episode_0097

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Jaehee was a child of the so-called ‘sunmusma’ type.

I’ve never worn anything other than sunscreen, and I’ve never shown any interest in anything feminine. I find it easier to talk to guys than to girls, who seem complicated, delicate, and demanding.

Of course, this is from Jaehee’s perspective. The boys she was talking to probably didn’t think that way.

Thanks to the ponytail, the nape of her neck was revealed refreshingly, and although she had a slightly small chest, her tall stature and long arms and legs were attractive, and her beauty was vivid even without makeup. She didn’t have the hard-to-read side that girls have, and since she liked sports, we had a lot of topics to talk about.

At first, everyone thought it was something to challenge and see, and then they met a harsh ending. The story that it was unladylike, the story that it was easy to communicate like a man, the story that if you confess and fail, the consequences are truly harsh.

Treated like an idiot, laughed at, and always been a bait, Jaehee has left behind many unfortunate events in his life.

Even she, who was like that, gradually realized the problem when she was in her senior year of high school. Thanks to that, when she became independent from the orphanage and was assigned to a female military school, she was able to feel relieved that she would be free from such problems for a while.

… but the person I was assigned as my roommate was so pretty and incredibly feminine that I belatedly freaked out and thought, ‘Oh no, it’s actually harder for me to deal with girls than boys!’

Anyway, the first kiss scene that Jae-hee saw in person was between a woman and a woman. He first saw his roommate, Lien, kissing a senior a year older than him in an empty classroom.

The sticky, stretched-out line between the two people who noticed Jae-hee and parted their lips looked like blood in the red-hot sunset.

I can’t forget Lien’s eyes looking at me, wiping her lips with the tip of her tongue. That was the first time I knew what the word ‘seductive’ meant.

And just now… I saw those eyes again.

In the eyes of the silver-haired girl named Sehara, smiling brightly while shaking hands.

Although red eyes are common among the awakened, they are still rare. Jaehee, who was stared at by those eyes, felt as if his body was on fire for a moment.

No, that’s not a mistake.

Se-ha, who was about to take his hand away, smiled slightly embarrassed. This was because Jae-hee did not want to let go of his hand.

“Excuse me, Miss Jaehee?”

“Sorry, I’m sorry!”

I never thought I could make a sound like that. Like a shy girl… .

I quickly removed my hand, but even after that, the creepy feeling in my body didn’t go away. It wasn’t because I felt cold. It was something different… This tingling sensation from my fingertips to my toes…

“Ah, I’ll guide you… .”

He spoke hesitantly and hurriedly walked away.

I tried to walk ahead because I didn’t have the courage to look into those beautiful, somewhat sinister red eyes.

But was that the right choice? Those red eyes seemed to continue to follow his body. Inside the calm eyes, the immature Jaehee seemed to be observing himself, burning with desires he still couldn’t understand… .

“읏… .”

The uncomfortable feeling in his lower body… no, let’s be honest. Jaehee groaned without realizing it at the wet sensation.

Oh my god. What the heck is this? I couldn’t believe it, even though it was my own body.

How does your body react when you receive sexual stimulation? Jaehee was late in learning about this, having only recently realized it, but he could fully understand that his current state was not normal.

It’s ridiculous to think that I’m getting this wet just from walking around with someone I just greeted and shook hands with.

“Are you okay? You look weak.”

“Keehee?!”

The voice that sounded like it was digging into the back of his ear made him stumble. He could swear that it was something that had never happened before in Jaehee’s memory.

If that were all, he could turn his body and regain his balance… but the thought that he might collide with the person who whispered right next to his ear made Jaehee hesitate.

in result.

“읏차~.”

I ended up being supported by the silver-haired girl who actively threw herself at me. Even though it was starting to get warmer, I could feel her surprisingly soft and voluptuous breasts through the jacket that was fastened up to her neck.

Se-ha’s hands were touching the back of her neck and waist. They were the fingertips that gave a cool feeling to her hot body, but from the moment she became aware of them, she started to feel like she was on fire.

The girl’s silver hair sparkled as she looked down at herself with her back to the morning sunlight, and her red eyes, which at first glance seemed sinister, were looking down at Jaehee with a mixture of embarrassment, relief, and affection in the ratio of 1:2:7.

I heard the sound of falling in love.

No, I asked myself where in “Kwakwangkwangkwang!” was the sound of falling in love. The heart that started beating like crazy, the blood vessels that were startled by the sudden surge of blood, and the brain that couldn’t keep up with its own upheaval.

All of this colliding together to create the sound of a collision, and yet I found it so strange that I felt it was ‘the sound of falling in love’.

But if not… what should I call this feeling of wanting to hug and be held by the person in front of me?

“Can you walk?”

“Huh?! Oh, yes!!! I’m, I’m sorry!”

I hurriedly escaped from Seha’s arms.

I was able to stand on my own feet… After confirming that fact, I almost ran away from Se-ha. I felt like I wouldn’t be able to maintain myself if I continued like this.

Because they were too far away to achieve their purpose of guiding, the soft whispering voices behind them did not reach Jaehee’s ears.

(“…What did you do, Seha? Your reaction is so weird.”)

(“Just say hello. You have a really good feel for it. Unfortunately, the way you interpreted it is completely off.”)

(“I guess I made it go astray….”)

(“Well, that’s true, but…. Anyway, will this work?”)

(“Ha, haha…♡ In, a place like this…! This, method of covering one’s mouth, is too, despicable♡!”)

He led the two people to the student council room.

Strictly speaking, it would be a stretch to say that they led the way because they walked too early, but on the contrary, the two of them seemed to have found their way there on their own, as if they were not first-time visitors.

“Ah, you’re here! It’s been a while, Elin!”

The door to the student council room opened wide, and a delighted Nine flew towards Elin.

If it were real, it would be normal for it to penetrate, but as expected of a skilled ghost, it stopped mid-air right before the collision and made a perfect contact.

Ellin also pretended to stop and accept the Nine very naturally. These two people are a good match for each other.

“It’s been a while. How have you been, Nine?”

“How have you been? I’m a little worried about my weight though.”

“That’s a big deal. I guess Nine-nim’s direction is different from other people’s.”

Nine turned her head, giggling. She looked at Se-ha next to her and asked.

“Who is this pretty girl? Did Ellin monopolize everything until now?”

“She’s a new transfer student this year. This is Seha.”

Just watching Se-ha greet him with a smile made him feel breathless and his face flushed. Jae-hee awkwardly greeted them, saying, ““That, then… .”,” and tried to run away.

The two said they came early in the morning to discuss the regular competition between the two schools and to save time if possible.

Lien is a secretary so she has room to participate in the discussion, but Jaehee has no position so she has no room to interfere. So when she finished the tour, she should have gone to do her job…

“Will you stay here, Jaehee?”

“Yeah. We’ll need to hear the opinions of the general cadets too.”

Lien spoke and Nine added.

I wondered what these people were talking about, knowing that they wouldn’t think of anything, but later realized that these two were ‘outsiders’.

And how negligent he had been.

Yes, that’s right.

Right now, you can’t let your guard down no matter who you’re dealing with. Didn’t Lien, who was here right now, manipulate Jaehee into attacking Nine?

“Ugh, yeah.”

“That’s great. I also wanted to talk a little more with Jaehee.”

Se-ha smiled bashfully as I awkwardly nodded. My heart was pounding, my hands and feet were tingling, and my lower abdomen was throbbing as if it was being stabbed by something, but I felt like I was going to be blinded by the onslaught of smiles.

I thought I had to run away. I was sure I’d get caught.

Just looking at the face of a girl who might be my enemy makes my body tingle. My body feels like it’s melting as I fold my arms to hide my nipples that are appealing to me to an embarrassing degree.

The moisture that had been soaking between my legs was spreading out to every part of my body through the clothes that were clinging to my body. It felt like it would drip down any moment.

But the reason I couldn’t run away was because of my sense of duty to stop them if they were my ‘enemy’, and my uncontrollable desire to see that face just a little more.

Fortunately or unfortunately, there was no room for me to get involved in the story related to the event.

Both Elin and Nine are competent, and this isn’t a problem that would warrant a particular fight in the first place. The discussion was about minor practical matters, and even those that could be easily resolved if both parties confirmed them.

The story was neatly organized, and the two secretaries (one of whom seemed to be a secretary) focused on organizing what the two people were talking about. The other three, who gave off an image of intelligence from their appearances, were a bit surprised that even Nine had an aura of intelligence.

Of course, Jaehee couldn’t find the meaning he needed to be.

As a result, my gaze naturally wandered, unable to find the right place, and naturally ended up heading towards Se-ha.

I found myself looking at her as if possessed, and I quickly looked away repeatedly, but eventually I ended up looking at her again.

My gaze stopped at those lips. The word that came to mind as an association was ‘kiss’.

Jaehee’s first kiss was with Lien.

It is said that this has been happening several times without even being aware of it.

If I bury that record that I don’t remember and think about it, the first kiss that I’m aware of was when I just woke up from sleep.

Dormitory room. When Jaehee, who was sleeping on the upper bunk of the second-floor bed, opened his eyes, Lien’s face was in front of him. The soft sensation of her lips touching his. The saliva that had gathered in his mouth, and that he knew was definitely not his.

Lien looked at Jaehee, who unconsciously passed it over and coughed in surprise, with a slightly dissatisfied look.

And the moment he thought those eyes were shining golden, Jaehee’s body ended up handing over control to Lien.

The first thing Lien did after gaining control of Jaehee’s body was, of course, a kiss. However, Lien, who said, “I’ve already found out,” didn’t stop there.

Jaehee remembered all the first experiences that followed the kiss so clearly. Because he was controlled like a doll and couldn’t even resist, all Jaehee could do was remember.

When Lien later asked him how he felt, he could only answer that it was horrible, that it was the worst, and that he wondered why he would do something like that.

But I don’t know if that was true. Maybe… maybe I was a little happy. The first time I saw someone else kissing. Since then, Lien’s lips that had never left time, could I really hate the fact that they left marks all over my body?

I wasn’t trying to compare them, but I found myself looking back and forth between Lien and Seha without realizing it.

Their appearances are quite different, even if you exclude the striking features of silver hair and red eyes.

No, only the way they smile is very similar. A mature, affectionate, and admirable smile. But still, there is something… something different about it.

okay.

This child named Sehara has a smile that looks just like Lien.

However, it was not the current Lien’s smile, but a smile similar to the previous Lien’s.

The smile of Lien, so charming and seductive when I first witnessed their kiss…

“Ugh… .”

I groaned without realizing it. My body ached inside.

I realized too late that I couldn’t hold the same sitting position and was twisting my body. I was desperately trying not to be conscious of it, but when it comes to this, I can’t help but be conscious of it.

I realized that Seha’s eyes were looking this way.

The moment I thought I was seeing it, the wall of reason that was not that strong to begin with collapsed again.

“Haaahhh… .”

The atmosphere in the room changed with the groans that followed.

I could feel Seha, Lien, Nain, and Elin turning their heads in puzzlement.

Gets caught.

Get caught.

The fact that he is a pervert who becomes horny just by observing a girl he meets for the first time is exposed to everyone.

His mind went blank. At that moment, when the control he had been desperately holding back was released, Jaehee curled up and was swept away by a lightning-like pleasure that spread from his spine to his entire body.

“Hi, hiyaaang… ♡?!”

… I thought as I barely managed to calm my trembling body after a light orgasm.

Who on earth made that screaming sound I just heard? It wasn’t me. I bit my tongue and lips, desperately enduring it, ready to have my tongue cut off.

A little bit may have leaked out, but even if it had, it couldn’t have been that cute of a voice.

“… Chairman?”

“Elina?”

“?”

As evidence, everyone’s eyes were turned to Elin, not to him.

Elin, who seemed to have no feelings of embarrassment whatsoever, had a bright red face and was at a loss as to what to do.

“세, 세하 yaaang♡ I, I forgot the important partuuu♡ You had to poke me in the side like thatuuu♡ Haeujjit♡ I’m in front of youuu… ♡”

It was an overly seductive voice, to the point of being stabbed in the side.

A bright red face and heavy breathing are definitely not reactions to being stabbed in the side.

Nine showed the same reaction.

“Unless he’s learned yoga, he probably can’t stab you in the ribs on this street?”

“I think it would be difficult to learn yoga… .”

“What happened? If I don’t tell you the truth, you’ll read my mind?”

Elin’s face turned pale in front of Nine, who spoke with a mischievous smile.

But Jaehee liked it anyway. Ellin’s voice that he heard just now was a good cover at the right time, but at the same time, it made Jaehee’s body even hotter.

If things continued like this, it was obvious that she would leave with a rough sound that was louder than Elin’s and had no charm at all.

“Huh, in the bathroom… .”

Without saying anything to anyone, he got up and made an excuse.

The small squeaking sound when I got up from the chair. When I removed the damp thing, it sounded like I was revealing a secret, but I didn’t care. At least, it was better than showing that shame to Se-ha directly.

“Your complexion hasn’t been good since a while ago. Are you okay?”

I flinched at Lien’s question.

Hesitantly, he turns his body to look at her face.

The image of a very affectionate friend who cares about his friend’s body. There is no image of a vicious master who orders him to masturbate 10 times as punishment for lying, saying, “Do you think you can fool me?”

“… It’s okay.”

I forced myself to say that and left the student council room.

And then I hurried to the bathroom next door. I went inside the partition, locked it, and isolated myself from the outside world. All the strength left my back.

My hands were shaking so much that I couldn’t even unzip my jacket properly. I tried to pull it down forcefully, but the zipper got stuck in the wrong place and wouldn’t come down. I just took it off like a T-shirt and threw it on the floor in frustration.

I grabbed her exposed breasts. I grabbed them so hard that my nails dug into them, and it hurt, but the pain actually calmed my head. The nipples that brushed against my palm were so engorged with blood that I felt like I could orgasm just from that.

I sat down on the toilet and hurriedly pulled down my spats. My lower body, soaked with moisture, was exposed.

Finally freed, Cli was firmly revealing herself without any special caress. Just the stimulation of coming into contact with the outside air brought an uncontrollable pleasure. Grabbing one breast and pulling down her spats, she lightly climaxed once again.

But I know all too well that that alone is not enough.

“Lien…Lien is bad… . The chairman… The chairman did something wrong… … .”

Whenever I masturbate, I always end up in the same position.

Sit somewhere and spread your legs wide, spreading your labia to the sides as if showing off. You can caress anywhere with one hand, but the other hand must always be in that position. So that the owner, the Master, and Lien can watch.

He makes sure that Lien sees how the deep parts of his body, which he cannot even see himself, react and how he moves towards climax.

I can’t spread my legs properly because the spats I haven’t taken off are in the way. But to take the spats off completely, I have to take the hand that’s currently caressing my breasts off. I hate that so much that I can’t stand it, so I keep maintaining an awkward posture.

It had been a very long time since I had masturbated.

It was the first time since the day Nine subdued Lien.

That day, Lien, who thought she had secured enough numbers, tried to eliminate Nine, and Jaehee was the key to that plan.

I still remember it clearly.

The moment when his hand pierced through the body of Nine, which was not real and should not be touched. That moment when he pierced something that was different from the physical body but was clearly some remnant of life.

The sight of Nine, who was a ghost and shouldn’t be able to feel pain, crying and screaming in agony.

I remember screaming that I would rather be killed than be made to do this.

Was it because he hesitated a little at those words? Or was there some kind of miracle? Jaehee’s arm stopped there. He couldn’t land a finishing blow on Nain, who was blurring to the point of disappearing.

That was the turning point.

Even though she was a student he cherished so much, Nine had no choice. Lien had tenaciously endured Nine’s repeated mental waves. And it didn’t stop there. She tried to commit suicide with everyone who had been turned into dolls.

Nine had no choice but to increase the power of the mental wave, and Lien lost consciousness due to the shock that could not be overcome by willpower.

How nice it would have been if that had been the end of it all.

The next day, Nine, who had been checking on Lien’s condition and trying to recover her all night, reported with a gloomy face that Lien had lost her memories since becoming a Master. She said that she could not remember anything from that time.

At first, I thought it was fortunate.

I thought it would be better to forget about the past when I did such things. I thought I would try to forget it too.

I knew that it couldn’t be done.

First of all, Lien’s reaction was different. The parts that disappeared may have been memories from after she became a master, but it is certain that some important part of Lien was among those parts that disappeared.

The madness that made him treat all his close friends like puppets, tried to kill Na-in using Jae-hee, and eventually tried to kill everyone together. Something that was the basis of that madness must have disappeared along with it.

So… I couldn’t help but feel uncomfortable.

No matter what, I felt a strong sense of discomfort. It was like coming into contact with someone who spoke like Lien, acted like Lien, laughed like Lien, but was not Lien.

Lien must have felt that way too. That’s why she started to avoid Jaehee openly.

Jaehee also couldn’t go back to before that day.

The month of being Lien’s slave, being toyed with as a doll… was horrible and painful, but… Jaehee remembered. He also clearly remembered that body.

Lien, who had been teasing Jaehee, who could never be rejected, with both [commands] and her own abilities. When the time of teasing was over and she was crying in anger and pain, Lien would occasionally hold her in his arms and speak to her gently.

‘You’re the only one I’m this obsessed with, Jaehee.’

‘I became your Master so that I could rule over you forever.’

‘I’m scared. Fighting is scary. But… if I lose, you might become someone’s slave? I can’t stand that.’

Maybe that’s what you call gaslighting.

It may have been a cleverly calculated remark for Stockholm Syndrome.

Now that Lien has lost her memories of that time, Jaehee will never know the truth.

But one thing is certain… Jaehee sometimes misses those days.

So I didn’t masturbate after that day. I knew it would be meaningless. The one thing that Jaehee absolutely needed to make him gasp for pleasure was definitely Lien.

It was okay to force myself to masturbate and cry in shame. It was okay to be terrified by the pleasure that was never-ending. I needed Lien, no matter what.

But then Se-ha appeared.

A being that smiles softly and affectionately like Lien, but also holds an ominousness that makes Jaehee’s body shiver.

I felt like I was going to get sick of myself. It was ridiculous that I could be so horny just from that. It was the first time we met, and we only had a few light touches that had no sexual meaning at all, but my body was burning like this.

Was it a lie that I thought I needed Lien? What was it that I trembled at the slightest sound from the bed below, in the middle of the night, thinking that maybe Lien would come to rape me? Why was it that I felt hurt inside when I saw her expression of bewilderment even when I sent her blatant hints like, “I would rather…”?

Lien is bad.

Nine is bad.

And he is worse than anyone else.

Even though I added anger, despair, and self-reproach, my burning desire did not subside.

If I don’t somehow appease him and let out everything that’s been pent up, then I’m sure he’ll go crazy.

“Excuse me, Jaehee. Are you okay?”

Hearing the voice coming from beyond the partition, he froze without realizing it. He couldn’t answer. If he opened his mouth, something terrible would definitely come out.

The voice, not knowing Jaehee’s feelings, asked again with an affectionate tone.

“From the moment I first saw you…you looked unwell. You looked uncomfortable the whole time in the student council president’s office. Hey, is your ankle okay? Didn’t you twist it or anything when you stumbled earlier?”

Jaehee gritted his teeth and endured. If there was a god, he prayed for help.

The person I was now was so ugly. I absolutely hated being discovered like this.

“Okay… It’s okay… .”

“That’s not a good voice at all.”

The voice that seemed to be lightly reprimanding me was too harsh. No. Right now, just hearing that voice reach my ears would make me climax.

I just wanted to cry. Why? Why this place and this moment? Why is he speaking to me in such a soft voice now?

The door latch rattled lightly. It seemed as if Se-ha had leaned against the door.

“Hey… I’m saying this without seeing your face, so it takes all my courage to say this… . If it’s my mistake, I hope you’ll laugh it off… Miss Jaehee, by any chance… .”

At that moment, the trick of the god of fate, or some equally evil being, occurred.

The latch that had been creaking fell off, the door opened, and Se-ha, who had been leaning against the door, lost her place to lean on and slipped into the bathroom.

“Miss Jae, Jaehee… … … … ?”

What could he say when he saw her masturbating with her upper body naked and her spats pulled down to her knees? Se-ha stammered and called Jae-hee’s name, and Jae-hee thought…

Ah, I guess it’s okay now.