017. Age 24, G-Cup, One Experience, Unemployed

Watching Seo Haeun get scared preemptively was quite an enjoyable pastime.

Even though I didn’t glare that menacingly, she trembled on her own, making her the easiest prey to handle.

The recording definitely seems to have been quite a shock to her.

Unless she’s an idiot, she must have figured out that I wouldn’t have just recorded.

“Hey, how can there be nothing to make and eat?”

While Seo Haeun was locked in the bathroom by the entrance washing herself, I just quickly wiped myself down in the master bedroom’s bathroom and checked the refrigerator.

The contents were dismal.

Seeing the trash can, which I checked while throwing away the condoms, was full of food packaging, it seemed this woman’s staple food wasn’t rice, but Subway sandwiches.

There isn’t even a rice cooker in this spacious house.

Besides coffee beans, the only things I could stuff into my stomach were instant rice or bread.

But even those were multigrain rice or rye bread, which suggests she definitely seems conscious about her figure.

That’s not how you maintain a body like that just by ordering delivery food.

“⋯Your world is really different.”

Of course, unlike the dismal state of the refrigerator, the view shining through the window made my head spin.

The Han River night view became even more beautiful as it gradually got dark.

Just yesterday I struggled to make coffee in my tiny room, but now in this huge kitchen making coffee with a Moka pot, I felt overwhelmed with emotion.

If I hadn’t gotten injured, I could have lived in a place like this.

I’m not kidding, I really did that well in my first season.

The thought that I held the dream I had lost in my hands again for a moment made my chest feel heavy.

“Ah…, shit…”

Pretending it wasn’t, pretending to be cool.

I told myself it was just because I found Seo Haeun hot and was fucking her, but

I couldn’t deny that the sense of loss for the future I missed out on led to the pleasure of violating Seo Haeun.

⋯Yeah, this is how it should be.

If I had been that popular in my debut season, this is how I should have been living.

In a spacious and comfortable high-rise apartment,

With a beautiful woman who had an amazing body by my side,

A life of releasing all the accumulated stress from the competition was the life I originally wanted, and it was a life I could have actually achieved.

From the women I spent nights with, I never heard compliments like ‘handsome’ or ‘good-looking’, but

I often heard ‘You’re fucking amazing at sex’.

If I hadn’t gotten injured, I would have lived a decadent life.

Because of that, I poured money all over my body even during rehabilitation.

“What, what are you doing?”

If I hadn’t fought with this woman,

I would have lived like today for those entire 3 years of rehab.

The money I poured into my skin for nearly 2 years wouldn’t have been spent so meaninglessly.

My improved muscles, even more than when I was a pro athlete, wouldn’t have been used solely for lifting barbells.

Enjoying a woman’s soft skin against mine,

And using them every day to thrust into her slender body.

Like today.

“I’m making coffee. But why do you have nothing to eat at home?”

“⋯It’s none of your business.”

Seo Haeun, who had been making washing sounds for a while, crawled out, shaking her head vigorously.

If she had come out wrapped only in a bath towel, I would have jumped her again, but unfortunately, her attire was loungewear.

A baggy black t-shirt and baggy gray sweatpants.

Seeing a woman who could spread sex appeal everywhere even wearing just a tank top and dolphin shorts dressed so shabbily was disappointing, but she exuded a sexy aura even in those shabby clothes, which was impressive in its own way.

Is it because her hair is soaking wet?

Maybe it’s because I fucked her hard earlier.

The most important thing is her breasts, though.

“I made coffee, should I order Subway? No matter how much I search, it seems like there’s nothing suitable to eat.”

“⋯Do whatever you want. I’m not hungry.”

“Ah, right. You drank so much alcohol and snacks earlier that you wouldn’t be hungry yet.”

“⋯.”

“Just kidding, kidding. I’ll order something low-calorie. The address is the one stuck on that delivery box, right?”

“⋯Uh-huh.”

Maintaining a shameless attitude towards Seo Haeun, who was bristling with hostility and wary of me, I ordered two sandwiches packed with chicken breast.

Anyway, she’ll be hungry too, despite what she says.

Considering only the calories from the snacks and alcohol she consumed, she shouldn’t be hungry yet, but she was panting after being fucked for 3 hours straight.

If you put food in front of her mouth, she’ll eventually come to the table.

She must be thirsty too, having sweated profusely and showered.

“If you have nothing else to do after drying your hair, sit here. The coffee is ready, drink it if you want.”

“⋯Um, this is my house, you know…?”

“Whether it’s your house or not, I’m saying this because you look uncomfortable. If the homeowner is uncomfortable, the guest becomes uncomfortable too.”

“You’re the one who should leave…”

“Did you forget what I said? I told you I broke up with my girlfriend and have nowhere to go. What are you talking about? If I had somewhere to go back to, I wouldn’t have come to your house. I would have gone home and slept soundly. Instead of being here with you.”

“⋯.”

Seo Haeun’s face, as she dried her hair thoroughly with an unpleasant expression, looked quite cute.

She clearly wanted to kick me out somehow, but since I clearly wasn’t going to listen, her predicament was obvious.

Until she resolves the suspicion she holds towards me, she won’t be able to treat me carelessly.

As for me, I have no intention of showing this good stuff to anyone, but the fact that I recorded it is true, right?

I even deliberately let her hear the sounds.

Not feeling fear even after hearing that isn’t confidence; it’s a severely lacking ability to sense danger.

“Anyway, I’m staying the night today. Ask for anything you need. I’ll grant almost any request.”

“W-what, staying the night? No! You again…”

“Hey, I fucked you four times earlier. With you. Want to turn on your phone and ask your friends? ‘I fucked my boyfriend four times this afternoon, I’m scared he’ll jump me again tonight.’ You’ll get shit for bragging?”

“Who, who’s the boyfriend? You crazy bastard! Disgusting…”

“Then just say you slept with a guy you barely know. I tried to spin it nicely for you, why are you mad?”

“⋯.”

Even though I’m being this shameless, shaking all over is her limit.

At least the Seo Haeun in the recording allowed me and was immersed in pleasure,

And the Seo Haeun in the video was even more clearly showing signs of consent and clinging to me.

Of course, if I actually got sued, it would be a very complicated situation, but this woman doesn’t seem to have the guts for it, so I’m relieved.

It was fortunate she wasn’t like her sister (who seemed annoyed and glared earlier),

If it had been her, I wouldn’t have even been able to touch her from the start.

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As soon as she turned off the hairdryer, I made and handed an iced americano to Seo Haeun, who obediently followed my instructions and sat down at the dining table.

Sitting facing each other and sipping coffee, the food delivery arrived.

I tried to walk to the entrance, following Seo Haeun who instinctively got up, but was quickly stopped.

“⋯Why are you following me?”

“Because I ordered it, I was going to receive it.”

“Just forget it, sit down. ⋯It’s embarrassing.”

“Am I embarrassing?”

“Embarrassing! ⋯Shameful, and annoying, so don’t come out.”

Seo Haeun seemed bold, saying embarrassing things directly to my face, but she must be mentally and physically weak right now, so I decided to let it slide this once.

Even though her own sister found out, what’s the big deal about a delivery guy? But flustered women are all like that.

She wasn’t on her period, but I figured her mental state was roughly similar to when she’s on her period, so I just let it go and looked out the window again from the sofa.

“⋯This is really driving me crazy.”

Unable to hide my surprise at the landscape I couldn’t get used to at all, I unintentionally cursed.

⋯To be honest, I don’t want to take a single step out of here.

Unless I was going out with Seo Haeun by my side, I didn’t want to return to that shabby place.

Until just now, I thought I’d just meet her again at the gym, act friendly in public, and maybe have sex occasionally, but

The more I looked at this unrealistic night view, it felt like that wouldn’t be enough.

Just sexual desire alone is not enough.

I had luckily grasped what I had always dreamed of,

And I don’t want to let it go.

“Haa…, why am I with you…”

“Haeun-ah.”

“⋯They’re both the same, so eat quickly and go into that room over there. I don’t want to see your face.”

“I’m paying for it, can’t you just say thank you once? I bought the drinks earlier too.”

“⋯.”

The more I saw Seo Haeun nod while looking at me with contempt and acting very annoyed, the more I didn’t want to let her go.

I couldn’t possibly forget that this woman who hates and fears me was flirting with me and spreading her legs just a few hours ago.

“Why are you sitting so close to me, Kang Joo-hyuk…?”

“Meals taste better when eaten together.”

“⋯You’re ruining my appetite, really…”

Glancing at Seo Haeun, who didn’t even think about moving to the other side even though we were sitting tightly together with our feet touching, I wracked my already overclocked brain.

Isn’t there a way to stick around here permanently?

What’s the right balance to keep fucking her without crossing Seo Haeun’s limits?

No matter how I look at it, it’s an incredibly expensive house, is it really hers?

At night, what excuse should I use to sleep together?

Listing them one by one in my head, I organize them step by step.

The first thing that came to mind was,

“Haeun-ah.”

“Don’t talk to me.”

“What do you usually do? You quit your job at the club, right? Seeing you come to work out every lunch, it doesn’t seem like you’re working.”

Where does this woman even get money from?

She doesn’t seem to carry luxury brands, but from an experienced person’s perspective, her figure and skin must have been maintained.

Judging by the state of her fridge, she probably orders food every day, and for a woman who worked only 2-3 years at that small club, eating like that, she’d obviously be struggling with credit card bills.

Recalling overhearing her phone call, it seemed like she was using a card from her sister. Without any real source of income, living off her sister as a complete freeloader?

No matter how much a person acts shamelessly, it’s not usually easy.

“⋯I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Are you unemployed like me? Ah, well. I do plan to start working next month though…”

“Don’t treat me the same as you. ⋯I’m doing my own thing.”

“What is it?”

“⋯I told you I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Are you doing internet broadcasting or something? Seeing you dance a bit, you seem to earn quite well.”

If you’re going to act shamelessly, it’s better to do it with strangers than with family.

With that face and body, not considering it is surprising.

But what’s even more surprising than that is,

“⋯I don’t, okay? That kind of thing.”

“Ah, then YouTube? There are many options for that.”

“⋯.”

Unlike those eyes showing clear signs of being pricked (guilty),

I searched extensively for the past few days, but this woman’s face wasn’t seen at all.

Her popular idol sister.

At least F-cup with a waist tapering to her hips.

Her sharp features, which any average guy would like regardless of taste.

That she hasn’t become famous is even more surprising.

What on earth is she doing holed up in her room?

This woman.