13. Hikikomori Park Seo-yoon

[People are Scary]

It’s so massive, it’s hard to even estimate its diameter.

It looks to be easily over 100m.

‘So, mental illness manifests in this form.’

It’s not an area controlled by one’s will, but it has a huge impact on the mind and body.

That’s why it’s as black as pitch and as huge as a mountain.

‘Is it possible to treat it with the Modification App?’

I touched it.

I get a rough idea.

It will be possible to treat it if I spend a long time.

But I won’t have the capacity to modify other parts during that time.

‘Let’s just leave it alone.’

After all, my purpose isn’t to cure Park Seo-yoon, but to bang her.

Instead, I derived one latent idea from the mental illness sphere.

[Kim Joon-young is less scary than other people]

It’s currently insignificant in size, crushed by the influence of the mental illness sphere.

It’s something to gradually increase in the future.

“Keyword search. Kim Joon-young.”

The mind map rotates.

I arrived at the Kim Joon-young sphere, which is less than 1m in size.

[Kim Joon-young]

There are hardly any derived spheres either.

[He’s my younger sibling’s friend]

[He’s a stranger]

[He’s scary]

[He’s a counselor]

[I need to receive counseling from this person]

[I wish he would leave quickly]

I’m really treated like ‘Friend’s younger sibling A’.

‘First, delete things like [He’s scary] and [Leave quickly].’

I need to get as close as possible to Park Seo-yoon.

‘Create latent idea.’

[Kim Joon-young is a competent counselor]

[Kim Joon-young is a trustworthy person]

[I completely trust what Kim Joon-young says as a counselor]

Next, I searched for the [Self-Improvement] sphere.

[For a better situation, I must engage in self-improvement]

This is a sphere that Park Seo-yoon originally had.

‘Strengthen.’

What was a 5m-class sphere became a 10m-class sphere.

‘Create latent idea.’

[If I don’t engage in self-improvement, my life will get worse]

[If I’m not engaging in self-improvement, I’m overwhelmed with anxiety and unease]

A 1m-class dark gray sphere was created.

‘Let’s… stop here for today.’

[Exiting Modification Mode.]

+++

The stopped time flows again.

The scenery returned.

“Is your income entirely from allowance from your parents?”

“…Yeah.”

As if nothing happened, I continue the counseling.

“Are you still engaging in self-improvement these days?”

“Uh, um… a little?”

“Do you spend most of your day on the computer or phone?”

“Yeah…”

She hangs her head, seemingly ashamed of herself.

“How about increasing your self-improvement time?”

“Yeah… I guess I should…?”

Before I knew it, Park Seo-yoon was naturally speaking informally to me.

The aversion she feels towards me has been greatly reduced due to the modification.

“Yes. But don’t push yourself too hard. Oh, should I recommend a self-improvement book?”

“Huh? Oh, oh! I, I think I’d appreciate that…”

Park Seo-yoon strongly trusts my advice due to the modification.

It’s not powerful yet since it’s right after the modification. But it exerts a sufficiently meaningful power within the limits that it doesn’t cause aversion.

“Okay. Then I’ll bring the book and come again tomorrow.”

After that, I just killed time for 30 minutes and finished the counseling.

I come out of the room and talk to the aunt and uncle.

“Are you done?”

“Yes. Since today is the first day, we just had a light conversation, and I recommended a book.”

I dragged out the time by giving appropriate responses.

The more we talk about the counseling, the stronger their modification will become.

“Does Park Seo-yoon-nuna have any other mental illnesses besides social anxiety?”

“That’s all she’s been diagnosed with.”

“That’s a relief.”

I also mix in some appropriately pretentious words.

“Then, I’ll be on my way.”

“Okay. See you next week.”

I left the front door and headed to the elevator.

+++

[User Information]

Name: Kim Joon-young

Gender: Male

Age: 25

Height: 176cm

Weight: 67kg

Penis Length: 22.2(10.9)cm

Remaining Points: 3,700point

I haven’t accumulated many points, but.

Before attacking Park Seo-yoon, it’s time for an overall check-up.

‘First, [Eloquence] to level 2.’

[Eloquence] will be a great help in attacking Park Seo-yoon.

[Would you like to enhance the skill ‘Eloquence’?]

‘Yes.’

[Eloquence]

Lv.2

(Always Active Skill)

A small level of additional correction is applied to communication.

I consumed 1,000 points.

‘[Artisan’s Touch] to level 2 as well.’

During the process of attacking Park Seo-yoon.

I’m going to have to use my hands more than with Gong Ji-yoon and Sung Yu-ah.

From the next modification, the importance of hand skills will increase.

[Would you like to enhance the skill ‘Artisan’s Touch’?]

[Artisan’s Touch]

Lv.2

(Always Active Skill)

A small level of additional correction is applied to all actions that require dexterity.

I pour the remaining points into skill draws and item draws.

[Would you like to open 3 random skill boxes?]

[Would you like to open 2 random item boxes?]

It’s a moment when the help of the universe is needed.

‘Yes.’

Please.

[You have acquired the skill ‘Stamina Enhancement’!]

[You have acquired the skill ‘Enema’!]

[You have acquired the skill ‘Macro’!]

[Stamina Enhancement]

Lv.1

(Always Active Skill)

Stamina is enhanced by a slight amount.

[Enema]

Eliminates all foreign substances in the target’s intestines.

[Macro]

Lv.1

Automatically uses registered skills at set time intervals.

Number of skills that can be registered: 1

“Oh!”

It’s an excellent result.

Gong Ji-yoon, Sung Yu-ah.

I greatly felt the lack of stamina and energy while dealing with two cum extractors.

I solved the energy problem by drawing a skill the other day.

But my stamina remained the same.

As a result, there were often sad and funny situations where my dick was hard, but my body was exhausted and I couldn’t move anymore.

[Stamina Enhancement] is exactly the skill I needed.

‘[Enema] isn’t bad either.’

My range of defense includes the ass.

The [Enema] skill will eliminate the annoying preparation process that accompanies anal sex.

‘I’m not sure about [Macro] yet.’

Next are the items.

[You have acquired the item ‘Erogenous Zone Development’!]

[You have acquired the item ‘Anal Beads’!]

[Erogenous Zone Development]

(One-time use)

Select one of the target’s body parts. The target will be able to feel sexual stimulation through that part.

[Anal Beads (Beginner)]

Beginner’s anal beads. Used for anal self-pleasure.

“Hmm…”

It’s hard to say what the items are.

But when I look at the overall composition, it’s truly amazing.

‘[Enema], [Macro], [Erogenous Zone Development], [Anal Beads]…’

Park Seo-yoon’s killer ass flickers before my eyes.

An amazing plan comes to mind.

‘I need to change the planned modification details… a little.’

My balls are trembling with excitement and anticipation.

+++

A week passed, and it was Saturday again.

“Hello.”

“You’ve come?”

“You’re here.”

The aunt and Park Young-min welcome me.

I had a total of 4 counseling sessions with Park Seo-yoon during the week.

In addition to weekend counseling, I conducted 2 additional counseling sessions during the week.

There’s no special reason, it’s to adapt the modification to Park Seo-yoon’s head.

To do that, I had to have as many conversations as possible with Park Seo-yoon.

‘The [Eloquence] skill played its part perfectly.’

Thanks to that, Park Seo-yoon is no longer uncomfortable with me at all.

No, rather, she now completely trusts and relies on me.

That’s how much her head has adapted to the modifications, and the spheres have increased in size.

I entered Park Seo-yoon’s room and started counseling.

“Nuna. You’ve been only focused on self-improvement these days, right?”

“Huh? How did you know?”

“I can just see it.”

Because of the modification, she will be anxious and uneasy if she doesn’t engage in self-improvement.

“Wow… you’re definitely different.”

Park Seo-yoon wiped the sweat from her neck and admired.

“It’s nothing.”

Like this, I need to praise myself in Park Seo-yoon’s perception from time to time.

The more I appear as a competent counselor, the more Park Seo-yoon will trust me.

“How much time do you spend on self-improvement a day?”

“Uh… I don’t know, I do it almost all the time.”

“Almost all the time? That’s too vague. How about in specific hours?”

“If I take out the time I sleep and eat… um… I don’t know… 16 hours?”

Cough.

16 hours?

“1, 16 hours?”

“Yeah. It’ll be around that.”

It seems the modification has been applied much more strongly than I thought.

‘No… it’s not just at a level where I can say it’s strong and move on?’

In fact, it means that she’s only focused on self-improvement, except for eating and washing.

As Park Seo-yoon said, it’s ‘almost always’.

Based on my experience so far, the modification has never strengthened so quickly.

‘It’s not time for her head to fully adapt yet.’

It’s like.

The ideas I created a week ago seem to have already taken over her inner self.

“Just a moment.”

I asked for her understanding, took out my phone, and activated Modification Mode.

Time stopped.

The scenery changed.

I looked into Park Seo-yoon’s inner self.

[If I don’t engage in self-improvement, my life will get worse.]

[If I’m not engaging in self-improvement, I’m overwhelmed with anxiety and unease.]

The latent ideas I created a week ago.

‘No… what is this?’

The spheres that were clearly small, at the 1m level.

Have already grown to 15m.

‘Wh, what speed…’

Why is the speed of growth so fast?

I looked around to find the cause.

And.

Among the lines connected to these spheres, I found a very thick line.

‘Is this it?’

I followed that line.

Soon, I reached my destination.

I couldn’t help but sigh.

“Ah…”

So, this was it.

This is what influenced the spheres containing the keywords ‘anxiety’ and ‘unease’.

The previous doctors clearly said there were no other mental illnesses.

‘…Those quack bastards were right.’

Then what the hell is this black sun-like sphere?

‘This is… over 200m.’

[It’s Hard]

Park Seo-yoon was suffering from depression.

+++

[Exiting Modification Mode.]

I grabbed Park Seo-yoon’s hands with both of mine.

When I met Park Seo-yoon’s eyes, Park Seo-yoon also smiled and grabbed my hands.

“Um… Nuna. By any chance…”

She looks so cheerful, but she has depression?

“Even before counseling with me… um… were you anxious and having a hard time?”

“Yeah! That’s right! Even while playing, sleeping, and studying, my heart was always anxious. How did you know?”

“Ju, just because. More than that, were those symptoms severe?”

“Um… a little… it was hard. But well… who isn’t having a hard time these days? Other people are all having as hard a time as I am, or harder. I’m just lazing around at home.”

“…”

She herself is not aware of her depression.

‘The influence of mental illness on the inner self… is really enormous.’

I knew that it’s much more efficient to use the ideas that the target originally had when modifying.

However, the power of the huge sphere called mental illness.

I learned that for the first time this time.

I turned on the app again.

‘I can’t cure that huge thing, but…’

To prevent the worst-case scenario from happening.

I can take some measures.

That’s not a difficult task.

[Starting Modification Mode.]

+++

‘Create latent idea.’

As black as possible.

[Even if it’s hard, I will never commit suicide]

[Even if it’s hard, I will never self-harm]

It’s so black that it’s hard to even make it 1m.

‘This should be usable.’

I went back to where I had been working.

‘…It’s really nicely ripened.’

The spheres are full of tightly packed eggs, it’s a sphere bonanza.

“Keyword search. Self-improvement.”

I created a surface idea connected to the [Self-improvement] sphere.

[Masturbation is a good means of self-improvement]

[I don’t tell anyone about the contents of my self-improvement]

[I’m very bad at self-improvement. Therefore, I need to be guided in self-improvement by Kim Joon-young]

‘Create latent idea.’

[I feel a sense of fulfillment that my life is getting better, as much as the pleasure I feel when I masturbate]

‘I don’t have enough capacity because I made the depression countermeasure sphere.’

It’s better to stop here today.

The modifications from the previous stage have blended in surprisingly well, so this should be enough.

[Exiting Modification Mode.]

+++

“Nuna.”

“Yeah?”

“How about trying self-improvement with something other than reading books?”

“What kind of thing?”

Park Seo-yoon leans forward and asks, her eyes shining.

It’s evidence that she has a passion for self-improvement and relies heavily on my advice.

“Try masturbation.”

“Masturbation?”

“Yes.”

Park Seo-yoon asks back with wide eyes.

“O, oh… um… ma, masturbation is… a bit…”

Park Seo-yoon hesitates, embarrassed.

It’s because the modification hasn’t completely blended in yet, so she’s showing a slight rejection.

“Nuna has already read enough self-improvement books. It’ll be hard to see a big effect with self-improvement books now.”

“Oh… that’s… but…”

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