episode_0156

‘Wow, it was worth it not to take psychiatric medication until now.’

As the ego was eroded and mixed into one, Doyujin and Tamamo’s two absolute values that they each took as the basis of their actions clashed.

Then, the two values strongly repelled each other as if they were two magnets of the same pole, and thanks to that, Do Yu-jin was able to somehow come to her senses once again.

but……

‘This is dangerous.’

Do Yu-jin clicked her tongue inwardly.

As a result of the ignorant headbutting, surprisingly, it was revealed that Do Yu-jin’s mental power was stronger.

‘No, in this case, should I say that I’m much crazier?’

Anyway, if you listen to the story up to this point, it seems like it would be possible to bring about the miracle that was mentioned at the beginning, but if you look into the reality, that wasn’t necessarily the case.

Even though Do Yu-jin’s strength was stronger, the weight difference between the two was too big.

Simply put, it was impossible for Doyujin’s brain, which boasted poor performance, to accept all of Tamamo’s memories spanning hundreds of years.

But that doesn’t mean you can just give up.

‘So the question is, how can we resolve this situation now… … Ugh!’

At this moment, Doyujin’s ego that was being eaten by Tamamo had only briefly awakened from the shock, and her mental state had not yet recovered.

Because of that, the shock of what had happened just a moment ago still lingered in Do Yu-jin’s mind, making her feel like she was crying inside.

To put it bluntly, it felt like my brain was going crazy in real time.

Swaying-

My head was clouded.

Even though I had both eyes open, I couldn’t see what was in front of me.

I wasn’t just talking about blurry vision.

‘It feels like my brain is doing its utmost to reject any new information that comes in.’

Phew-

But Do Yu-jin forced herself to check her current condition.

Otherwise, I felt like I would forget whether I was Doyujin or Tamamo.

No, I was definitely forgetting more and more.

Kururur-

‘No matter what, it’s too late to come back.’

The water, which boasts an icy temperature, soaks your feet.

When he lowered his gaze, he saw that just as water that had been pushed away by the wind returned as waves, the resentment that had been pushed away by the shock was now increasing in size as if it was going to swallow Do Yu-jin up.

The ankle has already been swallowed.

‘If I stay like this for a little longer, I’ll get swallowed up again.’

And it was clear then that I wouldn’t be able to get out as easily as I am now.

Do Yu-jin remained calm even as she foresaw her own hopeless future.

In fact, it had to be that way.

Kugugugu-

Otherwise, I would have screamed and died in this black wave of memories that swallowed me up to my waist.

‘Since my mental power is stronger, I think everything will be resolved if I just divide the hundreds of years-old wave of memories into a size that I can endure… … But what on earth should I do?’

Do Yu-jin thought and thought again, but no matter how much she racked her brain, she couldn’t come up with a suitable method.

Swaaaah-

The waves slowly crash in.

A disgusting wave that is dyed black and makes it impossible to see inside due to all the impurities that have accumulated inside Tamamo over a long period of time intertwined with each other.

Do Yu-jin desperately racked her brain, but she couldn’t find any answers until her heart was filled with water.

The emotion Do Yu-jin felt in it was self-mockery.

‘Is this the limit of an extra? Usually, the main character in a novel can just cut through waves like that with a single swing of his sword, but why can’t I…? Huh?’

That was the moment.

Do Yu-jin, who had been sighing and grumbling, felt a strong impact on her head as if someone had hit her, and closed her mouth.

‘Weapons and enlightenment… … ‘

Those two words were ringing like a bell in Do Yu-jin’s head, creating an echo.

‘A sword? No, a weapon?’

If you think about it, Do Yu-jin also had a weapon.

A special weapon called a trait.

Of course, this was not enough to cut through the black waves that had already reached the tip of my chin.

But what if you change your mind?

What if instead of cutting through this wave… … we embrace it?

Boom-!

The direction of thought is reversed and a new picture is drawn.

A picture that looks extremely unstable and dangerous.

But Do Yu-jin didn’t worry or hesitate.

‘If I continue like this, I’ll die for sure.’

Therefore, worrying was nothing more than a luxury.

All he has to do now is burn his last remaining breath to reveal his will and run with all his might towards the little possibility that remains!

‘Fortunately, there are enough images to use as images.’

The memory of Tamamo, who first created her own tail, within Yuna’s senses and survival instincts as she sucked in the resentment of the monsters to create her own body.

Kwak-

Do Yu-jin, who recalled those two experiences with her eyes closed, gradually felt a new sensation blooming that she had never felt before.

‘Oh, I see.’

In it, Do Yu-jin suddenly realized something.

At some point, Do Yu-jin’s traits were blocked by a wall and he couldn’t rise above the 5-star level.

Do Yu-jin, who saw him, tried as many different things as possible while worrying.

But in the end, all methods ended in failure, and Do Yu-jin now seemed to understand why.

‘The approach was wrong.’

Until now, Do Yu-jin has been evaluated as a tool based on its characteristics.

But strictly speaking, he was only half right.

The original trait refers to the unique quality that defines a superhuman.

However, for Do Yu-jin, who has the uniqueness of being a player, characteristics are ultimately the result of his own achievements.

That is, it is an object that can be said to be one of the pieces that make up oneself.

So what should we do to make the characteristics, or the pieces that make up ourselves, shine even brighter?

‘It’s not simple.’

Kuk-

‘I just need to grow one more level.’

Of course, this wasn’t talking about growth in the simplest of ways, such as increasing physical abilities or increasing the total amount of magical power.

What is needed is a shock strong enough to break the shell that surrounds you and raise your level.

It was what is commonly called enlightenment.

‘But now that I look at it, this is a really well-organized system.’

[Talent] is used to train the body and through training, achieve feats that can be called achievements.

A structure where you gain new characteristics through the achievements you make, and then continue training to grow the characteristics you were training through the enlightenment brought about by [Talent].

Ps …

Do Yu-jin found herself laughing without realizing it as she thought about the systematic part.

Originally, Do Yu-jin’s growth was blocked because she lacked the part of enlightenment described above.

But, as luck would have it, there was no need to worry about that problem anymore.

Well… …

Swaaaah-

Because literally everywhere around him, a huge wave of realization that was not his but could be called his was coming in, dyeing him in his own colors.

with a plop-!

After finishing his calculations, he closed his eyes and surrendered himself to the waves.

Countless memories filled with resentment flow in.

But I didn’t resist.

No, on the contrary, he accepted them with his mouth open.

I breathe in the cold of the waves like a lump of iron sucking up the heat from a furnace.

Kkwaang-! Kkwaang-! Kkwaang-!

Among them, Do Yu-jin created the form of enlightenment that he had grasped like a blacksmith swinging a hammer with all his might.

Now this place was a blacksmith shop.

A blacksmith shop of extraordinary form, where the blacksmith and the weaponsmith are the same person.

How long did he swing the hammer while being hit like that?

“Huh?”

At one moment, Do Yu-jin opened her eyes wide as if her mind, which had been complaining of constant pain, had become clear as if it were a lie.

Then, he saw himself floating in empty space with nothing in his eyes.

‘No, no.’

Do Yu-jin was confused by the sudden change in her surroundings, but then realized the situation as she looked at the black turbid current that was still in the distance but could not approach.

He was still submerged in the waves.

It was only too late to realize it because the waves around him had lost their original black color and had become so clear and clean.

‘It’s amazing… … ‘

Do Yu-jin, who had been waving her hands here and there, looked at the colorless, transparent spectacle she had created for a moment before instinctively lowering her head.

Then… …

[Blood-spitting Murder Star (6★)]

The originally lustrous crimson engraving on his chest was seen shining with an even deeper color.

The enlightenment contained within blackness changed into its own color.

How long have you been looking at that sight?

Shurrurur-

Do Yu-jin’s senses were now telling him to come to his senses, and he shouted at him that a black line was slowly digging into the transparent space.

A scene that would have caused considerable sense of crisis and impatience just a little while ago.

But now it didn’t matter.

[Status]

Name: Do Yu-jin

Level: 61

Traits: [Summoning’s Ultimate (9★)], [Blood-spitting Murder (6★)], and 31 others

Strength: 27

Agility: 44

Stamina: 29

Intelligence: 32

Horsepower: 93

Because there were still plenty of weapons left.