episode_0083

“…….”

Dinner time.

Today’s filming was over, and while everyone was slowly cleaning up, I stayed next to Ahn Hyun-ho, who was sitting on the bench.

He glanced at me with resentful eyes and tried to say something, but in the end he just sighed deeply and shook his head.

“It’s because of you.”

I understand the desire to blame yourself, but ultimately the choice is yours.

“You bastard, you went too fast.”

No matter how much you like Choi Yi-seo, what are you going to do if she just suddenly confesses to you?

It wasn’t some kind of scuzz, but when I saw it coming at me from the face, I quickly ran away without realizing it.

“You didn’t explain it in detail.”

I just sighed as I looked at Ahn Hyun-ho, who was covering his face and continuing to blame me.

It wasn’t that I really thought it was my fault, but it felt rather sad that I just felt like I needed somewhere to blame.

“Hey, if you did well in high school, didn’t you date often? “Why are you so immature?”

Don’t the kids there usually date each other in turns?

“At that time, it was just kids coming up to me.”

“You just die.”

I was dumbfounded by the deception that made me click my tongue.

Well, in middle school and high school, looks and strength are more important than grades, so in the case of Ahn Hyun-ho, it could be said that he was the best product.

Imagining the students’ fight to win over the handsome guy just made me feel dirty.

What was the need to study this when a woman would come to you as long as you opened your mouth?

“Anyway, are you giving up now? “I’ve never seen him look so mean.”

“… … “How far have you seen?”

“I ran away right away when I saw you confess. “I don’t have any taste for gore.”

In fact, wasn’t it a show of Ahn Hyun-ho’s dismembered corpse?

It may not have been bloody, but it was just a time where Ahn Hyun-ho’s limbs were exploding here and there.

“I see.”

Ahn Hyun-ho feels somewhat reassured.

Then he clenched his fist and answered.

“It’s a little early to give up. “It’s hard to find a woman like Lee Seo anywhere.”

“…….”

I wanted to agree, but I didn’t. I felt like if I did that for no reason, it would only create a strange atmosphere.

“How about you?”

“hmm? me?”

“You’re interested in Yi-seo too. So, you confessed, and aren’t you going to seriously try dating in the second semester?”

“iced coffee… … .”

It was difficult to answer.

Since she had no intention of doing CC, it is unlikely that she would develop a romantic relationship with Choi Yi-seo.

To be honest, she felt like the hurdles were breaking down little by little recently.

This may be because as time passes little by little in the memories of Oh Yun-ji, Seo Ye-rin and Choi Yi-seo continue to knock on a person named me.

“I don’t know.”

This was my honest feeling.

It was difficult to tell anyone, but Ahn Hyun-ho was not important to me at all.

In fact, I felt like I could confide in him more easily.

“Don’t be jealous if I end up dating Lee Seo.”

How will I feel when that time comes?

Although she thought she needed to diagnose it calmly, when she closed her eyes, the expression Choi Yi-seo had on Ahn Hyun-ho came to mind.

“Is that okay?”

That was the only answer that came out.

“Fuck.”

As if Ahn Hyun-ho acknowledged it, he let out a deep sigh and brushed her bangs.

While we were unintentionally talking about this and that, a group of people approached us from the other side, as if we had roughly finished packing up our luggage.

“Tsk.”

Choi Yi-seo clicks her tongue while looking at me.

“Eh?”

I was embarrassed without knowing because he was looking directly at me, not Ahn Hyun-ho.

The sight of Choi Yi-seo being genuinely irritated with me was quite precious, but it also immediately made me think about what I did wrong.

“sorry… … .”

But unexpectedly.

When Ahn Hyun-ho apologizes from next to me, I unconsciously glare at him.

“Why are you sorry?”

As I watched Ahn Hyun-ho trying to get up while avoiding my gaze, I became more anxious for no reason.

He immediately pulls the hem of her clothes, makes her sit down again, and asks.

“What are you sorry about, you bastard?”

“that… … .”

that?

“Operation Confession… “I said you told me.”

“ah?”

“Well, I was so embarrassed at the time that I thought I had to come up with some excuse… … !”

Isn’t this crazy?!

“hey! “I was just letting you know that there is a way to do that. When did I tell you to run straight to Choi Yi-seo and make a deep confession?!”

He immediately raised his fist and started beating Ahn Hyun-ho. I guess he felt sorry too, but I was even more annoyed that he didn’t feel any pain when he blocked me with only his guard up.

“sorry… … “I’m really sorry.”

So, when Choi Yi-seo sees me now, this is me.

It was said that she was a bizarre scumbag who tried to introduce the woman she liked to another man.

Let’s make eye contact with Choi Yi-seo, who has already come close to us.

Yoo Ah-rin and Seo Ye-rin, who are next to Choi Yi-seo, say something to me without my knowledge.

“Cool?”

No.

“You’re thirsty?”

No.

“Horolo?”

Choi Yi-seo immediately raises her middle finger.

Thanks to you doing it one more time, I finally understand what you are talking about.

“Ah, you fell behind?”

As I watched him nod his head, I couldn’t help but sigh rather than feel the joy of getting the answer right.

“I said no.”

As I parted ways with the rest of the group and went home with Choi Yi-seo, I was making my own excuses.

No, that’s not an excuse.

I was checking the facts.

“Isn’t it real?”

Choi Yi-seo asks with a somber expression.

The coldness that had been directed at me earlier had calmed down a lot.

“You know what I told you the other day I confessed to you. You said that while making excuses? “Why am I telling you to confess?”

Did my sincerity come through?

It seems like Choi Yi-seo’s mind has relaxed a bit.

“You misunderstood.”

Choi Yi-seo slowly approaches while saying that.

“right? So next time, before you beat me up, would you please listen to me first?”

“… … “It was force majeure.”

As soon as I broke up with the kids, she immediately raised her fist and ran at me, so I just got beat up.

From Choi Yi-seo’s point of view, she must have felt that he deliberately introduced Ahn Hyun-ho to distance himself from her, so she understands that reaction.

Anyway, the misunderstanding has been resolved and Choi Yi-seo seems to be feeling more at ease now as she makes her light complaints.

“How do you see Hyunho now? Ah, why don’t you confess!”

As I said last time, she was in the position of the department head and the department head, so the two people had no choice but to clash or get involved together.

In the meantime, Ahn Hyun-ho suddenly confessed, so it was said that only awkward situations were left in the future.

Earlier, Ahn Hyeon-ho felt awkward being with Choi Yi-seo, so she went away alone.

“Well, I’ll try my best. “It’s not awkward.”

“…….”

I thought I could give a satisfactory answer, so I responded, but it seems it wasn’t the answer I was really looking for.

Iseo Choi asked me with his cheeks slightly puffed out.

“What were you going to do if I really dated Hyunho?”

“Are you asking that?”

“No, you could say that I’m sick of you and going to another man. “Life is real.”

That’s right.

I think I had similar thoughts before.

“What can I do?”

This was a well-organized answer. In the first place, Choi Yi-seo doesn’t say anything when she sees me hooking up with other girls.

Even though she knew right away that she spent the night with Seo Ye-rin, she couldn’t say anything because she wasn’t his girlfriend.

To put it bluntly.

we are friends

It was a bit over the line, but we maintained that relationship anyway.

“Just as you don’t say anything to me, I also can’t say anything if you meet another man.”

If you end up dating, she might at least congratulate you.

Choi Yi-seo glares at me with an extremely annoyed expression.

“Is that what you like? “Something like getting taken away?”

“Are you crazy?”

How on earth can you like something like that?

No, I guess there are people who have that taste. There are people in the world who eat shit.

But I can confidently say that I am the type of person who cannot understand.

“You don’t like it at all?”

When I answer firmly, Iseo Choi folds her arms and argues with me.

“But why can’t you speak properly? “Isn’t that enough to tell you not to go to another man?”

“I don’t deserve it… … .”

There is none.

As she added that, Choi Yi-seo bit her lip as if she was upset again.

“You never tell me what I want to hear?”

“…….”

After she exhales and sees Choi Yi-seo look around her. She was almost home, but she stopped and glared at me, tears welling up in the corners of her eyes.

“You and Yerin have sex, right?”

“that… … .”

“When Yerin had the photo, she just overlooked it. It’s clear now. Right?”

It definitely wasn’t at the time.

“If I have to make an excuse, it wasn’t real back then.”

“Let’s skip that. “I’m not saying she did it anyway now.”

“Yes, yes.”

It feels like it’s turning into some kind of shit. I think she went out of her way to nail it that she definitely wasn’t going to CC.

“But why don’t you think I’m saying something to you?”

“… … W, because you’re not your girlfriend?”

I thought that was why.

In fact, Choi Yi-seo also said that.

“There’s that too. But that’s not everything.”

“then?”

“Because you’re having a hard time.”

Moment.

I was speechless.

Yiseo Choi is looking at me intently, pressing her lips tightly as if to pause for a moment.

She was hoping that I would not say my next words, but she seemed to see through my thoughts and immediately added,

“Because you’re having a hard time with relationships with women because of Yunji. “Even if it’s just a matter of having a physical relationship, they’re rejecting mental communication.”

It’s cowardly.

I was a coward.

To understand and be considerate of such cowardice.

It was Choi Yi-seo who was in front of me right now.

“Sex? If you want to do it, you can do it right now. You can get a hotel! You can go to your room! But I don’t do it on purpose. Do you know why?”

“…….”

“then! Then you will be opening your heart with your body. “I’m forcing you to date me when you’re not ready yet!”

puck!

Choi Yi-seo hitting her chest with her fist, her tears streaming down her face. It was a useless fist with no strength, but it hurt more than anything I hit today.

“I don’t know what Yerin is thinking. She may have seen a side of you that I haven’t, so she may be taking the opposite approach from me. “It’s not a question of deciding who is right.”

Kim Woo-jin as a manager.

Seo Ye-rin saw it.

Choi Yi-seo and Seo Ye-rin could be said to be on opposite lines.

If I were to list my relationships in alphabetical order.

Choi Yi-seo started from A.

As for Seo Ye-rin, she started from Z.

“Not qualified? Don’t I have the right to catch you leaving for another man? “Who decided that?”

“that… … .”

“I’ll decide, hold on.”

Wow.

Choi Yi-seo’s breathing becomes heavy as she holds my hand. He was holding back the many emotions that were rising.

“Catch it. I can’t go anywhere. “If I get excited about another guy and try to turn my attention to him.”

“…….”

“Catch him, you bastard!”

Choi Yi-seo came in unexpectedly.

She didn’t want to be seen crying, so she hugged him tightly and didn’t let go.

Looking down at Choi Yi-seo like that.

“I don’t want to love someone.”

Her honest feelings flowed out of her mouth, something she had never told anyone else.

“too… … It hurt. To be honest, Oh Yun-ji still appears in her dreams often.”

Why I can’t date someone.

“After she left, I really couldn’t do anything. “I was really glad it was vacation.”

Otherwise, I wouldn’t have been able to attend the lecture.

“I don’t want to date anyone because I was so sick at the time.”

Choi Yi-seo’s sobs and my trembling voice mix together.

“That is my heart and resolve.”

She was the woman I thought I would spend my whole life with.

She was a woman who truly thought about getting married.

She was the woman who always smiled brightly and loved me.

She eventually left.

That was reality.

There was no such thing as absolute, undying love as seen in dramas or movies.

Oh Yoon-ji left.

Choi Yi-seo.

Now I say this to myself.

I was able to leave at some point.

then.

It really seemed like it would be very difficult.

Because I am a coward and a weak person.

“Please don’t shake me anymore.”

Choi Yi-seo, who has nowhere to go and whose hands are shaking.

“please.”

She hugged her carefully.

“Please don’t become someone precious to me.”

Even though I asked you not to come inside me anymore.

Choi Yi-seo’s hands.

Still, she didn’t let me go.