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51.

“Warrior.”

After Barce dragged Liana away, with just me and Elise left, it was Elise who broke the momentary silence and spoke first.

“You don’t really like what we’re doing like this…”

When I looked at Elise, who was trailing off at the end of her words, I could almost see it with my eyes, I could almost feel it, and I could almost feel it with my hands. Those emotions were flowing out from Elise’s eyes and expression.

The moment I confirmed it, my survival instinct started sounding an alarm that I shouldn’t respond rashly.

I put aside the thoughts that were swirling around in my head due to the sudden incident and shook my head furiously.

I felt a little creaky, perhaps because I had been outsourcing it to Rachel for a while, but somehow I managed to get my head around it, as if I wasn’t completely rusty yet.

What Elise said was probably referring to the fact that Rachel and Liana were just arbitrarily separating women from my side, and the reason she felt anxious was because she thought that I might rebel against her and hate her.

I don’t know the exact reason why I feel sad, but I think it’s because it wasn’t just an expression of jealousy, but because, in her thoughts and judgment, it was a measure for my own good.

Doing it arbitrarily and claiming that it was all done for you could be considered typical gaslighting, but in my opinion, I did it for the other person, but I feel disappointed if they react indifferently or poorly. A human can do nothing about it. It was also something that had never happened.

If you ask me if I don’t like it, I honestly should, but if I say this straight out, not only will my relationship with Elise become awkward, but if, as they say, it turns dark, I can’t handle it.

So, let’s start with the denial here.

“Not really. I’m not sure yet, but you guys are doing that for a reason, right? I understand that much, so don’t judge me too much.”

“Ah… Thank you for saying that, warrior.”

When Elise heard what I said, a small exclamation came out of her mouth, and at the same time, the negative emotions written on her face disappeared and her complexion brightened.

However, I had no intention of ending my story here on a good note.

“But it is true that it is uncomfortable to suddenly become like this.”

“That, but…”

Seeing Elise’s complexion, which had brightened, become glum again as if cold water had been poured on her, I added, confirming that it was still at a mild level and not as anxious and sad as I had first seen.

“It’s inevitable that you will feel uncomfortable because the person who waited on you and took care of everything is gone.”

“Anything, take care of it, give it to me…”

When Elise, who had unintentionally noticed something strange in my words, lost focus and started to shine dangerously, I gently hit the table to divert her attention. And then I spoke to Elise, who turned her gaze to me.

“So, it would be nice to have someone next to me who can help me with various things like before. I’m not a person who’s used to being waited on by others, so I’m sure I’ll get used to it over time, but right now, it feels uncomfortable because it suddenly disappears. Do you understand what I’m saying?”

As I said that and looked at Elise’s face, I could no longer feel the dangerous look in her eyes from before, so I sighed inwardly.

And what I said was something I added because I couldn’t just say out loud that I didn’t like it, and I couldn’t just say that it was okay for you to do whatever you wanted, but it was also something that I truly felt.

In the beginning, Rachel didn’t wait on me in every way, but once she became my bitch, she really did everything for me – eating, sleeping, washing, grooming, dressing from underwear to outerwear, and maybe even using her head to think. In the meantime, even the sexual desire that rose up from time to time was immediately resolved.

The other thing is, as I already said, I wasn’t a bad person from the beginning who depended on others for everything, so I would quickly adapt and get used to the absence of Rachel, who was always by my side and helped me move with just a gesture or a glance.

As far as sexual desire goes, I wasn’t sure how I would be able to easily accept the situation in the future where I no longer had a female body that I could always reach with my hand and massage as I wanted.

“That’s right. What the warrior said is definitely correct. Uhm, then…”

As worries about the future arose again, Elise, who seemed lost in thought for a moment, trailing off, stood up from her seat.

“Can you wait a moment, warrior?”

“Huh? Oh, yeah.”

Before I could nod and give permission, Elise was already moving.

I thought she was going outside, but she quickly brought some clothes and went to the bathroom out of my sight, then came back again.

“How about doing this?”

Elise returned and was wearing a maid uniform.

The maid uniforms that Rachel and the royal maids always wear have a skirt that is long enough to reach the ankles, and although the dress itself is nice, it doesn’t reveal much, so Elise’s entire body is wrapped tightly in a black outfit that you can’t tell if it’s a priest’s uniform or a nun’s uniform that she always wears. There was no significant difference in terms of exposure,

Still, it may have been purchased in a hurry, but it doesn’t fit the body perfectly and is a bit loose, especially the breasts. The sight of Elise blushing in the spare maid uniform was quite refreshing and cute.

As I was absent-mindedly admiring Elise’s maid uniform, she came a little closer, grabbed the hem of her long skirt with both hands, lifted it slightly, and lowered her head and said.

“This is Elise, the new maid. Thank you, warrior.”

Then Elise came over and stood close to me, and I almost reached out for her like I did for Rachel, but stopped midway.

This isn’t a situational drama like that.

As I was realizing once again how dangerous habits are, I heard Elise’s voice in my ears.

“Why are you doing that? Is there anything that makes you uncomfortable, warrior?”

He must have asked out of curiosity because he was in an awkward state where he half-raised his hand and then stopped flinching. He couldn’t honestly say that he stopped touching the butt of the maid standing next to him as usual, so he made up an excuse that came out of his mouth.

“Uh, my shoulders are a bit stiff. I guess it’s because it’s sitting still and not moving.”

“Really? Then, would you like me to give you a massage with my divine power?”

“Yes, yes, that’s good.”

After I gave permission, Elise stood behind me and started massaging my shoulders.

If it had been Rachel, she would have lowered her upper body a little more so that her breasts could touch the back of her head, but if it was Elise, it wouldn’t work anyway. While such useless thoughts were running through my head, a cool feeling suddenly poured through my shoulder.

In surprise, I turned my head slightly to the side and saw white light flowing from Elise’s hand on my shoulder.

Is it okay to use divine power in something like this? Anyway, sacred power is only useful for treating injuries, poisons, curses, etc. It won’t be very effective for things like stiff shoulders.

That thought occurred to me, but it felt cool and nice anyway, so I didn’t think about stopping it.

What bothered me more was that Elise’s breathing on the back of her head was gradually becoming heavier. And at the same time, Elise’s hand gradually weakened from massaging my shoulder to a level where I thought it was almost touching.

He said to Elise, wondering if it was really that difficult even though he was using divine power.

“Are you okay? If it’s hard, you don’t have to overdo it.”

“No, it’s not difficult at all! What about your shoulders? Do you like it?”

“Yes, it’s nice because it’s cool.”

“Then would you like me to do it somewhere else?”

“Somewhere else? Where?”

“Uh, um…. an arm?”

“Okay, well, try it.”

Even Elise herself, who said she was willing to do it, was a bit embarrassed, but considering how many times a saintly woman would do that after giving a massage to someone else, she ignored it, thinking that it was natural for it to be awkward.

And when I gave permission, Elise moved from behind me to the side, grabbed my arm above the elbow near the shoulder, and lifted it towards her. As she pulled it as if holding me, her hand naturally came into contact with Elise’s chest.

When I turned my head and looked at Elise’s face, she was red and not making eye contact with me. Then, he was gently touching the area below his shoulder and above his elbow as if nothing was wrong, so I tried to move his hand.

No matter how small the maid uniform was made of, and not only because it was made of thin material, and even if she was wearing underwear, there was no way she wouldn’t feel anything when she pressed it with her fingertips.

However, Elise only flinched for a moment and did not react further. I moved my hands more and more blatantly, going so far as to put my palm on her chest and lightly press it, but Elise even pulled my arm closer to her.

The intention was clear as they only said massage and did not apply proper force to the fingertips, let alone divine power.

As I felt the space between my legs slowly becoming stiff and tried to pull Elise’s body closer to me, I heard the door open and someone coming in.

“I’m back, Elise? Your clothes…?”

Barche, who came in, let go of my hand and opened her eyes wide when she saw Elise in a maid uniform standing next to her.

“It arrived sooner than expected, Barche.”

“It was so quick, it took a long time, but Elise, you were wearing those clothes without me…!”

“That kind of clothes. It’s just a maid uniform.”

“Ha, really? Okay, wait a minute.”

Contrary to her calm voice, Barce looked back and forth between Elise, who was blushing, and me, who had a sad expression on her face as the mood was broken. Without saying a single word, she walked out without a word.

And just like Elise did earlier, Barce brought some clothes and came back to change, still wearing a maid’s uniform.

Elise was cute, but Barce was different. Her clothes screamed because her violent breasts didn’t fit.

“What do you think, warrior? suited? Well, you can tell just by looking at their eyes. Hehehe.”

Elise said with a very uncomfortable expression as she watched Barce raise her arms with her arms crossed, making her large breasts stand out even more.

“Rather than that, isn’t it more important to take good care of the warrior so that he doesn’t feel uncomfortable? I can’t imagine Barche taking care of anyone.”

“What? I can’t even do that?”

The war of nerves between Elise and Barce, both wearing maid uniforms, started like that, but unfortunately for me, it didn’t end up in the same atmosphere as it did with Elise.

There was just a level of competition as to who was better at serving meals and such. Barce’s heart was forgiving, but it was more of a hindrance than a help, and Elise wasn’t bad, but to me, who was used to Rachel, the skilled maid, I honestly didn’t like it. It was.

“What on earth is everyone doing?”

And I thought the competition would end with Anis coming in the end, but in the end, even Anis secretly brought clothes from somewhere and joined the ranks of wearing maid uniforms.

Even when she was wearing a maid’s uniform, she had a princess-like elegance that didn’t really suit her, but it was nice to look at.

As time passed, I fell asleep after being hit by a sleeping spell cast by Barce among women in maid uniforms who claimed that each could make me sleep better.