202. Filming (14)

If I think it’s a dream, will my heart feel at ease?

If I think it’s a nightmare, maybe I can enjoy it comfortably.

But the lewdness unfolding before my eyes was a sight so stimulating, clear, realistic yet unrealistic.

Like what I saw at the pension last time, a mating that even beasts would probably deem vulgar and shake their heads at.

I did not want to become like that.

Never, I don’t want to be the same kind as you.

“Ugh….”

But what I was holding in my mouth was the exact same thing that Hinami was holding.

Why is that?

Why can’t I remove this man’s hand pressing down on my head?

Far from being tasty, it’s fishy and disgusting, and I want to throw up right now.

Why am I sucking on a glans mixed with bodily fluids of the opposite and same sex?

While licking it with my tongue, is my head floating away?

“Hehe…, yes, heup….”

Hinami, who was sitting next to me and licking the shaft with her tongue, moved away from me, went a little lower, and was now sucking on the scrotum, making a ‘jjupp jjupp’ sound.

Although it looked smooth and bare because the pubic hair was shaved off, she was holding this pouch in her mouth, which I absolutely didn’t want to put in my mouth.

With the man’s hand stroking her, she giggled, looked at me, and as if spurred by some rivalry, licked the scrotum obscenely, then went as far as to rub her cheek against his groin.

At the bizarre sight, which I wouldn’t want to see even in a dream, my tongue stopped for a moment. The man looking down at us pressed me down harder with the hand on my head, and started recording my struggle with my phone, which he’d somehow gotten hold of.

…What kind of video was left on my phone?

If I could just delete that, couldn’t I just treat everything that happened today as a nightmare?

While having such futile thoughts, because of Hinami constantly giggling beside me, my small wish shattered like a bubble in an instant.

“Oppa. Take a picture of me too….”

Now even making a V-sign with her fingers, my friend was enjoying the filming.

If it had just been him and me, maybe I could have somehow buried it.

But now that she had jumped in, I couldn’t treat what happened tonight as a nightmare and erase it.

She offered her own leash to Kang Joo-hyuk with her own hands.

She’s a bitch trying desperately to force my leash onto me and throw it to him.

… I can no longer.

I cannot escape from them.

“Heu, hehe…. Ah. I’ll go get some water.”

The pressure on my head disappeared, and naturally, Hinami was the first to pull away from his groin and leave the room.

I too, gently touched my slightly sore jaw, pulled away from him, and looked up at him with tear-filled eyes.

… His face looked not just happy, but slightly tinged with madness.

Even though he had already cum three times, his cock still hadn’t shrunk.

Stepping back from his stiff, hard cock, I carefully spoke to him as he looked at his phone.

“…Condoms,”

“What?”

“Use condoms, please….”

… I don’t want to end up in the same situation as Hinami.

She probably took pills or did something to contracept on her own, that’s why she’s like this.

But that’s not me.

As I saw with my own eyes earlier, if he were to thrust so deep that it overflowed, and cum inside me plenty… no matter how I thought about it, my body wouldn’t be okay.

Anyway, there’s no way to calm that man down.

I just picked up a condom lying on the floor to protect my body, and without being told, tried to put it on his cock.

“Hold on.”

“…”

But he grabbed my wrist as I was putting on the condom, smiled wickedly, and whispered to me in a low voice.

“If I wear a condom, I’ll do it with you. Not with Hinami. …Do you still want to put it on?”

“…And if you don’t?”

“That… we’ll have to see then.”

The choices given to me were only two.

Will I be fucked by him with a condom on?

…Or will he, without even a condom, pray that he won’t rape me?

I paused for a moment to think, but there was only one answer to choose.

“If you wanted it like that, you should have said so.”

“…Shut up.”

I shook my wrist, which he was holding, to break free from his hand, then pulled the condom all the way and fitted it snugly onto his cock.

…No matter how I thought about it, I couldn’t trust him.

Maybe after fucking Hinami, right before cumming, he might thrust into me.

I wasn’t stupid enough to play Russian roulette with my uterus.

Even if my body, mind, and pride all collapsed.

I didn’t want to lose my dignity as a woman.

“Oppa, here’s some water.”

“Ah, thanks….”

But unlike me, she, who had thrown away her dignity as a woman, returned to the room as soon as the condom was put on and flirtatiously handed him the cup of water.

He tried to gulp down the water he received, but suddenly frowned, pulled the cup from his lips, and then.

“…You drink some too. You look thirsty.”

“…”

He handed me the water he’d half-drunk and wiped his mouth.

I too, wanting to wash away the lingering fishy taste in my mouth right away, gulped down the water I received, but.

“…Ugh…, kek, khek, kahak….”

…The taste and smell of alcohol violently hitting my throat, along with that fishy taste, stole my breath away in an instant.

Probably… Soju.

And not just any soju, but pretty potent stuff.

This is definitely my house, yet I have no idea where this alcohol came from – the smell of the liquor.

Feeling a burning pain in my throat, I coughed, making a ‘kollok’ sound, when Hinami, who had approached me, started patting my back, and thanks to her, I could finally breathe again.

“Give me the rest. It’s mine anyway, so let me drink it.”

“…Hey. You….”

“Why? I bought that wine ages ago too. You two drank it all behind my back.”

The owner of this liquor, seeing me in pain, smiled brightly, snatched the cup with about one sip left, and poured the very last drop into her own mouth.

Then, just like me, she coughed violently, seeming to suffer greatly, her face instantly flushed red. She looked at me and grinned wickedly.

Staring straight into my eyes, reeking of alcohol, she burst into hearty laughter.

…Then, completely out of the blue.

Without any warning, she grabbed my neck.

and suddenly started licking the alcohol that was wet on my lips and tongue.

“Ugh…, phu. Hey, you, you’re crazy… …eungbeup….”

The scent of alcohol filling my mouth and nose, with its strangely crisp, rice-like notes, made my head spin and I felt like I couldn’t breathe.

Due to instinctive revulsion, I tried to push her shoulder away, but whether it was from exhaustion or drunkenness, I couldn’t push her off.

Not only had my first kiss been stolen by Kang Joo-hyuk, but my first kiss with a person of the same sex was stolen by Hinami.

Barely suppressing my nausea, letting out a long string of drool, I could only glare at her after she pulled away from me.

“…Jia, you fucking suck at kissing. I’m a bit surprised.”

“Hey, fuck…”

“Don’t curse so much. I feel pretty disgusted right now too.”

Even though she was the one who put her tongue in, she shamelessly got angry. I wanted to slap her cheek, but Hinami, who had pulled away from me, quickly ran behind Kang Joo-hyuk, stuck out her tongue mixed with the saliva of two women, and this time, tangled it wetly with the man’s.

Unlike the kiss she had with me earlier, this one was much more synchronized and looked far more lewd.

While kissing him passionately, she stroked his cock, which I had put a condom on, back and forth. Finally, until she was almost breathless, she mingled tongues, pulled her lips away, smiled with satisfaction, and whispered into his ear.

“…As expected, Oppa is better at kissing.”

“Isn’t that obvious?”

“Well, still. Trying it with a woman wasn’t bad. …Though I prefer men?”

Whispering loud enough for me to hear, she snatched the phone from Kang Joo-hyuk’s hand.

She played back the video they had just recorded, her already beet-red face flushing even deeper, and started chattering excitedly to him.

“Ah, this would make my fans so happy if they saw it. …There are so many fans who ship me and Jia as a lesbian couple. If this leaks, I think my popularity would actually increase.”

“Then upload it. …You’re still wearing a top anyway, so it’s not that explicit.”

“Hmm…, but I can’t handle dating rumors with her on a physiological level. …Please keep it privately for yourself, Oppa.”

“Why should I keep videos of women kissing?”

“Your cock is honest, so why are you acting coy? Our Joo-hyuk oppa. …You were turned on, weren’t you? Tsk, tsk. Seeing two idols you deflowered tonguing each other, your cock must be about to explode, right?”

“…”

As if I was nothing more than a tool to get his cock hard.

She kept giggling without even looking at me, and her playful act was so disgusting.

The bitter smell of alcohol still lingering in my mouth made me nauseous.

…I approached him, who was staring intently at Hinami.

“Ugh…, heu. Puhuhu….”

I pushed my saliva, heavily mixed with alcohol, into his mouth.

“…What?”

Staring at his unusually flustered face, I grabbed his arm and placed it on my chest, then.

“Don’t listen to that bitch, …have sex with me.”

“…”

My leash.

“…Give it to me.”

…Of my own will.

I handed it over to him.

Because she was playing with me so infuriatingly.

…No matter how I thought about it.

I was physically better than you, at least.

“…Get down.”

But.

Unlike him, who turned his gaze to me and gave the order.

She heard my words, her eyes widened slightly for a moment, then quickly narrowed at the corners, and she grinned.

“Then I’ll take the pictures.”

Tadadak, she moved energetically, changed her position, and looked down at me.

“Will you get angry if he fucks me more roughly than he fucked you? … Ah, but then Jia would get broken. Puhuhu….”

As if she felt no jealousy at all, even if I had sex with him.

Her feet planted on the floor, she watched me, who was only leaning forward on the bed, with voyeuristic eyes.

“…Ugh…”

I wanted to get back at her somehow, so I tried to return her condescending gaze, but.

“Ah, this looks uncomfortable. Let me take it off for you, Jia.”

“Ugh…, hey, fuck…”

…She, completely unfazed, took off my top, then straddled my back.

“Puhuhu…, ah, …heu…p…”

with him, who was fucking me.

…Making the same sounds as before, she kissed him obscenely.