046. Seo XX, Class 6, 2nd Grade, XXX Academy (3)

I know that what I’m doing is just a mental victory.

It’s me getting fucked like a dog by this man.

Seo Haeun.

26 years old.

My breasts are still big, and I’m still semi-unemployed. That hasn’t changed.

But…

At least in the phone that man is shoving in my face,

I can pretend it’s not me, right?

“…If you want to be fucked like that, bite your skirt.”

At his command, the kind, pretty, and studious female high school student…

…who I used to be, bites her skirt into her mouth.

In front of the guy who only thinks about fucking me,

a crazy psycho-path former baseball player.

…Well,

the psycho-path part doesn’t seem like acting at all.

“Good job. Stay down like that.”

“…Pffft, if I’m going to lie down, do I need to bite…?”

I swore back then that I’d never meet anyone who played baseball, no matter what.

My dad wasn’t exactly a good dad either.

And that crazy stalker bastard who followed me around in high school was on the baseball team.

But I,

am crawling on all fours in front of trash so disgusting it doesn’t even compare to them.

“Don’t spit it out whenever you feel like it.”

That trash comes up behind me, shoves the skirt I’d briefly spat out back into my mouth, and spanks my butt, slap slap.

…His hands are really damn big, annoyingly.

I look up at him to show him I’m biting it properly.

The unpleasant gaze he showed me a few years ago when he picked a fight with me is nowhere to be seen,

and the friendly-looking gaze he put on after we met again, pretending to be nice, good, and dumb, has also vanished.

The eyes that were so nauseatingly disgusting and scary when he put a leash on my neck outside are also gone.

“Don’t lift your waist so clumsily, lift your pelvis. Stick your head into the pillow. Just stick your butt out back. Good girl.”

“⋯.”

Pure instinct.

The lust harbored for the woman named ‘Seo Haeun’.

Putting me up on that high floor,

the hideous greed to monopolize the grapes others want for himself.

I haven’t known this man’s true intentions at all until now, but

even from this distance, the thump thump heartbeat sound loud enough to hurt my ears,

I’ve heard it more times than I can count on my fingers.

“Okay. …Spread ’em.”

“⋯.”

“Don’t spread with both hands, do it with one. With your index and middle fingers. Good girl. Like that.”

As he guides my hand, I place my hand on my cunt,

revealing my female genitalia, which I’ve never shown to anyone except Kang Joo-hyuk.

Should I say I’m pure because I’ve only been defiled by one person,

or should I say it’s dirty because it’s been defiled by the person I would kill without hesitation if I could?

That ambiguous place,

I offer it to him once again.

“Look this way. While biting the skirt.”

“….”

But he records even the sight of me offering my chastity, piece by piece.

As if declaring he will defile everything about me, a woman, he captures videos on his phone that should never be shown to anyone.

My exposed buttocks while biting the skirt,

my anus, which I cleaned thoroughly because I felt like I’d kill myself if that bastard found fault,

my pussy spread in a V-shape with my fingers,

All of it.

“…I thought you’d throw a fit, but you’re surprisingly still, huh?”

“…If I throw a fit, won’t you film it?”

“No.”

“Bastard…”

Falling for the sweet talk of the man I hate,

stripped bare in front of the man I despise, revealing all my private parts,

spreading my female genitalia wide in a V-shape like taking a commemorative photo,

the sight of me seducing him, as if begging him to devour me.

This lewd display, more than any video or photo he’s filmed of me,

slowly replays in my head.

“…! …, Ah, it hurts. Gently…”

“Bear with it, I have to capture the way your butt cheeks jiggle too.”

“Crazy psycho, …! ……”

I can easily picture Kang Joo-hyuk’s face in my mind, growling as he spanks my butt.

A moan almost escaped my voice for a moment, but I barely managed to cover my mouth with my left hand and stopped it.

But I know that if I continue to be tormented like this, those lewd sounds will eventually be scattered.

The bed creaks,

my moans of ang ang fill the room,

so loud upstairs that I can’t sleep.

I know lewd nights will continue.

After such nights, I’ll fall asleep as if unconscious,

and I know he will arbitrarily record my unconscious state.

…It’s okay though.

I don’t care.

That’s not me.

Not 26-year-old Seo Haeun,

but Seo XX being raped while wearing a school uniform.

“…Fuck. Spit out the skirt for a moment.”

“Pffft…, Whyyyy…”

“If you’re in this state, I think you should make lewd sounds too, to match.”

“… ! …”

As soon as the short filming ended, he started tormenting my clit with his fingers.

For a while, I only satisfied his desires, so perhaps because I wasn’t the one being subjected to it, my body trembles uncontrollably.

Every time those thick, thick fingers brush against my hand as it parts my cunt,

I feel pleasure that makes my head spin.

Even if I’m acting, pain or pleasure doesn’t disappear.

Because of the pleasure that’s neither too strong nor too weak, my mind only becomes clearer,

so I can clearly understand what I am acting as.

“Ah, I can’t stand it. Stay still.”

“…Uh, hng…”

As soon as my mind cleared, he pushes his glans into my pussy, which had become soaked in that short moment.

Squish squish.

The heavy weight slipping in wetly squeezes my heart.

“Relax.”

“I did…”

I cover my mouth, which unintentionally blurted out a natural answer to his unreasonable demand.

After all, in the video he’s filming, I am a victim being raped.

Ultimately, he has to handle me forcefully,

so I can remain a victim until the end in the video he captured.

I can be recorded as Seo XX, the high school girl being raped by the psycho-path Kang Joo-hyuk.

“…You were lonely because you couldn’t have sex for a while, right?”

“Who… ! was lonely…”

But he, unlike my expectations,

while covering me with heavily aroused breaths,

gently whispered in my ear in a small voice.

“Ang, haang…, Ah…”

Sticking his cock inside the school uniform dress skirt, squeezing my mature breasts tightly,

he thrusts his cock in, making my body slam kung kung into the mattress.

Never fast.

At a slow, slow pace.

So I can feel the grotesque size and heavy weight of his cock bit by bit.

My pussy, soaked without regard for the master even after the short foreplay,

was welcoming that grotesque cock with joy.

“…Hoo, ugh…, St-stop…”

“Just a little more, just a little…”

“Stop it-!”

His cock penetrates, thinking of defiling me without a condom,

shedding tears of gratitude with every thrust, it doesn’t even listen to the master’s words.

Me,

just like I ignored my heart’s warning signals.

“Haeun-ah, ah, Seo Haeun…, Fuck…”

“Heh…, Haak…. Haa…”

While letting out heavily aroused sounds, he never violated me roughly.

As if his very violent existence is enough, he slowly melts me away.

Kung kung.

Squish squish.

As if the vicious filming were a lie,

he treats me like a lover.

“How long has it been since I fucked Haeun’s pussy, fuck…”

“Haa…, you crazy bastard, finally…”

But it must have been hard to be satisfied with those gentle movements,

as expected, he teases me with vulgar words.

“Do you know how fucking hot it is to fuck a bitch like you with big tits while she’s wearing a school uniform?”

“I don’t knowooo…, you idiot…”

His hip movements don’t change.

Slowly.

This time, he rapes my ears.

“Fuck, really. If I had known we were alumni, I would have fucked you in high school…”

“You fucking idiot…, do you think you’re the only one like this…?”

“You’re spreading for me now for the first time, do you think you didn’t spread back then?”

“Fuck off, ugh…! Haa… They all had buzz cuts back then, those baseball bastards…”

Even the most brilliant and vibrant past of my life,

he spits on it, mixing in all sorts of filthy words.

“You still walk around with your hair slicked back, you stupid bitch.”

“That’s different from that, you idiot!”

“…Right. I’m different from those idiot bastards, aren’t I? You spread for me because I’m tall and have a big dick, didn’t you? …Or am I wrong?”

My closed-off past, where I never gave my body or mind to anyone,

he wickedly twists and uses it to mock me.

None of those bastards who clung to you could achieve it,

yet he frames me, who only gave my body to myself, as a lewd woman.

“No, you fucking idiot…! Oook…!”

To me denying it,

he unleashes the desire he had suppressed so much and thrusts vigorously deep inside me.

Enough to take my breath away for a moment.

Intense pain and pleasure mix together and paralyze my brain.

“It’s true, isn’t it? When you tried poking your pussy with a ballpoint pen, the short ones didn’t reach, right?”

“Haak, I didn’t poke it, you crazy bastard…, ugh…”

“Then did you use a dildo?”

“Crazy, you tore it open, don’t talk shit…! Haa, haa…”

As I spewed out with my own mouth that my purity was taken,

he regained control of the reins he’d let loose, slowly withdrew his cock from deep inside me,

and carefully breathes life back into my paralyzed brain.

Without ever ejaculating his fully erect cock,

Slosh slosh.

“Yeah, fuck… I took your virginity. I fucked you until you passed out while squeezing these huge tits.”

“Heek…, Is raping me something to brag about, you crazy bastard…?”

“Someone like you is something to brag about, hoo…”

“Haa, you crazy bastard, really…”

So I don’t lose my mind.

…What clothes I was wearing,

so I forget.