088. Surrender (5)

It trembles.

Her waist.

Her ass, sticking wetly to my hand.

Her vaginal walls, twitching as they grip and suck my cock.

Even her heart, pounding like crazy.

“…It’s okay. I came.”

“…Really?”

“Of course, I’m lying.”

On a dark park bench.

Whether a shadow had passed by, or not.

Only I know.

The truth isn’t that important.

“You’re such a bad boyyy…”

In a slightly choked voice.

Clearly showing she’d already come.

She clings to me, acting cute.

Believing someone might be watching, she felt it.

Now, believing no one is watching, she feels relieved.

That’s much more important than such trivial things.

“Calm down. Stop shaking so much.”

Likewise.

This throbbing.

This vibration.

Is it because of the cold night dew?

Or perhaps because of fear?

Or maybe something else entirely?

None of that really matters.

What matters is.

“Haa, haa…”

On a street at night where anyone could appear.

Her breasts, her ass, her cunt.

Completely exposed.

Even while breathing so heavily.

She feels safe, nestled in my arms.

That’s what truly matters.

“Hoo…”

The reason isn’t really important.

The feelings I have for her.

The feelings she has for me.

Don’t hold much meaning.

Just a few months ago, she was a woman I hated like crazy.

And she probably didn’t feel any fondness towards me either.

In the end, what remains is,

The memories etched into my retinas,

And the body heat clinging to my skin right now.

“…Lift your hips. The cum’s gonna leak.”

“…Yeah, yeah.”

I slowly lift her, pulling out my cock that was inside.

A condom, swollen to the point it could burst any second, hangs from the tip.

I carefully take it off and hold it out in front of her.

“We would’ve been in big trouble if we hadn’t bought this, right?”

“…Yeah.”

She looks at the semen of a man she doesn’t love,

And foolishly gasps slightly.

“We have to throw this away, but… it feels wrong to just toss it on the street. It’s a nuisance, too.”

“… .”

“…Should I hang it here?”

On that breath-catching throat,

I place the evidence of our recent debauchery.

“…It doesn’t really suit you, though. Not even for this.”

“… .”

Adorning the red scarf.

A white necklace and a black collar.

…Honestly, it doesn’t match.

That

Flushed face.

“I brought wet wipes, so wipe yourself off. …Put this on. Found it. After rummaging around.”

“…You perverted bastard. Seriously.”

“…I didn’t even know I had it. I shoved it in my pocket last time and forgot.”

Even as she grumbles.

She takes the underwear I hand her,

And quickly hides the cunt that was just gripping my cock.

A brand that can’t be hidden like this didn’t really suit her.

…You’re more suited to

Trembling in fear of getting caught, rather than showing off openly.

“Anyway, hide this well too. Someone might walk by again, like before.”

“…You said you were lying.”

“Before that. Before we went to the convenience store. Someone walked by in the alley.”

“… .”

Wiping her spit-covered breasts, she attaches the heavy condom to the thong panties she just put on.

Tightly, so the contents don’t leak.

If you look closely, her hastily re-worn dress accentuates her curves.

She hid it, but

It could clearly be discovered.

“Let’s go back and wash up. It’s cold.”

“…Yeah.”

On her shoulder,

I put the cardigan I was just sitting on.

With my hand resting on her waist again.

The collar attached to the choker,

I pull it from behind her back.

Tok-tok.

The two of us leave the empty park.

Passing the streetlights.

Towards our usual home.

“It wasn’t very fun, Haeun.”

“…Yeah.”

“This isn’t something we can do often.”

This time heading home doesn’t feel particularly good.

Her gaze, which looked at me pitifully for a moment.

The sex we had with difficulty in an awkward position.

The lingering late spring chill.

Honestly, it’s not really my preference.

In fact, even if we were caught,

I’d just feel a little embarrassed and that’s it.

Only,

If there’s one thing I like.

“… .”

With her lips tightly shut.

It’s Seo Haeun, sticking close to me, matching my pace.

…Even after committing acts like this.

She no longer even considers refusing.

A woman I once hated.

I kind of like her now.

“…Ah.”

With that kind of woman, from afar.

I watch the familiar purple hair emerging from a large black car.

Looking tired, yet

Her face looks refined even from a distance.

Her eyes briefly meet ours before she disappears into the building with a hardened expression.

“Looks like your sister’s schedule is over.”

“…Yeah.”

What exactly is the difference between that woman and this woman?

Their genes are similar.

Their faces are similar in the broad strokes.

Their bodies too, while tastes differ, are roughly similar.

And the fact that they didn’t think highly of me was probably similar too.

Why does that woman still look down on me?

…And why does Seo Haeun crave me like this?

“Well, let’s go in too. Let’s wash up and sleep.”

“…Yeah.”

The difference, if anything,

Is just that I’ve slept with her.

I’ve tasted this woman’s breasts a little.

I’ve felt her body heat.

Seo Haeun’s purity,

I half-deceived her and took it away.

“Tomorrow, I have to go to the gym again. And film. I also need to find someone to borrow money from…”

“… .”

What she did to me isn’t that different.

…Why does this woman

Instead of wanting to break her now,

I want to tend to her carefully.

Adorn her.

And show her off to others with a collar on?

If I had to give a reason,

“…Haeun.”

“Yeah.”

“Do you hate it when I sleep with other women?”

“…Yeah.”

Is it perhaps because she’s obsessed with me?

If Hinami clings to me, would I feel a similar emotion?

If Seo Jia, whom I just saw, pleaded with me, would I feel the same?

I think that might be the case.

The people who desired me up until now

Usually desired my body or my reputation.

Women who needed a fit, newly debuted 20-year-old athlete.

Or women who thought a popular, reasonably handsome, masculine baseball player was cool.

Even after discarding all those superficialities,

The ones who desire this trash-like nature of mine.

There have only been two people so far.

“Why? …No, not why. …But what if you meet other women?”

“… .”

Seo Haeun and Hinami.

…This woman,

Mistakenly thought I resembled her,

And eventually became tamed by me.

And Hinami.

Became interested in me, who tamed this woman.

“…Let’s change the question. How does it feel to have sex with a bitch who’s doing better than you?”

Those two,

Honestly, I don’t want to choose either one.

Because there’s a foolish woman like Seo Haeun, Hinami desires me.

And because there’s a perverted woman like Hinami, Seo Haeun clings to me.

If I wanted to date either of them, I might have to choose, but

I don’t particularly want to.

Because,

“I don’t want to. …Unless you treat me rougher than you treat yourself, I don’t care.”

“…Really?”

We’ve formed a relationship more fitting than lovers.

…She fills my self-esteem.

And I fill hers.

I help her with her work.

And she’ll help me with mine going forward.

We simply fill each other’s shortcomings.

A very convenient relationship.

Like

A dog that can’t help but love its owner,

And an owner who can’t help but want to raise something cute.

“In front of me. As long as you don’t say you’re better than me… I don’t care.”

“…Even if it’s your sister?”

“Yeah. …I don’t care.”

Therefore,

Doing as she secretly wishes

Could be considered my own form of courtesy.

Her own sister, whom she always felt inferior to.

Crushing.

Violating.

Breaking.

Making her kneel.

…Subjugating her.

Since she can’t do it alone.

While I’m treated like a Master.

I have no choice but to do it for her.

I too, have just been targeting the wrong person all this time.

I have some pent-up feelings towards that woman.

“Well, it’s half a joke… but if the chance arises.”

“…Kang Joo-hyuk, when you say things like that, you always go through with it.”

“If I do it without the chance, I’ll get dragged to jail. …If you did it like that, she’d probably report me immediately?”

“…Maybe I should have reported you too.”

“Do you regret it?”

“Of course. …Look at how things have turned out.”

Lifting her dress to show the condom tied to her panties, she shyly turned her head.

…Her ears turning bright red.

In a way that couldn’t compare to the clumsy seduction she’d shown me these past few days.

In a cute yet lewd manner.

“Ah, hey. Wait, the elevator. There’s a CCTV…!”

“…We’re not having sex, are we?”

I pull her, having quickly fixed her clothes, into an embrace and stare intently at her now foolish face.

…There really are a lot of fucking idiots in this world.

Why has no one ever thought of knocking down such a stupid girl?

Well,

It’s not something I should say, having known her for years.

“Nn…, chuup…, ha…up…”

Closing my eyes,

I savor her taste, now so familiar.

Heated and sticking stickily.

Still retaining a hint of awkwardness.

Mingling our tongues.

“…Pffha. Haa. …Eung…”

I pull my lips away for a moment.

Watching her melting expression.

Once more.

This time,

A little lighter than before.

“Nn…, puha. …Kang Joo-hyuk,”

“…Seo Haeun.”

“…Yeah.”

“I wish you were famous instead of your sister… that would have been great.”

“…Why?”

“Because you’re hotter. …Kissing you would be more thrilling, wouldn’t it?”

“Pervert bastard. …Who said they’d date you?”

“Why? …If you become famous, are you going to kick me out?”

“… .”

This time.

Accepting her pout, a little more aggressively.

If others saw,

They might think it’s a bit sordid.

“Heeu…, eup. Chuu…, ng, eup…”

Deeply.

Regardless of whether we get caught.

The elevator doors, which arrived unnoticed.

Whether they opened or closed.

I didn’t even pay attention.

“…Hooa. Ha. …Hoo-h. What is this, really.”

“What’s so funny.”

“I don’t know, just… Kissing you is funny.”

Completely melted,

With a dazed expression now.

Her saying such nonsensical things,

I pull her close, just as she wants.

“Let’s go home. We stayed in the elevator too long.”

“…Yeah.”

Holding her arms, which were now tightly wrapped around my waist.

I walk towards our home, which I can now confidently call ours.

…As if about to burst into flames,

Stroking her ears.

Beyond the front door.

That others cannot see.

Into that space.

I step inside.

Closing the door right away,

As soon as I take off my shoes.

Just as she wishes.

“…Ah…♡”

Scooping her up in a flash,

Onto the bed.

And tossing her down.