#31.

In the pitch-black night, Park Min-ah was getting dressed, seemingly without even realizing she had fallen asleep and woken up. As if possessed by something, her footsteps led her towards the management office, just like yesterday. The frustration from when she visited him during the day hadn’t faded yet, but why was she walking this path again?

‘Was the building manager-nim avoiding me…?’

The disappointment and despair she felt when facing the closed door in front of the office flashed through her mind. Her heart sank with the fear of encountering that situation again. Just as she was about to grab the doorknob with trembling hands, she was startled by a voice from behind.

“Min-ah-ssi, you’ve come.”

Turning around, she saw Lee Han standing there, the very person she had been longing for. Feeling both happy and embarrassed to see his face, Park Min-ah didn’t know what to do, and Lee Han gave her a warm smile.

“Please, come inside.”

Lee Han guided Park Min-ah into the office, where a faint light was seeping out. As Park Min-ah followed him inside, complex emotions intertwined within her heart. The feelings of resentment and longing for Lee Han, the shame she felt for herself, and the irresistible emotions that drew her in.

“Um… I came to see you this morning, but the office was closed…”

Park Min-ah cautiously opened her mouth in the space where only the two of them remained after the door closed. She felt pathetic saying those words.

“I’m sorry. Something came up, so I was late.”

Park Min-ah bit her lip at Lee Han’s nonchalant reply. Was that really all there was to it? The resentment of him making her anxious without even a single message welled up inside her. But she couldn’t bring herself to confront him in person. It felt like she was begging, which hurt her pride.

“Oh… I see…”

Torn between the desire to resent Lee Han and the desperate longing to see him again, Park Min-ah couldn’t find her bearings. She could only stare at Lee Han as he approached her. How did things end up like this? In a vortex of emotions she couldn’t even understand herself, Park Min-ah was being consumed by the darkness.

Sitting next to Lee Han, Park Min-ah was waiting for his touch. Her body still ached after their first experience, but the longing was greater than the pain. When Lee Han’s hesitant hand wrapped around her shoulder, Park Min-ah closed her eyes in anticipation and nervousness.

“Did it hurt a lot…? I think I got too excited back then…”

Park Min-ah shook her head at Lee Han’s voice whispering in her ear. It did hurt, but she desperately wanted his touch. As if it was the only thing that could comfort her.

Lee Han’s hand gently slipped under the hem of Park Min-ah’s t-shirt. Her breath hitched as his warm palm brushed against her bare skin. Lee Han slowly pulled up her t-shirt, as if savoring the moment.

Exposed white skin, goosebumps, a slightly trembling navel… Lee Han, who had been scanning her body with greedy eyes, completely took off her t-shirt.

A cold air swept across her bare skin in an instant. Park Min-ah instinctively covered her chest with her arms. But Lee Han gently removed her arms with a tender touch. Flushed cheeks with embarrassment, shyly closed eyes, and even the lips that opened with a soft moan. Everything stimulated his desire.

Lee Han cupped Park Min-ah’s breast with one hand. As he continuously massaged and stroked her soft skin, her breathing grew increasingly intense, echoing in the room. He stimulated her nipple, rotating it with his thumb, and a suppressed moan burst out.

“Haa… Unh…”

Lee Han smiled with satisfaction and groped her waist with his other hand. His fingers slid down along her pelvis, hovering over her lower abdomen. Park Min-ah shuddered as his hand slipped into her skirt.

The bulge that had swelled up over her tight underwear was clearly felt at his fingertips. Lee Han teased her by tapping that spot and squeezing her buttocks. As her sensitive area was caressed, Park Min-ah threw her head back and moaned loudly.

Lee Han pleasured her with slow touches, but he circled around without touching the crucial spot, making her anxious. Park Min-ah unconsciously clung to him at the suffocating stimulation. Her thighs opened on their own towards Lee Han, and her eyes were filled with longing. All those reactions satisfied him.

“Just a moment…”

Lee Han stopped touching her.

“Min-ah-ssi… How should we handle contraception?”

Park Min-ah’s face flushed in an instant. That was something she hadn’t thought about. Noticing that she couldn’t hide her embarrassment, Lee Han smiled gently.

“Can you go to the convenience store and buy some condoms?”

Lee Han started to dress Park Min-ah again as she hesitated. But he deliberately left out her underwear.

“Um… well…”

Lee Han gently comforted Park Min-ah, who was stammering with embarrassment.

“You can do it, Min-ah-ssi. It’s our little secret… okay?”

Lee Han stared at Park Min-ah with passionate eyes. She couldn’t avoid his gaze. She wanted to refuse, but strangely, she was afraid. As if she was bewitched by his eyes.

Park Min-ah grabbed the doorknob with trembling hands. She glanced at Lee Han one more time, then mustered her courage and stepped outside. Park Min-ah’s mind was a mess as she wandered through the unfamiliar night streets. Anxiety and shame, and even the unknown emotions that drew her to Lee Han. Park Min-ah was slowly falling into an ever-deepening vortex of chaos.

Park Min-ah walked through the apartment complex, feeling the cool night air. She felt strange at how she had become accustomed to walking around without underwear. Why was she doing this unpleasant and shameful act? Her mind was confused, but she could only think of following Lee Han’s instructions.

‘Because he wanted it… I have to do it.’

At some point, Park Min-ah stopped questioning or thinking about disobeying Lee Han’s words. Sometimes she had strange feelings, but she immediately comforted herself, saying, ‘Lee Han-ssi is the only one who truly cares about me.’ It felt like everything she had done so far would collapse if she didn’t believe that.

Arriving at the convenience store, Park Min-ah picked up a condom with trembling hands. Fortunately, there were no other customers in the store. She tried to hide her burning face and cautiously headed to the checkout counter.

“It’s 15,000 won.”

Park Min-ah nodded at the cashier’s words and handed over her card. At that moment, she met the cashier’s eyes. She felt like her body was shrinking. It was as if the cashier could see right through her.

A damp sensation was felt between her flushed thighs. Because she wasn’t wearing underwear, her sensitive area was being stimulated little by little. She was afraid someone would notice. Afraid that this embarrassing situation would be exposed.

“Thank you. Please come again.”

Barely finishing the payment, Park Min-ah squeezed the condom in her hand and left the convenience store. She brushed her red, flushed cheeks and ran towards the management office. She wanted to return to Lee Han as soon as possible. To the only person who could make her forget her shame.

Park Min-ah knew that all these feelings and actions were unhealthy. But she couldn’t see any other way to choose. She was being swayed by the man named Lee Han. It was scary, but at the same time, she was looking forward to it. In the midst of contradictory emotions, she was gradually losing her way. Not knowing what kind of ending awaited her beyond the dark tunnel.

Park Min-ah was secretly pleased with Lee Han’s praise. The contradictory emotions were forgotten in an instant, and she was smiling happily by his side.

Lee Han sat Park Min-ah on the sofa and slowly took off her clothes. Soon, Lee Han threw off all his clothes as well. When his penis was revealed as it was, Park Min-ah looked at it with surprised eyes. It was the male genitalia that she hadn’t properly seen because she was too busy feeling during her first experience last time.

“You can touch it…”

Lee Han whispered and led Park Min-ah’s hand to his penis. After hesitating, she began to caress his thing with curious hands. Lee Han’s breathing became rough at Park Min-ah’s clumsy movements.

A little later, Lee Han ejaculated into Park Min-ah’s hand with a moan. Surprised by the unexpected situation, she instinctively cupped her hand to catch the semen.

“Can you do it with your mouth this time…?”

Lee Han pulled Park Min-ah’s face towards his penis. He gave Park Min-ah, who was sending him a questioning look, a friendly yet overwhelming smile. Drawn to that gaze, she eventually opened her mouth and took his penis into it.

As the fishy smell and bitter taste swirled around her tongue, Park Min-ah felt nauseous. But she couldn’t disappoint Lee Han. Led by his gaze, she desperately endured and licked off all the traces on his penis.

“You’re good at it… Min-ah-ssi.”

Lee Han muttered with satisfaction, watching Park Min-ah panting roughly and swallowing her disgust. Park Min-ah felt a strange sense of pride rising at that praise.

Lee Han put a condom on his penis and sat Park Min-ah on the sofa, then spread her legs. As he stroked her smooth vulva with his fingertips, Park Min-ah’s breathing became rough.

“You’ve done a good job. Good job.”

Park Min-ah felt proud of herself for taking good care of herself, at Lee Han’s compliment.

“Are you ready…?”

At Lee Han’s whispering words, Park Min-ah closed her eyes and nodded. The next moment, Lee Han’s penis gently penetrated her inner wall.

“Ugh… It hurts…”

Park Min-ah moaned at the unfamiliar sensation. Lee Han hugged her tightly and whispered in her ear.

“Just bear with it for a little bit… Min-ah-ssi…”

Saying that, he slowly started to move his waist. A throbbing pain and a slowly rising pleasure. Park Min-ah wrapped her arms around Lee Han’s neck and clung to him.

As his movements gradually quickened, Park Min-ah also instinctively began to shake her waist. The solid thing that was clearly felt poked at her inner wall.

“Haa… Heung…”

She couldn’t stop the moans that flowed out on their own. The sensation of being fitted to Lee Han’s penis, it was painful yet ecstatic. Turning her waist with a floating mind, Park Min-ah thought.

‘How did I… end up like this…’

A sense of doubt about her relationship with Lee Han flashed through her mind. Is this really love? Or am I just being swayed by this man’s desires? But she immediately tried to erase that thought. She didn’t want to think about anything at this moment. She was just surrendering herself to the man in front of her, Lee Han, and entrusting herself to the endless whirlpool of pleasure.

“Min-ah-ssi…”

Lee Han’s rough moans echoed in her ear. The sensation of his lips biting her neck, and the touch of his hands massaging her breasts. Every corner of her body was heating up because of him.

The climax was approaching. Each time her lower body tightened, Lee Han breathed heavily and thrust his waist even more violently. At the end of the explosive tension, the two finally reached their climax at the same time.

“Haa… Haa…”

Park Min-ah was panting continuously, buried in Lee Han’s chest. At that moment, when the afterglow of pleasure was swirling around her body. A thought suddenly flashed through her mind.

‘What has happened to me…’

A contradictory emotion that was both scary and, on the one hand, even relieved. She didn’t know if it was right or wrong. She just wanted to be happy in Lee Han’s arms at this moment. Rationalizing herself like that, Park Min-ah closed her eyes. Endlessly accepting Lee Han’s kisses that poured down on her.