episode_0065

The price of allowing a surprise attack was too high.

I don’t know how many punches I allowed to land on vital parts of my body. The punches that were possible because of my awakening ability were filled with monstrous power, but they were just jabs that left my various organs in shambles.

I didn’t even have time to check, but it wouldn’t have been strange if it had been torn apart. At the same time, the screams from each part of my body indicating a malfunction were so intense that I couldn’t even faint.

In an instant, I completely lost the ability to move.

Multiple compound fractures. Multiple organ damage. No fighting ability.

He sat down in front of the golden sun in that state.

I once again engraved in my bones the saying that carelessness is a no-no. Even though it seems like it was pretty shattered.

I took some regenerative medicine before going to school, but it may take a few minutes for my functions to recover. Right now, I can’t even move my fingers the way I want.

I had to buy time.

And there was material for that. The question this guy asked when he came in. ‘There must be a kid named Sayara here, right?’ That’s what he asked.

“Why are you… buying senior Saya…?”

I realized it after talking about it.

The question that her trembling tongue barely managed to form had no meaning to waste time. It was a question that was too honest, and one that she asked with a strong desire to know the answer.

There’s no reason for this guy to care about Senior Saya.

This guy’s only target of vigilance within the military academy would be the chairman. He’s a guy who’s completely intoxicated by his own strength, so he doesn’t even think about information warfare. He just turns the Awakened people within his reach into slaves and rapes the women involved.

I don’t even know about Senior Saya’s existence… .

“Well? What was it? I felt like I had to kill him?”

The lion’s answer was surprisingly empty.

You came here to kill someone you didn’t even know, and you attacked someone without even checking who was there.

If it were just as it was, you would have thought it was nonsense. It would have been natural to think that I was beating around the bush.

But I knew one name that might work.

【Apostle of the Goddess of Madness】

It is not strange to think that the name that did something to the chairman would do the same to Sajamyeong.

It’s the same with not being able to find a reason yourself, attacking indiscriminately, and giving such a stupid answer.

But why…? Why are you targeting Senior Saya?

Sajamyeong, who seemed to be looking for Senior Saya while looking around the unit room, scratched his head.

“What, no? It’s annoying. By the way, you… are you that hot second-year transfer student?”

“Interesting…rumor has spread… .”

A gaze that seems to appraise and scan from head to toe.

For some reason, it sent shivers down my spine, but at the same time, I also found something strange.

The golden crown that decorates the forehead of the lioness. It is unfamiliar, yet somehow familiar… .

“Cough!!!”

The body that was kicked by Sazae-myeong flew through the air. After crashing into the wall of the unit room, it fell to the floor.

“I don’t like the way you roll your eyes. Is that okay?”

The lioness came to me saying that.

He lifted my hair with one hand while I was unable to move, glared at me, and asked.

“Why aren’t you crying? Why aren’t you crying? Usually, when this happens, you wet your pants and cry and beg?”

I just hit my head so I can’t gather my thoughts properly.

I don’t know why you’re asking. I’m not sad, so I shouldn’t cry, and I don’t pray because there’s no mercy in the world.

I only answered the last question.

“Bathroom… I went just now… .”

A habit that was born for the happy times with such an affectionate senior.

“This is so fucking fun… .”

A thud rang in my ears, and the next moment my head hit the floor.

There was a thump thump thump sound of something hitting the floor. Consciousness came back to me once in a while with the sound.

“Hey, are you an immortal or something? Your wounds are healing? ”

The forehead hits the ground and breaks. Bleeding occurs. The blood that flows out gathers on the floor and forms a puddle.

There was a regular thumping of the head there, a thumping sound mixed with moisture.

There was a dry thud and a wet splash. The pooled blood splashed everywhere. It combined with the blood flowing down from my forehead, turning my eyes completely red.

“I don’t think it plays that fast… .”

The hand that had been holding my hair left, but I wasn’t free.

The boxing shoe flipped me over and crushed my chest.

“Hey? Why on earth is the faucet up? Answer me.”

Why… what could it be… .

My chest hurts because my shoes are crushing it. It hurts, but… I feel good… . It shouldn’t be good… .

“… … … … .”

“Huh?”

“… … … … … … … .”

It must have been frustrating.

When he didn’t hear a proper sound, he grabbed my head and pulled me closer to his face. He didn’t care about my struggles, but… thanks to that, his fingertips were able to rest on the golden crown hanging on the lion’s forehead for a moment.

《I came across a fragment of [The Apostle of the Goddess of Madness].》

《[The Tight Child Against Heaven] is rebelling.》

Ah, this is it.

This is why this kid is so ridiculously stronger than I knew, and why he goes wild and crazy…

I got a clue. But… .

“What are you doing?”

I could almost feel the gold crown on his forehead, so I couldn’t help but try to close my eyes, even though I knew it would be meaningless.

However, the body protected by [Diamond God] was as strong as if it was covered with an iron plate that even the eyes could not see.

After looking at me in disbelief for a while, Sajamyeong punched me in the stomach.

“Take it… gasp… .”

He grabbed my hair, lifted me with one hand, and hit me like a sandbag. The pain, which was much milder than before, continued to accumulate. Along with that, I could also feel my body’s reactions changing.

“This is a really funny bitch. Are you squeezing the juice out of this situation?”

An unpleasant sensation brushing against the inside of the thigh.

Something shone in my vision, which was dull and red and completely unrecognizable. It looked like a finger.

It moved and left something on my cheek.

I gritted my teeth because it was so obvious what it was. What I was afraid of was happening… .

“What’s the ring? Do you have a lover?”

For a moment, it was creepy.

As the blow to his head subsided, his ability to think returned somewhat. He could sense that the voice of the lion was beginning to take on a different color than before.

I realized that the sexual desire that had been slightly pushed aside by his innate cruelty was taking the lead inside him.

“Woman… Woman… .”

As I spoke hesitantly, as if making an excuse, Sajamyeong snickered.

“My rule is not to touch a woman without a boyfriend… but you’re kind of fun, so I’ll have to check it out.”

“Ah, aaah!!!”

Then he pressed down on my shoulder blade with one hand and broke it. He did the same with the other arm.

“I know it’ll get better, so I don’t have to worry about adjusting my strength. Just follow along. If you don’t want your ankle to end up like that.”

Then he grabbed my hair and started dragging me along. No. I’m going to get dragged away like this.

Help… can’t be expected. The fact that there was this much commotion and no response from those around means that the external cleanup has already been completed to some extent.

Escaping by taking advantage of the gap… is even more unthinkable. This body is already halfway… caught in the triangle of hell.

Abdomen, head, shoulders… all of them were experiencing intense pain, but my body was so excited that I didn’t know what to do with the intense pain and passion.

Because the lion’s words about the peak standing up and the water being wet were true.

It’s probably because of [Sadistic Tendency S+++]… . Originally, sadistic tendencies are mental, but talents that rank around S+++ have a heterogeneity that is almost on the level of awakening abilities.

[Masochism] is a common tendency to become addicted to the dopamine rush that comes with pain, to rely on a master who will control you and free you from all the hardships of the world, or to be tempted by controlled deviance.

However, the S+++ rank [Sadistic Tendency] is literally a talent that feels pleasure from pain. It awakens and strengthens the opponent’s [Sadistic Tendency].

[Hedonic hypersensitivity] destroys my reason by excessively creating pleasure.

It’s not just the pain that makes it impossible to think normally. In fact, it’s worse. The speed at which my body is being destroyed is not being kept up with my regeneration, and even the fact that I’m being destroyed is sweetly melting my brain.

I am waiting, drooling, for the poisonous cup that only awaits me: destruction… .

[Sexual desire] is added to that. I, who enjoy pain, also destroy the other person’s reason. The other person, who has awakened to sadistic tendencies, actively tries to destroy me, and I, in joy, demand even greater pain and submit to the other person.

A growing hell triangle that leads to complete destruction.

I was prepared for it, but… it was even more terrifying than that… .

I had to escape.

We must escape at all costs.

I’m sorry, I’m really sorry, Sayaka-senpai.

I… I was the one who made Senior Sa-ya do that… .

After I made up my mind, I said.

“Let go, you faggot.”

At that moment, Sajamyeong stopped walking.

He pulled up my body, which was being dragged backwards like a cart, and asked with a frown.

“What did you say, you?”

“Gay bastard, let go because it’s disgusting. Why, did you really think no one would notice?”

The next moment, he was thrown by the lion and was flying through the air. Without even being able to do anything resembling a falling skill, he crashed into the wall and rolled around.

The next moment, he was being grabbed by the hair by the lioness again.

I was hit in the face several times. The hair that was caught by the lion’s name was also pulled out in handfuls by the cold.

“That’s funny. Say it again. What did you say?”

“You… confessed, right… You said you wouldn’t touch a woman without a boyfriend… It’s not that women are good… It’s good to see a man suffering because his woman was stolen… If that’s not gay, then what is… .”

It was the same in the recorded video.

This kid wasn’t really interested in the face of the woman he was raping. What he was interested in was the face of the male cadet who was forced to watch the scene and suffer.

“You want to show off to men… . That your dick is big and you’re good at sex. You made your partner masturbate, right? Why on earth? Why do you want to see men masturbate? It’s because you’re gay… .”

He said he was so manly.

A male far superior to you.

If you don’t run around and promote like that, you won’t be able to survive.

Because…

Because that’s not the case.

Because you know that fact all too well.

“This crazy bitch!!!”

The lion threw me to the floor. He chased me and trampled me as I rolled on the floor.

Still.

There was a sound like fruit being crushed in a press.

The lower part of my right thigh… was crushed by that tremendous force and snapped. A few seconds later, my left leg was in the same state.

My mind went blank from the intense pain. I gritted my teeth and held back a groan. I didn’t want to make this kid think that he could exert some influence over me.

“You… won’t throw it away even if you get tired of it… . I’ll carry it with me and play with it for the rest of your life. You’ll pay the price for that crazy talk… for the rest of your life… .”

At that very moment, all the pain disappeared.

The broken leg was rolling over there, but my leg reappeared looking completely fine.

“You are the one… .”

I jumped up and got up.

“… You will pay the price for the rest of your life.”

I have to pay the price for hurting my senior.

You probably couldn’t understand my sudden recovery. The lioness who had been dazed for a moment rushed at me. At the same time, she surrounded me with a wall of fire, trying to block my escape… .

“That lifetime, it won’t be that long.”

Just before the lion’s fingertips touched me, I was back in the hideout. In the hideout’s living room.

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Senior Saya was lying in the living room.

The middle of her thigh had disappeared as if it had been torn off, and a lot of bleeding was pouring out from the cut surface.

The distorted face suddenly relaxed as if relieved upon seeing me. The face that had been convulsing in pain formed a gentle smile.

“Saya senior… .”

“I’m glad you’re safe, junior… . I’m glad I was able to help you for the first time… .”

Those words made me want to cry.

“No… . That’s not it… . I’m the one who made you like this… .”

[Summoning] is one of the additional functions of [Watchdog].

This is a function that teleports all members within the force to the corresponding territory.

However, there are limitations. Once used, it cannot be used for a certain period of time, and there are also restrictions on the activation conditions.

It can only be activated when the Master is seriously injured.

In other words,

I deliberately provoked the lion and was seriously injured.

Then the senior will take that wound. Then he can be [summoned].

To escape,

I hurt my senior… .

“All I thought about was… getting attacked by the enemy… . I thought about getting attacked by the enemy, getting seriously injured, and my senior taking it… something like that… .”

The reality was much more dire.

I let my guard down and ended up sacrificing my senior in a dangerous situation.

“Yes… . Was there any other way besides that… ?”

“I don’t know… . But at that time, I was scared… and I couldn’t think of any other way… .”

okay.

I was scared.

A crisis that we had been worried about but had no real sense of reality has now actually arrived.

I could feel that [masochism], [hypersensitivity], and [sexual desire] were dancing a three-beat dance to destroy me. I had prepared myself for death countless times, but losing my reason, falling into pleasure, and becoming someone’s puppet… I could only describe it as terrifying.

“… … Come here, junior.”

The senior spoke in a firm voice.

As I approached my senior, close to his face, he stretched out his arms and hugged me tightly.

“Yes. It was scary. For the first time… I could hear my junior’s weak voice.”

“Seo, senior… ?”

“You leaned on me when you were scared. I’m glad. It’s the first time I can do something like a senior.”

The arms of the senior who was hugging me were trembling.

Of course. Since he was seriously injured. Before bringing my wounds, I had administered painkillers and hypnotic anesthesia to him, and had Yuren help him stop the bleeding… Even so, I don’t know how much the pain would have been reduced.

But my senior smiled affectionately and tried to keep his voice steady, trying to comfort me.

“You know, junior? I’m a coward. There were so many things I was scared of. But now, the things I was scared of before don’t bother me at all. It’s not because I’m brave. It’s because I’m really scared of something.”

It must be because you have a high fever.

The lips of my senior that touched my lips were extremely dry and hot.

“I was so scared of losing my junior… Everything else became meaningless… . How are you, junior? Have you never really been scared of anything? Have you ever thought that it didn’t matter if you died, that it would be better to die? ”

“… How do you know?”

A time when we simply repeated the tasks given to us.

I was a fool back in the day when I would get so angry at the kindness of characters in games that I would take real revenge.

“I told you. I always think of my juniors.”

“… .”

“Tell me, junior. What on earth made you so scared of that junior?”

What I was afraid of was….

Breaking down. Falling apart. Not being myself.

I was afraid of losing myself to pain and pleasure and becoming corrupted. I was afraid of expecting anyone who could give me that.

I was afraid that a crack would appear in my love for Senior Saya.

“… I was so scared that I would never see Senior Saya again… .”

“That’s right… . My junior and I, losing each other is the scariest thing in the world.”

Sai-senpai said, kissing her lips and forehead once more.

“I will do it, junior. [This is an absolute order that cannot be changed or canceled for any reason. No matter what happens, no matter what you do, you must definitely come back to me.] Because of this order, everything you do, junior, is my responsibility. Did I get hurt a little? It’s okay. Because it was my order. ”

iced coffee….

Senior… Senior, why are you like that… .

I tried hard to hold back the tears that threatened to fall.

To avoid being caught, he pretends to be teasing.

“Is it okay even though it’s before the order is given?”

“It’s an absolute command. It’s okay.”

“I’m back, but I can’t do it without my senior?”

“Yes. … Please rest assured, I will definitely be waiting.”

I couldn’t dare to suffer any longer in front of my senior who made that promise while trying to smile even though it must have been really painful.

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My senior fell asleep quietly in my arms.

No, I’m not talking metaphorically or anything, I really fell asleep.

And then I realized belatedly that this was the hideout’s living room, and that everyone had gathered there through [Summoning].

Suin, the chairman, and Yuren all avoided my gaze with awkward expressions. Yuna didn’t do that, but instead, her gaze was more fierce than anything I’d ever seen before.

“… What are you going to do now?”

If I gave an answer he didn’t like, he would immediately beat me up and run to the lion king.

Of course, the answer was set.

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《Goal: Lion’s Name》

《Attribute: Master》

《Skills held:─[Golden God], [Taecheonryuk], [Yangyeomgi]─ [Fake Warrior’s Holy Sword]》

《Enchanted?: [Yeokcheon Gingoa]》

《Difficulty: Normal.》

《Start Killing.》