306. Sex Friend (2)

Since that day, I’ve lost interest in everything, from baseball to games, and tried to comfort myself alone dozens of times.

As soon as work ended, I locked myself in my room and tried consuming all sorts of things that had piled up on my SSD, but

no matter what stimulating thing I watched, I couldn’t find satisfaction.

…It didn’t reach.

That was it.

So, beyond embarrassment, braving the shame, I seduced the boss.

I searched the internet for things called ‘foxy tricks’ that people criticize and tried them all.

…Without even needing to search, I waited for the boss to come, wearing the dolphin shorts guys liked.

I felt that if things continued like this, daily life would become impossible.

“…I must be crazy, I must be crazy, I, really….”

Sometimes, whenever I watched from afar girls who actively pursued guys first, I often wondered, ‘Do they like guys that much?’

Honestly, seeing girls who couldn’t break up and kept dragging things out, even when their boyfriends were openly cheating, I thought they were idiots.

…But now that I was directly involved, I felt like I understood the reason.

It couldn’t be helped, this was.

To be fixated on someone, this must be how it felt.

I never thought I’d feel the way I did when a character I really liked appeared in games, for a real guy.

That, …

I truly never dreamed I’d feel it for the boss, someone I knew.

“Haa….”

But no matter how much I regretted it, I couldn’t lie to myself.

…Honestly, I like the boss.

Of course, it’s not in a romantic sense.

He already has a girlfriend, and I have absolutely no desire to date him sweetly while he’s doing all sorts of things with other women and even touched me.

It’s just… I like that crazy boss’s character.

Outside, he acts like a normal person in society, but once he gets on the bed, he completely changes.

He’s subtly sweet to his own women, yet openly cheats, which was ironic… but still, that charm that makes women unable to let go really struck a chord with me.

Can I explain it with the simple reason, ‘Because he’s good at sex…’?

I don’t know.

After all, my experience with the boss was my first time, so I have no way of knowing if it’s normal or if the boss is strange.

However,

…the face I could see of the boss when he was fucking me was incredibly hot.

When I saw him outside, he looked a bit scary and seemed easily annoyed, but when actually talking to him, he gave off a wholesome, upright vibe.

When he lunged at me, the look in the boss’s eyes… how should I put it?

Should I call it the kind of look a pleasure-seeking serial killer would show when killing someone?

You know, like in American dramas, where the rugged-looking male leads who act normal most of the time become the scariest when they get serious.

Honestly, the gap between the boss I encountered normally and the Kang Joo-hyuk I could feel when he lunged at me imprinted itself too deeply on my heart.

It made me question if I could even get over this.

…Will I be able to have a proper relationship in the future?

Even if I meet a guy who’s my usual type, won’t I compare him to the boss?

Even though I don’t have much experience with men… it’s not like I lack sexual knowledge.

Besides, sleeping together before dating… doesn’t seem right.

While casually dating, calling him small-penised and dumping him right before becoming official is just inhumane….

“Hieek…!”

Knock knock.

Right before leading into the fantasy of conjuring up a non-existent casual boyfriend in my imagination, dumping him for being small-penised, and then getting NTR’d by the boss, a knock echoed in my humble studio apartment after a long time.

…Thinking about it, I’ve never brought a guy into this room before.

No, I don’t think I’ve ever brought anyone over, let alone a guy.

Even with my few friends, I usually just hung out online or occasionally met them outside, and that was all it ever was.

Thinking about it that way makes me feel somewhat strange.

Even though I’m on leave, I’m a university student.

Not a classmate, senior, or junior from my department, and not my first boyfriend.

Sex… is coming to my studio apartment for the first time.

I might like perverted things, but I wasn’t such a debauched university student….

“Ah, right….”

Bang bang bang.

Lost in self-pity and dithering for a long time, the knocking sound that had been going ‘knock knock’ suddenly grew louder, jolting me back to reality.

I barely snapped out of it and hurriedly got up, opening the tightly shut front door for him.

“…Why did you take so long to open it? The neighbor is staring so suspiciously.”

“Ah, I’m sorry….”

…In the usual outfit I always saw him in.

Wearing a face I never usually saw, looking slightly angry, I let the boss into the house.

I locked the front door again securely.

Now, I had become a lewd university student who couldn’t make excuses to anyone.

…This place isn’t perfectly soundproof, so sometimes hearing the sounds of sex from next door was annoying, but.

He probably thinks of me now as… the same kind of person.

In reality, there’s no difference at all.

“Coffee… would you like some?”

“Water is fine.”

“Yes….”

Even though I just showered, cursing my body as cold sweat started trickling down, I turned away from the boss looking around my room and trembling, brought him cold water.

…Will he think it’s dirty?

The boss’s place, except for the bedroom, was incredibly clean.

I also cleaned really hard and hid things well everywhere.

It doesn’t smell, right…?

“Here.”

“Thank you.”

“….”

Feeling like I was standing before a teacher grading exams, stiff and rigid, I looked at the boss.

The boss drank the cold water gulp by gulp, then put the cup down on the desk and

“…Ah…!”

“Hiding it in a place like this?”

…Behind the full-length mirror, he found my dildo that I had stashed and pulled it out.

With a slight, mocking smile, he examined the soft toy back and forth.

“Next time, hide it in a drawer. …Don’t leave it where it can be found.”

He threw it at me, then took off his shirt and stomped into the bathroom.

…Haa, shit….

I’m so fucking embarrassed!

“……”

My face turned beet red, almost bursting, and trembling all over, I tried to shove the dildo in my hand into the drawer, but unfortunately, it was packed full of various junk so there was no room.

If it had been empty from the start, I would have put it away long ago.

Ah, seriously. You could have just turned a blind eye and let it slide, couldn’t you?

To a delicate and shy beautiful girl like me, what a humiliation!

“Shit….”

“Did you hide everything?”

“Hieek…!”

Just as I was about to shove it into the closet the moment I opened the closet door, the boss, whom I thought was clearly in the bathroom showering, suddenly popped out and placed his hand on my shoulder.

Thanks to that, my head, which had turned beet red as if about to burst, truly exploded and melted away, whiter than a snowy field.

Even though the dildo was already discovered, you might ask what more could be embarrassing, but.

“What the. …It looks like more than my place?”

“……”

…I had put various things in the closet, and there were many of them.

Maid outfits or nurse outfits I could laugh off, but….

“Dog collars, ropes, gags, handcuffs too. This is… bandages? This is a tail. And that’s….”

“……”

…It was a closet full of my deepest desires.

“…This swimsuit, where were you planning to wear it? At this point, it’s practically….”

“So what?”

“Huh?”

“So what? Is it bad? You can buy sexy clothes… and various toys.”

As my embarrassment exceeded its limits, I surprisingly became shameless.

…Besides, the boss is the same as me.

I might wear a dog collar and blindfold myself while masturbating alone…, but the boss forces it on his girlfriend and fucks her, right?

No matter how I think about it, aren’t you more perverse?

I, I just… like slightly perverted things….

“No, well. I’m not saying it’s bad. …It just seemed like it would suit you.”

“……”

At least I…

…bought that micro bikini but never held it up to someone else and told them to try it on.

…That thing doesn’t even cover the nipples.

“Have you tried it on?”

“…No.”

“Then why did you buy it?”

“Hey, you can buy things! Don’t you have any clothes that looked pretty so you bought them but didn’t fit and ended up stashed in your closet?”

“I do, but I don’t buy things like this.”

“Shit….”

With that smug expression, teasing me, the boss playing around was so, so annoying, but…

…honestly, I had nothing to argue with at all.

I don’t even know why I bought it either.

I bought it thinking if I wore it and took pictures for Twitter, it would attract a lot of attention (aggro), but….

I never imagined it would be so small that my areolas and pubic hair wouldn’t be covered at all.

“It’s a waste not to wear it. Try it on. I’ll give you my evaluation.”

“….”

“…After all that bullshit you pulled to seduce me, now you’re embarrassed?”

“…Give it here.”

In the end, I snatched the handful-sized swimsuit from the boss’s hand, trembling all over, and quickly fled into the bathroom.

…Haa, shit. Seriously, I’m so ashamed I feel like I’m going to vomit.

How am I supposed to wear something like this in front of someone else.

This kind of thing is only worn in cheap manga, it’s definitely not something a person should wear….

“……”

Barely wearing the swimsuit that even a seasoned nympho would probably flee in horror from.

If I twisted my body just a little, my nipples would poke out from the fabric, and looking at that sight in the sink mirror.

I realized anew how incredibly vulgar I looked.

“…Kyaaak…!”

…Before I could even muster the courage to show myself like that in front of someone else.

The boss walked into the bathroom I’d forgotten to lock, striding towards me. Seeing him, I was startled and tried to cover myself, but.

“Why are you getting embarrassed now? …Last time, you walked into the bathroom on your own two feet.”

“….”

Unlike earlier when he only took off his shirt,

having shed everything, seeing the boss standing stiffly erect, revealing his true intentions.

…I too,

lowered the hands covering my chest and couldn’t help but reveal my true feelings to the boss.

“…Ah….”

Seeing that, the boss didn’t hesitate at all.

He gently teased my nipples, poking out from the swimsuit.

In fact,

…just as I had fantasized about all day.