066. Zero Dating Experiences (7)

His solid hips craved me endlessly.

It would be reasonable for him to stop, but he doesn’t, not stopping without rest.

My head bobbed up,

until I was plunged into a swamp and floundering.

“Haaak…, Haaak…”

When I barely managed to peel open my heavy eyelids, his face was always overwhelming me.

A face devoid of reason, filled only with instinct.

Angular, no double eyelids, small eyes, and mean-looking eyes.

If he even had stubble, he’d look like a gangster.

Aside from his features and skin, there was nothing particularly good-looking about him,

a face far inferior to mine.

“…Stick out your tongue. Don’t just open your mouth.”

“……”

But,

a face more manly than any man I’d encountered so far.

A face that craved me.

“…Ngh…, Eup…, Chyuup……”

Exploring the tip of my tongue,

exploring my mouth,

Squish, squish,

exploring my vaginal walls,

wanting to destroy everything about me,

wanting to paint me over with his own color,

a selfish face.

“Eup…, Eut!♡ Eupeup…♥, Nge…Bbeup………♥”

Pulling me, who was plunged into the swamp, back up floating onto the clouds,

Thump, thump,

Vwooot, Bbeot, Bbeot.

While his thick, large penis trembled and vibrated,

my vaginal walls trembled in response to the vibration.

His fully swollen penis pulsed, thump, thump,

pulsing inside me and endlessly ejaculating that sticky fluid.

Happily welcoming the dirty fluids gushing out inside me again,

I ended up receiving plenty of seed in a womb unprepared for sperm.

“Phaaat…, Haaap…, Eup…. Chyuup….”

Even after sowing his seed inside my belly,

the face of a male binding my innocent tongue so I couldn’t even utter a word of protest.

“Haaak…, Heek…. Heyyy…, C’mon, you, you came alreadyyy…”

“…So?”

“It’s not ‘so’, it’s, Eut…, Nge……!”

Even after splattering sticky paint over a clean canvas, coloring it dirty,

and wearing a look of satisfaction I’d never seen before,

his face, still trying to quench his thirst as if it wasn’t enough,

approached me once again.

“Nge…, Ngeu, Haa. Ah, wait, don’t lift…, my, my back is ruined…”

Just the gesture of his hands supporting my back and buttocks simultaneously painted the pleasure I was about to experience in my head.

Being penetrated while floating in the air,

or being penetrated with squelching sounds while leaning completely on his body.

Both were dizzying positions, but I disliked the sound of it.

Because I didn’t know when I might sink if I lost strength.

Even if he said he wouldn’t let go, it was possible to slip.

“I won’t. I’m going to do it sitting down.”

“Okay…, sitting down. Okay. Sit me down…”

I found it laughable how my heart completely loosened at the mere word that he would sit me down.

It was laughable, but I liked it.

At least if I just leaned, I wouldn’t slip.

There was no chance of falling.

“Haa…, Haa…”

“You’re sweating so much.”

“It’s because I’m hot…. Haa…”

His penis, which had been tearing me apart and tasting me, hadn’t withdrawn,

nor had he let go of me whom he had been persistently ravishing,

yet just sitting with my thighs pressed against his lap, catching my breath, made goosebumps erupt all over me.

Not goosebumps from disgust or dirt,

but the cool goosebumps you get when suddenly hit by cold air.

“If you’re hot, should I get you water? Do you need it?”

“…No thanks. Haa. You, carrying it again to the water dispenser…”

“I can take it out for a moment, you know.”

“Nge……, Haaak…. Haa. …What the, really…?”

“Wait and see.”

I knew well that the tenderness of him uncharacteristically and readily taking out his penis and gently sitting me on the bed was a lie.

I had already tasted plenty of how his true nature was vulgar and ugly, so much that I hated to imagine it.

But even knowing this, I couldn’t refuse.

The one who pulled me up from the swamp of pleasure where I was floundering,

was ultimately no one but him.

Even if Kang Joo-hyuk was the one who plunged me into it,

there was no way out other than grabbing those dirty hands.

“Here, water.”

“…”

I grabbed the handle of the cold water cup he handed me and gulped it down, erasing the sharp alcohol scent remaining in my mouth.

The heat remaining inside my body also subsided further upon contact with the cold water.

My breath, which hadn’t quite returned, was about to do so as well,

…but seeing him next to me with his penis stiffly erect,

my breath hitched for a moment.

“Ugh…, Kehk…. Kaheuk. Haa…, Haa…”

“Drink a little slower. Don’t get indigestion.”

As I choked and coughed, his touch patting my back felt rough.

…How long was he going to pretend to be kind?

He had only stopped for a moment just a while ago when he was trying to do more.

It wouldn’t be strange if he took off the sheep’s mask at any moment and showed his wolf’s face.

How long could I enjoy this seemingly leisurely time?

“Haaaa…. Hey, Kang Joo-hyuk…”

“Why.”

“…Today, can’t we stop today…? My, my back really hurts…”

At that scary face,

even a single word carefully uttered with a polite attitude.

“…”

He refused without a word, making that scary face.

…Until when do you need to taste me to be satisfied?

Isn’t this enough?

Enough…

I enjoyed it, didn’t I?

“…Does your back really hurt?”

“Yeah. It hurts, reallyyy…”

“Your back?”

“…Yeah…, Kyaak…!”

At my unsure nod, he picked me up without answering and sat me sideways on his lap.

If he stood up like that, it would be a pose as if holding even a princess.

However, far from treating me like a beautiful princess,

he caressed my chest as if treating me like a surrendered captive,

and began to push his low, deep voice forcefully into my ear.

“…Are you sure your back hurts?”

“I told you it does…”

“Your back? Really? …Just your back?”

“Ah, reallyyy…, Haaak…!”

Instead of my trembling waist, he pinched my nipples.

Then he bit my ear, licked my shoulder,

and came straight down to bite and suck greedily and grossly on my breasts.

“Heyyy! Let gooo…, Haaak, it hurts!”

When I skillfully pushed his head away, who had been biting and sucking my nipples just enough not to leave marks, Kang Joo-hyuk finally spat out my breast and said,

“…It doesn’t hurt, does it?”

“…”

He whispered softly, his face devoid of tenderness.

As if he knew all along that I was pretending to be hurt from the start.

Wearing a wicked smile that suited him perfectly,

he stroked my head.

“Why pretend to be hurt. …I know you can’t say anything if you’re really hurt.”

“That’s…, not being hurt, it’s being tired…”

“Then that means you’re not tired yet. Seeing how lively your mouth is.”

Somehow,

his intense desire to violate me until I collapsed somehow reached my chest.

It reached my head too.

It brushed past my cheeks, and this time reached my ear.

I was swept away by his endless desire.

…I knew all too well what state I would be in if I reached that end.

I knew it acutely.

“…Hey, Kang Joo-hyuk.”

“Yeah.”

“I…, I don’t… dislike… having sex… with you, so… let’s just stop here for today…”

“…Sex is good, why?”

“I’m… I’m full…. I… I came twice inside me…. If I do… do more, I’ll get weird…”

If I accepted all of this endless lust,

I would certainly be ruined.

Standing, sitting,

I couldn’t do anything as I pleased.

It was doubtful whether I could even accept his lust if I collapsed on the bed all day.

That floating feeling I felt when he came inside me,

feeling it for hours would be no different from doing drugs.

“Full?”

“Nge, I’m full…, I feel like I’m gonna burst…”

“…If you’re full, you can just eat slowly. Right?”

“Ah, that’s not what I mean…!”

Normal life?

…Carrying semen in my belly 24 hours a day,

if that’s normal life, I could do it.

The lingering fishy taste in my mouth,

if that’s normal life, I could do it.

But that’s impossible…

“Take your tongue out.”

“……”

But he,

didn’t give me any opening to escape with his firm tone.

Even though he himself was always prepared to leave.

…Bastard.

Until when would I have to listen to you,

and when would you grant even my small requests?

Until when…

“…Okay. Put your tongue back in.”

“Eh…?”

But,

as soon as I obediently followed the bastard’s words,

Kang Joo-hyuk smirked and grabbed my tongue with his hand, pushing it back in.

“Put it in. …Put it in and look at the camera. You forgot about that, didn’t you?”

“…Ah.”

Then pointing forward,

he focused on the cell phone standing there vacantly, watching us.

“…Seeing you feel pleasure earlier, who would think you were hurt?”

…Lewd,

vulgar,

sordid and intense,

“Just tell me honestly. …You want to go slow this time.”

It made me reflect on the sex that wasn’t even embarrassing.

“If you say it in a way that turns me on, I’ll listen. Like before.”

That I had no right to decide,

that I should just beg him and ask for mercy.

Kang Joo-hyuk whispered that in my ear.

…That absurd coercion,

“…Kang… Joo-hyuk.”

“Yeah.”

“…If… if you thrust too hard and dry… I’ll suffocate…”

“…So?”

“…Haa…, Haeun’s… pussy. Please use… it… preciously…”

“…”

I had no choice but to accept, holding back tears.

“…Ah, um, well… you broke… my virginity too. And, um… my YouTube is doing well, so I’m popular…? So please just a little… preciously…”

“Does suffocating have nothing to do with kissing?”

“…”

Enough to bow my head at his mischievous question,

trembling with shame.

“Okay. …Don’t stick out your tongue either. Stay still.”

“…Okay.”

Not intensely,

lightly.

At a noticeably slowed pace,

his lips penetrating me very leisurely,

no longer felt burdensome.

…It didn’t matter if it was manufactured tenderness.

Since I had already touched the drug,

I couldn’t quit.