episode_0082

There is a word called ‘thirst’.

It sounds good to say, “A desperate love, like a thirsty person asking for water,” but it is said that it is not actually a very positive word.

It is said to be originally a Buddhist term, but even if we put aside the prejudice that Buddhism rarely speaks positively about emotions, if we think about it a little, we can quickly see that it has a negative nuance.

Because it is a feeling triggered by a dry throat, or in other words, a negative situation. Because it is an emotion that is so desperate, or in other words, an unbalanced emotion.

But my sister accepts these feelings. She says she feels the same way and affirms me.

Such a loving sister. Such a lovely sister.

I love it more and more with every passing moment. It’s so sweet, I can’t stop drinking it.

You could probably add a bunch of bad words to it, like lust, love, and whatever. Considering that it’s taboo for sisters to do this, it wouldn’t be strange to call this feeling pathological.

Still, I was satisfied.

There have been a lot of complicated things, and I think there will be more in the future, but I’m still having the happiest time ever.

If there is just one thing, just one regret… .

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I woke up to a hand stroking my head.

When I opened my eyes, I saw a room that still seemed a little unfamiliar. I had left the house I had lived in for several years and was living in a kind of dormitory.

It was an unfamiliar experience for me in many ways, as I was shy and had trouble with my legs, but it was okay.

“Oh. I guess you woke me up.”

“No. I was up.”

Of course, it’s a ridiculous lie, but my sister doesn’t pursue that.

My sister is sitting on the bed with her upper body raised. I put my head on her leg and looked up. Even though I look up at her vertically, she is still beautiful, but it’s unfair. It’s unfair, but… okay.

I lifted my hand up and put it around my sister’s neck. I pulled her down slightly and her face came down with it. Her long hair fell on my face.

I smiled at the feeling of my cheek being tickled and pulled her hand closer. When we were close enough to touch each other’s breaths, my sister looked embarrassed, but I closed my eyes and waited, and our lips touched.

On the forehead instead of the lips.

“What the… .”

As I grumbled in disappointment, my sister whispered an excuse.

“If you kiss me, I won’t stop.”

That’s true. That’s true, but.

“Who decided that if you don’t kiss me, it’s over?”

I put more strength into my hands and pulled my sister closer to kiss her neck. I raised my body as if hanging on to her and hugged my sister.

And then he pressed down and knocked my sister down onto the bed.

When I opened my eyes and looked, my sister was looking up at me with a bright red face.

“You again from the morning… .”

“Yeah.”

My sister resisted slightly, but I let her go after kissing every part of her body except her lips. Then, when I stuck my lips out again, my sister sighed, ““Really… .”,” and kissed me actively, contrary to her words.

What my sister said earlier was right. After receiving a kiss, I didn’t want to stop… but this time, I was really pushed and had no choice but to break up.

“Get ready and come out, okay?”

As she said that, she blankly stared at her sister buttoning up her pajamas. She didn’t seem to notice the hickey left on one side of her neck.

I looked at my sister opening the door and going out, feeling a little proud.

I felt a slight yawn and lay back down in bed.

The smell of food wafting in from outside the door tickled my nose. I thought of the girl in the maid outfit(?) I had glimpsed when my sister was leaving.

Originally a man, he was the ‘enemy’ that was planning to take down, but now he is on the same side. Moreover, his housekeeping skills are so good that it makes you wonder if he was really a man.

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I used to do basic housework even when I was sick, but now that I can walk, there’s almost nothing I can do. Someone else has already done it before I can.

I feel like I’m the most useless person in this house. Even compared to Sayaka, who has no abilities whatsoever.

It’s not like it’s been a day or two since it was useless, so it’s not new… .

As I went out after getting ready, other people came out as well. Unlike me who had a look of sleepiness on my face, they all had clean faces.

I checked my schedule for today while eating.

“Today, I’m going to stop by my house with Yuren, do some shopping, and watch a movie. It’s called “Ultragirl VS Unmasked Rider.” What do you think?”

“If you’re unmasked, aren’t you just a rider? ”

My sister was excited to see it because it was a parody of a famous TV series, but other people didn’t seem to be particularly interested. I don’t like it that much either, but it’s fun to see my sister watching such movies.

“I have something to do, should I give you a ride?”

Seha, in other words, when the teacher said that, everyone except my sister and I were disappointed. There was a difference in whether it was shown blatantly or not.

The maid who had been the most obviously disappointed was also the most obviously delighted when the teacher suggested that they train together.

It’s a bit funny to even say this, but… she really is a girlish person.

… but it seems like you’re having a healthier love than me.

After eating breakfast, we all went to the training room together. I sighed when I saw everyone dressed in clothes that were easy to move in.

Sister, Teacher, and Yuna, all three have tall and slender bodies. Sister Saya, who is not very active, also has a feminine charm. Maid Yang is wearing a maid outfit, so you can’t tell…

The problem is me.

I wish I was more balanced, either thin or plump, but long-term paralysis of the lower body has made my body asymmetrical.

The lower body is as skinny as chopsticks, but the upper body, which had to be responsible for all body movements, ended up being overly developed. It’s not to the point of being sloppy… but the silhouette is still ugly!

That was the reason why I was so passionate about the daily training despite the fact that it was so annoying. It seemed that the basic training while drinking recovery potions was very effective, but it seemed that my weak legs still had a long way to go before they could keep up with others.

After running for a while and sitting down exhausted, Saya brought me water and a towel. Again.

“I just realized this recently… As soon as I lie down, Saya brings me water and a towel.”

“Is that so?”

“Yes. Just like I was waiting for you.”

But that can’t be the case. Just a moment ago, you were running along with me, panting.

As we were running together, I noticed that my will was suddenly giving out and I was saying, ‘I can do more! I can do more! … This is impossible!’ So I brought water and a towel.

In other words, does this mean that he realized that I was reaching my limit sooner than I did?

“How do you know? Is there some kind of sign?”

“Well… . I just looked at it intently and somehow I was able to figure it out… .”

Saya Unnie said, “I can only watch other people.” and laughed awkwardly.

In terms of being a helpless, incompetent Master, Sayaka was similar to me.

There are two differences. One is that Saya Unnie has the stigma of being ‘incompetent’, like some bad joke. The other is that Saya Unnie is not someone who holds someone back like me.

“You’re having depressing thoughts.”

“Huh? Oh, no… .”

Sister Saya nodded to me, but didn’t believe me.

“I think it can’t be helped. I’m receiving so much, and there’s not much I can do for you. When I think, ‘If only it weren’t for me…’, it’s really hard to bear.”

“… Sister Saya, how are you feeling better?”

“It didn’t get better. But… If you get depressed about something like that, your junior will worry.”

That’s true.

So, in order not to create time for feeling depressed, Sayaka must be watching other people closely, paying attention to small things, and speaking to them carefully.

I am….

“Yu-ren Yang has been very helpful. She gave me prophecies and helped me disguise myself. I don’t think it’s possible for me to join that group.”

In the place that Saya-nee pointed to, the maid-nyeo and the teacher, and my sister and Yuna-san were sparring. It was strange how the maid-nyeo, who was wielding a bamboo sword, seemed less fierce than my sister-nyeo, who was fighting with her bare hands.

Yeah. Even if you have some kind of battle awakening ability, it would be absolutely impossible to get involved in that.

If you lack talent like Saya, it would be reasonable to find something you can do with what you lack.

The teacher said that [Angel’s Paint] was a highly useful ability, and showed me how to actually use it for camouflage. Even now, they often come to me and ask me to draw the ‘image’ they want.

While you’re resting like this, it might be a good idea to think of other ways to use it. Yeah. Anything is fine, so keep a simple writing instrument with you… .

Thinking like that made me feel a lot better.

“Sure… doing something is better than doing nothing.”

“Right?”

I felt slightly healed by Saya’s smile.

I realized anew why the teacher likes Sister Saya.

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The teacher who drove us home said goodbye and left. I’ve been feeling this way since the fight with Sazae-myeong. He keeps asking me for unfamiliar faces… He seems busy, but he doesn’t explain anything.

You said you were almost done with it a little while ago. What did you mean by creating a save point?

Anyway, it was a clean house when I returned after a few days. This was because the housekeeper came twice a week.

I didn’t really have any particular purpose for coming today. I just wanted to check on the condition of the house while I was out.

Most of the important or necessary stuff has been moved to the hideout, so what’s left here are unimportant things and… memories.

The handrail on the wall was there to help me move around without the wheelchair. I ran my hand over it, feeling a strange sensation.

My sister smiled.

“I’m glad I can walk.”

“Do you really think so?”

“?”

Looking at my sister who was wondering, I felt a strange sense of elation and said.

“I told you that I liked having to depend on my older sister.”

“Sometimes I wonder if my brother is stupid.”

“… What?”

“I know now that you won’t leave me even if my leg gets better. So I’m not worried anymore. By blood, by the time we spent together, and by my body… I made you a complete prisoner, right?”

My sister’s eyes, which spoke of ‘with her body’, were slightly alluring, so I impulsively clung to her.

My sister hugged me casually and kissed me. This time, not on my forehead, but properly on my lips.

The feeling of liking surged inside my heart. I gave in to it and hugged my sister tightly. My sister, whose posture was a bit unstable due to the wind lowering her body, was pushed against the wall and I continued to kiss her.

“Ah♡ Okay, wait a minute♡… !”

My sister is wearing a dress I made with [Angel’s Paint] right now. In other words, it’s not hard at all to make a part of it disappear.

I made the chest disappear, and squeezed the exposed chest with my hand. I knew how to caress it gently because I learned it from my teacher, but now I just squeezed it hard on impulse.

It feels so good to have my fingers buried inside my sister’s chest.

“Should I stop going out…?”

When I think about it… I never actually did anything with my sister in this house. After I was able to walk and my sister and I had a big confession, there are no incidents left in this place.

I glanced at my sister’s room. I remembered the things I did alone in that bed. It was an embarrassing memory, but this time, I was in my sister’s bed with her…

“Aren’t you going to watch the movie?

My face hardened involuntarily at my sister’s regretful question. I knew that this was a movie that my sister had been really looking forward to.

But even in this atmosphere, the movie comes first… . Am I the only one who’s excited…?

“… Well, I guess I’ll have to see.”

The answer came out a little sharp. My sister noticed and asked, “Should we put it off for “ or look at it later?” ”, but it was already too late.

“No, it’s okay.”

“You’re angry.”

“I’m not angry.”

It’s true.

I wasn’t angry. I just wanted to play a little prank.

30 minutes later.

I entered the shopping mall with my sister, whose face was bright red. My sister is a celebrity, so whenever she goes to a crowded place like this, someone is bound to recognize her face.

And then, of course, people will gather around you.

Since she was used to being the center of attention, she would normally have responded without any problems. But that wasn’t the case today.

Because there were nasty toys stuck inside the dress, on both breasts and on the clit.

Of course, the culprit is… me.

I loved drawing, and after losing the use of my lower body, I became even more obsessed with drawing. And of course, I jumped onto the Internet in search of interest and evaluation… and naturally, I came across a lot of dirty stuff.

Among them, there is a scene where a rotor is attached to a girl’s sensitive area and she goes out. However, when I looked at the actual toys in the hideout’s basement… they were bigger than I thought, not cute, and noisy.

What, this would be impossible in reality… I thought, but it would be different if I recreated it with [Angel’s Paint]. … I’m sorry for using my awakening ability for this purpose.

I mounted a set of rotors on my sister’s body that were small enough to be unnoticeable, kept noise to a minimum since they didn’t use actual motors, and allowed me to increase the frequency as I wanted.

It wasn’t something I made all of a sudden. I had made it and tested it before. At that time, my sister gave it a bad review, saying, ““It’s stimulating, but you get used to it quickly and it becomes chronic.”” But now it’s a different story.

It might not have been a big deal when we were alone in bed, but it must have been hard to endure this while everyone was watching. I went shopping with my sister, who was embarrassed and didn’t know what to do.

I didn’t come here because I needed anything in particular.

Basically, the purpose of eye shopping was to get information so I could design new clothes for my sister.

What was particularly impressive was the newly opened leather fashion specialty store. It had the disadvantage of being that there seemed to be very few people who could wear it, but it was tempting because there were many products with sleek and flowing designs. There were also many accessories that had a slightly bondage feel.

I asked my sister for permission to take pictures of the display, and I did so diligently.

“Sister, buy me this.”

“… I really want to buy something like this?”

My sister bought it while hesitating. I watched with a pounding heart, and then I quickly took my sister, who had finished paying, to the restroom at the shopping mall.

“Sister, hand.”

“Wait a minute, what are you trying to do?”

“You have to try it on!”

I made all three rotors vibrate at the same time, which silenced my sister’s mouth as she tried to say something.

I took out a pair of leather bracelets from the box, the items I had just purchased. At first glance, they were just pretty black bracelets, but the silver rings attached as accents were designed to fit perfectly with the other rings.

After putting it on both of my sister’s wrists, I interlocked the rings… and it clicked. Looking at the instructions in the box, it looks like there’s a thin metal plate inside, so it won’t break easily.

“This is practically handcuffs.”

“… I bought something weird. Okay, so can you take it off now? Not just this bracelet, but something else too.”

“Huh.”

The sight of my sister looking up at me with her hands clasped together and the rotors on her chest and clit was more erotic than I had imagined.

“I’m sorry I didn’t understand your feelings earlier. So stop joking around… Okay?”

“If you want to do something dirty, be honest, sis.”

“I want to. Yes, I want to, Master… .”

My heart pounded at the sight of my sister speaking seductively. Normally, when my sister spoke like that, I would suddenly come to my senses. But today, it didn’t seem like that would happen. On the contrary… .

──Yes, Yuren… Let’s go for a walk together sometime… . Put a leash around my neck… and scold the stupid dog that doesn’t listen to its owner… .

I remembered a wiretapping record I had heard about some time ago.

What my sister said when she masturbated while thinking of me.

I am convinced that today is the day to make that promise a reality.

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A while later, I entered the movie theater holding the leash around my sister’s neck.

Of course, not everything was revealed openly.

The necklace made of [Angel’s Paint] was inside the clothes and slipped out through the intricate gaps in the dress. Since I was pressed against my sister, I covered the gap so it wouldn’t be visible to others.

The bracelets on her wrists won’t attract attention as long as she keeps her hands together, and the toys inside her dress or the scribbles on her dress that say “Little Sister’s Toys” for fun won’t be visible either.

It’s okay even if you see the truth.

Because I used [Angel’s Paint] to repaint my sister and I.

At first, my sister refused, but when I insisted, she said, ““… Only until we watch a movie?”,” and gave me permission, which was not really permission.

My sister is more manly and cool than anyone in this world.

But now, I don’t know what to do and I feel embarrassed. I’m worried about the gazes of people who would normally accept it confidently, so I’m cowering and pressing close to them as if trying to hide myself behind me.

It’s not that I hate you or find you annoying. I’m just so happy that I’m the only one who knows someone like you, and that you’re so cute.

Some may have felt that my sister’s vibe was strange, but that doesn’t mean there are people who would openly question her.

After entering, I was able to play with my sister without worrying about my surroundings because it was dark and I was sitting in the couple seats at the back. Now that I didn’t have to worry about people looking at me, I could use the belts inside my dress to tie my sister’s hands and feet tightly and tease her to my heart’s content.

… However, the movie was much more interesting than I thought, so I couldn’t play with my sister as much as I wanted.

Even though it was a parody movie, the serious development in the latter half was amazing. I also noticed my sister’s gaze as I was secretly wiping my itchy nose.

Those eyes that seem to say, ‘See, you did well coming?’

“… Huh.” and got up from his seat.

I quietly said to my flustered sister, ““I’m going to the bathroom. Be quiet.”,” and went back out the door I came from. If you go after finishing, there will be a lot of people crowded in the bathroom near the exit… .

My sister tried to follow me, but it was impossible while she was tied up.

As I was washing my hands at the sink, I saw a woman wearing a coat standing behind me in the mirror. I couldn’t see her face clearly because she was wearing a mask, but the dark circles around her eyes gave her a rather dark impression.

The sink next to me was empty, so I stepped aside, wondering what it was, and the woman spoke in a low voice.

“Is this you?”

Although the speech was informal, I flinched at the cell phone that was held out along with it.

There was a picture of me and my sister going into the bathroom earlier. And there was also a picture of me, with a completely different face, coming out of the bathroom with my sister, who also had a completely different face.

“You should have changed your clothes too.”

“… !”

As she said, my sister changed her clothes and face, but I only changed my face. At least, if you look at the two pictures together, it’s enough to make you wonder.

I immediately tried to do what I had learned: I ran straight out of the bathroom.

But the woman was faster than me. She grabbed my wrist with great force and thrust the phone in front of my eyes again.

This time it wasn’t a photo. It was just a pink swirl of something… huh?

“[Don’t speak]. [Don’t move].”

My spine tingled. Could this be… that thing…?

The four letters “hypnosis app” came to mind. The next moment, I shouted and called my sister. But my lips didn’t move at all.

I realized it too late.

That I was living in a world of absurdity.

And the one who would protect me, tied to one side of the theater… that I did that.