. Guilt washed over her, but she tried to control her emotions and asked Park Tae-young.

“Have you had dinner?”

“No, I was waiting to eat with you.”

Han Su-jin-ssi said apologetically, and Park Tae-young waved his hand with a smile.

“It’s okay. But should we eat out for a change today? Let’s go eat something delicious.”

At those words, Han Su-jin-ssi wore a bewildered expression. Eating out? In her current state, she couldn’t possibly do that. She quickly made excuses.

“I’m a bit tired today… I think it would be better to eat at home. Let’s pick a place in advance next time and meet there.”

Park Tae-young nodded, still wearing a smile.

“Okay, I understand. Then take your time preparing. There’s no rush.”

She wanted to hug Park Tae-young out of gratitude, but Han Su-jin-ssi flinched and hesitated. The subtle, erotic scent emanating from her still-sweaty body stimulated her nose. Her underwear was soaked and unpleasant. Traces of Lee Han were seeping out from between her legs.

Overwhelmed with shame and guilt, Han Su-jin-ssi quickly headed to the kitchen and said.

“Wait a little bit. I’ll prepare it soon.”

“Take your time. I’ll watch TV while I wait.”

Park Tae-young, still smiling, sat deeply on the sofa and focused his gaze on the TV screen. As soon as Han Su-jin-ssi entered the kitchen, she leaned against the table, putting strength into her trembling legs. Her heart was heavy with guilt and regret towards her husband. She felt resentful towards Park Tae-young, who greeted her so calmly, but at the same time, she was grateful.

Stopping in front of the kitchen sink, Han Su-jin-ssi turned on the water with trembling hands. She cooled her flushed face with the cool stream of water and composed herself. Soon, she opened the refrigerator and started preparing dinner. While trying to maintain her composure as much as possible, the warmth of Lee Han that still remained on her skin and the sensation in her lower abdomen could not be erased.

–

Han Su-jin-ssi and Park Tae-young sat facing each other at the table, eating dinner and chatting. Park Tae-young asked Han Su-jin-ssi with a smiling face.

“How was your day today? Nothing special happened, right?”

Han Su-jin-ssi hesitated for a moment before carefully speaking.

“Actually… I think I’ll have to go to the management office for a bit in the evening starting tomorrow because of the neighborhood association.”

“Really? Then you should go. Our apartment’s neighborhood association work is important too.”

Park Tae-young replied readily, as if he didn’t mind at all. Han Su-jin-ssi felt a mixture of guilt and gratitude at his understanding attitude.

“I’m sorry. For making you eat dinner alone…”

“Hey, it’s okay. I think I’ll have some late-night work starting tomorrow too. After that’s done, let’s go eat something delicious in the evening.”

Park Tae-young still had a fresh smile on his face as he said that. Han Su-jin-ssi loved her husband so much, but on the other hand, her heart ached.

“I’m sorry that you’re suffering so much. I should treat you better…”

Park Tae-young held Han Su-jin-ssi’s hand tightly and shook his head.

“You’re the one who’s suffering more. Raising the kids, doing housework, and even doing neighborhood association work… I think you’re amazing.”

At those words, Han Su-jin-ssi’s eyes welled up. How could she lie to her husband, who cherished and loved her so much? Guilt washed over her like a storm, but she tried to control her emotions and smiled at Park Tae-young.

After finishing the meal, Park Tae-young approached Han Su-jin-ssi from behind while she was doing the dishes. He gently wrapped his arms around her waist and whispered in her ear.

“How about… tonight?”

At those words, Han Su-jin-ssi’s heart beat loudly. She was surprised and froze involuntarily. She couldn’t possibly allow her husband to touch her body, which still bore traces of her affair with Lee Han. After barely calming herself, Han Su-jin-ssi replied with a smiling face.

“Wait a little bit. I’ll go wash up.”

Then she hurried to the bathroom. Standing under the hot water, Han Su-jin-ssi scrubbed her body for a long time. As if trying to erase Lee Han’s warmth and scent, she showered until her skin turned red. And while drying her body, she muttered like a sigh.

‘I’m sorry…’

Her head became complicated. It was a decision for her husband, but the guilt of being intimate with another man weighed heavily on Han Su-jin-ssi’s heart. But soon, she put on a nonchalant face and entered the bedroom.

–

Park Tae-young and Han Su-jin-ssi were enjoying the afterglow in each other’s arms. Han Su-jin-ssi, leaning her head against Park Tae-young’s chest, listened to his heartbeat and was immersed in comfort and happiness.

‘This person… is the only person I truly love.’

Han Su-jin-ssi repeated in her heart. She always felt this warm and cozy feeling when she was with Park Tae-young. All worries and concerns disappeared, and she felt fulfilled just by being with the person she loved.

Then Park Tae-young stroked Han Su-jin-ssi’s hair and whispered.

“Honey, should we… start thinking about having a baby now?”

At that moment, Han Su-jin-ssi’s heart seemed to sink deeply. A baby… Did she deserve to have a baby now? While continuing her relationship with Lee Han, how could she conceive a new life?

“Are you… okay with that? I…”

Park Tae-young cut off Han Su-jin-ssi’s hesitant mumbling first.

“I hope it’s a pretty daughter who looks like you. She’ll definitely be a brave and smart child like her mother.”

Saying that, Park Tae-young smiled brightly. His eyes, filled with love, were staring straight at Han Su-jin-ssi. Han Su-jin-ssi’s heart welled up. She forced a smile and replied to him.

“I… think a strong son who looks like you would be nice. It would be even better if he had an honest and warm heart like his father.”

Smiling and looking at each other’s faces, the two slowly kissed. Park Tae-young’s arms wrapped tightly around Han Su-jin-ssi’s waist. While a tender and affectionate kiss continued, complex thoughts went through Han Su-jin-ssi’s head.

‘Forgive me, honey… I’m sorry for not being a good wife to you. But this feeling will never change. Don’t forget that I only love you in this world…’

Tears welled up, but Han Su-jin-ssi held back and hugged Park Tae-young even tighter. She desperately hoped that the day would come when she could escape the weight of this guilt, and that this love would not change until then.

Feeling Park Tae-young’s breath, Han Su-jin-ssi decided to put aside other thoughts for now. She would fully immerse herself in this special time with her beloved husband. So the two spent a hot and affectionate night, and for a while, the bedroom was filled with sweet sighs and whispers.

Tonight, she resolved to spend a sweet time with her beloved husband…

–

Han Su-jin-ssi and Lee Han shared a hot and passionate love on the sofa in the management office. With the sound of their breaths subsiding after reaching their peak, a slightly awkward silence flowed. Han Su-jin-ssi sat up and looked at Lee Han.

“You said you had work…”

Lee Han, still holding Han Su-jin-ssi in his arms, slowly nodded. Then, with a playful smile, he replied.

“This is work. For me, anyway.”

At that moment, Han Su-jin-ssi’s eyebrows shot up. When she glared at Lee Han with a displeased look, he quickly raised both hands and burst into laughter.

“Just kidding, just kidding.”

Han Su-jin-ssi averted her gaze without replying and leaned back on the sofa. Lee Han gently laid Han Su-jin-ssi down and got up from his seat. He went to the water purifier, poured a glass of water, and slowly drank the water while talking to Han Su-jin-ssi.

“I’m just asking for a few days. It’s not like I’m asking to meet you every evening like this. It’s just… I need you right now.”

There was a strange atmosphere in Lee Han’s voice as he trailed off. He swallowed the cold water and hesitated for a moment, then opened his mouth again.

“I just want you to come in the evening for these few days. After that, I’ll never make such an unreasonable request again.”

Han Su-jin-ssi lay down with her eyes closed, without saying anything. Her chest felt cold. Were Lee Han’s words sincere? Or were they just the same snake-like lies as before?

“…Okay.”

Han Su-jin-ssi’s small whisper sounded very tired. Lee Han approached the sofa and sat next to her. Stroking Han Su-jin-ssi’s sweaty forehead, he looked down at her with affectionate eyes.

Silence fell in the conference room. Lost in their own complex thoughts, the two remained silent. In the slowly cooling heat, Han Su-jin-ssi’s heart was sinking like a heavy stone. She didn’t know how long she could handle all of this. She just closed her eyes and regulated her breathing, trying to suppress the anxiety and doubt swirling in her head.