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Kang Jiwon’s trembling hand gripped the doorknob. Her heart pounded as if it would burst out of her chest. She took a deep breath and left the house. The autumn breeze brushed against her cheek, but her insides burned with anxiety and fear.

As she walked through the complex and got on the elevator, time seemed to slow down. Standing in front of Park Minah’s house, Kang Jiwon’s hands trembled even more. She barely managed to catch her breath and rang the bell.

The door opened, and she stepped into the living room shrouded in darkness. The cold autumn wind seeping in through the open window tickled her skin. She could see the silhouette of Park Minah sitting on the sofa in the unlit living room.

Kang Jiwon approached with heavy steps and knelt before her. Her voice trembled as she spoke. “I’m sorry.”

The regret, guilt, and desperation contained in that one word hung heavily in the air. In Park Minah’s silence, Kang Jiwon’s heart beat even faster.

Hot tears streamed down Kang Jiwon’s face. She lowered her head, avoiding Park Minah’s cold gaze. In the heavily silent living room, only Kang Jiwon’s sobs echoed faintly.

“Jiwon-ssi, did you want to steal Lee Han-ssi that badly?” Park Minah’s voice was as cold and sharp as an ice pick.

Kang Jiwon trembled as if she were placed on a hot iron plate. “No! Absolutely not!” Her voice cracked. She shook her head violently, desperately denying it.

“I was trying to protect you. I wanted to take you away from Lee Han-ssi.” Kang Jiwon’s words poured out hastily. “If I obeyed him for just one month… he promised he wouldn’t contact you anymore.”

Park Minah listened silently before throwing out a single sentence. “Your expression didn’t look like it.”

At those words, Kang Jiwon’s heart seemed to stop. Shock and fear flashed across her face. “No. What I… what I like, what I love is only Minah-ssi.” Her voice trembled.

Park Minah stood up without a word and picked up the TV remote. She pressed a button, and a blue light flickered in the darkness.

The video that appeared on the screen took Kang Jiwon’s breath away. Her face turned pale, and her whole body seemed to freeze. The TV was showing explicit scenes of Lee Han and her in intimate moments.

A small scream escaped Kang Jiwon’s lips. She stared at the screen with terrified eyes before turning her head towards Park Minah. But Park Minah’s expression remained cold and emotionless.

Only Kang Jiwon’s passionate moans from the video echoed in the living room. The sound struck the present Kang Jiwon like a whip. She wanted to cover her ears, but she couldn’t even lift a finger.

Before she knew it, Park Minah’s warm breath tickled the back of Kang Jiwon’s neck. Her arms wrapped around Kang Jiwon’s waist. Kang Jiwon’s body stiffened with tension at the warmth.

“Look at that image.” Park Minah’s voice echoed in Kang Jiwon’s ear as if whispering. “That’s your true self.”

Kang Jiwon’s gaze was fixed on the screen. There, her own image, intoxicated with desire and embraced by Lee Han, was displayed explicitly. A small moan escaped her lips.

“No… no…” Kang Jiwon shook her head desperately. But her voice grew fainter and fainter. She wanted to deny reality, but the evidence before her eyes was too clear.

Park Minah’s hand slowly began to caress Kang Jiwon’s body. Her touch was gentle yet firm. A small current seemed to flow beneath Kang Jiwon’s skin.

“You deceived me, didn’t you?” Park Minah’s voice rang out softly. At those words, Kang Jiwon’s heart sank. Guilt and shame constricted her.

Park Minah’s hand brushed against Kang Jiwon’s chest and stroked her thigh. Her breath tickled Kang Jiwon’s ear. “Or is that what you really want?”

Kang Jiwon’s whole body trembled at those words. She wanted to deny it, but her body was unconsciously responding to Park Minah’s touch. Confusion, desire, and guilt swirled within her.

Kang Jiwon closed her eyes. But even in the darkness, the video on the TV appeared vividly. She no longer knew what her true self was. Between Park Minah’s touch and her own image on the TV, Kang Jiwon was sinking deeper and deeper into a swamp of confusion.

Park Minah’s hand slipped inside Kang Jiwon’s clothes. As her fingers gently caressed her chest, a strange moan escaped Kang Jiwon’s lips without her realizing it. Startled by the sound, she covered her mouth.

“See? That’s the kind of person you are.” Park Minah’s voice rang softly in Kang Jiwon’s ear.

Kang Jiwon couldn’t say anything and surrendered her body to Park Minah’s touch. Her reason screamed at her to reject it, but her body was already responding to Park Minah’s touch.

A small moan escaped from between Kang Jiwon’s lips. The sound mixed with her own passionate voice echoing from the TV, as if two selves were colliding. In this moment where her past self and her present self coexisted, her consciousness grew increasingly hazy.

Her waist unconsciously writhed. Her body reacted to the contradictory desire to avoid Park Minah’s touch while simultaneously craving it. As the area between her legs slowly became wet, Kang Jiwon felt as if her body had become a traitor.

‘Is that really it? Is this what I want?’ Confused thoughts flashed through Kang Jiwon’s mind, and her bodily sensations became even more sensitive. A small current seemed to flow wherever Park Minah’s fingers passed, and her skin grew hotter and hotter.

Kang Jiwon opened and closed her eyes repeatedly. She couldn’t find her bearings between reality and desire, guilt and pleasure. But as time passed, Park Minah’s touch became more and more familiar, and her body responded more and more honestly.

Park Minah’s face approached in Kang Jiwon’s blurred vision. Their lips met, and Kang Jiwon closed her eyes and fell into a deep kiss. Her tongue intertwined with Park Minah’s, exchanging saliva.

Before she knew it, both of their clothes were off. The sounds of Kang Jiwon and Lee Han from the TV echoed in the room. Park Minah slowly positioned herself between Kang Jiwon’s legs. As her lips touched Kang Jiwon’s vulva, Kang Jiwon’s whole body shuddered.

Park Minah’s tongue moved skillfully, stimulating Kang Jiwon’s most sensitive parts. Kang Jiwon trembled, surrendering herself to the waves of pleasure that washed over her. Her fingers repeatedly clenched and unclenched the sofa.

Park Minah’s lips moved upward and began to caress Kang Jiwon’s breasts. At the same time, her fingers caressed Kang Jiwon’s clitoris, digging inward. An uncontrollable moan escaped Kang Jiwon’s lips.

“Ah… ah…” Kang Jiwon’s back arched like a bow. Soon, she reached her climax. But unlike the physical release, an unfulfilled emptiness still lingered within her.

As if noticing Kang Jiwon’s disappointed expression, Park Minah whispered softly in her ear. “You’re still not looking at me, are you?”

Kang Jiwon closed her eyes. She wanted to say no, but the image of Lee Han kept flashing in her mind. Guilt and desire collided within her.

Park Minah kissed Kang Jiwon’s eyes and stimulated her again with her hands. Kang Jiwon climaxed again. Her body panted from the continued pleasure, but she never felt true satisfaction to the end.

Kang Jiwon stared at the ceiling with confused eyes. Affection for Park Minah, desire for Lee Han, and questions about her own identity were intertwined in her mind.

Park Minah brought her lips close to Kang Jiwon’s ear, which was wet with sweat, and whispered. “Tell me what you want.” Her hot breath stimulated Kang Jiwon’s skin.

Kang Jiwon bit her lip tightly. She was afraid that if she acknowledged her desire, it would be irreversible. Her chest rose and fell rapidly.

Park Minah’s delicate fingers moved slowly along Kang Jiwon’s wet labia. “Do you want to end it like this?” At those words, Kang Jiwon’s waist unconsciously twitched.

“Ah… euu…” A plaintive moan escaped Kang Jiwon’s lips. Her whole body trembled as if convulsing, and clear fluid flowed down. But she writhed in agony without reaching climax.

Park Minah gently bit Kang Jiwon’s lips once more. “What are you hoping for?” Those words snapped Kang Jiwon’s last thread of reason.

Finally, Kang Jiwon said with a rough exhale. “I want him… I want him. I want him to come inside me.” Hot tears streamed down her cheeks.

Park Minah embraced the sobbing Kang Jiwon. Her hand gently stroked Kang Jiwon’s back. “Good job. Now, I’ll make your wish come true.”

At those words, Kang Jiwon’s body stiffened for a moment before completely relaxing in Park Minah’s arms.

Kang Jiwon was in Park Minah’s warm embrace with her eyes closed. Her chest rose and fell rapidly as she tried to catch her breath. Park Minah’s delicate touch gently stroked Kang Jiwon’s thighs and slowly began to spread her legs.

Kang Jiwon felt her most intimate part being exposed. As Park Minah’s fingers carefully opened her labia, she shuddered as the cool air touched her. At that moment, Kang Jiwon instinctively opened her eyes.

Her gaze met the man standing in front of her. It was Lee Han. His eyes were full of desire, and a faint smile played on his lips. Kang Jiwon’s eyes widened, and she gasped.

“Minah-ssi…” Kang Jiwon’s voice trembled. It was a voice mixed with fear, anticipation, and confusion.

Park Minah brought her lips to Kang Jiwon’s ear and whispered softly. “Shh, relax.” Her warm breath tickled Kang Jiwon’s ear.

Kang Jiwon’s body was still stiff with tension, but it slowly began to relax at Park Minah’s soft voice. Desire, guilt, anticipation, and fear were intricately intertwined in her mind.

As Lee Han took off his clothes, Kang Jiwon’s heart began to beat violently. Her breath quickened as his firm body came into view. The moment Lee Han’s penis touched her entrance, Kang Jiwon’s whole body shuddered. Her lower abdomen heated up at the hot, hard sensation.

Kang Jiwon instinctively turned her head and met Park Minah’s gaze. Park Minah’s soft smile reassured her. As Park Minah’s lips approached, Kang Jiwon closed her eyes. Their lips met, and a sweet kiss followed. Park Minah’s tongue slipped into her mouth. While sharing saliva, Kang Jiwon felt Lee Han slowly pushing into her.

As Lee Han’s penis widened her inner walls as he entered, Kang Jiwon’s whole body felt as if it was being electrocuted. Her waist unconsciously twitched, and her toes curled. Fullness and pleasure washed over her simultaneously.

At that moment, Kang Jiwon realized. ‘Ah, this is what I wanted.’ The desire she had long denied and suppressed exploded. As the complex emotions resolved, she fully accepted her true desires.

Guilt and confusion disappeared, and instead, an intense sense of liberation enveloped her. Kang Jiwon’s whole body heated up, and a small current seemed to flow beneath her skin. Her inner walls tightened around Lee Han’s penis, welcoming him.

Park Minah’s kiss, Lee Han’s caresses, and her own desires mixed together and enveloped Kang Jiwon. She no longer resisted. Instead, she opened all her senses and fully embraced this moment.

Kang Jiwon’s rough breaths and moans filled the room. Her fingers tightly gripped Park Minah’s arms, which were wrapped around her from behind. Park Minah’s soft breasts were pressed against Kang Jiwon’s back, and the warmth was transmitted through her skin.

Lee Han’s hard penis was already deeply embedded inside Kang Jiwon. Her legs were spread and wrapped around Lee Han’s waist, and she was lightly pressing his buttocks with her heels. The leather material of the sofa touched her bare skin, giving her a moist sensation.

Kang Jiwon’s waist unconsciously writhed in response to Lee Han’s movements. Her inner walls tightened around Lee Han’s penis, repeating contraction and relaxation. Park Minah’s hand gently caressed Kang Jiwon’s chest, and her lips were touching Kang Jiwon’s neck.

Everything was confusing yet clear. Park Minah’s warm body temperature, Lee Han’s hot breath, and her own trembling body. All these sensations mixed together and enveloped Kang Jiwon.

Now she knew exactly what she wanted and who she was. Kang Jiwon closed her eyes and fully embraced all these moments. A small exclamation escaped her lips, and her face showed a mixture of liberation and pleasure.