055. One, Zero, Zero Acquired Experiences (7)

Matching the heated atmosphere of the drinking party, I cleanly emptied my remaining glass.

She, who had been teasing me by fiddling with her skirt for a long time, also slightly lifted her mask, emptied her glass, and hid her expression again.

It’s surprising that the face hidden behind that mask is not even slightly different from the ideal appearance I could picture in my head.

“…Are you that curious about me and Seo Haeun’s story?”

“Yes! So much!”

“If you promise not to tell anyone, I’ll tell you some of it.”

“Aww, I won’t tell~ I don’t have anyone to tell anyway! Except for my friend Jia….”

“Especially don’t tell her, promise me.”

“Yes, promise promise.”

As she waggled her pinky finger, I intently stared into Hinami’s eyes, which were smiling.

Like the face of a high school girl anticipating her teacher’s first love story.

Honestly, I’m curious how long that innocent smile can last.

Actually, even for her, who seems so far from innocent,

if one is beautiful, they are pure in themselves.

And the purer they are,

…the more fun it is to corrupt them.

The more people who glow when they’re corrupted,

the more enjoyable it is.

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“Ughhh….”

Surprised by the blunt yet explicit story, I unconsciously clutched my cheek.

It was more than just interesting; it was like a story straight out of a comic book.

…It’ll probably get an R18 rating, though.

Anyway.

“H-Haeun unnie, so does that mean she’s constantly raped by men she dislikes?”

“I told you it’s not rape. How many times do I have to say she feels it too, damn it.”

“Ah, so she feels it while being raped… what a total freak, that unnie too.”

Even though she kept denying it wasn’t rape, no matter how I listened, it sounded like Haeun-chan was indeed raped by Joo-hyuk oppa.

Being crushed by that burly body, even taking birth control pills every day….

“‘That unnie too’… does that mean you do too?”

“Ah, me? I… I’m not quite at that level. Hehe… I’m pretty average?”

I thought there was no place more like the animal kingdom than the entertainment industry.

I never dreamed that such dark and sordid things would happen so close, yet so far, from me.

So there are different levels even in BDSM play.

I thought it was really bad when I saw the bruise on our group’s eldest unnie’s knee, but this is nothing compared to that.

“The fans would freak out if they knew.”

“…Wouldn’t they actually like it more?”

“…You’re a psycho too, aren’t you.”

“Ahaha….”

Hearing stories that made my head spin just imagining them made me, who prided myself on being quite the pervert, feel surprisingly normal.

My methods might be a bit unusual, but I’m still a pure virgin who’s only put a dildo in her mouth.

Compared to Haeun-chan, who had her first experience completely ruined, I’m too plain.

“…Hmm, anyway. So you’re not dating, you’re in a master-servant relationship?”

“I don’t know? I cook for her, I do almost all the cleaning, so just because we have rough sex, it doesn’t mean we’re in a master-servant relationship, right?”

“Hmm…. Then a kept man?”

“Depending on how you see it, maybe.”

“Hmm….”

I was curious about the appeal of this man who completely ravaged a woman with high ‘female power’… though I don’t know about ‘femininity’… like Haeun-chan.

His conversational skills and physique are no joke, but is that all?

His looks are decent too, but someone like Haeun-chan could easily attract much better-looking guys, right?

He doesn’t seem particularly rich either.

And he doesn’t seem to be doing much.

…Then, no matter how I think about it, there’s only one answer.

“…If you’re that curious, want to see?”

“…Huh? See what?”

“You seem very interested. Aren’t you?”

“W-What are you talking about….”

“You’re interested in dicks, aren’t you? You were focused every time it came up earlier.”

…Dick.

How amazing must it be, for her not to be able to shake off Joo-hyuk oppa even after experiencing her first time as rape.

“Eh, that’s… aren’t you going too far…?”

“Ah, well. If you’re not interested, never mind.”

Hiding my lips, full of curiosity, tightly behind my mask, I try hard to deny it, pretending I’m not interested.

Seeing how Joo-hyuk oppa’s eyes changed the moment he saw my thong, I already knew he’d be plotting something like this to cheat.

…But still,

“…It’s not that I’m not interested, but still….”

“…If you’re interested, you can just take a peek. Anyway, your friend and Haeun are both fast asleep.”

Of course, I still have no intention of having sex.

First off, I’m an idol?

I knew Joo-hyuk oppa was a considerably dangerous and interesting man, but I wasn’t sure yet.

It wouldn’t be strange at all if I went and spread rumors about myself right now.

Since Jia is the owner of the house, I figured he wouldn’t cross the line, so I cautiously made my move.

“….”

But the curiosity is real.

…Honestly, I can’t really grasp the reality of the male dicks I see in AV.

There are small ones and big ones, but the difference is so extreme that I have no clue what’s real.

When I see small ones, I think, ‘Ew, can women even feel anything with just that?’

When I see big ones, I imagine, ‘Yuck, does that really all go in…?’ and my lower belly starts pounding.

…Well,

“If it’s just looking… I am curious about what kind of dick Haeun unnie was conquered by…?”

Anyway, this man must be the latter.

You can tell just by looking at his height and shoulders.

He’s huge.

…Even more so than the muscular guys in AV.

“…Is it okay for an idol to use the word ‘conquered’?”

“I don’t know other words. Hehe….”

Uttering words unbecoming of an idol, I cautiously approach him.

Without taking off my mask, hiding my expectant expression, I maintain my seductive demeanor and pretend to be familiar as I grab his pants.

“…If you do anything weird, I’ll scream!”

“Who’s doing anything weird?”

“You, cheating on your live-in girlfriend at her house.”

“…Then what are you?”

“Hmm…, …I’m just a pervert? You’re the bad one.”

“….”

Smiling a genuine smile for the first time, he didn’t stop my hand and slightly lifted his butt to make it easier to pull down his pants.

I returned his smile with a smirk, and slowly pulled down his pants, revealing Joo-hyuk oppa’s dick.

Not even at a friend’s house,

but at my friend’s unnie’s house.

And the man who is practically the master of that unnie.

“Ughhh….”

…His impressive dick.

“Why are you so surprised? Haven’t you seen a dick before?”

“Ah, that’s not it! It’s just really big…? Ah, and it’s hairless….”

“You saw it at the waxing salon last time. You waxed it then.”

“Aha….”

The surprisingly large dick captivated my gaze.

I couldn’t smell anything because of the mask, but thanks to it being hairless, it looked clean.

Staring intently at it with sparkling eyes, I poked the glans with my soft hand.

Then, stimulated by the slight touch, the dick gradually stiffened, swelling grotesquely and monstrously.

…Huh?

Wasn’t it already fully erect…?

“Ugh…. It gets this big…?”

“It varies from person to person, but that’s me.”

“They say tall guys usually have big dicks too….”

Beyond imagination.

It wasn’t much different from the size of the dick in that black AV I briefly watched years ago, before turning it off because the guy’s face was too ugly.

They say all that stuff is staged with toys.

…So things like this really exist.

Longer and harder than the dildos I have at home.

A dick so thick my thumb and middle finger couldn’t meet.

My hands might be small, but this is just too much.

Something like this filling up Haeun-chan’s insides,

thrusting around….

“Want to stand up?”

“Eh, yes?”

As I was poking Joo-hyuk oppa’s dick in confusion, he forcefully made me stand up.

Then, through just his shirt, that hot, monstrous object pressed firmly against my stomach.

“…Haeun is taller than you, but it feels something like this? From here, to here.”

“Ugh….”

…The round balls were pressing against my navel,

and the monstrous oppa’s dick reached my lower chest, twitching.

Even though the size difference would crush my internal organs rather than bring pleasure if inserted, my heart lost its reason, pounding wildly in admiration.

“How is it? …Do you get why Haeun wears a collar?”

“…I think I get it a little.”

…Haeun-chan might barely be able to handle it.

Jia would probably suit it perfectly.

But I could never accept it.

If something like this went inside me, I’d really break.

Not break mentally or emotionally.

I’d be physically messed up.

So…,

…my stomach is churning.

“…If you want to touch it, you can. Like before.”

“Eh, but I’m an idol….”

“Now?”

Jia drilled into my ears that idols shouldn’t break.

If you break, you should break cutely; breaking miserably or filthily ruins your image.

She said it’s betraying the fans, so never.

But what am I supposed to do when she tells that to me, whose fetish is breaking?

As the sordid and dirty situations I often fantasized about became reality, I couldn’t stop my pounding heart.

What if someone wakes up?

What excuse should I make?

In my fantasies, it ended with just feeling that thrilling rush, but this is reality.

I need to keep at least the last safety net in place.

…Without it,

I feel like I’ll go berserk.

“…It might get loud, so maybe to the bathroom…?”

…If I even let out a moan, my idol career is over.

Of course, Jia wouldn’t blab about it unless she went crazy, but

who knows about Haeun-chan?

She might betray me and bite the stray cat.

“…What do you want to do there?”

“Take it off…?”

“….”

…In that case,

Since I’m already stealing, let’s steal it properly.

“…About the mask, what were you thinking? Joo-hyuk oppa, are you a pervert?”

“…After hearing all that earlier, you still don’t know if I’m a pervert?”

“Ahaha…, you’re a total pervert too, oppa.”

While listening to the erotic stories, I revealed the expression I had hidden and stretched the mask between my fingers.

Then I held it up in front of Joo-hyuk oppa’s eyes and whispered in a small voice.

“…In Japan, they call masks ‘face panties’. …What do you think, doesn’t it look like panties like this?”

“….”

“Cumming on panties… that appears a lot in erotic manga…. …Don’t you want to try it too, oppa?”

How far can I push this oppa’s sanity,

or how miserably I’ll break myself,

…I’m so, so,

curious that I can’t stand it.

Even if not today,

someday.

I wonder if I’ll break him.

Like Haeun-chan.

Completely.