069. Comparison (2)

Clearly, when I was still attending school, I would have been excitedly rolling around in my room during Golden Week.

Unfortunately, pitiful me hasn’t even set foot in my home once, and I’m currently being praised as a slave.

Dragged here, dragged there, meeting fans and saying hello.

I briefly stopped by my home country in the middle, but I haven’t even seen my actual home.

Instead, if you add up the distance I’ve traveled promoting the new song, I could probably circle the Earth at least once.

Thanks to that, I’m completely drained.

I’m sure I’d collapse with a ‘pik’ if I took even one step outside the house.

But you know, if I collapsed on the street, wouldn’t someone pick me up and carry me away?

Picking up a fully grown woman who looks like a girl, and dragging her home, she wouldn’t have the strength to resist at all.

Or what if I order delivery food because I feel like I’m starving to death, and the delivery guy sees my face, gets smitten, and breaks in?

…Someone like me is worth risking their life to pounce on, isn’t that dangerous?

As expected, I should probably call someone to protect this fragile me.

Even if it’s just to enjoy the long-awaited rest.

“Ah, …they’re here.”

Bbi-bip bbi-bip.

True to my thorough preparation, I sent the door lock password a long time ago.

Still, just in case, my outfit is casual: a t-shirt and dolphin shorts.

This way, I can create a moderately alluring vibe while simultaneously preventing any unfortunate incidents.

For example, Jia might show up to nag me.

Or maybe the group’s eldest unnie would show up, wanting to secretly drink here, banging on the door lock like ‘ttik-ttik’.

I changed it recently, so the password probably won’t be cracked, but honestly, it’s suspicious, right?

…If seductive noises were heard coming from an idol’s room, that is.

Definitely.

“Joo-hyuk oppa…, …Eh?”

“…Hi.”

As the door lock clicked open, just as I expected, a woman with a kooky beige color as sexy as Jia’s pushed her face into my view.

Her eyes were sharp, yet her shoulders were narrow, giving her a subtly awkward vibe.

She wore a V-neck that showed off her figure and a tennis skirt, and she kept fidgeting with the choker around her neck as if embarrassed,

Haeun unnie, who was both cute and outrageously sexy.

“Excuse me for a moment. …Hey, Kang Joo-hyuk, you wait outside.”

Haeun unnie, stiff as a board, confidently took off her heels and entered my room in white socks, stopping the hulking man trailing behind her.

That man, wearing a surprisingly fitting navy blue shirt and showing off his bare forearms, was none other than Joo-hyuk oppa.

…Looking at them like this, they seem like a well-matched couple visiting for a housewarming, but

The reality is completely different.

One of them I invited.

And when asked if I could invite one more person, I just sent an OK reply.

The reason? …Because it looked incredibly fun.

Honestly, I wasn’t against the idea of sex, but it’s physically impossible right now, isn’t it?

I need a lot of time.

Because I’m so small.

“…What is it, Joo-hyuk oppa?”

“I got caught by my girlfriend.”

“Girlfriend…, Hmm… Yes. Well.”

I approached the entrance and casually spoke to oppa, who was standing blankly outside. He smiled even as he said he got caught.

…Well, if the Master is nearby, I can control things somehow.

I just need to watch the cute barking.

Haeun unnie looks scary, but she came out wearing a leash, didn’t she?

It’s safe, it’s safe.

I won’t get stabbed with a knife.

If anyone gets stabbed, it’ll be oppa.

“Um…, Ah. Please sit down first, Haeun unnie. Would you like some coffee?”

“…I don’t need any.”

Sensing she wanted to talk alone for now, I closed the front door, let only Haeun unnie in, and adjusted my loose tank top.

Haeun unnie, her tail swishing ‘tang tang’ and her fur bristling, flatly refused my kind offer and plopped down onto a dining chair.

Then, looking up at me without any intimidation, she started whimpering ‘kaeng kaeng’.

“You’re Hinami, right?”

“Yes. Unless you’re an unusual idol, you wouldn’t bleach your hair completely white, right?”

“…And this text message, you sent it, correct?”

“Hmm…, Wouldn’t you know if you asked?”

“… “

Pointing towards the outside of the front door, I put on a sneaky cat-like expression and smirked at Haeun unnie.

Seeing Haeun unnie’s expression crumple further as she looked at my face, I added even more to my annoying smile.

“Ah, I thought I wouldn’t get caught… but I was found out. I’m sorry, unnie.”

“… “

“You went through my phone, didn’t you? …There are tons of lewd pictures on there. Oh dear, I’m so embarrassed…”

Then, putting on all the aegyo and fuss I learned from variety shows, I clutched my cheeks and stomped my feet.

Showing off my eyes, which curved beautifully between my fingers.

I teased Haeun unnie, who was getting angry about her Master being taken.

Until she growled.

Mischievously.

“Ah, since I’m an idol, it’s really dangerous if my private life gets exposed. Unnie, you didn’t spread rumors, did you?”

“…Am I crazy?”

“Oh, thank goodness. I was worried you might have.”

Then, changing my expression in an instant, I clapped my hands ‘jjak’ and smiled broadly, acting even crazier than my usual crazy self.

Ah, this bitch is a sex-crazed psycho~

So she’d misunderstand.

“But why did you come looking for me? Unnie?”

“…Can’t you tell just by looking?”

“Hmm…, Are you saying I shouldn’t cheat with Joo-hyuk oppa?”

“Do I have to say it…!”

“Why?”

Looking up at Haeun unnie, who stood up and wagged her tail ‘pang pang’ to protect her Master, I retorted with a truly innocent expression.

“I haven’t done anything with oppa yet. It’s just exchanging some lewd pictures~ …And I’ll only be doing lewd things today. There’s no emotional exchange at all?”

“…What?”

“Ah, you don’t know? Since you’re Jia-chan unnie, I thought you’d know well.”

“What are you talking about…”

“Everyone here is like this~ It’s such a tiring place, and everyone is pretty and handsome, so they have sex with whoever they click with. Then they break up coolly. Oppa isn’t incredibly handsome, but he’s tall and has a great body, right?”

“What does that mean…”

This is normal.

I casually lift the dark underbelly of the entertainment industry and spill it out.

Well, it’s not like it’s a lie, right?

Even in my own group right now, except for me and Jia, everyone else has sex friends.

That’s why I want to make one too.

“Please lend him to me for a bit, Haeun unnie. It’s not like he’ll wear out.”

“…What?”

“…You’re not his girlfriend anyway, right? Aren’t you just having sex with oppa?”

“… “

…Just like Haeun unnie.

Well, unless she’s got Stockholm Syndrome or something.

There’s no way she could ‘genuinely’ like a man who raped her and took her virginity, right?

He has a huge, amazing dick, so she’s just fallen into pleasure.

“Ah, didn’t you hear it from oppa? I can tell roughly just by looking, you know. Whether you two are dating. Or just sleeping together.”

“…You crazy, slutty bitch…”

“Whoa, that’s way too harsh. I’m such a sweet idol on TV.”

“Shut up. I’ve recorded all of this.”

“What are you going to use it for?”

“If you don’t cut ties with Kang Joo-hyuk, I’ll leak it to my brother.”

“Ah, that’s scary.”

“So, if you’re scared, stop contacting him from now on.”

“I refuse.”

“… “

But after being pierced by such a thick dick and enjoying that thrilling first experience,

I found Haeun unnie, who tried to monopolize it all for herself, incredibly infuriating.

Since you weren’t going to date anyway, wouldn’t it be better for both of us if we shared?

Both from what I’ve heard and what I can see.

You definitely can’t satisfy oppa’s sexual appetite alone anyway.

…Maybe it would be more fun if the three of us did it.

“…How far do I have to go for you to understand? I have no intention of stopping being ‘friends’ with Joo-hyuk oppa. If you want to persuade someone, it’d be faster to persuade oppa instead of me?”

“… “

“Ahaha, right. That won’t work… It’s awkward to say myself, but I’m an idol. Honestly, oppa probably won’t give up until he’s tried it once, right?”

Seeing Haeun unnie trembling and throwing a tantrum over wanting to monopolize that damn dick, I honestly found it hard to hold back my laughter.

Just how good is Joo-hyuk oppa in bed?

Judging by her attitude, she seems like she genuinely has feelings for him?

…Oppa’s goal is probably just the body anyway.

Poo-hoo-hoo.

“…Hey, Haeun unnie. Do you actually like Joo-hyuk oppa?”

“No.”

“Then why go through all the trouble to come here and say this?”

“…Because if your slutty sweat gets on the dick I take into my mouth every night, it’s disgusting.”

“… “

But seeing Haeun unnie, with her scary face and even scarier dirty talk,

I got goosebumps, like seeing those delinquent high school gyaru unnies from middle school.

Even her dyed hair is similar.

And her Korean tone is stronger than her Japanese.

…And her breasts are sooo much bigger.

“Well…, If you dislike me that much, I can’t help it. …If you just do one thing for me, I’ll give up on oppa too.”

“… “

“What is it?”

“First, you and oppa aren’t dating, right? …You don’t like him either?”

“…No.”

“Then you’re just friends, or acquaintances. Just sleeping together, right?”

“… “

“…I only want that much too, so it’s unfair if you can, but I can’t. Unless Joo-hyuk oppa says no.”

Instead, I’m much cuter,

Really awkward,

…And unlike back then, I’m incredibly popular now.

Honestly, if we walked side-by-side down the street,

Even with the difference in our bodies, people would look at me much more.

I can hold my head high like this.

“So…, If you show me right in front of my eyes that you’re more than just a sex friend, I won’t contact Joo-hyuk oppa through text, Telegram, or anything else.”

“…What?”

“…If you show me that you like Joo-hyuk oppa’s dick way more than I do, I’ll look for someone else.”

…Anyway,

Unlike back then, win or lose, nothing changes.

It’s not even a fight to begin with.

This is just an act.

Cute, sexy, and innocent, making me want to tease her, but

It’s to persuade Haeun unnie, who is much more attractive than me.

“…If you can’t do it, I’ll call oppa outside right now and ask him to fuck me. …You know too, right? Joo-hyuk oppa is a total pervert, always horny, so he’ll never refuse.”

It’s just acting.

…Actually, I really like Haeun unnie.

I’m not a lesbian, but,

I can’t count how many times I’ve masturbated imagining Haeun unnie being ruthlessly rammed by Joo-hyuk oppa.

“What will you do? …I’m opening the door in 30 seconds.”

“… “

It’s not strange to like watching a beautiful female AV actor having sex with a muscular male AV actor, right?

…So I want to see it.

What kind of face a much more excellent female than me makes when getting rammed.

Right in front of my eyes. Directly.