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Looking at her beautifully flowing breasts.

I reached out my hand and placed my finger on her nipple, then swept upwards, pushing away the arm covering her face.

“…”

And then, after wiping away her tears, which she was sobbing with such sorrow that she looked pitiful, I forcefully shoved my tongue between her slightly parted lips.

“…Eugh, ugh……”

Putting my phone away in my pocket for a moment, I enjoyed her second kiss in a secret space, her having completely lost the will to resist.

Unlike before, without showing off to anyone.

Relentlessly, persistently, until her sobbing stopped.

I defiled only Seo Jia’s soft lips before my eyes with my bodily fluids.

“Puhahk…, Haa…. Haa…eup…, Chyu…woop….”

I pulled back moderately at her timid touch pushing me away.

Seeing the moisture still pooling in the corners of her eyes,

Once more.

I violated her tongue, which was so clumsy it was completely clueless, to my heart’s content.

“Eup…, Pooh…, Haa, sto-p, ahh……”

After being teased for a long time, I finally let go of her tongue, as she had stopped crying and resigned herself to the situation.

I bent down and placed the tip of my tongue on her breasts, which I hadn’t touched until just now.

Licking the appetizing areola, so vulgar it made lewd sounds,

“…Ptooey.”

Lastly, enjoying the chewy texture of her breasts, I sucked her nipple.

I spat the saliva pooled in my mouth into my palm, roughly washed it with water I had placed on the car roof, and wiped it off onto her cleavage.

Then, as the crying that had stopped started to well up again, I caressed her ear once more and lightly licked away her salty tears.

“…If you keep crying, this won’t end.”

“…”

As soon as I whispered the short phrase in her ear,

Seo Jia trembled, her stiffly frozen body shaking.

She began to breathe heavily once again, just like before.

“Haak, haak, ha…ak…, eup…, eughp…, Chyuup……”

I pushed my breath into her mouth once more as she hyperventilated.

Once her breathing stabilized, I wiped away the tears flowing again with my damp hand.

Repeating endlessly, I teased and comforted the pitiful her, who looked so weak and desperate.

“Stop crying. …What if someone sees us if they hear you crying?”

“Shut uuuup…, Hoo….”

“It would have been a disaster if that bastard had kidnapped you that day. My Ye-eun. …Being so timid. If you were imprisoned, you wouldn’t even have thought of escaping, right?”

“Hoo…uck….”

Meticulously shattering her completely broken mental state,

I bury it deep beneath the ground so it could never be put back together.

“Seeing that creepy bastard’s tweets, there were fucking tons of pictures of you in clothes. You must have been raped wearing various things. My Ye-eun. …Well, after all, your fans are all like that.”

“No, only that bastard…”

“Do you really think so? …Talking so much shit on your secret account?”

Even the persona of ‘Seo Jia’, which still had form,

I recklessly trampled and crushed.

“You’re human too, you think those things. You dislike male fans who sweat profusely and smell. You probably disliked the manager looking at you lewdly from the start. Even if you hate me, haven’t you ever thought you’re better than them?”

“No, I haven’t. Thought, anything like that…, eup…, eughp….”

The fact that there wasn’t even an attempt to escape even a single step from my arms already proved

that what she was saying was all lies, she couldn’t even realize it.

I thrust my tongue in once again.

“Pfeh…, Heek…. Haa….”

“…Imagine it. Kissing your manager filthily like this.”

“….”

After snapping the long strand of saliva hanging between her lips and mine with my finger,

while rubbing the bodily fluid on my hand inside her cheek.

“Think about what would have happened if you were unlucky and I wasn’t there that day he drugged you and tried to rape you, the day he was caught by me.”

“….”

“Worse than now? Or is now better? …If you think that’s better, I won’t say anything even if you run away. Get the hell out and go to the manager. He’ll probably tenderly fuck you too?”

I took out my phone, which I had put away in my pocket for a moment, and captured her unfocused eyes on the screen.

After pulling her curled tongue out of her mouth,

I brought my lips to her bright red ear.

…So much so that I’d never even told Haeun,

I whispered in the cheesiest, sweetest tone in the world.

“…Seo Jia-ssi. I love you, I’m a fan. I’m so happy to be connected with you, Jia-ssi.”

“I, hate it….”

“I don’t regret becoming Jia-ssi’s manager. …I’ll make you happy for life.”

“No……!”

Only after hearing the terrible voice, which was so awful it gave even me, the actor, goosebumps,

she shouted loudly and pushed me away, not caring whether anyone was around or not.

I placed my hand on the head of Seo Jia, who was hugging herself and shivering,

stroking her hair gently.

To her, trembling violently with anger and humiliation,

…I whispered in a low, gruff voice this time.

“…Do you hate that bastard more than me?”

“….”

“Then just do exactly as I say. …Unlike him, I don’t really plan on fucking you. Anyway, if I go up, there are others who like me.”

Completely unreliable, but.

Caught up in my whisper that she had no choice but to believe,

she bit her lip and nodded with a humiliated expression.

“…Then let’s start by saying cheese while looking at the camera. Okay. One, two….”

Unable to miss that pathetic face,

I first put my arm around her shoulder and took a selfie with her bright red face.

Then I immediately moved on to the next planned shot.

…This time, not thinking of enjoying it alone.

with the intention of sharing.

Of course.

through the screen, I had no intention of sharing.

**

I didn’t know where to run, but I ran endlessly, the earphones plugged in my ears constantly trying to fall out.

Because the Seo Jia I had seen so far and the woman I just met seemed like completely different people.

But her face at least hadn’t changed at all.

No matter how hard I stared, it was definitely Seo Jia.

…It was horrifying.

The way she looked at me too.

Not even contempt, just a face purely filled with terror.

Not at me, but at that strange bastard.

That sight of her entrusting everything to him too.

“Haak, haak….”

While running endlessly through the darkness,

I entered a PC bang that I could see, wanting to hide my body anywhere.

I sat down in a quiet, empty corner seat and turned on my phone with trembling hands.

Ignoring the dozens of missed calls piled up now,

I opened Twitter, which had a new notification.

“….”

One DM had arrived from someone.

Hoping it was some useless advertisement, I checked the DM without being able to breathe properly.

…But.

From the same account that sent her picture earlier.

This time, it was a short video, not a picture.

Knowing I absolutely shouldn’t press it,

the hair the same color as the person I admired most in the world pulled my hand,

and half-desperately, I pressed the play button on the thumbnail.

-What are you doing. …Say what you need to say. I told you I’d let you say what you want to say.

The unseen man’s deep voice within the video frame, and

likewise, although not revealed in the video,

to me, who had seen her nearby for so long,

I could picture her face even with my eyes closed now.

It tormented my eyes and ears simultaneously.

-I get it, so please, let go….

…I couldn’t properly see even glancing at her cleavage, afraid of being caught.

Her own breasts.

Bare breasts, not wearing a top or a bra.

Covering her face with one arm, shedding tears,

I allowed that touch, which I would never know in my life, only to the owner of the video.

-Just say it.

-Get…out, you fucking criminal bastard….

…Who she was talking to,

uttering words I couldn’t be sure of.

-Fuuuuck, because of a psycho like you…. Haak…. That I’m like this with this kind of man. Eugh…!

-Speak properly.

Now.

At least speaking to me.

Uttering only certain words with her beautiful lips.

-Hngh…, Stop, it hurts. Don’t pinch me…please….

Even through the blurry focus, clearly visible to my eyes,

Her lewd and vulgar nipples, clinging to that bastard’s thick fingers, were being squeezed at will.

The more I saw it, the heavier my breathing grew.

-Haa…, Fuck…. Because of that crazy cum-guzzling stalker bastard, this is really fucked up……!

The disgust I felt watching the bastard crazier than me, and

the betrayal I felt towards her, who in the end showed the same side as the other members, after pretending to be nice, professional, and decent, and

Even towards that her.

While being laughed at even by that man,

…I felt so disgusted with myself for being unable to look away from those beautiful breasts and luscious nipples.

I was about to throw my phone, but her hip accidentally touched my hand and caught my eye.

I paused the video for a moment and stared intently at her hip.

I searched the unknown string of characters scribbled on her hip exactly on Twitter.

A private account with the background and bra I just saw clearly visible on the profile.

An account whose contents I had definitely seen on her phone before, but had forgotten the ID.

As if possessed, I sent a follow request to that account.

“……”

Soon, the follow request was accepted, and then

her tweets, which had been hidden as private, were all revealed.

I had seen them before, but the malicious posts spitting out venom towards all the fans, including me, and

invariably out of focus and dim.

…lewd photos.

“Haa…. Haha….”

With only the face smudged out in black,

having her breasts grabbed from behind by a burly man so much they were deformed,

after seeing her photo where she was making a V with both hands,

I could no longer stand it.

I ran to the bathroom and vomited out this maddening disgust.

After vomiting it all up, I wet my flushed face with water and was returning to my seat when

“Haa, you fucking bastard….”

Near my seat, I saw the Director cursing and looking for me.

My hand clutching the phone trembled violently, and then

I immediately ran out of the PC bang.

Because if I were caught now, I would have had to face the faces of these two at the police station.

The tall, well-built man treating me like an idiot, and

likewise my favorite’s, treating me like a criminal.

Their flushed faces, shortly after the lewd act ended.